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“’Defending their home’…we still haven’t verified if this is the native sentient species of this planet or they’re simply freeloading off this planet. Those who have something to hide are more willing to fight for it than to surrender”. He probably shouldn’t ask about the reason for getting so close to Uunoue when the Rebels were right across from them or why the King wanted this planet now and not just leave it for the Rebels to scavenge, but maybe it was more valuable than he thought. He saw nothing here that they didn’t already have any nothing the Rebels could take for themselves, but then again it was probably more territory. It was a bit of a curious trip for him but he couldn’t say he cared for the reason enough to want to protest over the killing of these aliens. He rarely did protest considering the fact he was a Saiyan Elite and was very good at killing, but he still felt uneasy being this close to the Rebels.

“They may be underground like those Rebels. Wouldn’t be surprising if they copied their tactics…” Krom followed on after Yamate with the exact great haste the King took, watching the landscape change below him. He thought it was probably best to move away from this planet soon if they couldn’t find anything and let the Rebels pass through, especially when there was no doubt a cry for help had already been sent. There was nothing else they could do about something like that and just had to wait it out until it happened. If he was with a normal squad he would probably move to some new territory instead of flying in a way that they could be tracked. Yamate probably knew what he was doing but he wasn’t in any position to ask him, not unless he brought up the subject himself.

Thankfully for Krom, Yamate was willing to talk about his tactical move and why he was choosing to do this, finding he was in the same mind-set as he was and willing to answer. Looking to him for a moment he soon looked around, glad the King was well aware that a signal had probably been sent and this whole massacre was because the aliens were probably trying to stall. Looking back to the King he frowned, wondering what his plan might be regarding that. “But Korian is stubborn. He would no sooner surrender and come to a neutral agreement than he would throw himself at your Palace”, he spoke with a sigh, speeding up slightly to get in line with Yamate, “He has already demonised us enough to create this kind of reaction from other alien planets. I am sure he is going to make sure he is top-Saiyan before he calls off any war…and then he has your sons and the Beastman. He’ll hold them hostage for as long as it takes for us to surrender in his eyes”.

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Things had been busy on the Saiyans end for a while now, everything suddenly escalating in a horrible march towards possible full out war with this apparently being the best decision. To attack this planet was needed, but it shouldn’t had been number one priority immediately after the battle against those monsters. Numina had been a fair low priority target until it was discovered just what they were trying to do inbetween the wars. To know they were using the war as a way to gain their own profit made Krom sick, especially with what the war meant to all of them including the ones on the other side.

Krom had rarely liked being with Yamate, but alas he was the second in command because of his strength and tactical thinking, but he really disapproved of how harsh the King had been to his own people overall. Yamate had been taking the aggressive approach and with that came a lot of anger from him and with that followed a lot of abuse towards his fellow Saiyans. If all Saiyans were given a chance they could all be warriors, he had seen that with the King’s youngest who was definitely not warrior material when he first met the kid. The eldest was already a warrior, practically an Elite, but the small wild one made everyone freak out when he acted so innocent but was in fact a bit of a monster in battle.

Fighting these aliens was proving to be rather boring when it came down to it, simply wondering what their next plan of action might be. Yamate wanted to take control of this mission for some reason, it was something a few Elites could had easily done and yet Yamate wanted to do it with him. Killing these aliens was way too simple, they almost felt like a distraction over anything. Wondering if they had anything else up their sleeves Yamate soon interrupted that particular thought, his eyes shifting to him. “It’s almost as if they have no care for their existence. Even I don’t know how comfortable I feel about wiping out ants”. South it was, then. Maybe there was some sort of base hidden in a city somewhere that might provide more use to them at this current time.

There was definitely something suspicious about these aliens. It wasn’t only how they acted but what they were doing and how many were actually involved in this giant scheme. It was as if their entire race were criminals, ones he couldn’t tell apart half of the time. Once they had control of this planet, maybe they could finally see what these people were up to with all of these strange illegal activities, thinking they could get away with not getting involved in the war. “They must be attempting to delay us with all this nonsense. For a rogue planet, I do wonder who they have as allies. Don’t you find it curious, my Lord?”

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Kiton couldn’t say he didn’t enjoy seeing the effect of his attack on the beast, but it was hard to hide when he was already giddy over it. He didn’t think hunting would be this fun and seeing Takeshi looking like a mess made it all the more funny. Looking to Takeshi who was immediately calling him names he sighed, looking off to the side for a moment before back to Takeshi, frowning. “I wasn’t…’getting off’ on killing, just used to it, I guess”, he spoke, shrugging lightly, “It was just a normal thing for me and that reminded me of it! No big deal”. He didn’t know if he would miss being able to kill his targets like that when it meant he’d probably have a better life, knowing he was going to be safe with them so long as he didn’t turn back to crime himself. Glancing to Shu, Kiton quickly looked back to Takeshi who once again sounded fed up, letting out a sigh. “Well, you could make a knife from wood or a rock or something, right? I don’t know how you wild people do it, but they appear to be things you can make a sharp object from”.

Viral wasn’t having an easy time trying to handle Vegeta’s confession, finding it rather difficult and awkward to talk to him about these problems he has been trying to recover from mentally. “Keep an eye on me…so you did the complete opposite. You decided you didn’t want to watch me incase I was dangerous, but instead give that responsibility to someone else. You certainly learned that you shouldn’t had done that the hard way…” He didn’t care that he was being particularly harsh with Vegeta, he deserved to know how bitter he felt and how much it had affected him. He didn’t know what kind of person he would’ve become without everything that happened during his re-release, but he wasn’t going to dwell on the thought as much as he might be able to. “I am not going to have the Dragonballs abused just to make me happy! I can figure out what will make me feel better by myself if need be”.

Viral would be fine with moving on if it didn’t make him annoyed in the first place, knowing he was going to end up having a fair long battle with this to show how much it had affected him. Looking to Vegeta as he stood up he frowned at his decision, not really understanding it all too well. So he was going to leave him alone for a day, that sounded typical of him. When Aito approached the bed and gave him the same proposal, giving him an annoyed look before looking away again. “Fine. If you want me to, I will. I won’t let you down”. He wanted a cure as soon as possible, but the pair of them insisted on waiting with that and keeping him in the dark. He still had his serum, but that wasn’t enough to make him feel comfortable.

T’charrl was trying to feel comfortable with himself and even after all this pep talk he still struggled, wanting the answers to come through when he showed signs of improvement. The only improvement he had gone through was being able to change back to this form and even then it wasn’t what he truly looked like. Staring at Haku he soon slowly looked down at himself, not feeling too sure if ‘brave’ was the right word to use at this moment. “I…don’t know about brave…but going into Space is something everybody dreams of, right?” He did wonder if he was just seeking attention, but he really wanted to find a way to make this easier on himself and felt the need to express himself to anyone. Looking to Haku he ended up staring at his finger, staring curiously before looking to him instead. “I am…? I-I didn’t mean to, but I intimidate myself. I’m not sure what makes me fun, but…thanks. Only you and Yumi have listened to me before and even then she only listened once. I feel…a little better…”

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Kiton didn’t see a point in Takeshi trying so desperately to take the animal down when he barely seemed to be trying, at least not trying hard enough. He saw no reason for him to be wiggling around with it with risk that they might lose it, especially with him being so dumb and trying to tell the animal to stop flailing around. Finding it all too irritating, he fired off a death beam despite it hurting his ribs while also managing to scare Shu with the flash of light and sudden nature of the attack. Just as well too that Shu decided to take cover since the creature’s head just popped all over Takeshi. Staring at Takeshi for a second he soon chuckled, the chuckle turning into a pretty evil laugh. “No wonder you like hunting! That was pretty exciting, seeing that…” he spoke before he sighed, rubbing his ribs, “Like shooting a chained down bandit…”

“You were the one who released me. You didn’t have to care for me when you were in education…everybody else was”, Viral spoke slowly, sighing lightly. “You knew how to run a business when you decided the best course of action was to find a buyer for me. Did you regret releasing me because you slowly started to realise you couldn’t handle responsibility?? I can handle myself, anyway! Well…not now…but damnit, you just…didn’t want me out of your sight…” He didn’t know what to make of this, knowing from seeing it how busy Vegeta got but he still felt bitter for being put on the sideline. Feeling a little fed up he scratched his cheek, looking to Vegeta as he tried to bargain for his happiness, giving him a shake of his head and looking away. “I would rather not be selfish with Shenron. It may had been a vision I had before, but others need him over me”. In the past he would’ve been content with that, but after all that happened there was so many other problems that could be fixed before giving him some selfish desire. Listening when Vegeta spoke again he looked over to him, staring down at him with a frown before sighing, looking away and raising a claw. “I want…nothing from you. Hiding behind granting wishes. I want you to think what might make me feel better yourself, see how well you know me. Got that?”

T’charrl didn’t want to change, even if it was just to the form he was in when he finally remembered himself. He was afraid he would lose this image of himself and end up being left in the dark again, his mind forgetting who he is for a monster. It hurt him greatly, fearing what might happen rather than what good could happen from this ability. He could build cities like the King did and yet he couldn’t find the nerve to incase they ended up all twisted and destructive because he had this extra boost of power within him. A lifetime of no support and constantly trying to hide who he was made him into a paranoid mess. Trying to keep it together as to not become this monster he gasped when Haku spoke up, feeling a little startled before lowering his head again. He felt that it was possibly guilt that drove them to want to help, or maybe fearing his mother. Keeping fairly quiet he gasped a little when Haku touched his shoulder, looking to it before to him. “…Really? You are…? You think so…?” he questioned him, smiling slightly through his claws, “I just-…I’ve never had friends before either. I never know if I’m just being scared or just-…just being stupid. I don’t want to feel bad! I want to be happy and be proud of who I am like Mother says, but I feel like I am just being an idiot with this! When I thought about what it’s like to have friends when I was growing up, I never thought it would be because I’m a monster…”

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Kiton didn’t know how much of Takeshi he could trust regarding this hunting stuff, seeing how the guy didn’t look or sound like the hunting type. The kid was probably a better hunter than this guy, but he didn’t know until he saw them hunt. The city would hopefully still have places open for food and they would not have to go through this nonsense. Staring at Takeshi as he tried to explain his tactic he narrowed his eyes, getting a feeling that this guy probably didn’t know what he was doing after all. Looking between Takeshi and the creature he gasped when Takeshi suddenly bolted out at it, the creature immediately retaliating and trying to escape. Watching as Takeshi tried desperately to keep it down he sighed heavily. “Would you cut it out if you were going to be killed?” he shouted, raising a finger, “I wouldn’t just roll over!” Stretching out his arm with a wince he pointed at the creature, aiming for its head before firing a death beam to try and kill it.

“Provide for me?? You didn’t know what to do with me, is what you mean! There was plenty you could had done for me…instead of trying to pass responsibility onto someone else…” he growled before letting out a huff, looking away, “Whatever. You were incompetent, thinking you can just pass me around when I had no use in the company…” Vegeta didn’t want to send him out for combat like he was intended so it was no wonder he had all this bitterness built up, but what was worse was they were trying to find excuses for it. He wasn’t being used for his true function and it frustrated him, that frustration building up the longer he was told to remain in the facility and wait for the days to pass while all these offers for purchase were made. He didn’t know anything of the outside world other than what he had seen out the windows and on the television, adding to his bitterness over the Human race. Listening to Vegeta spill the truth he didn’t know if it was the actual truth when remembering how he handled the situation. “Hmph! I could tell you were contemplating my existence when you found me, instead, you handed me out to two Saiyans just because they were with Yumi. I didn’t get to see Shenron after all that, but I don’t need to anymore, anyway…”

T’charrl wondered if he was being too ready to decline help with all of this fussing he was giving, but it wasn’t a mind-set he could immediately change. He had always been nervous about asking for help, finding it a lot easier to follow orders and try to do things himself over that even if it made his mother mad at him for being too rash. “T-They are! I mean, I don’t doubt them or anything, just…I-I don’t know. Kiton is injured, he doesn’t change like me….” He spoke before letting out a groan, dropping into a squat, “I’m a pretty bad example of a friend, though. All I want is help and not giving anything in return…and I’m not taking advice! Embracing my power is the only thing I’ve wanted to take in because it’s going to happen anyway…a-and now I feel like I’m just-…” Pausing, he held his head with one set of claws and wrapped his secondary arms around himself, trying to calm down before he might end up changing out from his own anxiety.

Adelon: Steeling the Faith [Open!]

Name: C-X 00 “Cecil”

Age: 8 months since prime activation

Gender: None, goes by the male pronoun

Race: Machina model based on Mura

Appearance: Built to appear friendlier and to avoid damage through physical abuse, Cecil was built to appear as close to a Mura youngster under the assumption people would be less inclined to hurt a child. Standing at 4’8” he has a surprising weight in his arms and legs while the rest of his body is lightweight and durable. His arms and legs can be removed to change his clothing while the strap across his chest can be unbuckled from the front.

Cecil

Element Affinity: N/A

Magic: Self-technopathy – Cecil can attach machinery onto his body and control it.

Gear: Power gauntlets used by construction and repair Machina upgraded to the highest spec. Comes with a self-service kit. Cecil’s boots allow him to run vertically on surfaces and walk upside-down through the release of magnetic currents. He can’t run or walk like this on wood and vibrations can cause him to fall.

Brief history: Part of an experimental range of Machina that are designed to be able to blend in with normal people. Designed to limit Helpers from being damaged, Cecil was due to be released and established as a builder who would help with construction; however, Cecil held little interest in being one of these and seemingly escaped. The exact circumstances of his escape are unknown, even to him as the last memory he has was being out in the great wild world. The programming within him probably knew what he was doing here so the surprise to be had was not massively overwhelming.

Cecil felt he had a purpose if he was being sent to this side of the realm and immediately he was off looking for it, searching for what he was programmed to fulfil. Completely unaware of the troubles and even the Church of the land, his outlook was naïve at best. He was a hard working Machina, he knew that much, and to find what he needed to do was his top priority. He knew how to read but couldn’t write, if questioned about his looks he felt he knew the answer, telling people they were for construction work. Those travelling would rarely question him and would either be curious about the maker of his Machina to which would only confuse him.

Cecil didn’t know much about this world but learning it from travellers proved fruitful. He learned that people used machinery quite commonly and people didn’t appear to know he was just the same as that machinery. Learning from these people was proving to be educational, but he still had some questions that needed answering. Any other Machina he came across and tried to talk to didn’t have any sort of leverage for conversation, as if they didn’t have a mind like him and was simply ‘following the program’. Whether he was following his program or his own curiosity he couldn’t quite tell, but he had to find some answers somewhere in his own time. To explore the world and find what he needed to do was his first objective.

Additional info: Despite being a machine, there appears to be something off about this new model of Machina. If the personality he had didn’t give enough suspicion, it was almost as if he was more than simply a new design, almost as if he was assimilating a sentient being without internal programming needed.

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Kiton was getting a little annoyed with how Takeshi was treating him, seeing how he was managing to mock him. That wasn’t what he meant and yet he was being teased for it as if it was an actual thought. “I meant plants that might appear like fur, like…hmph, whatever. Yeah, you look out for the stuff because I obviously don’t know what I’m looking for”. He was feeling a little useless when he couldn’t even find his own food, but to be mocked as if he lacked in intelligence. Looking to Takeshi as he decided to explain his last trip he frowned, hearing how they didn’t actually know much of the wildlife on this planet after all. They’d just have to assume something was going to be okay to eat and something that tasted good. Coming to a stop when Takeshi made his stop he looked to Shu real quick before following Takeshi down, taking a look at what he had spotted. That was a weird creature if he ever did see one and it had weapons too, definitely not a good start to their hunting trip. Frowning, he glanced at Takeshi before back to the creature, lowering his head a little. “So what, are you going to shoot it with Ki or charge at it like an animal?”

Viral was already fed up with Vegeta, seeing how he didn’t seem like he wanted to be there in the first place. He was sure he was just going to treat this as a simple business talk that needed to get over and done with, a nuisance in his everyday life. Folding his arms and looking away he waited for Vegeta to get his act together and try to explain himself. At first it sounded as if Vegeta didn’t want to go through all of this, sounding rather reluctant to even be here and talk to him. So much for this, but whatever if it would make Aito a little happier and get off his case. Straight away Vegeta was trying to make himself out to be the victim, that he was simply too busy to keep him around. It was as if he was the lazy roommate that needed kicking out and Vegeta was the good guy in all of this. Sighing as he continued to talk, he looked to him in annoyance, just waiting for him to give a better excuse. There didn’t seem to be any so far, he was still going to be tossed around as if he was in the wrong for getting angry at him. “So it was simply business to you, that I was to be passed around like some tool to the right buyer”, he spoke, looking away, “And what of the Dragonball? When I took it, what was your first thought? I want honesty, not some fluffed up truth…”

T’charrl let out a groan, slowly shrugging his shoulders. “I don’t know, I’ve only known of it happening once and he was really mad”, he spoke, shaking his head, “With me, it tends to be anything that throws me off. I can change if I’m too nervous or too full of energy or even when I’m too drained. I don’t know what is the trigger, but I can only stay normal when I’m calm”. While it was probably handy in combat for him to change when things got bad, it wasn’t good for him or his friends. He was often stressed out and during the last fight the thought that he was going to die managed to trigger it, even if he could probably stay calm and tear his way out of the creature. Looking off to the side he tried to think through a method to keep calm, feeling as if asking everyone for help might be a bit of an overkill. “I don’t want to bother everyone with my problem. Everybody has their own problems to worry about and having mine be in with those problems would be too much for them. Is this not already frustrating for you?”

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Kiton didn’t think it was a big deal that he should eat, seeing how there was probably food on the ship he could take without them having to spend time searching the forests for whatever might be out and roaming. He didn’t know what any of the wildlife tasted like from this planet and probably didn’t know if it was going to be good for him or at all tasty, then again this planet was pretty colourful so the wildlife was probably going to taste sweet and be colourful too. He didn’t know if this place was dangerous so food from the ship seemed good enough, so long as he was allowed some. “All those tiny details…sounds pretty complicated. I wouldn’t know a tuft of fur from a plant”, he sighed, looking around but saw nothing. “You said you’ve been here before though. Didn’t you see much wildlife around or were you more into seeing that city?”

Viral groaned, hardly in the mood for the lighter talk. If Aito was going to give him that then he was going to have to try harder with him. “You’ll be doing nothing until you actually start treating me instead of carrying on with this nonsense. This doesn’t help me in any way to talk about the past and what is already gone…” He didn’t really know what made Aito act out like that or what he was saying, simply wondering what the hell was going on and why he would think a Saiyan would have sense or not try to take advantage of something that was already available to him. The King did what any man in power would do and that was to take something that had power and try to control it. Staring at Aito as if thinking the man forgot he was there he quickly looked to the door as well, seeing Vegeta had arrived. Just great, the guy actually did get the call to come down. Watching him carefully he frowned when he got so close, slowly moving back on his bed. “I don’t have anything to ask until you start talking…” he spoke before sighing, looking away, “It wasn’t my idea for this to happen…”

T’charrl somewhat thought he should just try and get off the subject if it was causing him this much stress to worry about it, but he didn’t have anyone besides Yumi to talk about it properly and she was too busy to talk about it with him. It was his usual anxiety that made it worse than it should’ve been, like being told he had a problem but being unable to do anything about it. Rubbing at his chest he turned slightly, looking around to try and distract his mind. “Uhh, their training? I don’t know, I don’t even know what it is really and Shu’s didn’t seem very well controlled and wouldn’t they try to have him under control too?” It only made sense, but maybe that just meant they couldn’t remember how they were trained if they were possibly trained as children. This wasn’t going very well for him as he thought it through. “Uhh, it might be, but it seems like it’s completely different than what I have. What if there really isn’t a way? Ohh, this is…this isn’t looking terribly good…or feeling terrible good. I should have hope and faith in my friends, but why do I have such a hard time believing I can do it?”

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Shu was a little confused by Kiton’s dislike for getting a little bit of juice on him, but then again he did look like the kind of alien who was probably sophisticated when around his own kind. Shu likened the guy to a cat in manners if that was the case, knowing a lot of jungle cats he knew preferred to be nice and clean even when eating. It was the guy’s own preference but it might cause him to get awfully hungry before they managed to find something. Chomping down the rest of his fruit he squealed happily when Takeshi gave him his too. “Okay! Find for Kiton-friend! I can fly and snack! I think…” Flying up slowly but wobbly he soon managed to stabilise himself, getting all giggly again before heading along with Takeshi, eating the fruit along the way.

Kiton didn’t really know what to make of the little Saiyan, especially with all that hair. The thought of how sticky that hair must be made him feel pretty grossed out. The fact that the two Saiyans looked so different made him wonder just what happened with the genetics if they were brothers, but maybe he was too used to knowing his kind always shared the same colours as their ancestors. He definitely wanted something else after seeing the kid chow into the food and would be willing to take anything at this point that wasn’t slimy and gross. Sighing lightly, Kiton decided to levitate after Takeshi and Shu, not feeling up to walking as everything was just beginning to hurt again.

Viral didn’t know how to respond to Aito, seeing how he was completely out of patience for all this talk. It was all going to happen whether Aito wanted it to or not, Aito almost sounding as if he wanted to be the one in control of his life. He was supposed to be the one who didn’t want to control his life, not end up talking about he was going to take control of the situation so others wouldn’t get him. “Hmph, you almost sound like you want me all to yourself…”he muttered, shifting himself on the bed, “The King wouldn’t want the scraps of what’s left of a warrior. If he saw me now he would sooner put me down than take me in again”. He just didn’t see a future for himself anytime soon with all of this happening and even when it was all done, there just wasn’t anything he could do that everybody would disapprove of. He had been conditioned into a certain mindset and everyone already disapproved of it. Grumbling at Aito’s words with disbelief he simply scratched his side. Feeling pretty fed up he simply wondered if he could sleep at this point, looking away before gasping when Aito punched the wall, immediately turning his head to him and narrowing his eyes. “What do you mean ‘what were you thinking’? Just because he got his hands on me??”

T’charrl felt he needed to calm down first and foremost before trying to think about his abilities. If he was all anxious he risked changing back into his larger form and he didn’t think he should put Haku through that, especially when he just got over telling him his deepest concerns about his powers. It’d be a bit of a friendship wrecker if he just talked about it and then suddenly changed. Looking to Haku he gave a quick nod, going back to staring at the flowers, slowly rubbing his face. “I have been trying, but I’ve not done a very good job at it…” Lowering his head a touch he didn’t know how to react to Haku’s question, feeling more confused over it than anything. Energy was still energy and who knew if it would just add to the problem. “I don’t even know if it’s me relaxing that makes it go away or something else. It’s not lack of energy, I need energy to change back. I get awfully dizzy after. Ohhh, this problem just feels like it’s getting worse. I just don’t want to die from all this because I lose control. I wouldn’t mind knowing how to start, first of all! The hardest part is starting…”

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Kiton didn’t know how he felt about that fruit or whether he’d be happy enough to eat it, watching as Shu simply shoved his face into it and starting eating it that way. He didn’t like getting sticky or covered in juice like that, feeling a little sickly just watching the kid chomp into it. Frowning, he looked to Takeshi who proceeded to get some fruit himself, chowing into it all the same if struggling a little with its juiciness. He would probably prefer the thought of a corpse over chowing into that. Taking a step back when it was offered to him he shook his head, looking away as he rubbed his stomach. “I’m sure it’s perfectly fine for a Saiyan, but I prefer staying clean when I eat and that is rather messy”, he spoke, shaking his head, “I’m sure it tastes nice, but my kind don’t exactly like getting sticky…”

Viral didn’t think Aito having a say in any of this mattered when it was all in the past and one he didn’t really have much interest in watching over when he was growing up. Maybe he was bitter, but he had a perfectly good reason to be bitter when it was his existence that had been messed with and his entire future too. “What would it matter? Someone else will pick up on me once you’re gone…again. The RRA would be the first to want me. They already know my weakness and managed to pass it onto the Saiyans too. They will have control of me, one generation or the other. I am partly their property”. Viral was just starting to accept what happened to him when Aito was ready to bring up a fuss about it, not simply accepting the fact that he just wasn’t a real son and wouldn’t consider himself as one. Vegeta could have had so much more than what he had now and yet Aito continued to focus on trying to hide that fact despite it being absolutely obvious that it wouldn’t had happened if he didn’t exist. “Hmph, yeah, forget it happened. Focus on whatever future…except I can’t see what that is. I can’t see what I was like before and I can’t see if I have a future”.

T’charrl did wonder if Haku truly was fine with talking to him like this, but it wasn’t as if he ever had anyone to talk to regarding his abilities and problems he faced with them. He never really had someone who could talk to about them without feeling he was going to end up scaring them and making them feel absolutely awful. He felt awful about his powers but it wasn’t as if he was going to be able to talk about it with others properly, especially with how they tend to react regarding it. Frowning at Haku’s idea he quickly shook his head, looking around himself quickly. “I can’t do that anywhere I want! Especially in the ship…” he spoke before sighing, scratching his cheek, “It does decrease again after a while, but sometimes it takes forever. It doesn’t make me any stronger either to hold it in anyway, just more unstable. Firing it off means it might hurt someone somewhere else or blow a hole in the ship. I can’t do that…” He would feel too much guilt if that ever happened and would probably end up feeling even worse about himself. Feeling a little stressed out he gasped when Haku patted him on the back, looking to him curiously as he spoke. “Block it out…? I don’t know how to do that. That’s my problem because I don’t even know I’m taking it in until I start to feel it. It can hurt sometimes or make me feel ill and then before long I…can’t do much about it anymore. I guess I’m not so scared about it as I am scared of hurting others because I can’t control it”.