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9 felt guilty, these soft skins didn't have the right minds to fully comprehend what he was doing and as a result it caused them as much grief as his own. In turn this guilt fed his sorrow like wood to a flame. The emotions were taking over, the loss consuming everything he had. Rationality, logic, memories, they all were leaving him and being replaced with grief.

Then something happened. A sound entered his mind unlike any that had before and it was beautiful. However it too was being drowned by the flood of emotion that was pushing against everything else. Reigning in the flood, 9 pushed against the current and fought through the emotions as the sound got clearer and more beautiful. Finally after fighting tooth and nail for what seemed like an eternity until he broke out of his mental prison. Blinking several times, 9 gazed upon the source of the sound and was filled with awe.

The sound came from the antlered one and it enchanted his senses. However he couldn't help but think of his queen, but not in a way of sorrow. When 9 first hatched, like all hatchling, the queen sang to him. 9's song was one of defense and protection, to put himself before all threats that would come to the eggs and herself. In a way, it was his name and 9 would never forget it. When she finished, 9 had calmed significantly and felt like he should return the gesture. Before he could however, she said something that shocked him immensely.

“I never got the chance to thank you for protecting me, for saving me in the dungeon. I was surely meant to die down there and you saw me from that. I’m indebted to you, for that. In my home, we have a name for those we deem as saviors: Frelseren. And I bequeath that to you.”

Frelseren. The word was foreign to him, but the meaning struck a cord deep within. Mulling it around, 9 contemplated the word before deciding that it sounded much better than "9". As the antlered one touched, his arm in what he assumed was in a show of comfort, memories of pain and suffering crashed through his mind as parts of her recent past came known to him. 9 shivered as he relived the pain himself and endured a torture unfamiliar to him. Whatever it was, he wouldn't wish it upon anyone. Shaking it off, 9 watched her leave for a place called the "Southern Ruins".

9 was about to fallow when web chest came to him and extended his hand in what seemed like support. Web chest spoke in his usual eloquent way and apologized to 9. About to say something, 9 was again interrupted by the entrance of the angry one. He brought troubling news, something about an incoming elven army. 9 didn't know what an "elven" was but it seemed like a bad thing.

However there was something he 9 had to set strait. Sending a message, 9 cleared the air with web chest, "I apologize for my emotions, may you never experience what I have. It is a feeling I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy."

Extending small feelers from the crevasses of his chitinous hands, 9 said "I cannot read minds as you say, but I can do this." As he finished that sentence, 9 gently grasped web chest's hand in his own.
In a flash, 9 was inside the memories of web chest. However they were fairly specific memories, well sort off. The prospect of hands was a new one to to 9, for all of his life he had claws. These small tentacles were not as the usual ones, they seemed to only articulate in one direction and they lacked any weapon besides small points at the ends. A far cry from his claws, but from the bone he broke they have great strength.

So it was in this vein that 9 searched every memory web chest had on the uses of hands. The first was how to properly articulate them, as it stood 9 only grabbed things and crushed. He had know idea how to actually use these hands in any way other than that. Quickly, memories from various moments of web chest's life flashed into his memory. From there, 9 moved on to more advanced maneuvers.

Handwriting, utensil etiquette, several obscene hand gestures and finally how to hold a sword. Of course, there were other weapons he could have looked at, but the saber seemed...better. Years of training, hundreds of battles, and many mishaps imprinted themselves into the mind and muscle memory of 9.

What felt like years only took several seconds. Shaking his head a bit, 9 said "Again, I apologies. I cannot read minds, but I can read your memories. Adding your experiences to improve myself. When I gain a skill you could use, I will make sure to give it to you as payment for yours."

Bringing himself up to his full height, 9 struck a pose regal in nature. Looking down at web che- Mundhir, 9 said "I cannot return home, there is nothing for me there. But I can help you protect yours. I shed my name as prisoner and gain the one given to me by my friend, from now on you shall call me Frelseren and I will be your sword."
Workin on a post.
I feel old.
I would like to clear something up if there was any confusion over 9's emotion waves. Basically, his kind is built upon the principle of sharing everything. Each individual of 9's species is connected through a vast hive mind of sorts, each one is an individual but also highly dependent on the others for support. Both physical and mental.

As such his species are broken up into casts and sub castes. 9 is a warrior type, but specifically he is a guardian which gives him a strong sense to protect almost anything smaller than him that isn't threatening. So the smaller castes, mostly hatchlings, depend heavily on 9 and his siblings for protection. In return, they help ease any emotions that may build up.

Now for the important part, the reason 9 needs to release these emotions onto others is because if he didn't it would take control of his life entirely. Example, a moment of extreme happiness has happened and if 9 doesn't share that with others he will literally become happy. All the time. Literally nothing could cause him to become unhappy, but in this state he wouldn't be much help to anybody. The same goes for every major emotion. However if its a small thing, like a hug from a friend or a bump on the hoove than he doesn't need to share those emotions.

Only when they become too much to handle on his own will 9 share his emotions with others.
Knowing that he was going back to a fight club, Nathan was filled with an anxiety that he hadn't felt in a long time. It churned his stomach in such a way that it almost made him want to throw up and he was pretty sure he would do it sometime during this mission. However he soon got over his anxiety, or at least made it not a problem for the rest of the team. Punching his fist into his palm, Nathan worked out his funk and was ready to start this mission.

With everyone piling out of the ship, Nathan did the same. Stepping onto the roof, Nathan took a look around and took in his surroundings. There was a door but that was no doubt locked, it wouldn't pose much problems for someone of his strength but it was undesirable. The other option was the fire escape which was equally undesirable for the simple reason that it was too cliche. Giving Stitches a mischievous look from behind his mask, Nathan jumped off the roof and landed on the concrete down below and leaving a spiderweb of cracks in his wake.

It was more of a test than anything, the gloves held up and his durability kept him from getting hurt. Diagnostics complete, Nathan looked up and did a comm check while waiting for Stitches, "Lamorak this is Vulcan, can you read?" Getting a little more serious, Nathan couldn't help but feel like more of a soldier than a hero and as such didn't hold many "heroic ideals" like not seriously hurting the bad guys or being friendly.
Even gods have secrets Mole, keep that in mind when your reckoning comes.
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Not only did I get super emotional over this post, but I almost regret making it. Thoughts anyone?


When 9 entered the room, he was swarmed by emotions of rage and hostility, even more so when he asked his simple question. If he was a lesser being he would be afraid, but these soft skins didn't scare him and while the half bloods words soothed 9's anger, it only lasted for a second. 9's rage roiled to the surface and spilled out in a aura of hostility that sparked a deep hiss from deep within his chest. His eyes turning a deep red as green energy burned around them, 9 sent his voice over towards web chest himself, the message never reaching the minds of his friends or subordinates. With a voice dripping with rage, 9 said "After what I did to save you, this is how you repay my sacrifice? You have me locked in a cage, guards pointing their sticks at me like an animal!"

Growling a little more loudly, his next message entered the minds of the rest of the people present, "I AM NOT SOME BEAST TO BE LOCKED IN A CAGE! If I didn't waste the energy saving you I could have been to my home, I COULD HAVE SAVED THEM!" However, this proved to be the breaking point of his mental barriers. With the utterance of his family, the mental blocks that 9 hastily set up crumbled into dust and the memories flooded back in. The pain, the suffering, the loneliness, it all came to him with the force of a boulder. Falling down, 9 clutched his head with his uppermost hands as the lower pair slammed into the ground and caused a spiderweb of cracks to spread around him.

Looking back to the prince, 9 said "They are all gone, I'm the only one left. You don't even know what that means to a being like me. For the first time, I am truly... alone." As a race of psychically dependent beings, 9 had know idea of what alone meant until this day. To the other races it would mean nothing more than to be without someone for a time, but for 9 it was a concept as alien as he was. The link between his people were so strong that even in death they never truly died, only present in ethereal form before being placed back into a new body.

However this was different, whatever happened not only killed their body but destroyed their souls. In essence, 9 was the last and the only of his kind. It was too much for 9, he broke down under the wait of nothingness. No comfort from his siblings, no wisdom from his queen, and no support in his dire state. With the way 9's people were, they had no way of expelling emotions except for spreading them amongst others for fear of that emotion taking control of their lives. Giving a pathetic keen, 9 released another wave of grief as the emotion began to push away at the very fabric of his being.
~Bump~
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