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You put one foot in front of the other. ♪ youtube.com/watch?v=OORsz2d… Why is this in my head, it is the middle of June.
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TBH more hyped for FO76. IDK how I'll feel about online multi, but Todd did say single player is an option. I wishing/hoping there is an option to just play a game with friends... But kinda doubt it.
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It is now 5 am, and I haven't slept. :)))))
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Lmao, u wild. @ the entire world

Bio

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QuєєnOfWαnds

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Hello, if you are reading this, then I am hoping you are looking for a 1 x 1 RP. Bellow, I have a few personal preferences, that I will elaborate a bit more on. You will see the main headers below that list what I primarily am like in my RPing style, and what I'm looking for. Along with different matches/pairs I like to do.

Semi. Lit.

Personally I love to read a lot, and I love detailed posts. But my posts can range from 2 to even 10 paragraph responses, but I usually don't go over that. I also love a lot of dialogue between characters, so be warned that some of my posts may be shorter than normal if it is just mostly verbal response, but I will NEVER do one-liners. I do understand though that everyone has a creative block, and one paragraph is all we can muster up, and I completely understand that, but please do your best to put as much as you can. I also understand if there may be a few grammar and spelling errors. We are all only human, right?

Romance

Romance is my favorite genre of roleplaying, and in every roleplay, romance can be intertwined into it. But I ABSOLUTELY LOVE roleplays that focus on just romance. But be warned ahead of time: I love to cause conflict and drama, and will often try to stir something up. I only like doing BoyxGirl RPs, and I prefer playing the female, for obvious reasons. But, if you prefer to be the female character too, we can do 2 BoyxGirls at once, where we both control a boy and a girl. There are a few RPs that I'm interested in doing, and I will put them bellow. If a sex is not labeled with the title, I don't mind it being male or female roles.

Key:
❤️ Like
💜 Love
💙 Craving
💡 Idea for Plot
Classical Era

      ✖ Prince x WarriorFemale 💜💡
      ✖ Princess x WarriorMale 💜💡
      ✖ Warrior x Warrior
      ✖ Princess x Prince of different kingdoms
      ✖ SkilledAssassin x Target ❤️💡

Victorian Era

      ✖ Rich x Rich
      ✖ Rich x Servant 💜💡
      ✖ --Something Midsummer's Night Dream themed/plot--

Common Era

      ✖ WWII AmericanSoldierMale x GermanFemale ❤️
      ✖ TeacherMale x StudentFemale ❤️
      ✖ Girl x Sister's Boyfriend ❤️
      ✖ Prep x Stoner 💜
      ✖ RichGirl x PoorBoy
      ✖ BadBoy x Prep
      ✖ ValedictorianStudent x FailingStudent 💙💡
      ✖ Foreigner x Native ((As in, native to the country the RP takes place in.))
      ✖ Police x LostForeinger
      ✖ ExperiencedPolice x NewbiePolice ❤️

Fantasy/Fictional

      ✖ HetaliaCharacter x OC
      ✖ TimeTraveler x "WildWesternStyle"/"SouthernStyle"Person 💙💡
      ✖ Angel x Demon ❤️
      ✖ Werewolf x HumanGirl
      ✖ God/Goddess x Human 💜
      ✖ Reaper x Human ❤️
      ✖ Pokémon Themed RP

If you have any other suggestions, I would gladly discuss with you over them.>/list]>/list]
Forums

I prefer posting in forums than in PMs, for one main reason, and that is I love decorative posts! So if you don't mind both, I really appreciate it. If you are interested, either send me a PM with the title "1x1 Roleplay" where we can discuss the roleplay before posting in the forums. Also, please share your opinions and ideas! They make roleplays fun!

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NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Arthur didn’t even have a chance to say goodbye to Eva before she seemed to rush to class with Alyssa. It only caused the warmth that was already draining from him to drift away more. She didn’t even put in the effort to say ‘see you later’. Was he taking it to personal? Or perhaps being to serious? It was in his nature, and he couldn’t help it. Didn’t help that he also tended to lean more on the pessimistic side of things. He felt his phone vibrate and saw the message from Eva, his heart failing him even more. Was she going to break the news to him? That she appreciated his help, and all, but she was ready to be on her own again. Perhaps she would tell Arthur that she’d rather be miserable in her home with her mother than at Arthur’s house. Now that thought knocked Arthur into a depressed mood all the way into lunch. Even his favorite class, Guitar Lessons, didn’t seem to cheer him up at all. Where his fingers would usually take control and present a new acoustic version of some punk or metal song, his fingers simply ran across the strings, plucking pitifully. ”I’m a fool.” He mumbled under his breath. No one could fall in love with a monster like him.

On the other side of the spectrum, Terrance and Jacob both seemed to walk a bit better. Terrance had gotten a message from Helene. And although it sounded so vague, he was already jumping to conclusions. Since Terrance and Helene tended to text about one thing… that one thing came to his mind. A romp session on campus? During the day?? Man, Helene really knew what buttons to push on Terrance to set the gears in his mind in motion. Having sex in such a risky place, at suck a risky time, God! It really turned Terrance on. But he was met with the tiny dilemma of where to meet up. There were so many places, but what place would be the safest and most secluded? Initially Terrance thought of the band room, but he wouldn’t be surprised if some of the band nerds went there during lunch to practice. The library tended to be abandoned during lunch as well, but Terrance wanted to avoid that weird Isabelle girl. She treated the library like her own person shrine… or sanctuary really. Anyone who so much as coughed out of place in there, disturbing the peace of the air, had to deal with that crazy chick’s wrath. He thought of the gymnasium, but no doubt the basketball team may be practicing. That was when the lightbulb went on. The football field and bleachers were off limits during school hours. As they were considered to be “off campus”. No teachers, no students, no administration. Perfect. Meet me under the football bleachers, far side of the field. And for the rest of the day until lunch, Terrance walked with a skip to his step.

Jacob on the other hand, seemed significantly better having turned over his ruby gem back to its rightful owner. It weighed too heavily on his heart and in his pocket to keep it on him. By returning it to Alyssa, at least he was fooling himself long enough that she could changer her feelings. That she could come back to him eventually. Though in the deep recesses of Jacob’s mind he knew that wasn’t likely, this was the kind of hope Jacob needed to help him push to lunch time.

The day lulled on and the lunch bell rang, releasing everyone into the courtyard. The four Swedes met up in their usual spots, and Terrance had to do his best to repress his excitement. ”Shoot I forgot my lunch in my locker! I’ll be back.” Before getting any responses, Terrance snuck off in the direction of his locker, just to make a big loop around campus, and hiding out in the bleachers. He had to activate his inner spy instincts to sneak between pillars and hallways, making sure that no administrators or teachers noticed him sneaking off. It was exhilarating to Terrance. His heart was doing backflips at the prospect of hooking up with Helene, out in the open, on school property. Banging on school campus was an achievement he could brag about to other guys. Much like how one could brag about joining the mile-high club on an airline flight. But more than any of that, he was excited to encapsulate Helene in his arms again. To kiss that one spot that always seemed to make her squirm. She was really perfect for him. Terrance felt his heart racing and he had to slap himself, taking deep breaths. ”Nothing more than a fling, nothing more than a fling.” Terrance recited out loud to himself. Perhaps if he kept telling himself that, it would suddenly become fact.

Arthur couldn’t lift his head from the ground by the fountain. He was preparing himself for the worse when Eva arrived. The ground just seemed more fascinating than the impending doom he felt. Much like how the guns on the wall of his armory were more interesting than the lectures his father gave. Speaking of lectures, he could already hear the tiny voice of Terrance in the back of his head. I told you not to get attached! Now you are hurting, and it is your own damn fault! Arthur sighed, kicking the dirt at his feet. Alexander sat beside him, keeping a hawk eye out for any possible Gigi spottings. While Jacob was gleefully consuming his lunch. ”That is the first time you’re eating something since Saturday! I’m glad you are able to start stomaching food again.” Alexander kindly patted Jacob’s shoulder.

Isabelle’s minion, on one hand, had pounced on her own prey. When the bell rang, she quickly closed in on Eva. “Eva! You have to help me! You’re the only one who understands the contemporary involvement of classical music in new age literature. You have to help me with this report.” And before the girl could let Eva protest, she grabbed her wrist and pulled her away. “I know you should be practicing with Matthew right now. But I NEED you!” In the library, Isabelle sat on one of the nearby tables, holding up a book to her face, and tucking her pitch black hair behind her ear. There was a click of a door opening, and the two girls entered her domain. A malicious grin grew on Isabelle’s face, hearing them make their way to another table. The other girl was whispering, as if to imitate following library rules. “Wait here, I gotta find a few books.” And so the little minion did her duty, and scurried away, leaving Eva at a table, and Isabelle with her prey. ”I didn’t know the class slut would be gracing me with her presence today.” Isabelle snapped the book shut in front of her nose, placing it down on the table beside her.

Swiveling around on the table, legs crossed, Isabelle looked at Eva with sharp eyes, much like a snake. Isabelle radiated her own kind of beauty. One that was dark, ominous, and mysterious, almost similar wavelengths to that of Arthur. Isabelle stood up, and walked towards Eva, taking Eva’s chin in her hand. Isabelle’s dark, evil eyes reflected back against Eva’s bright, innocent eyes. ”Oh… I shouldn’t be so mean to you, Eva. Besides you are only a bystander in all of this.” Isabelle’s eyes seemed to soften, before letting go of her grip on Eva. ”It isn’t fair, such a beautiful face being pulled into something outside her control. If Arthur hasn’t told you about me then… Well, I’m so sorry.” She curled her black hair between her fingers, flashing a woeful look towards Eva.

”I’m afraid Arthur is just using you to get back at me. See, I’m Arthur’s girlfriend. Have been for almost 2 years now. But you know how private Arthur is about every aspect of his life. And I’m not really one for the attention either. He doesn’t want to flaunt around having a girlfriend. Not that I didn’t mind. Sure, in public we couldn’t show anything. But once doors closed.” Isabelle’s body seemed to quiver for a second, and she just purred under her breath, imagining Arthur’s arms wrapped around her own body.

”But to the chase, we got in a fight over the summer… and now it seems that he is using you as a little flashy trophy to try and get back at me. Tsk. Tsk. But I know Arthur better than anyone else.” Isabelle sighed, walking over towards a bookshelf, running her black painted fingernails some of the spines of the books. ”Him using you is so wrong… and I took it as my moral obligation to let you know- he is just using you, Eva. He’s told me he loves me, you know? Has he ever said that to you?” Isabelle’s malicious eyes glinted towards Eva, crossing her arms in front of her chest.

”I know you may not believe me. But think about it. Did you honestly think Arthur even remotely liked you? That he wasn’t using you for some purpose of his own. Who do you think is truly a better match for him? Someone just as mysterious? Just as quiet? Just as physically passionate as myself? Or some little girl, who tropes around with her skirt too high, ready to be taken advantage of by the closest guy. Think about it.” Isabelle threw her hair back over her shoulder, her sharp eyes watching Eva closely, to see her reactions to Isabelle’s spun web. Truly a trap of words for any innocent, unknowing insect.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Heartbroken.
I am At... Courtyard Fountain
I am With... Jacob and Alexander.
I am Thinking..."Does she not?..."
I am Wearing...School Uniform




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Matthew’s breath seemed to hitch in his throat. He came so far, and now he and no idea what he was going to stay to her. He seemed to nervously avoid eye contact with Eva, his attention still focused on the hot glare on the back of his neck. ”Who is that.” Arthur let out, his arms crossed tightly on his chest. It was no one that he recognized. At least no one he recognized form his 4 years at this school. But it was Alexander’s response that seemed to disprove it. ”That is Matthew… uh… I don’t recall his last name… I don’t know him that well, but I’ve seen him around.” But Arthur didn’t lift his eyes from the random boy. He didn’t trust this guy, whoever he was. Then again, Arthur wouldn’t trust anyone around Eva right now, barely even her own ‘friends’. Terrance was taking note of Arthur’s reactions, shifting his attention away form Jacob. Big mistake. Once that heavy weight was lifted from Jacob’s shoulder, he stood up and began to shuffle his way to Alyssa.

”What is it to you anyway, Art? Eva is nothing more than a hook up. What does it matter if she talks to someone else… right? Terrance crossed his arms, keeping an eye on Arthur’s reaction. Terrance wasn’t wrong. Well at least, he should be right. At this moment Arthur couldn’t risk letting Eva get to close to him, but he couldn’t help it. He genuinely cared and Terrance could notice this. ”You don’t want to do the same thing to Eva that Jacob had to do to Alyssa. I’m warning you now, Arthur. If you get too attached to her, you are only shooting yourself in the foot. She can know anything, and the closer you get to her, the more danger you put her in.” Arthur grumbled under his breath, still burning the back of Matthew’s head with his glare. He hated that Terrance was right. Eva was just as unsafe away from him, as she was standing by his side. Was he going to have to pretend to ignore her now and again? Keep her at an arm’s length when he would rather hold her until their bodies mushed into a single being. But Arthur couldn’t imagine breaking Eva’s heart, the same way that Jacob had done to Alyssa’s. If they got too close, if her safety wasn’t guaranteed. ”Look at Jacob, Arthur! You don’t want to end up like- wait…! Jacob!” Terrance yelled out, pulling Arthur’s eyes for the first time away form Matthew.

Jacob was now within a few feet of Alyssa, his hands stuffed into his pocket. Arthur was rather surprised he made it that far without collapsing. Damn, Jacob looked really bad. His hair was a scattered mess, his eyes so tired. Why did he come to school today? It was obvious at this point. Once Jacob was within speaking range with Alyssa, he reached father in his pocket. ”Alyssa…” His voice croaked at first, he seemed very nervous. He almost looked like a shaky drug dealer doing their first trade off on a somewhat busy street. Too much could go wrong, but it had to be done. He pulled one hand from his pocket, taking Alyssa’s hand to face palm up. He procured his other fist forward and dropped the ruby necklace into her hands. ”I’m not giving up that easily.” He shot her a signature, cheeky grin. Even as weak and broken a smile it was, it still shined brightly. ”I hope you didn’t think you’d get rid of me that easy.” And with that, Jacob turned his back, shuffling his was back to his group again. It seemed that his need to get that message to Alyssa was what willed him the strength to get across campus. And now that the message was delivered, he looked like he was about to collapse again. Terrance was the first to get to him, supporting him to shuffle across campus, growling to Jacob under his teeth. ”All my friends are lovestruck idiots…” Terrance felt that he was the only one who wasn’t getting his heart involved in everything. Or at least he thought he was.

The bell rang for homeroom, seemingly snapping Matthew back to reality. ”Oh- uh- my weekend was rather uneventful… Been practicing my clarinet for the county music recital tonight. You’ve been working on your violin solo for it, right? A lot of University recruiters are going to be there tonight… At least Mr. Smith says so.” A small, genuine smile grew on Matthew’s face. The only class he shared with Eva was their concert class. He wasn’t very good himself and had to practice a lot to even be average. But he could recognize that Eva was born with silver fingers for the violin. She was born to be a concert performer, Matthew had at least determined for himself. He admired Eva for his skill, one of the few little things that seemed to pull him to her. He walked beside her towards classes, sweat beading down the back of his neck as Arthur’s eyes locked on him again, like a battleship targeting an enemy ship. Against his better judgement, Matthew looked over his shoulders and locked eyes with Arthur for a split second, sending a violent shiver up Matthew’s back, before quickly turning away. ”Man, that Arthur guy is terrifying, right?” Matthew mumbled to Eva, quickening his pace, in a hopes to get away from him faster.

”I don’t like that guy.” Was all Arthur got out as he strolled to class with his own friends, Alexander had been assessing the situation and just chuckled. ”I don’t think you need to worry about him taking Eva, Arthur.” The statement seemed to really catch Arthur’s attention, as he swiveled his eyes to his caramel eyed friend. ”What?”

”Well it is obvious isn’t it? I mean, you don’t think that Eva is the only one attracting negative attention. There has gotta be a good handful of guys who had their eyes set on Eva too. And with the rumors spreading… Well, guys are no better than girls. I wouldn’t be surprised if Matthew is one of those admirers.” Now Arthur felt angrier, and with that statement- Arthur began to notice it. “What a lucky, bastard. He got locked in a room with Eva for an entire night.”

“Damn, I was planning to ask her to the homecoming dance…” There they all appeared. Here and there, among the girls murmuring about Eva, a few guys were voicing their jealousy of Arthur. They were jealous of him? His eyes moved back towards Eva, watching her walk not that far ahead of him, her hips swaying with each little step. Arthur guessed he could count himself lucky to call her his… Wait, could he call her his? Was she his? From Arthur’s perspective, he could determine that Eva liked him… or at least had some attraction to him. They slept together, so something had to be there! But what was it? Did Eva just like him in the same way Helene liked Terrance? Arthur felt some of the warmth drain from him as he sat in his homeroom chair, his eyes staring off into the distance at the whiteboard. Terrance insisted that Arthur shouldn’t catch feelings for her… Did she even have feelings for him in the same way he felt?

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Confused.
I am At... Homeroom
I am With... Jacob, Terrance, Alexander, Eva, and others.
I am Thinking..."Who is that talking to Eva?"
I am Wearing...School Uniform




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Eva was whisked away from Arthur in what felt like a matter of seconds. He watched with keen eyes as Helene seemed to scurry here away rather quickly. After all that had been revealed to Arthur on Saturday, he wasn’t feeling so good about letting Eva out of his sight, especially with Helene. Of course, as much as it would benefit the Swedes to have Helene as a friend… was she really a friend to Eva? Arthur continued to watch them with eagle eyes as the four made it on campus, every now and again having to support Jacob from tumbling over. ”I don’t know why you chose to show up today. You should have stayed home and recovered more, idiot.” Terrance spoke up, helping Jacob to sit down at the fountain in the center of the courtyard. ”If he was home, I’d have to be there with him… If I weren’t babysitting him, he would have dived back into his stash.” Alexander sighed, sitting beside his friend as well.

Arthur, though concerned for Jacob, was more caught up in the little whisperings he heard around him. About Eva specifically. He wanted to knock out every girl and guy who walked by, whispering petty gossip about him and Eva. Jealousy. Were they really so green with envy, that they couldn’t accept what was happening? Arthur huffed his breath, crossing his arms across his chest, his naturally stern look remained plaster over his face. Jacob periodically would lift his eyes, scanning the crowd. Though it was obvious he was looking for Alyssa. It didn’t take much time to spot her, as the annoyed brunette was glaring towards Helene. Why did it seem that their little friend group was imploding from the inside as well? ”I need to talk to her again.”

”Yeah, that’s not fucking happening. And you know it.” Terrance kept a heavy hand on Jacob’s shoulder to keep him seated. ”You’re not changing anything. And we don’t need you spiraling out of control again. I think it is best that you hang back for now.”

”Not looking too good, gringo.” An all too familiar voice spoke up from behind. Arthur finally shifted his attention from Eva and Helene to the short Latino beside him, once again followed by his own little gang of hooligans. Terrance shot a glare, and Alexander’s usually teddy bear face seemed to harden as well. Jacob, who was the obvious target of the conversation, didn’t respond at all, his eyes locked on Alyssa from across the courtyard. ”Still chasing that chica I see, Jacob. Does that turn you on or something? Breaking her heart and then breaking yours? Back and forth, back and forth. Kinda pathetic. And Arthur, I though you would learn, of all people…” He jingled, shrugging his shoulders highly. His attention then shifted from Jacob to Arthur, his sly grin growing on his face. That same mouth that planted an unwanted kiss on Eva. The night began to run again through Arthur’s mind and he clinched his fists. ”Well… now that I know you two are a thing. I will share my warning again… If you don’t keep a close eye on her- something could happen, Sueco. Her lips are quite soft, are they not?” He laughed at the obvious anger raising in Arthur, and he pulled his fist back again. But it was Alexander who clung to his arm, pulling him back. ”Not on campus, Arthur! Another time.” Alexander shot a glare as the Latino and his group began to shuffle away. Mimicking a week earlier. Ricardo shot a smile towards Eva across the way and shot her both an air kiss and a wink.

“God what a slut… She made out with Ricardo and hooked up with Arthur. All in one night!” A rather tall girl, with long legs, black hair, and just as dark eyes watched from another corner of campus. Her eyes examining Arthur’s aggressive reaction. It seemed to send a shiver through her spine. She wondered how much one of his slaps must have hurt... very nice… “Yeah, what a slut… I’m hoping those rumors of her getting knocked up are false. Then he won’t be stuck with such a tramp.” One girl spoke up from behind Isabelle. Isabelle twirled her pitch black hair in her fingers, her eyes shifting to Eva. Her eyes travelled up and down Eva’s body, as if analyzing her for some hidden weak point. ”I doubt it… But, I think we ought to put her back in her place… lunch. We just have to separate her from her pack.” The girl spoke up again. ”Oh! I have language with just before lunch. I’ll see if she’ll be willing to go with me to the library. No one is ever there during lunch.” Isabelle’s dark eyes shifted to her friend, it almost sounded like she was purring with delight. ”Peeerfect.”

Once Arthur had a few seconds to cool down, Alexander finally felt comfortable to let go of Arthur and he sighed heavily. He wanted to rip Ricardo’s face off in that instance. His natural Viking blood was craving the spilling of someone else’s. But he had to tone it down significantly, especially with so many other bodies around. Arthur saw that Eva was alone again but wasn’t sure if he should run to her side. His body was telling him too, yet at the same time his mind was telling him to hang back. He was drawing way too much attention to Eva by being close to her. Being too close to her was endangering her, but not being by her side was driving him equally crazy.

In a forth corner of campus, a single boy stood with silver hair, gray eyes, and thick coke bottle glasses. He was known as the school’s wallflower, but his born name was Matthew. He seemed to wince with each mention of Eva’s name from each passersby around him. He didn’t like it. He didn’t like one bit all the mean things being said about a complete angel. Damn that Arthur, for soiling such an innocent girl, he cursed under his breath. He should be the one standing beside her. He was going to do it. He was going to fight Arthur for Eva… at lunch. But something was willing him to walk towards her now. His brain screamed no, but his gut seemed to be pulling him closer, until he was standing in front of her. He could feel Arthur’s eyes burning a hole in the back of his neck. But he didn’t turn around to face his enemy. ”H-Hey, Eva. How was your weekend?” He practically whispered to her. He wasn’t brave, or charming, or strong. He didn’t attract the attention of admirers like Arthur did. But he was known for being a very trusting, sweet, and endearing friend to anyone who needed it. But much like a used napkin, he seemed to get tossed away once people were done using them. Eva, to Matthew, always seemed like the only one that didn’t treat him that way. Perhaps that is why he felt so warm towards her. And why, despite his own fears, he wanted to step up and protect Eva from the nasty gossip that floated around.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... High Alert.
I am At... School's Center Fountain
I am With... Jacob, Terrance, and Alexander
I am Thinking..."Who is that talking to Eva?"
I am Wearing...School Uniform




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Sunday seemed to pass faster than Saturday. An ugly reminder that although so much was occurring in the real world, the stress of High School was still impending doom on Monday. Sunday Jacob remained in his family’s basement, now having to deal with withdrawing symptoms, as Alexander remained loyally by his friend’s side. It was a rough day for Jacob, and it wouldn’t be much better Monday either. Terrance and Helene parted their separate ways come Sunday morning, as Terrance had to run around checking on Jacob and corresponding with his parents. Arthur and Eva were able to sneak out of the house while his parents were out, and his sister was too distracted by her cell phone to acknowledge them. They spent most of the day apartment shopping, though no place seemed good enough. Arthur kept his arms crossed, pointing out issues with every place they went to. Flimsy locks on doors, bad neighborhood, one place was specifically in Ricardo Munez’s “drug zone” and Arthur instantly turned it down. It felt almost impossible for Arthur to find an apartment that he trusted to be safe enough for Eva to stay in, and by the time he realized it- it was getting late again. At one point in the day, Arthur was able to take Eva to her home to gather her clothes, violin, and any other necessities. Arthur wasn’t sure if he was lucky or Evelyn was lucky, that the house was empty upon arrival. Arthur wasn’t so sure he would be able to hold back on strangling Eva’s mother if he saw her. But, it seemed that Eva would have to spend another night with him, not that he minded. But it was going to be difficult sneaking out Eva with him on Monday morning, while his mom and sister were both present in the early morning.

But that was exactly what they had to do on Monday. As Arthur rose from bed and began to get dressed, gently stirring Eva beside him, so she could get dressed as well. Grabbing his backpack and taking Eva’s hand, he gestured for Eva to remain quiet as they descended the stairs to the kitchen. It was significantly quiet, so Arthur assumed no one was there, but upon turning the corner with Eva, Arthur saw his mother, Alyssa Myles, standing silently and staring at the entry way. She was waiting for Arthur specifically. There were three brown paper bags placed on the table in front of her, along with three plates of breakfast. One of which Lillian, Arthur’s sister was chowing down on. ”Shit!” Arthur quickly turned, practically toppling over Eva in the process. ”Arthur, you don’t have to hide. I’m not going to tell your father about your guest.”

Arthur’s heart was pounding at the prospect of getting caught, but he trusted his Mother and slowly moved back into the kitchen, guiding Eva with him. How did Alyssa know that he had Eva over… How long did she know that he had Eva over? But as Arthur pondered these questions, it seemed his mother could read his mind. ”A mother always knows.” Alyssa was playing with her hair, doing and undoing the many braids throughout her hair as her eyes jumped from Arthur to Eva, a smile growing on her gentle face, and her eyes lighting up. ”It is nice to finally meet you, Eva… I’m sorry my son hasn’t been able to introduced us. My husband can be very… particular with his house rules. I’m also afraid that all I know about you is your name, from Arthur’s father.” A deep red flush returned to Arthur’s face, remembering how it even was that his father discovered about Eva and her name. It scared him to think if Noah told Alyssa about that event as well. Alyssa’s eyes quickly scanned over Eva, and she nodded, walking towards her. ”And she already has such long, blonde hair… Do you mind if I braid it, sweetie?” But before Alyssa could allow Eva to answer, she was already running her fingers through Eva’s hair, braiding it. Arthur sat at the table, beginning to eat the breakfast of eggs and toast laid out before him. He still felt like he was on high alert, not completely sure if his father was already out for the day. But Arthur would also be surprised if he was home, as Noah tended to always get an early start on weekdays. ”Your Father is too hard on you, if you ask me Arthur. I don’t mind that your little friend stays here for… whatever the reason may be.” Alyssa’s blues eyes seemed to flash to Arthur. It was obvious that she knew why Eva was here. Damn, it kind of pissed off Arthur that his parents knew so much more than him, and weren’t willing to share any of it. Lillian also looked at the new guest with curious eyes, but also seemed not very interested, as her phone was preoccupying most of her attention. ”If you don’t mind giving my clothes back too, Arthur. I’d really appreciate it. My clothes aren’t bathrobes handed out at hotels.” She didn’t seem to lift her eyes from her phone, just curling her pigtail hairs between her fingers. It clicked with Arthur that that could have been how Alyssa found out about the presence of another girl in the house… increased laundry. ”She is welcome to stay as long as she likes… but you two need to continue being careful around your father. He doesn’t mean everything he says… But it is best not to push buttons. And so long as you both don’t bring me any grandchildren too early, I have no issues.“

”We have to go.” Arthur said abruptly, stealing the two lunches from the counter for him and Eva, and then grabbing Eva’s hand and evacuating her from the situation, half of a braid done in her hair. Alyssa just smiled and waved as the two left. And Alyssa turned towards Lillian. ”And you need to get going too-“ Retreating to Arthur’s Volvo, he let out a loud sigh, holding his head. God, only his family could be so weird, he looked at Eva out of the corner of his eyes. ”Sorry about that…”

It didn’t take long for the Duo to arrive on campus, and it very quickly caught the attention of students in the parking lot, as Arthur and Eva both stepped out of the car together. Word travelled faster than a contagious disease, as murmurings began to spread about Arthur arriving on campus with a girl Some people could identify her as Eva, many others didn’t even know who she was until they saw her standing next to the quiet giant, walking on campus. Arthur just sighed, rubbing his head. He wondered if this kind of negative attention annoyed Arthur as much as it did Eva. A few cars over in the parking lot, two bodies began to scramble out of a car, carrying a third one over their shoulders. None other than Jacob, Alexander, and Terrance. When Terrance locked eyes on Arthur, he began to yell out. ”Considering you are the strongest of us.. and technically a bodyguard. I think you should be the one carrying this lump!” Arthur looked at Eva for a second then back to Jacob, who was barely standing on his feet. Arthur hadn’t told Eva anything about what occurred on Saturday, and he wasn’t sure if Alyssa had told her anything. But Arthur hurried over, and with one arm lifted Jacob over his shoulder, where he continued to lay limply. ”Was it a good idea to bring him on campus?” Terrance waved his hand, dismissing the question. ”He is fine. He was walking around and talking all this morning. Symptoms just keep hitting him in waves. He tends to bounce around from perfectly fine to practically manic-depressive.” Terrance’s eyes drifted and landed on Eva, where he locked up slightly, and laughed nervously. ”Really bad case of the flu, this one… Best to keep your distance. Shouldn’t you be looking for your own friends?” Arthur shot a glare towards Terrance, though he seemed to ultimately ignore it. Arthur didn’t appreciate Terrance talking to Eva that way. But at the same time, it was a hint that Terrance didn’t want Eva within earshot of whatever he needed to communicate to Arthur. ”You can put me down, I can walk myself…” Jacob’s groggy voice spoke up, and Arthur obeyed, steading Jacob on his feet. He really didn’t look good. His face was significantly pale, for a Swede, his normally emerald green eyes looked faded, and his eyes look sunken in his eye sockets. He couldn’t have sleep within the past 24 hours at least. He really should have stayed home, but Jacob seemed to insist that he needed to come in today, for whatever reason. The campus was slowly filling with bodies again, and Arthur could hear again as rumor bounced from boy to girl to girl to boy about Arthur arriving on campus with some girl.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Tired.
I am At... Arthur's bedroom
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."..."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

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Terrance’s lips curled into a smile at Helene’s cheeky response. She was really good at teasing him, it seemed. They were truly a match made in heaven. Physically compatible, and humorously on the same wavelength. ”Hmmm, you don’t have to hide your attraction for me. I already know the answer, since you are here.” He leaned down and planted a strong kiss on her lips. Terrance felt like he was escaping the world when he was in Helene’s presence. All the issues with Arthur, Alexander, and Jacob seemed to melt away into white noise, there was only him and Helene. And he wanted her, so bad! He picked up Helene and began to attack her neck as he carried her up to his room. Ah, his sanctuary and den. He placed Helene on the all too familiar bed and instantly began to attack her clothes. They were impeding his natural endeavors and he grabbed the bottom of his shirt, flinging it off to the other side of the room.

Terrance’s hands slowly ran across Helene’s thighs, feeling the soft skin on his fingers. He had a cheeky grin on his face, and leaned in close to Helene, kissing along her chest and collarbone. ”Your body is so perfect…” He mumbled under his breath, letting his fingers and lips explore her entire body. Her body reminding him of those renaissance statues. Terrance didn’t know much about them beyond that. Though he was sure that Alexander knew a lot about those…

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Alexander’s heart and mood both seemed to perk up seeing that Gigi wasn’t concerned about Jacob, but was simply asking for Alyssa. His fingers tapped on the phone a little bit, looking over at Jacob, who was continuing to stir more and more at this moment. In fact, Jacob was starting to slowly sit up now, his eyes focused on the floor. He reached his hand forward to the ground, attempting to pick up the opium pipe. ”No, no, no. Jacob. No more! You gotta start sobering up!” Alexander kicked away the pipe from Jacob’s reach, and Jacob slumped over, defeated. Alexander’s heart was torn for his friend, and recited back the news to Jacob. ”You know… Alyssa isn’t doing so good right now either.” Jacob’s eyes shot up to Alexander, his eyes bloodshot and watery. His eyes moved to the coffee table where Alyssa’s ruby necklace laid, and his eyes began to water more.

”No! Don’t cry, Jacob… This doesn’t happen! Love always prevails and-“ Jacob sat up violently, grabbing the necklace and chucking it across the room, where it feel with small little clicks that echoed in the room. He didn’t want to look at the necklace or think about Alyssa at the moment, obviously. ”This isn’t a storybook, Alex. It is over. Said and done. She doesn’t want me any more… She doesn’t…” But he couldn’t get out the last of his sentence before he slumped over again on the couch. Alexander sighed and stood up from the ground and sat on the couch beside Jacob, shooting a text back to Gigi. She is sad about Jacob, right? This is really hard… it reminds me too much of Romeo and Juliet. Two lovers from completely different families… Alex froze up a little before messaging back. Is their fate inevitable? Referring to the fact that Romeo and Juliet could only be together after death, in order to escape their families and “be together forever”, alive they couldn’t be together… Is that why Jacob was trying to smoke so much opium?

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A key to an apartment with Eva? Well, that would just make his life easier. Rather than sneaking closely to keep an eye on her, an open invitation to visit her whenever was significantly more convenient. ”If you ever need me, just call me… I’ll be there as soon as I can.” His eyes softened and he pulled her closer, kissing the top of her head. He was so happy that the drama between his three friends, and her three friends were miles away, and he wasn’t going to allow it to interrupt their moment together. He felt for Jacob at the moment, but Arthur didn’t know what he could do for his friend. Or if he could do anything for his friend. It seemed that his destiny at the moment was set in stone. It was only for a few seconds that Arthur seemed distracted by the thought, before shaking the thoughts away. Arthur sighed and looked into Eva’s eyes. ”Eva… If someone did… something very bad to you, or someone you close to you. Do you think… you’d forgive them?” Arthur wasn’t sure why he asked this, it seemed to just slip from his lips. He wasn’t sure if he was asking a hypothetical to the relationship between Jacob and Eva’s friend Alyssa… or he was asking about the upcoming assassination of her mother. "Like... something normal people wouldn't forgive?"

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Tired.
I am At... Arthur's bedroom
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."..."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans.
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𝒱𝒾𝒸𝓉𝑜𝓇𝒾𝒶 𝒮𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓁XX & XXℜ𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔡𝔬 ℑ𝔤𝔫𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔬

"𝒜𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝑜, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝑜 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇!"
"ℌ𝔞!"
"𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊!"
"𝔑𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫'𝔱!"
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A mischievous grin perked up in the corner of Victoria’s lips watching Finn’s reactions. He looked so cute at this moment, like a lost little kid in a supermarket. She took note at first of his wandering eyes, on her body. This confirmed one major thing for her- she was still able to charm him. It was lucky for both of them that the drinks had been flowing, because otherwise, the stars and planets couldn’t align for Victoria to be so flirty with Finn, and for Finn to not want to run away from her. Victoria began to see this as her chance to start making moves. Besides, the sooner she made moves, she hoped she could get ahead of Ricardo. Finn asked for a second about Alice, and Victoria had to try hard to prevent her emotions from showing, specifically distaste for that name. When he asked had she seen her, Victoria just shrugged. ”I only saw you come into the kitchen. She may just be socializing. Why? Is she your girlfriend?” Victoria inquired. At this point she smiled wildly, having to avoid allowing her malicious intentions show. She wouldn’t be surprised if the duo were dating. As Victoria noted earlier, they were practically conjoined at the hip like Siamese twins. It was a rare sight as of right now to see him all alone, his defense slightly down. If they were dating... oh, how absolutely satisfying would it be for Victoria to hook-up with Alice's boyfriend, just to spite her!

He seemed to ponder a while on whether or not he had played a drinking game. Was that really such a complicated question for him? Was he actually over thinking such an innocent question? While he seemed lost in thought, Victoria’s eyes shifted to some of her clique girls and she quickly whistled a tune to get their attention. Much like well-trained dogs, they turned their heads to her. She made a gesture with her hands and mouthed to them ‘Sip or Strip!’ The three girl’s eyes lit up and they turned their attention back to their respective guys. It was obvious that her minions began to ask their guys if they wanted to play ‘Sip or Strip!’ with them. It was all a resounding yes from the three guys. Victoria, turning back to Finn, finally got her answer. A drinking game virgin! This was going to be even more fun! ”Well, if you really enjoy drinking. You’ll enjoy playing with us. Come on then!” She reached forward and grabbed his hand, without giving him a chance to make up his mind, she pulled him away.

It didn’t take too long for the 4 girls and 4 guys to find a more… private place for them to play. The room strongly resembled an office, with a few bookshelves full of books- primarily in Spanish. There was a desk, a carpeted floor, a few other little decorations here and there. It helped the Ignacio family appear to be normal. On the floor, the three girls pulled their matches with them, and they began to form a circle on the carpet. Victoria made her way to the office desk and opened a drawer, pulling out a deck of cards. Most of the guys were looking at one another, sly grins all growing on their faces. They all knew what was coming, however Finn obviously wasn’t in on the joke. ”Oh! Sit, sit sit, Finn!” Victoria grabbed his shoulders gently, but pushed him down to sit on the floor. She quickly plopped down beside him, and crossed her legs. ”Finn here has never played ‘Sip or Stip!’ before.” Victoria announced to the group. Some of the girls giggled and the guys seemed to wink at Finn. Victoria began to focus on shuffling the deck while some of the more burly guys in the room began to shoot thumbs up to Finn. Victoria finished shuffling and began to deal out two cards to each player. ”It is like a fast paced poker, if you ever played. Pretty much the player with the strongest hand wins. All of the other losers either have to sip- as in take a swig from their drinks, or strip- well, that should be obvious.” Victoria giggled in a flirtatious manner. She scooted slightly closer towards Finn and began to lay out three additional cards on the ground. She picked up her own cards and compared. Between the cards in her hand, and the cards on the floor, she saw that she had 3 of a Kind. Not a bad hand on their first go around. People started to place their hands down. A few people had a high card, a few had a pair, and Victoria revealed her Three of a Kind, trumping the rest of them. A few laughs erupted, some of the guys and girls grabbed their drinks, taking a large swig of their drink. One of the girls spoke up, ”Aww… I left my drink in the living room!” She pouted, before she could start to get up, one of the guys stretched out their hands to stop her. ”Woah, woah, woah! You can’t go! Once the game starts, you gotta play until there is only one person left with clothes on. You forgot your drink- so you have to stirp, Chelsea! I’ll do it with you, if it makes you feel better!” The guy tore off his shirt, revealing his rather well tanned and muscular chest to the group. A few of the other girls cheered playfully, and even Victoria clapped in response. As Chelsea began to pull her filly top off exposing her bra, Victoria turned her attention to Finn. ”So? What is your hand?”

Out in the living room, Ricardo wasn’t very surprised when Alice suddenly pushed away from him, in an attempt to escape from him. He must have moved a bit too fast for her taste, much against his own liking. He needed to get this show on the road, get that dress off! He wasn’t about to let Victoria beat him. But he smiled as she began to siphon her drink. Ah, yes! Be a good girl and take your medicine, Ricardo thought. But she suddenly shoved it back in his hand. She didn’t drink all of it, but no worries. It seemed it was already working its charms as she tried to push through the dancing crowd. It must have really been working, because she probably circled the room three times before finally finding the back sliding glass door. Wow, she looked so adorable when intoxicated like that, and an animalistic instinct seemed to wake up within Ricardo. Oh no, she ran away from him! It was a good thing though, the Ricardo enjoyed the thrill of the chase. To be a predator stalking on his innocent, unaware prey. He threw away the cup and the rest of its contents, grabbed a beer from a nearby cooler, and coolly followed Alice to the back door. Outside most of the guys were still passing around a joint, being caught off guard from the sudden appearance of Alice. ”Alice. Be careful. I don’t want you to trip on the steps.” Ricardo touched Alice’s hips again, but only to help steady her and take a step down from the house and into the backyard.

Some would describe Ricardo’s backyard as a tropical paradise. There was a large infinity pool, a hot tub, tiki lights, a few hammocks, and a few tables set up for beer pong and other drinking games of the sort. A few people noticed Alice come out, and a few of them cheered and waved. Although Finn was a nobody, Alice wasn’t completely an outcast. There were plenty of other people who recognized her and knew she had never been to one of Ricardo’s legendary parties before. There were a handful of people swimming around in the pool too. Some of them were in swimsuits, as they knew prior to the party that they would want to go swimming. Although there were a few guys and girls who were only wearing their underwear, or panties and bras for the girls. A few swam to the side, watching Alice walk out. ”Hey! Alice! I didn’t know you were here! Come get in the pool with us!” A girl cheered out and Ricardo grinned towards Alice. ”It is very hot out! Even after the sun has set! It would feel good to cool off in the pool, don’t you think?” Ricardo tried to coax Alice with his voice. Ricardo was recognizing the fact that he couldn’t linger too long with Alice, or she would start to show signs of being uncomfortable, much to his own dismay. So he walked away from her, joining his friends to have a few more hits from the passing joint. But, Ricardo also kept a close, eagle eye on Alice from a distance. He knew that she was starting to feel the effects of the roofie, and he had to make sure that no other predators tried to swoop in and steal his prey. So he called to her from a distance. ”Take it easy for once, Chica! You’re always so high-strung! Let loose!”

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"ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫 𝔞𝔫𝔶 𝔰𝔞𝔣𝔢!"
"𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉?"
"𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔢𝔱!"
"𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓀."
"ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔯 𝔣𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔞 𝔣𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔨𝔢𝔯!"
"𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒾𝓉 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇!"
"ℌ𝔬𝔴 𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯??"




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

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Terrance noticed an unfamiliar car in his driveway. It looked brand-spanking-new. At first glance he grew a little nervous. Was he walking in on someone checking out his house? Terrance felt a red flag go in the air, and he reached into his glove compartment, pulling out his own hand gun. He climbed out of the car, but just as he stepped out, the other unknown car opened up too. And there popped out the little red head of the evening. He quickly reached behind himself, moving his shirt, and tucking the gun into the back of his waist band. It was a good thing he was significantly less trigger happy than Alexander. He untucked his shirt as to let it conceal his gun behind him. Helene made a comment about Eva being brought home somewhere, and Terrance grind. ”He shot like a bat out of hell when he called Eva. Your friend must be a good lay to get him running like that.”

He smiled and laughed, snaking his hand around her hip again. It felt amazing holding Helene in his arms again, and his mind raced back to the other night and their endeavors. He led Helene into the house, closing the door gently behind him. ”You got here pretty fast- In fact, got here before myself. Am I that good of a lay for you then, Hel?” He smiled cheekily before spinning her towards him, holding Helene tight to his body. One of his hands rested just above her rear, the other one tucked underneath Helene’s chin to angle her face up to his. French girls were supposed to be beautiful according to Alexander, and Terrance could see the beauty reflected in Helene’s face and eyes. But he constantly had to remind himself that this was nothing, it was just a fling. As if boarding up a dam with wood planks would be enough to keep it from overflowing. But she was gorgeous, and her family was involved in similar shenanigans as his family. It would be so easy for him to open up to her and just tell her everything, like Jacob had to Alyssa. And may she would be more receptive to it, because of her background? But Terrance shooed those thoughts away. He wasn’t asking her to marry him, he was asking her to be his sleeping buddy. He couldn’t make the same mistake as Jacob and jeopardize how much he knew about her.

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Alexander kept a close eye on Jacob as he rested. Every now and again, Jacob would stir, and flip over on his back. Alexander had to constantly flip Jacob back on his side. If he let Jacob lay too long his back, he was leaving too much risk for him to choke on puke. Alexander sighed, occasionally rubbing his friend’s back, as if it could soothe him. He wasn’t so sure of it, but Alexander was almost positive that heartbreak was contagious. Alexander, being the more over-emotional of his friends, felt as if his own heart was twisting in his chest for his friend. Would Alexander have fallen off the deep end like this as well, if Gigi rejected him? Alexander quickly shook his head. Forget everything Terrance said! Gigi would never do that to him! Gigi knew how much he liked her, she wouldn’t do that to him. Yet, the smallest atomic sized doubt seemed to eat at the corner of Alexander’s brain. His phone lit in his hands, and when he saw it was a response from Gigi, his heart felt like a Tesla car, shot into space.

But then he read the message. How is your friend Jacob? Alexander, at first, wasn’t sure how to react. Why was Gigi asking about Jacob? Why did Gigi care about Jacob? Alex’s eyes flashed to his unconscious friend, then back to his phone. She didn’t care more about Jacob than she did him… did she? That atomic doubt seemed to grow into a molecular sized doubt. But now, Alexander was conflicted with what he should answer. He rattled his brain for a second, trying to remember everything Terrance had said earlier about the girls. Eva was innocent, so no worries there. Gigi is a… mercenary? Guarding… Helene. Who is a French Princess? It wasn’t coming back to Alexander very clear. What was their connection to Gigi again? What could, and couldn’t he tell her? Without Terrance there, Alexander wasn’t so sure. But he also knew he didn’t want to lie to Gigi. Then again, Terrance would be mad if he said too much. Jacob had already said enough for all of them combined. Not good. He has gone off the deep end. Was that enough information? Or was that too much? Should he not tell Gigi that “one of their men is down” like this? Not having Terrance or Arthur to consult, he pressed send.

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After Arthur finished bandaging his hand, he turned back to Eva, who had suddenly changed into his t-shirt. Damn! He missed her changing! Arthur ignored the perverse thought his body overwhelmed with tiredness. Without thinking twice, he started to pull of his jacket. If it weren’t for the glint of light reflecting from his ceiling fan, off his gun, into the mirror, and back at him, he would have fully pulled of his jacket. SHIT! He still had his shoulder holsters on. He quickly pulled the jacket back on, huffing in slight aggravation. Arthur watched as Eva pulled out her phone to check on a message. This was probably his best chance to deal with this. He threw off his jacket, and pealed off his shoulder holsters, wrapping them up like earlier, and stuffing it in his closet. Arthur also peeled off his t-shirt and threw it into a dirty clothes hamper against the wall. Turning back towards Eva, Arthur watched as she called someone and abruptly ended the call. It was an odd behavior, but he simply shrugged it off.

He watched her fall on her back then turn over on her side. Laying like that, he could see every curve of her chest and her hips perfectly. And it was all on his bed too! He began to crawl on the bed as well, laying on his stomach beside her. He heard her mention finding an apartment, and he diverted his eyes to a poster he had on the wall. He didn’t want her to look for an apartment, he wanted her to stay here with him. Even if it was dangerous if he got caught by his father. He didn’t trust having Eva out of his sight anymore. Not after Ricardo, and especially not after her mom. But if she had an apartment to herself… would she be safer there?

Of course she was going to look for an apartment! It was delusional for him to think she could stay here… as much as he wanted her to. He just shook his head. ”My father wouldn’t like it.” Arthur responded. But he wanted to add on that he didn’t care if his father didn’t like it. At this point, her safety was more important to him than his own. As much as Noah may have threatened to disown Arthur, he had a feeling his mother would step in before anything happened. Arthur reached for his cellphone to check if any of his friends tried to reach him. No messages was usually a good sign, as nothing major was happening. But that also probably meant that Jacob wasn’t doing well either. His face looked solemn thinking of his friend. It wasn’t fair what was going on with him and Alyssa, Arthur determined. He couldn’t imagine being in the same shoes as Jacob. Doing the same thing to Eva. He just couldn’t. He put his phone to the side and turned over to face her. ”If you don’t find a place tomorrow… know I always welcome you here…” He rested his head on his pillow and reached up, playing with Eva’s long blonde hair. It was funny, how similar their hair was, Arthur determined. Besides being a yuppy, she would have been welcomed pretty warmly to the Myles clan because of it. Funny how little coincidences like that can happen in the world.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:[1]Long hair.
I Feel... Angry and Disappointed
I am At... Arthur's bedroom
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."I will never let her out of my sight."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, white shirt, blue jacket, and shoulder holsters.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

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Arthur’s hand felt like it would instantly heal when Eva took it in her hands. How was it so easy for Eva to cause Arthur’s heart to flutter in his chest? He held her hand in his, even though it caused him to wince slightly and pulled her close, listening to her speak. It only made him grow angrier as she retold the happenings and his grip on her tightened. Was she talking about her mother? Her mother hit her? That was enough to practically push Arthur over. He wanted to storm back to Eva’s house, gun in hand, and shoot Evelyn several times. Every hole in her body for every instance of her hurting Eva. Would there be any remains left from that? Eva made it sound like she and her mother fought frequently, and it only caused Arthur’s heart to swell up. It wasn’t fair to Eva. She was the kindest person that he had ever met. The only other kindhearted person he could think of was his own mother. But that was a different kind of love, than the love he felt towards Eva. He scooped up Eva in his arms, holding her close to his chest as he carried her to his car. ”Don’t be sorry, Eva. You did nothing wrong.” He didn’t want to put her down, but when reaching his car, he finally had to let her go into his passenger seat. He climbed in the driver’s side and pulled out his phone, letting Terrance know that he had Eva now. He reached his injured hand out towards her, gently touching the red mark on her cheek. He could feel the heat of the slap radiating from her cheeks and it just made him angrier. It shouldn’t be pain that was causing the heat to radiate from her cheeks, it never should be!

”I won’t make you go back… You can stay with me, if you want.” This wasn’t really something that Arthur could offer to Eva. He knew his father would never allow for a yuppy stranger to live in their house, among all of their ammunition and intel. But Arthur couldn’t let Eva out of his sight again, especially not back to the home of that wretched she beast. He began to drive the car back towards his house, not giving her a chance to protest. There wasn’t anything Eva could say to convince himself otherwise. He started to think about any necessities that Eva would need, it was lucky for him that he had a younger sister. ”If you need anything, I’ll take you tomorrow to get it… but you can’t go back tonight. If you need clothes, I can sneak something from my sister. I think they will fit you.” His eyes glanced over Eva’s body. He had no idea if his 15 year old sister’s clothes would be able to fit Eva. Especially since she was significantly more… woman-like than his sister was. It may be a tight fight, but Eva seemed skinny enough to match his sister. Reaching Arthur’s home, it was so late the sun had already set. From what Arthur could tell, everyone was asleep as all the lights in his home were off. Well, at least everyone except Noah. No doubt Arthur was about to get an earful from his dad. Arthur turned towards Eva, placing a hand on her shoulder. ”Stay here. I will have to sneak you inside. I’ll get you when it is safe.” He leaned towards her and quickly kissed her lips before departing from the Volvo.

In the hallway of the house, it was pitch black, except for the faint light dripping out from under the door to Noah’s office. It was clearly obvious that Noah hadn’t gone to sleep yet, and it was even more obvious why this was. Arthur entered the armory/office, Noah’s father standing at his desk per usual. At the sound of the door though, Noah’s head shot around, his eyes narrowing with anger. ”Shut the door.” Arthur closed the door. Arthur was afraid of very few things in the world. And although he tried his best to hide it, it was obvious that his father was one of those things. ”You are a disgrace to the Myles family! You have no honor among us!” Arthur grabbed the hair tie from his head, letting down his long blonde hair. He avoided looking his father in the eyes. The guns on the wall seemed to be more interesting than his red-faced father. ”I let yesterday slide, because I was young once too. I drank, I “hung out” with my friends… But I was always sobered and clear headed by the next morning for my father. We have a duty, a contract to uphold. And you act as if it is nothing!” Arthur kept his eyes averted from his father’s gaze.

”I call you and you don’t answer. You came home for a split second to drop off the car, then sped away! You’re getting irresponsible, Arthur. You’re lucky I don’t grab you by your roots and shave your head. You aren’t deserving of the Myles’ långthår!” Noah slammed his fist on his wooden desk, causing it to tremble. But Arthur held his ground, he couldn’t show weakness in front of his dad, or his lecture would become twice as long. His father would have to berate him for showing emotion.

”And who is Eva?” Now that, Arthur wasn’t expecting, and any color on Arthur’s face drained away. Finally, after all of this time, Arthur’s eyes darted to his father’s locking in place. But it seemed that Noah already knew the answer. ”You need to be more careful about ignoring my calls. You seemed to have accidentally answered while reaching in your pocket. Pah! A man shouldn’t say a woman’s name so much during intercourse, disgraceful!” Oh God, did Arthur inadvertently answer his phone in his pocket while reaching for the condom? How much did he hear? HOW MUCH DID HE HEAR? At this point, all the blood was running back to Arthur’s face. His father had it all figured out and Noah approached him, taking deep breaths. As if anything could calm down the hulk of a man. ”You forget about this girl. Don’t contact her again. It is obvious that she is distracting you from your one purpose in life. If I find out you are seeing her again, I will cut those locks from your head.” With that, his father stormed out, slamming the armory door loudly, and stomped his way to bed.

Arthur had to calm himself from shaking before retrieving Eva from his car. Though his father’s threats terrified him, he wasn’t going to actually let his father interfere in his relationship with Eva. He was better at his work than his father believed. Arthur pulled Eva from his car gently, tiptoeing her through the house as to not draw attention, and upon making it to his room, the coast was all clear. Arthur felt like he could breath again once he closed the door and locked it behind him. Looking around the room, he was thankful that his mother was such a busy body at keeping it clean. It wasn’t spotless, as his desk was covered in closed journals of his father’s and some papers. Speaking of which, he should probably put those away. The walls were covered in band posters ranging from English rock bands, to some heavy metal Swedish bands. Arthur grabbed the journals from his desk and put them away in the drawers. ”I can grab my sister’s clothes for you in the morning… For now, you can wear this to sleep. He pulled out one of his large black t-shirts for Eva, presenting it to her like a gift. ”U-Unless you…” He didn’t know if she preferred sleeping in the nude. He had already seen her naked before, hell he had already had sex with her. But the thought of her naked body sleeping next to him still gave him chills on his spine. Here, tonight, at his home, he knew that he would be able to keep her safe. Out of the night stand, Arthur pulled out white bandages. He would usually use them to wrap his fist before punching his punching bag in the corner of his room. But for now, he just needed pressure on his knuckles.

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Terrance’s eyes were met with conflict seeing the message from Helene. So I was thinking you should make it up to me tonight, what do you say? Terrance’s eyes glanced to his unconscious friend on the couch. Was it immoral for him to abandon his friend as he was drugged out? Especially for a hook up? Yes, it was immoral. But was that going to stop Terrance? That was the real question… Nope! Terrance stood up to his feet, shooting a message back to Helene. My place. 30 minutes. Do you need a ride? Terrance’s eyes moved to Alex, who was laying on the floor by Jacob, starting at his phone screen intently, waiting for a response that Terrance assumed would never come. ”I’m going home… I trust you to keep an eye on Jacob and let me know if he wakes up. Don’t let him smoke anymore if he tries.” Alex just nodded his head, keeping his eyes glued to his phone screen, and Terrance ascended the stairs.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:[1]Long hair.
I Feel... Angry and Disappointed
I am At... Arthur's bedroom
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."I will never let her out of my sight."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, white shirt, blue jacket, and shoulder holsters.
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𝒱𝒾𝒸𝓉𝑜𝓇𝒾𝒶 𝒮𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓁XX & XXℜ𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔡𝔬 ℑ𝔤𝔫𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔬

"𝒜𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝑜, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝑜 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇!"
"ℌ𝔞!"
"𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊!"
"𝔑𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫'𝔱!"
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The party had only just started and it seemed everything was in full swing. In the kitchen among the drinks, Victoria and Ricardo were hanging back to watch as the party unfolded, enjoying their drinks to get a good buzz going for them. Their eyes locked on each other for a quick second and the biggest grins grew on both their faces, almost simultaneously. Followed quickly by laughter. Victoria had to try to not let the tears forming in her eyes smudge her smoky makeup. ”Did you see how Finn reacted? ‘I-well, I, um, y-yeah’ Oh my God! He looked like a hot mess!” Victoria cackled, clinching her drink and holding her stomach. If she held her drink any tighter, it would probably pop out of her hands. ”Yeah, you really left him shell shocked! But I think I put some magic on Alice. You weren’t looking, but her face started to grow pink too!” The two continued to laugh, drinking merrily with one another. ”Yeah, but you heard Alice, right? She made it sound like she wasn’t going to show up… I’m pretty certain though, that Finn will be here soon enough. I think that puts me in the lead.” Ricardo raised an eyebrow, knocking back the last of his beer before throwing it into the trash. He turned towards the pantries and reached up towards the tallest shelf, pulling down a very expensive bottle of tequila. Victoria’s eyes lit up at the bottle, a signature shot for them when a new bet was going to arise. Very well, Ricardo. Bring it on!

Ricardo popped the top off, filled up two small, red solo shot cups, and quickly stored the bottle back on the shelf. Victoria put her drink down to receive the shot, her eyebrows raised at Ricardo with a peaked interest. What was he planning? ”Listen, Victoria, honey…” She rolled her eyes violently, if Ricardo ever called her that then he was trying to make it sound like he knew what he was talking about. Whatever the fuck it was that seemed to seep out from his lips. ”Finn is too much of a coward to come to a party like ours. He knows he wouldn’t fit in, and he would be a freak among us. If Alice isn’t going to be here, then Finn won’t be here. But rest assured, I have a good feeling they will both be arriving.” He tapped his shot cup against Victoria’s and they both knocked it back. There was an amazing burn that came with the tequila, and it really perked up Victoria. Tequila shots was one of her few weaknesses. ”Cut to the chase, Ricardo. You are wanting to put on a new bet, so what are you so afraid of?” Ricardo leaned back on the counter, scratching his cheek as if he were ponding on the thought. But Victoria knew very well that whatever plan he had, it had already been formed premeditatively. ”Just for the night, let’s double down. Twenty thousand for whoever sees their target naked. And!” Ricardo threw his finger in the air. ”Gets photo evidence!” Victoria’s evil cackle shot from her ruby red lips. Ricardo is an idiot! Although Victoria spread around rumors of Alice being a slut, it was exceptionally far from the truth. Victoria knew that Alice would never put her guard down and show of her body to any random guy. Not that she shouldn’t though, Victoria recognized the fact that Alice’s body was almost as hot as her own. But getting Finn naked? Hook, line, and sinker! If Finn was so frazzled up in the parking lot from her just barely acknowledging his existence, she was confident that she could get him naked by the end of the night. Victoria took Ricardo’s hand confidentially and shook it. ”You’re more dangerous for my wallet than Victoria’s Secret.” Victoria covered her lips and giggled innocently.

On the other hand, Ricardo was just as confident as Victoria over this new bet. He had the perfect idea on how to get Alice to loosen up. And Ricardo had a feeling that loser had never gotten his dick wet before. Ergo, no way was he going to drop trou in front of Victoria that easily. With the new bet established, Ricardo, like the snake he is, slithered out of the kitchen and to the back porch of his house. A few classmates were passing around a joint, and Ricardo jumped in to snag a few hits. From his pocket, he precured a plastic baggie with a single white pill in it. Ricardo massaged it in his finger, causing it to break down into an almost powdery substance. It wasn’t anything too hard or crazy, as roofies come. But it was sure to be enough to let Alice ‘loosen up’ by the end of the night. He wasn’t joking earlier about getting Alice into his massive pool, naked by the end of the night. Wow, would that have been a beautiful sight. Victoria on the other hand was preparing for Finn in her own way. She scurried into one of the nearby bathrooms, making her hair a bit more messy, messing with one of the straps of her romper and pulling up the waist band. She turned her back to the mirror to see how high to pull it up, just to make her ass look good. Perfect! She smiled contently before returning to the party.

The party went on for another hour, and Victoria was on again, off again talking with her little clique following. They were helping here and there to adjust her outfit or her hair at her little bidding. The girls kept asking her, who? Who are you trying to impress tonight? The handsome blonde football captain? The tall, dark and handsome basketball captain? The foreign soccer captain? But Victoria wouldn’t let out a peep besides ”I think I’m going to do a bit of community service and flatter one lesser on the food chain.” With that, she was ultimately giving permission for the rest of her clique to go after said football, basketball, and soccer captains. And so her little minions spread out into the sea of bodies. Victoria’s eyes hit the clock and saw it was starting to approach 11, and neither Alice nor Finn have arrived yet. Just as Victoria’s was starting to become nervous, Finn walked in through the door, and seemed to beeline it towards the drink table. Taking in a deep breath, as if it would activate her charm, Victoria threw back her hair and began to walk toward Finn and the drink table. A large body stepped in between them. ”Hey, Victoria… do you want to come dance with me?” Now, during any other party, in any other instance, Victoria would have said yes to the linebacker of a man standing before her. But her eyes stayed locked on to Finn, as she simply brushed him to the side. ”No thanks.” Was all she said, not giving him the time of day. He seemed offended, but quickly recovered to ask some other girls around him.

Victoria stood beside Finn, watching him pour his drink. Wow, that was a lot of alcohol. But she couldn’t blame him. She was trying to get down quite a few drinks to make him seem more attractive. And it was working quite well. What she would usually consider to be a raggedy git up, suddenly looked more handsomely rugged. And did he always have such a strong jaw line? And wow, has he always been so tall? ”I like my drinks pretty strong too.” She spoke with a spark on her tongue. She poured herself a similar drink to that of Finn’s, tapped her cup to his, and took a quick sip. If she was sober, the drink would have really burned. But as she was already pretty buzzed, it didn’t burn nearly as bad. ”I’m so glad you could make it out here tonight, Finn! I’ve never seen you at a party before.” She smiled cheekily, closing in on her victim. She stood just close enough that the fabric of her romper was barely brushing against his jacket, and she bit her lip again, watching his reaction through sapphire eyes. ”So, tell me Finn… Do you like drinking games?” A sly smile grew on her ruby red lips.

Outside on the patio, Ricardo didn’t show any signs of worry. He saw exactly the moment that the two entered his house, through the sliding glass door. And he took note of the instance that the two got separated from one another. He took this moment to grab his drink and make his way inside. He found an empty solo cup, filled it with a cold coca cola, and with a very quick slight of hand, he poured his last special ingredient into the drink. Ricardo could tell that Alice was increasingly growing annoyed with advances from some of the guys around, and he quickly swooped in, shooing them away. ”Hey hey hey! Give the poor chica some space! If she doesn’t want to dance with you then scram!” He gave a stern look to the two guys, and even flexed his muscles some. Which were very apparent with his sleeveless tank top. It was an incredibly stupid decision to try and go against Ricardo’s demands, and so the prying hands seemed to back away, leaving Alice alone with Ricardo. He lifted up the drink to Alice, offering it to her. ”Sorry about those bozos.. they really don’t know when to stop, do they?” He saw that Alice wasn’t taking the drink immediately, as if skeptical. ”You don’t have to take it. I poured it when you walked in- just coca cola, no alcohol. I promise, belleza. I can see you’re already a little pink in the face from pregaming, no need for a pretty face to get plastered. I really hope you didn’t drive here like that!” He threw a charming grin to her, placing one of his arms around her and resting his hand on her side. He wasn’t lying and he was staying true to his word. There wasn’t any alcohol in the drink, but there was a very minute amount of rohypnol, or roofie. Ricardo’s eyes hungrily scanned over Alice’s body, the white dress looked very flattering on her, he had to admit that. But how much better it would look on the floor of his bedroom!

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"ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫 𝔞𝔫𝔶 𝔰𝔞𝔣𝔢!"
"𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉?"
"𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔢𝔱!"
"𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓀."
"ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔯 𝔣𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔞 𝔣𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔨𝔢𝔯!"
"𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒾𝓉 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇!"
"ℌ𝔬𝔴 𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯??"




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


A different, alternative chime piped up through the air, and Terrance had to use ever fiber of his being to suppress a grin. Oh God, Helene. If she could do this for him, he would be forever in her debt. Alexander pulled out his phone from his pocket, unlocking it he saw his text message conversation with Gigi. Well, it wasn’t so much a “conversation”. A more accurate description was a wall of text, after text, after text, after text, from Alexander to Gigi. This wall of text probably trumped the Great Wall of China. Although his messages to Gigi were never to be responded to. Most were just “Hey”s, some were “I’ve been thinking about you. 😉” All harmless, cute things like that. Alexander truly was a romantic but, damn, did he not know when to give up. But perhaps, it wasn’t all in vain. Because there, at the bottom most part of the screen was a message, for the first time, in response from Gigi. Do you think we can talkkkkndwsjuvigoplsadbgmlotg Alexander shot up from the ground, his heart launching up through his chest. ”OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD!! ARTHUR! ARTHUR! LOOK!” Alexander ran and tackled Arthur with his excitement, knocking him over and knocking Arthur’s phone from his hand. It skidded slightly across the floor and Arthur pushed him away, quickly scrambling to his feet to retrieve his phone.

Alexander rushed to Terrance, holding up his phone to his face as to allow Terrance to read the message. Terrance could no longer contain it, he threw back his head and began to heartily laugh, quickly clenching his side. Terrance could tell it wasn’t a legitimate text message from Gigi. But Alexander was so blinded by glee and passion that he didn’t realize it. ”OW! OW OW OW! OH MY GOD! HAHAHAHA OW- MY SIDE!!” Terrance was going to have to buy something nice as a thank you to Helene. God- she was perfect. Terrance’s laughter was quickly, abruptly haulted and he smacked his face. No! No no no! No thoughts like that! She wasn’t “perfect”, she was a good lay, get that right, Terrance. Terrance’s eyes continued to watch Alexander as he walked around in circles in the room, still covering his mouth and snickering. ”What should I say?” Terrance stood up, quickly approaching Alexander. ”You say nothing! You can’t, remember? ENEMY?? MERCENARY?? Ringing any bells for you?” But Alexander wasn’t listening as he was frantically typing back to her.

Gigi! It is so wonderful to hear from you- Though I wish you wouldn’t hide your beautiful voice from me via text message. You can talk to me about anything. Any time. Anywhere! You are the sun to my sky. Without you, my world would be black. What would you like to talk about?” Before allowing his friends to review, Alexander sent off the text message. Terrance read the message from Alexander, not knowing if he should laugh, cry, or just straight cringe. He tossed the phone back to Alexander, just snickering. ”Don’t get your hopes up, Romeo. I think your Juliet would rather be dead AND alone, than talk to you.” Terrance smirked, shooting a thank you text with a wink to Helene. Alexander’s eyes began to pout, much with that signature puppy dog look. ”Why are you so mean, Terrance?”

After having scrambled for his phone and getting away from his two crazy friends, Arthur picked up the phone again. He had heard the trembling in Eva’s voice and Arthur felt worry swelling up in his chest, as he shot up the staircase back to the surface world. ”Where are you?” Was all Arthur could stomach to get out. Had Eva been crying? It sounded like she was distressed. What had happened after he left? Should he have stayed with her? He cursed at his friends under his breath for having pulled him away. It was very apparent that Jacob was fine… well, as fine as any guy high on opium could be. He wasn’t dying, even if he felt like it. Getting the name of the park that Eva was at, Arthur began to drive that direction, but had to swing by his home first. ”I’ll be there soon.” Click, he hung up the phone. Pulling into his driveway, he had to be fast. He had already been making mistake after mistake. He couldn’t show up to Eva with his family’s unmarked car. He parked it in the garage, threw down the keys and grabbed his Volvo keys, and darted forward, sliding over the hood of the unmarked car and jumping into his personal car. Upon pulling out, he saw his father’s head poke out the front door, seeing Arthur leave in his volvo. ”ARTHUR!” Arthur felt his heart jump in his throat. But he couldn’t stop. He kept going and flew down the road, leaving his father shaking his fist in the driveway.

It wasn’t long after that Arthur reached the park, and not far away he could see Eva in the distance, and he sprinted towards the swing set. Once finally reaching her, it seemed the rest of his body caught up with him. He put his hands on his knees, bending over and breathing heavily to catch his breath. His legs felt weak from sprinting and his heart was pounding with worry, and from the running. After catching his breath, he steadied himself in front of Eva, looking down at her sweet eyes again. Just looking at her face was rejuvenating and gave him new life. But he could feel his body freeze as his eyes locked on to her cheek. Where a bright red handprint rested. Both of his fists clenched tightly, and he could feel his body shaking with rage. ”Who hit you?” He asked through tightly clenched teeth. He felt every muscle in his body shaking with rage. It took every ounce of his being to not go completely postal then and there. He was seeing red, but he had to contain it, there was no point blowing up in front of Eva. But, he had failed her again. He had let her out of his sight, first it was that damned kiss from Ricardo… now someone had slapped her. He turned his attention towards the metal beam of the swing set, pulled back his arm, and full on punched it. Did he break something? It definitely felt like he broke something. Maybe more of a fracture, but either way, something was hurt. Probably his knuckles, or his fingers. But whatever they were, they were now throbbing and screaming at him. ”Damnit!! Jag kommer att döda dem.” He grumbled under his breath, now pulling back his fist and examining his throbbing hand. The pain was enough to snap him back from going full on hulk. But Arthur determined that the pain in his hand didn’t amount to the pain of his disappointment of not protecting Eva from danger.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:[1]I will fucking kill them.
I Feel... Angry and Disappointed
I am At... Public Park
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."How can I keep letting her down?"
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, white shirt, blue jacket, and shoulder holsters.
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