At a mosh pit at a club night that I was really looking forward to, I d9n't even like mosh pits half the time I just wandered into this one because they'd formed it in the middle of the fucking dance floor. I was looking around like Velma for awhile and actually found a lense to show an option. I may have never actually been this angry before, I""ve just been discharged from CBT for sicial anxiety and to keep work8ng on that you kind of need to be able to look into the distanc3 without automatically reaching for them. To be honest it just makes it worse when I realise how dependant I am on them, and my lectures start after the weekend. Just waljed down the riad trying not to knock over too many bins, ended up smashing a mirror outside then slamming the door and a housemate actually phoned the police because he thought it was a break in. They're gone now, trying to have a chamomile tea and calm down, not sure right now uf I should actually submit this or not. Basically really angry, and realused today how much being blind would suck.