Celaena ran to the door after she pulled the Duvet off her body and yanked the door open to see Aery, she guided her into the room to sit on the bed to have out what she was worked up about "What is wrong my dear." She asked then pulled her in for a tight hug as Celaena could see she was shaking like crazy. She started crying too and put her hands on to Aery's face to get her to look at Celaena in the face.

Aery sobbed, her eyes gone wild and crazy. "Th-th-they're dead. A-all of them, th-they're d-dead and... and it's m-my fault!" And then all of her communication skills went away and she curled over on her side crying, clutching at the mound on her stomach. "I'm sc-sc-scared of-f th-the b-b-baby, C-Celaena."

"When is it due, please tell me a good few months." She fell back against the bed, crying, pulled her legs to her chest and held her legs in place with her arm's "FINN COULD RESURRECT SILLY AND AME BUT NEVER ROWAN HE GAVE ME TO DAHLIA, where is geneiveve wasn't she the good witch geneiveve?" She asked through worrying about her own baby bump.

Aery shook her head. "I think two months, maximum. I don't think I'll live to see it, anyway. I'm getting weaker and weaker by the day, I can't hold any food down or anything. And even if I do make it another month or so, there's no way in all the worlds that the baby will be able to fit. Look at me, Celaena. I'm tiny." And she was, barely 4'6" and skinnier than a beanpole. "There's no way that I'm going to survive this." She was rather calm about that fact. "And yet, I can't have a mage induce delivery now, because then the baby will die for certain and then I'll have another murder on my conscience." She sniffled but her tears had stopped. Well, she supposed she didn't have enough water in her to cry.

"If i have to get my Super Fae 4 to heal you, to strengthen you, You'll live through the pregnancy, I swear on my ancestor Elena Galaythnius." She softly spoke and lay her hand on Aery's face.

Aery gasped, choked on her own tears. Grabbed Celaena's hand. "I wish I could just die, Celaena, and go live with Ame and Silly and Tazz and Aiden and Alek and Kick and Liza and Lilly all the other ones who are dead because of me. Just let me die and raise my son or daughter with your own."

"Lets do it together then or I will not survive you're death, I've seen too many deaths hell I've even died " She pulled Aery closer and fell back on the bed with her "We are the definition of broken... Always and Forever." She cried out

Aery cried, pressing her face against Celaena's shoulder. "But we aren't broken. We're here, right? Even as deluded as we are, as heartbroken, we're here." Her exhaustion, her inability to sleep over the past four days, was finally catching up to her and she suddenly found it impossible to keep her eyes open. "Always and forever, Laena." she whispered.

"But we are, I remember the sweet girl in you who loved art and music, my advice and things... How could we have fallen so far.." She said before softly getting out the of the bed and seated herself in a chair "We were at the height of power once, Daughter what happened to us, All I want now is to protect you from any thing, not just Dahlia and other enemies, I will protect you and Adarlan." She gripped a book which was next to her and threw it at the wall and started screaming hysterically, Insanely if you will.

Aery, not knowing what to do at this outburst, put her arms around Celaena, pinning her arms in place lest she throw more books. "But I still love music. I'm the most favored guest at the Theater of Tragedies, because I cry at all the right parts. Of course, I mostly cry because the dancing is beautiful and I can't hear the music and that breaks my heart." But as she said it something felt... different. She could hear herself. It was very muffled, but she could hear herself. Perhaps her eardrums were finally healing, then.
At first she didn't even realize she'd started to sing, until the haunting melody finally echoed through her mind. It was an old poem, that she'd heard exactly once set to music, and instantly the melody had been ingrained into her mind. Her voice, while rough from lack of practice, was lovely, if a little high-pitched and breathy. She sang, spinning a tale of Faes and faeries and the magic that her uncle had tried to obliterate from the earth.
She didn't even notice the tears running down her cheeks.

Celaena felt a tingle in her spine, due to the singing, and then she fell like jelly to the ground as she fell she started to sing too, It was moments like this that made Celaena happy, she looked at Aery "Call for Finn. I want you to meet some one." She said softly trying hard to hide her emotions from Aery but failing miserably, "Geneiveve, That's who I want you to meet and also Finn has come up with a hallucination drink, so you can see and talk to your loved ones untill the liquid passes out of your system."

"But I just did hallucinate them, and it nearly destroyed me." She bit her lip again to keep from crying. "Still, I'll go find him."
She got up, padded down the hall to Finn's room, and knocked on the door three times. "Finn? Celaena wants to talk to you. About the witch Genevieve."

"Celaena ? the coloured woman" Finn got up and opened the door and seen Aery standing there and began to walk with her to Celaena's room "So what state is she in" He asked, after all he did his best to save ame and rowan and silly but the spell didn't work.

"um, not the colored woman. The white woman who's soul got transferred into the colored woman's body. She's... Having a hard time. But so am I. We're hanging on, still." Aery pushed the door open again. "Celaena, I brought Finn." she said.

" We have to get her to Geneieveve, other wise, she'll end up in a asylum and so will you my queen" Finn walked into the room and seen celaena crying and then knelt down beside her to comfort her, but got pushed softly away by her, he then looked to Aery as if to say what shall we do with her, He then stood up and then thought for a moment.

"I have no idea what to do. But... I can't leave this castle, not when I am the sole ruler of Adarlan and the next closest heirs are my fourth and fifth cousins." Aery said quietly. "I'm fine in the daylight, it's just that... In the dark..." she sighed, tears streaming down her face again.