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9 yrs ago
You are the puzzle that I will never be able to solve and somehow, that's okay.
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9 yrs ago
I'm sorry... I can't keep going like this. I need solidity. Figure out what you want and why... and then talk to me. I will always love you. And yes. even she knows that.
9 yrs ago
I'm not asking you to forgive me. I'll never understand or forgive myself. And if I die, so help me, I'll laugh at myself for being an idiot. There's one thing I do know and that is that I love you.
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9 yrs ago
Kind of just came out to my family and Facebook that I'm getting a sex change... so yeah... dealing with that. Be back soon.
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10 yrs ago
You are my heart. You are my Once upon a time.

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By the time Vander returned to her apartment, she looked ready to drop dead. She was ready to drop dead. Her hands shook as she fumbled to get the electronic key out of her pocket, badly enough that she feared she wouldn't be able to hold the hypodermic steady. However, as she reached her door, it turned out that the key was unnecessary. She blinked in shock, staring at the doorframe. The door itself lay on the floor in front of her apartment.

Anxiety coursed through her, and she tossed her jacket onto the bed as she entered the room. Someone had been in her apartment. She made a beeline for her closet, kneeling down in front of it.

She swore she felt her heart stop.

For several seconds, she couldn’t move, could only sit there and stare at the empty corner of the closet where her backpack of Lucid should be. Panic descended slowly onto Vander’s mind. “No…shit, no,” she muttered.

She had to have put it somewhere else. The other side of the closet. She sifted rapidly through the thin layer of dirty clothes on her closet floor. No backpack. There was no backpack in her closet. Nothing. Standing, Vander began to tear apart her apartment with a quickly growing desperation. She pulled the blanket from her bed, checked under the pillows, threw her jacket onto the floor, even tore away the sheets. By now, she was nearly hyperventilating. With some struggle, she lifted the mattress, only to find disappointment beneath. Every inch of her room was scoured, torn apart, and there was no backpack. Not even a single damn needle.

Vander swore loudly, sinking down against the wall. She held her face in her hands, realizing that her entire body was shaking with panicked tremors. Everything hurt. Everything hurt, and she felt sick. Her headache, if possible, had intensified further at the realization that her Lucid was gone. She couldn’t move without her stomach cramping in an almost unbearable manner, and if she had eaten anything more than a few bites of toast, she would have thrown it up. Can't do it...I can't.... She was, once again, coming close to a full day without a fix. Two day-long withdrawals in a row was far beyond what she could handle. And after what she'd had to do to get those syringes...

Deon.

It had to have been him. He was the only one, aside from James and Mason, who knew she'd had the drug in her possession. And she had spent the entire day locked up in a jail cell with the other two. She cringed, letting her head fall back against the wall with a quiet thud. The last thing she wanted was to see his face again, let alone confront him about stealing her Lucid. But by this point, she had no choice.

Defeat clear in the expression on her face, Vander stood up. She grabbed her leather jacket off the floor and zipped it up before leaving her apartment once more.

The walk to The Spit passed by in a blur. Several times, Vander had to stop to lean against the walls of decrepit buildings, taking a few minutes to catch her breath and will away the migraine that was tearing through her head. By the time she finally arrived, she looked like a drunk. Balance had left her, and it seemed to be a growing struggle to stay on her feet.

The noise of the club hit her like a brick wall, stabbing into her ears, and the lights assaulted her eyes. There was a very large part of her that just wanted to leave. Leave, and go find a nearby alleyway where she could curl up for the night until her heart stopped beating. But she forced herself to cast her gaze around the club.

A few seconds of searching revealed that Deon was nowhere to be seen. Not fighting, not sitting at the bar surrounded by a fan club of scantily dressed ladies, nowhere. She hesitated, then resorted to the next option. A bouncer stood near the entrance, and she approached him. "Is Deon fighting tonight?" she asked, her words slightly slurred and quieter than she'd intended.

The bouncer, a giant of a man, looked down at her, raising an eyebrow. "What'd you say?" he asked, his voice loud even over the noise of the music. "Speak up."
"Deon," she repeated, as loudly as she could force her voice to go. "The Crusher. I need to talk to him. It's important."

The level of desperation in her voice must have been just enough to convince the bouncer that it was, indeed, important. After a quick glance around the club to make sure that everything was still in order, he nodded to her. "Follow me."

Vander gave a word of thanks, though her voice once again dropped to an inaudible volume. The bouncer led her around behind the fighting cage, through a back door labelled "Authorized Entry Only", and down a hallway. "This room, here," he said, stopping her outside of a door before turning to leave once again.

She watched him walk away before nervously turning to face the door. After a few seconds of mental preparation, she finally raised a shaking hand to knock.

The door didn't even so much as crack open, instead, the knock on the door went on as if no one were inside; but the muffled music and droned out sound of voices coming from within stated otherwise. The seconds dragged on, until finally Vander acknowledged that no one was going to answer. She inhaled slowly, then let it out in a shaky sigh, before turning the door knob and opening the door slightly.

"Hello?" she asked quietly, half-stepping into the room.

The room was decently sized, about the size of a district 4 home's living room. The lights had been dimmed drastically, a rotating color ball floated around on the ceiling as it subtly changed colors, changing the mood of the room with each shade. There was an L-shaped bed tucked into the corner with two half-naked women clad in what once was bunny suits practically going at it, their muffled noises of satisfaction droned out by the soft sex music playing in the background.

Deon was sprawled out on the couch on the other side of the room, a bottle in one hand and the breast of another woman in his other. He was shirtless again, but this time bore the bandages of a particular 'ruffed-up' situation not too long ago. The woman sprawled out on top of him must have been told about his injuries, because her advances were slow, soft and intimate.

At hearing a faint 'hello,' Deon pulled away from the woman's lips to look at Vander, a small smile spreading across his face.

"Hey baby, come to join the party?" He asked with a smug expression. The girl who had previously been on Deon slid off of his halfway undone pants and sat up on the edge of the couch, reaching over to the table in front of them where an array of assorted pills and lines of cocaine littered the table, and popped a handful of the mixed pills into her mouth before giving Vander a lustful gaze.

She clenched her jaw slightly at the scene before her. She didn't know what she'd been expecting, but it still came as something of an unpleasant surprise. She cleared her throat awkwardly, avoiding the gaze of the woman who had been sprawled across Deon when she walked in.

Her eyes instead went to the assortment of pills on the table. She recognized several, having dealt them to others in the past. But there wasn't any Lucid on that table. "No," she answered, trying and failing to keep her words clear. They still slurred slightly. "I just...just came here to ask you for my Lucid back."

Her stomach sank even as the words left her mouth. The request was weak and pathetic. She wished she could have walked into the room and demanded that Deon return her stolen drugs. But she lacked the strength, both physical and mental, to be able to pull that off. Instead, she looked at him, her eyes desperately pleading.

Deon raised a quirked eyebrow, his glazed over eyes looking Vander up and down carefully.

"Have we actually met?" He asked, both looking and sounding genuinly confused. He pulled himself off of the couch, though it took great effort on his part as he hissed and winced with each movement as pain pulsed through him. He eventually got onto his feet and set the bottle down on the drug-covered table and limped over to her to get a closer look. "Lucid huh? Yeah I should have figured you'd be one of those girls. I can hook you up if you really want, but what's in it for me?"

Vander met his gaze evenly, her expression visibly crushed as she realized he didn't know who she was. There wasn't even a hint of recognition in his eyes. It must have made it that much easier for him to take advantage of her, knowing he wouldn't remember it the next day. She wasn't so fortunate.

One thing was clear. He hadn't taken her Lucid. He'd barely managed to get up off the couch to walk over to her. The realization brought with it a fresh wave of worry, but it was suppressed by the fact that there were more important things on her mind. Things like the quickly-worsening state of her withdrawal. She knew Deon's terms, or at least knew what they had been last time. "Did someone finally beat you in the ring?" she asked, her voice laced with bitter defeat. She exhaled slowly. "I'll do whatever you want. I just really, really need a hit soon."

Deon kept the smirk on his face, looking back to the girl on the couch who was now so submerged in pleasuring herself, he doubted that she even knew what way was up anymore. "Naw, got blind-sighted by the cops for some shit I didn't do. People like us should start to be more careful about getting caught, they have this freaky-ass killing machine bot on their side now." He shook his head angrily, and ran his fingers through what little hair he had on the top of his head. "Don't worry baby, I'll get you covered. All I need to do is make a phone call, and you can have your little drug." He hobbled over to the bed in the corner, practically pushing the two other females off of the bed and onto the floor. He sprawled himself out, stretching his sore limbs before sliding his already half-way undone pants off, tossing them to the floor and gently motioned for Vander to come join him on the bed, adjusting his boxers a bit that had his face and printed signature plastered all over it; a best-seller in the bar's store.

Awkwardly avoiding the looks from the girls Deon had pushed onto the floor, Vander made her way over. She sank onto the edge of the bed, weary legs relieved to sit down, even if she herself would have gladly been anywhere but here. The sight of his boxers, in any other situation, may have gotten a laugh from her. She'd seen the merchandise in the store, along with a number of other products, but had never thought he would actually wear his own products. But with the current turn of events, humour was not at the forefront of her mind. If anything, the anything, the underwear just made the entire situation even more unsettling, a reminder of just how truly self-absorbed he really was.

Vander let her gaze go elsewhere, focusing on the changing colours of the light on the ceiling. The bruises from her last encounter with Deon still had not fully healed.

You're getting Lucid. Just focus on that. She could focus on that. And she wasn't getting her Lucid until after this time. That thought provided some comfort.

Deon adjusted himself impatiently, watching her fumble around like a nervous little kid. "C'mon baby, we aint got time for this..." He said, the impatience evdent in his voice. He outstretched his hand to grab hers, but it was up to her to close the remaining space between them. He wasn't in a dominating position to do much of anything right now, which meant that Vander had to practically and completely take over.

She nodded, shrugging off her jacket and letting it drop to the floor beside the bed. Her shirt followed, the shirt that James had payed for, and the true extent of the toll the drug had taken on her body was revealed. Ribs were clearly visible beneath her skin, and her spine stuck out in a series of ridges along her back. The bones were adorned with purple bruises, and she was hyperaware of how hellish she looked.

She moved awkwardly, clearly inexperienced, but desperate enough to try to act like she knew what she was doing. Slowly crawling over to him, she knelt with one knee on either side of his lap, straddling Deon. There was no expression in her face as she leaned down to press herself against him, locking lips in a reluctant kiss. A few seconds later, she straightened up again and climbed off of him. She barely had the energy to move anymore. let alone do this. But her need for Lucid forced her on, unbuttoning her jeans and letting them join her shirt and jacket on the ground.
Was it supposed to be realized? I R confuzzled...
Agreed Roman. Very Nice. It will be so easy for Kate to hate her even more now lol
lol well Tony Stark is...busy...
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Steve with us. Domino with England
you're fine Gonzo. I know what your capable of
once Gonzo and Mach post their collab...a whole floodgate of collabs will open lmao
“How did I even let you talk me into this?” Stephanie called out, her hands cupping over her mouth to project her voice even further trying to reach the covered ears of her best friend. Roanna flew through the air, gaining at least four feet on the dirt mound that had launched her into the air on the small aluminum bike. Once she hit the ground, she extended her good leg out to the side as she banked hard to the right, the back wheel of the bike and her foot kicking up the loose dirt of the BMX track behind her before coasting to a stop in front of the blonde. Roanna took off the helmet, shaking her hair a bit with her free hand and gave Stephanie a smile.

“Because I’ve been cooped up in your house for too long and I was driving you crazy with my horrible singing.” Roanna reminded her, and Stephanie couldn’t help but to return the bright smile.

“You’re still a moron. I swear…if your leg gets worse from this then I’m going to tie you to the bed so you can’t ever get free again.” Stephanie said pulling on her own helmet.

“Oh Steph, don’t make promises if you can’t keep them.” Roanna replied putting her own helmet back on.

“C’mon, we’ve still got ten minutes before the track closes for the night; let’s make the most of it.” Roanna kicked up her foot and placed it back onto the pedal. Stephanie followed suit and the two were off, racing the track together in hopes that one could out-maneuver the other.
The sun had long been down before Roanna and Stephanie started heading back to Stephanie’s house, both walking their bikes through the busy streets of Killbride, illuminated brightly by street lamps, building signs and the headlights of passing cars. The two made casual small talk as they wound themselves off of the main streets and down some more residential areas before hitting a small part of town that only had an occasional car pass by and street lamps with the flickering light bulb every fifty feet.

“And you’re sure your leg is doing okay?” Stephanie asked her friend, pushing the bike up onto the sidewalk as they had just crossed the street.
“I’m fine Steph, promise. Does it hurt? Of course, but it’s just a reminder to me that I’m still even alive. I couldn’t be happier.”

“And I’m sure those pain killers haven’t contributed to this new-found happiness?” Stephanie teased, and Roanna smirked. But before she could come up with a remark, gunshots were suddenly fired and the sound of crunching and grinding metal echoed throughout the nearly empty street.

“Shit!” Stephanie cried out, more scared of the abrupt noise than anything else. Roanna, however, narrowed her eyes in the direction in which the sounds came from, and Stephanie passed her a look.

“I swear to God Roanna…if you’re even thinking about what I think you’re thinking about…[/i]”

“Swear to God one more time Steph and I will personally put you in a church!” Roanna snapped at her friend. “You know I can’t just walk away…” Roanna then jumped up onto the bike, throwing down the visor of the helmet she had been wearing and began to pedal hard to the source of the noise.
“God dammit Roanna!” Stephanie hissed and jumped on her own bike, following close behind.

Roanna pulled her bike to a stop suddenly as an ATM machine flew out into the open area right in front of her. Thankfully, shielded by a brick wall, whoever it was that was causing a disturbance hadn’t yet seen her. She looked behind her and quickly motioned for Stephanie to stop before peeking around the corner to see a small group of men moving around into the bank. She wasn’t able to get any specifics, so it was unknown if this was gang-related or something more sinister, but a crime was a crime, and Roanna was aiming to stop it.

“Call the cops and then get out of here. I’ll meet you back by the canal once I’ve taken care of these guys.” Roanna instructed to her friend.
“No!” Stephanie said narrowing her eyes. “You moron! You’re hurt! They will kill you! Call the cops with me, then they can do their own damn job, let one of them risk their lives for the city for once.”

Roanna just sighed and shook her head. How many times have they had this conversation?

“Steph, I’m not going to sit here and argue with you. Either call the cops and leave, or just get the hell out of here. Either way, I’m not leaving.” She said stubbornly and dismounted her bike. It took a great deal of willpower to put her full weight on her legs without making a sound of discomfort. The leg brace she had been using was back at Stephanie’s place, and she couldn’t exactly just walk around putting half of her weight on the bike while walking it either. No, she had to toughen up and do this just as she would have done this any other day.

The situation was all too perfect as well. Garbed in Stephanie’s brother’s old BMX outfit and helmet, no one would be able to identify her even as a female, let alone Roanna Sanne. No, this wasn’t an opportunity she was about to pass up. Without so much as even waiting for Stephanie’s response, Roanna slipped around the corner to apprehend the thugs. How hard could fighting off a couple of street criminals be anyway?
lol I hope that other RP is what I think it is :D
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