Smystar99
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✴ Spirit of the Vale ☾
STATUS: Every once in awhile I come back after having a failed rp and seeing so many familiar usernames reminds me of how many of us have been here for years. It's like coming back to your hometown lol 2 yrs ago
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Every once in awhile I come back after having a failed rp and seeing so many familiar usernames reminds me of how many of us have been here for years. It's like coming back to your hometown lol
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3 yrs ago
Being back to roleplaying after three years honestly feels so cathartic. Writing really is so therapeutic, I'm having so much fun lol
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3 yrs ago
Considering coming back to RPG and I come back to ads all over the site, AHH
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4 yrs ago
Life really said I'm kidnapping you for nearly 2 years huh, I'm so sorry to all my rp partners for suddenly just disappearing for 2 years.
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5 yrs ago
All partners and groups I`m in, sorry for being so absent, in the new year I`ll be getting out more posts for everyone ^^ I`ll be MIA for the next few days however, Happy New Year <3
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Bio
☕About Me☕
Hello to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well and if you aren't hang in there, it'll get better ^^
You can call me Star or Fox if you'd like, I have gone by many names throughout the last forever of the internet. My username no longer really fits me but I have an identity crisis every time I try to think of a new one so it stays for now.
I have an Accounting degree and a Media/Design degree (animation, photo editing, graphics, marketing, exc). I work a full-time job and am saving to buy a house (a real endeavor in this day and age for sure).
☕I`m a bit of a coffee addict.
♀I`m female and I prefer she/her pronouns. I also prefer to write female characters in a FxM setting.
🌟I`ve been roleplaying for about 15 years now.
⏳ I try to get posts out as fast as I can but my life is a bit chaotic, and I don't think it`ll slow down anytime soon. It makes it hard to respond straight away. Usually you may see a while between my posts, I do the best I can just as I expect from the people I write with. So please be patient with me, I really enjoy writing with people.
❤Romance in roleplays is nice but instant romance is unrealistic and most of the time really boring. I like it when characters gradually fall in love, it makes their relationship interesting.
👌I'm a very happy-go-lucky kind of person and very uncensored, I will cut through the bullshit, especially if it's late. I'm also a kluts, I trip over flat ground quite literally. My roleplaying style is much the same way, I write how I perceive situations. Making great literary choices is a top priority, but we're all human, it's not always going to be perfect. My responses will be as interesting and as thought out as I can make them though.
P.s. I exclusively fade to black.
I hope to write with you soon, don`t be afraid to send me a message ^^
Hello to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well and if you aren't hang in there, it'll get better ^^
You can call me Star or Fox if you'd like, I have gone by many names throughout the last forever of the internet. My username no longer really fits me but I have an identity crisis every time I try to think of a new one so it stays for now.
I have an Accounting degree and a Media/Design degree (animation, photo editing, graphics, marketing, exc). I work a full-time job and am saving to buy a house (a real endeavor in this day and age for sure).
☕I`m a bit of a coffee addict.
♀I`m female and I prefer she/her pronouns. I also prefer to write female characters in a FxM setting.
🌟I`ve been roleplaying for about 15 years now.
⏳ I try to get posts out as fast as I can but my life is a bit chaotic, and I don't think it`ll slow down anytime soon. It makes it hard to respond straight away. Usually you may see a while between my posts, I do the best I can just as I expect from the people I write with. So please be patient with me, I really enjoy writing with people.
❤Romance in roleplays is nice but instant romance is unrealistic and most of the time really boring. I like it when characters gradually fall in love, it makes their relationship interesting.
👌I'm a very happy-go-lucky kind of person and very uncensored, I will cut through the bullshit, especially if it's late. I'm also a kluts, I trip over flat ground quite literally. My roleplaying style is much the same way, I write how I perceive situations. Making great literary choices is a top priority, but we're all human, it's not always going to be perfect. My responses will be as interesting and as thought out as I can make them though.
P.s. I exclusively fade to black.
I hope to write with you soon, don`t be afraid to send me a message ^^
Most Recent Posts
Max sat up and turned around before hugging him. "You didn`t deserve what they put you through. You were young and they preyed upon you and used you. They don`t deserve anything less then punishment for what they did to you. One day they`ll find out the hard way what it`s like to be in that situation." She said trying her best to comfort and reassure him.
"Well, you knew it was wrong. Your not a monster, you knew that by doing so it wasn`t right. He tricked you into it so your justified by that. The fact that you now have regret over it is a good thing. It may eat you up inside but I`m sure that makes the victims rest at ease. They know you didn`t want it to happen you were forced too."
"So are you feeling ashamed or regret for what you had to do?" Max asked still looking up at him. She`d had a rough childhood as humans went but his was ten times worse in more ways then one. He had to kill people at a young age while she had to worry about wondering if she herself had wanted to die. When she was a young girl depression wasn`t an abnormality in her life.
"What is it about your past that`s creeping up on you? What exactly is making you so stressed." Max asked him she herself starting to feel a bit tense from all of this. She wanted to understand what was wrong but it seemed like they were talking in circles.
"I don`t see why not all of us know how things work. We all know what each other need and how to accomplish tasks set to us. It could be easier for all of us to be able to focous on just a few things and make up the sum of everything together." Max replied closing her eyes and smiling softly as he ran his finger through her hair. She liked when he did that it felt nice and calming.
Max sighed and leaned her head back on his lap. He knew stuff like this frustrated her and it didn`t help with that response. With the pack finally being out of reach form the war for awhile you`d think things would calm down and get easier. That didn`t seem to be the case though.
"To tell you the truth I don`t think you have to step down. Just put a little more responsibility on the rest of us. Have some of us handle some things and come to you if we have an issue. That way you don`t have to have the world on your shoulders." Max explained really thinking it could work. It would release some pressure that`s for sure. Their pack was different from the other ones in the area. Why not have how they ran different so it was easier on everyone as well.
Knock on wood but my computer is actually working with me for right now. I really hope this continues.
Max nodded and looked up at him concerned. "It seems like no matter what happens or where we go your always so stressed about one thing or another." She said the concern she always felt about it returning to her. Before the war he had seemed stressed to her, he had a reason too though of course he was the alpha, but as it started and played out it just seemed to get worse and worse.
(Yay for being socially awkward)
(Yay for being socially awkward)
Max looked up at him and sighed. She reached her hand up and placed it on his cheek before smiling a little. "I know it`s hard, memories of the past linger like swords above your head. Coming down every so often to hang barely above your head but never seem to harm you. You just gotta keep moving forward. "I love you so much, I know your past drags you down sometimes, but you just gotta jump back."
(I`m sorry if some of the things I say when it comes to comforting someone are repetitive or don`t make sense. Offline I am useless when it comes to trying to comfort someone, I don`t want to be but that`s just how it`s always been.)
(I`m sorry if some of the things I say when it comes to comforting someone are repetitive or don`t make sense. Offline I am useless when it comes to trying to comfort someone, I don`t want to be but that`s just how it`s always been.)
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