A human-demon possession

I am the human and you are the demon who has recently possessed me. I have a tendency to harm myself by letting myself be around dangerous people and letting them do bad things to me however I thought, why not fulfill the tendencies while also keeping myself safe? Daydreaming by itself wasn’t working and that’s why I’m here.
I do not mind your gender
Examples of what I want the demon to do to me are as follows:
-call me satanic degrading things
-to cut, burn, slap, strangle and choke me
-to slice disgusting words into my body and whisper them into my ears
-burn me as I scream and fucking beg you to stop but you doesn’t as u watch me cry and derive pleasure from the sight of me wrecked
-rip my clothes off and leave me vulnerable. Perhaps wreck me down there (I’m a female btw) even as I cry at your feet to stop
Any kind of emotional or physical torture is allowed. I wanna fear the demon and crave them simultaneously.

[I did have an alternate idea of a human-human possession but I’m not exactly sure of the details on that but if you’d rather go for that, send me your ideas]

Tysm!

Are you okay?

id love to roleplay with you under one condition in the end the demon truely loves you but doesn't know how to show it deal or no deal