SilverWolfAngel

How Did You Get Into Roleplaying?

About a month (ish) ago I was looking for anime pictures for something, I forget what, in Google, and instead of clicking the view image button as I normally did, I noticed what looked like the description for a character, so I clicked the visit page, button instead. And guess what I found? RPG! It was a appearance pic for a RWBY roleplay. Of course having just gotten hooked on RWBY recently, I paid a bit of attention. Just sort of looking around at the site; exploring a bit, As you do. And I was kind of like; what the hell is going on here; I couldn't understand why only the RWBY RP I had started on was OOC (not that I knew that it was called that at the time). I completely missed the different tab thingies ;). Eventually I, after Googleing "What is roleplay?" and it vaguely making sense, kind of worked out how to navigate the Guild. I then saw the OCC for a roleplay that I really, really, really wanted to join, so I created this account, slightly regretfully picking this name (it's not bad of anything just, not my best, or absolute favorite ever), and getting to work. In the end I didn't get into the RP, having not managed to make a character in time. Instead to roaming the different RP's and interest checks, joining any that I liked the idea of, until I was totally and utterly addicted. So yeah, sorry for the long winded description, I occasionally can't stop and so just keep typing.

Men vs. Women Race to 1000

Oh what the hell; 916

Escapism and RP

The main differences seem to be that I absolutely love the world. It's a giant shithole, sure, but I still love it. I also love humanity, sure, a whole lot of humans are assholes, but I still love humanity just the same.

@Keyguyperson

I'm just a negative person I guess. Glass half empty and all that. I hate humans because it is what humans do that pisses me off, but then again, it is also humans who create the music I love, the stories I read, And everything else like that. so yeah, I guess I mostly just see the bad things. Problem is I can't control it, sure I deal, but even just thinking about some of the things going on in this world makes anger bubble up inside; the sort of red mist, wanna destroy, blind rage, anger that consumes all, and I can't control it.

I think way, way too big.

@Keyguyperson

I think worrying about a war on the other side of the world is thinking pretty big, don't you?

Luckily for me, I can really immerse myself in a story (I can make the story feel like real life, essentially. Not any exaggeration in that, either), so writing gives me a way to make those huge events happen.

@Keyguyperson

Same, though for me it was always reading, I could immerse myself so deep I felt it; it was real, when the character was hurt I have to physically check myself for wounds that don't exist. But yes; escape is the easiest way, and I guess that is what I was trying to say earlier, although somehow I think that that deviates from the original question. (Another thing I'm good at; forgetting the original idea of what I want to say.)

What Are You Listening To?

Nightcore - Headphones (Male Version)

Men vs. Women Race to 1000

906 Somehow I don't think most girls can be bothered; better things to do probably.

Supernatural on Adventure

Yeah … dropping out I will remove my characters. Thanks for my time here. ;)

Escapism and RP

My most reliable outlet is my hobbies, like RPing, drawing or writing. I can also occupy myself with catching up on a show or cartoon, but something about it feels unfulfilling. Entering into my fantasies isn’t a sole relief--I’m perfectly fine with living in reality--but I worry that eventually I will come to resent reality and only step in to provide for what I truly love, like a braindead worker who only comes alive on the weekends, or when she gets home.

Robeatics

Well I’m one step ahead of you there, I HATE this world, and most of the things in it, and I have a special grudge against humanity. This is partially due to my feeling powerlessness; I am supposed to do what I’m told, when I’m told, as I’m told. Also because there are things going on in the world things I can see are bad, cruel, mean, negative, and there is nothing, Nothing I can do to stop them. Be it something as small as the frigging expressway they are putting practically through my backyard, or that my contrary is being sold down the drain, to something as large as the plastic sea, or wars, or the utter collapse of this world and society. I hear all of these and feel powerless, so I escape, I ditch my boring, everyday life and hide behind a book. I use music, RP, manga, anime, movies, stories, art; I use them to get out to go somewhere exciting, where problems can be solved, and trials overcome, where the bullies get beaten and the underdog stronger. Where it all ends in a happily ever after. (Mostly). I have gained some; well actually quite a lot, of freedom since I dropped out of school to home-school, but the taste of freedom only made me want more. I deal by living in the moment, by immersing myself so completely; into the music that I listen to, or into the moment itself, that there is no time to think about other stuff, it’s all that second, that second and nothing more. When I said at the beginning that I hate this world that is not entirely true, I do hate it but I also love it, I love the world itself, I love it all, and hate it all, and really are love and hate that different? Ok I don’t remember where I was going with this, or what the point was, but there you have it, my view on what I hope was the actual subject, Sorry for the rant, that’s what happens if you give me the chance. (I think I went waaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy off topic, sorry)

A Slice of Mechanical Life (Private Until Filled)

If you are referring to my post; that is what my brain cooked up at three in the morning and posted before I really thought about it, though thinking about it would probably have made it longer and weirder. If you don't like; I can refrain from doing that again. But no promises, I might be wide awake at three in the morning, …but I am heading straight and true for wacky-land. Sorry. Edit; who is manapool1? Wait so you weren't referring to me? I give up, Don't mind me. Just forget I said anything.

13: Game of Death

Ok :) thanks :)

A Slice of Mechanical Life (Private Until Filled)

I am totally Not here. I worked out what ghost mode is for, it is so that parents can't see that you were online at three in the morning instead of sleeping as any normal person should be. (There is a hole in this theory; they can still see when you posted what so that should give them a reference, but here's hoping they don't check at all!) :)