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Elliot looked between the two brothers before pulling away from Savannah. She ran to her and Jacob's room and stuffed a chair under the handle. Her breathing was heavy as she walked backwards toward the bed and practically fell onto it. All she could imagine was Jacob going and dying. He wasn't healthy enough, he didn't have the strength, if something happened, it would be unlikely that he'd be able to run away. It was clear to the robots now that she had returned to the human side. If something happened to him, she wouldn't be able to get him back. She sobbed and crawled off the bed and moved to the bathroom. Her trembling hands searched through the drawer until she managed to find a razor. She ripped it apart, cutting up her hands, to get the small blade inside. She sat on the edge of the bathtub and dug the blade into her arm.

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Elliot froze as she looked at him. Slowly, she managed to find her voice, "N-no, no, no. You're still recovering. You won't be able to get on your feet by tonight... You passed out yesterday from going from the bedroom to here. You'd just end up pushing yourself to much and bursting a stitch," Elliot's hands started to shake as she spoke. She did not like the idea of Jacob going out there in the state he was in with some kind of delusion that he could be better by tonight.

Savannah was on her feet and pulled her sister into her arms and started to pet her hair, "Shhh, Elliot, it's okay."

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Elliot pursed her lips, "Send a few explosive rounds into it and they thing will burst.... Then just snipe off the robots that try and stop it... We have enough sharpshooters for that. The robots might even be able to locate them if we put them on a few roofs..."

She moved her head off of Jacob's and looked at him, "You wouldn't even need to be there. We could send Savannah and Kyle to tell everyone and get it done tonight."

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Elliot looked at Jacob and nodded, "It would probably have to be pretty close to their main centre. They build a lot of robots in there and it is very efficient to have to walk a mile just to get it up and running. And they like their efficiency."

She tried to think back if she heard anything about oil while she was there. After all, no one really gained back their memories or wanted to dwell on them. So, secrets weren't much of a thing. But she couldn't think of anything she heard. She shook her head and rested her forehead on the side of Jacob's, she didn't like thinking back to that place.

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Elliot looked at her sister before kissing Jacob's head. Savannah laughed a little and shook her head, "You're a brat, you know."

Elliot grinned and nodded before resting her head against Jacob's, "It's not my fault, I can't help it."

Savannah rolled her eyes. Elliot sat with Jacob and looked genuinely happy, Savannah guessed her couldn't be mad about that. Elliot looked between Savannah and Kyle, "What were you two talking about earlier?"

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I.... uh... I dunno.

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Elliot watched Jacob worriedly when he took his arm off of her shoulders. They had already walked a bit around the house and he passed out from less yesterday. She wasn't sure if he could manage this yet. However, she let him, watching carefully to catch him if necessary. When she sat down in the chair, she grinned. She walked over to him and kissed him happily, "Fantastic."

Savannah groaned slightly, "We discussed this," She took a seat on the couch as Elliot sat on the arm rest of Jacob's chair nearly on top of him. Their adorableness was sickening. Not to mention, it hurt a little, she and Marcus used to be like that. They could have been like that if she had given it a chance. Despite Elliot's return to cutting and small breakdown, she seemed fine.

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Elliot looked up at him and smiled softly, "Deal," She wiped away a few of Jacob's tears and laughed, "God, we're a right mess."

She rose to her toes and kissed him deeply. When she pulled away, she started to walk again, helping Jacob do a round of the house before heading back inside. She looked up at him, "Do you want to stay out here or head back to bed?"

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Elliot looked at him and rubbed his shoulder, "Go get some rest, Seth."

She walked away from him and back toward the infirmary. She had failed in helping Jeremy, she didn't want to fail anyone else. She'd stay up through the night if she had to.

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Elliot sighed, "Waking up after those nights is a nightmare for me... I wake up and remember everything I did.... those dreams are my one sanctuary.... along with you... You make things... better. You always have... I want to do that for you. I want you to wake me up because I want to hold you till you fall asleep..." she kissed him, "I love you. You are allowed to be weak around me.... it frightens me sometimes but I want to make sure you are okay and if you don't tell me...."

She felt tears in her eyes and started to silently curse herself. She needed to be strong for Jacob. Being strong did not include bursting into tears.