[IC] I don't belong Loki x OC(me and Jazz)

[Jazz]

Riza smiled a little, looking at the floor a little when Loki told her about Thor being popular in Asgard. "I am sure he is. I wouldn know if he is popular on Eartjh but wouldnt doubt it here." She told Loki. Looking ahead, she listened to him about his mother and a little about Odin. Her smile disappeared. "I am guessing that Odin hasn't been the best parent huh?" Riza didnt want to bring up bad memories, and yet felt hat she shouldn't have asked.

[Magic223]

"Yeah. brother is honourable and hes a hero, suppose unlike me," The god said sadly. "But Thor is good to me , Don't know why it has taken me so long to appreciate that, I have been so horrible to him in the past, I know he forgiveness me and says its ok."
Loki explained. His gaze darkened when he spoke about Odin. "I suppose its just almost as if Odin doesn't care about me, If he cares he never shows it, and I was really ill in prison and only Thor and mother came to see if I was ok."

[Jazz]

Riza looked at the god of mischief when he explained Thor's popularity, which she guessed. She had looked ahead when explaining about Odin and his unknown feelings about Loki which she felt bad about asking. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked." She had noticed the darkened expression on his face. She looked down at the floor as the two walked. For some reason, Riza began to think about Loki's Joutun form. She felt her mind drift before pushing those thoughts into a dark corner of her mind and wanting not to give in to such things. Yes, she liked Loki. Yes, she saw him as her basically best friend if not close friend within a few days. She knew Loki from hearing stories from Thor, but not personally. She shouldnt be thinking about things like that.

[Magic223]

"Yeah... he won't change and I cant change the way I feel towards him, I think I will always be angry at him...," Loki wasn't so sure that he would ever be able to forgive Odin. He sighed and walked by her.
"I was angry at Thor for a long time, But I know it was never his choice to keep that from me."
He sighed sadly. The god knew there was very little he could do to change what had happened.

[Jazz]

Looking at the god with curiosity. Keep what from him? Riza asked herself. Whatever it was made Riza wonder if she wanted to know or not. The better didnt want her to ask. But she was one to ignore the better of her sometimes. "What do you mean?"

[Magic223]

The god was looking at her "For not telling me I was adopted... I was angry at Thor about that too," He sighed. "Never mind I suppose." Loki knew it did matter, he just didn't want to bother her with it all.
Loki continued looking around.
"Yeah I just was so upset then."
Really Loki knew he was still upset about it all. "Geez if we are under attack any time soon, Hope your father will be ok." he knew Iron Man was an important part of the team as well. He also knew Tony would still try continue.

[Jazz]

"Oh...But you two talked it out and made up for it out right? Yes I understand that things that may never leave ones memory, I know that much."
Riza and Loki had been walking, entering the palace gardens, she smiled when the god had mentioned her father. "He will be fine. Most likely he will use an old model of a leg brace I made for him when he broke his leg on one of his missions. I should have finished the brace, but this was a bit sudden. Knowing the Avengers, they won't let him enter any battles with his leg like it is." Riza had told him with a small smile. She looked around at some of the arrangements of the flowers and plants, some she just thought were amazing. Though the odd and eery looks never went unnoticed by Riza for she didn't want to show her concern. Seemed Asgardians either didn't like mortals or didn't like strangers in their lands, she thought.

[Magic223]

"Yeah we did," Loki replied. He was looking around. He knew the Asgardians were wary of her. The god just glared at them. He didn't like them judging her.
"Ah yeah, I figure he would still try fight, he never seemed the type to stay put."
He wasn't sure how different that was now.
Loki hoped that she wasn't too bothered by what the others thought of her being here.

[Jazz]

"He doesn't, but knows better then to leave two girls in his family worried about him. Though if he was to do something crazy or stupid, I would be there to help him commit his stupid act and get him back alive." Riza admitted when she looked at him with a smirk. "She continued through the garden till she sat down on one of the unoccupied stone benches. "Seems news travels fast about me being here." She said as she looked at the glances that were toward her. "Loki? Have you ever felt something drawing you to do something you wouldn't know how those around you would take it?" Riza was looking up at the partly clouded blue sky. The question sounded odd but she didn't know how to put it.

[Magic223]

Loki looked at her "ah I see, hopefully the AVengers can cope without him fighting with them." He sighed and looked around. He didn't know if he would fit in with the Avengers.
"Things are going to be tough till all this is over."
He hoped that it would be over quickly so he could know his family was safe. He wanted to not have to be worrying about Thor while he battled on Midgard.

[Jazz]

"Yep. I'm not worried about their gazes. In all honesty, I'm edgy myself. Eery about the area im in and who is around me. I understand their looks toward me and see it as a neutral understanding." She explained, her hazel red ords looked at Loki with a soft smile. "I trust you with my life, Loki. You know Asgard more than I and therefore, I will need your help." Riza said before her gaze looked over to a older woman came up to them both with a friendly smiled. Riza stood once he had a close look at who it was. She bowed her head before the woman. "There is no need Miss. Stark. You are much welcome here within the realm of Asgard." Frigga told Riza who seemed flattered. "T-Thank you uh-"
"Frigga." The queen introduced.
"Thank you Frigga." Riza thanked with a warm smile. Frigga looked to her young son. "Thor said you wished to see me?"

[Magic223]

LOki nodded a bit. "Yeah... knew peace for a few years was a bad thing." He sighed a bit. The god was looking around. He then saw his mother and smiled.
"Yeah it has been awhile since I seen you and I feel like I should see you before we head off, ANd I do want to say how sorry I am for making you worry."
He sighed, There was alot he wanted to say. He knew that he has messed up so much. The god had missed his mother. "And I never really have said it but I love you mother." He had tears falling down his face.

[Jazz]

Frigga's smile never waver for she wiped the tears from her son's face. "Do not fret, Loki. There is no reason to shed such tears. I accept your apology and I love you." She told her son. "Mind if I join you on this walk?" Frigga asked. Riza beamed up at that. "I don't mind. Loki?"

[Magic223]

Loki looked at his mother and nodded. "O..Oh ok," he knew he was just easily emotional after everything. He walked by her.
"Of course mother," He smiled slightly.
He was glad for his mothers company. He hoped that nothing would happen to her when he was on earth. He knew he was worrying too much.

[Jazz]

Frigga and Riza walked along in the palace gardens, Frigga's fingers Intertwined infront of her while Riza had her behind her back. Frigga looked to Riza. "How are you liking Asgard, Riza? Have my sons found you a guest room for the night?" She asked. The young Stark nodded. "Other than the eery glances, I love the place. Anyone would think its like a dream. But yes. They gave me a room near them in case if anything happened." Riza replied. Frigga nodded, looking over to her young son. "You are worried aren't you?" As they walked, she took hold of Loki's hand comfortingly. "I will be fine. Your brother may always be busy but he worries as much as you do." Frigga reassured.

[Magic223]

"Yeah I know... I worry about his safety too, I know he can get reckless and I will be on midgard and I... if anything happens."
The god of mischief looked sad and worried. He didn't want to loose his brother. He walked by them and sighed, his eyes closed.
"I know I worry too much." He was silent for awhile "I don't know what I would do if I lost you and brother." He tried to calm down and not worry as much.

[Jazz]

"You do worry too much. But not enough to risk your health. You have always been one to worry over others. Do not always worry. Find the positive in things." His mother told him. We shall be fine. We may miss each other, however to always be safe for each others return." She stopped to face Loki and rest hand on his cheek. "You have grown into a fine young Prince that I have always wanted you to be and could never ask for anything else, Loki. Thor and I will be fine." Frigga explained to her son. Riza tried not to smile but failed to conceal it. She thought it was sweet of Loki to worry about Thor and their mother.

[Magic223]

"Yeah I know, Thor tells me not to worry half of the time," The god smiled a bit. "I just can't bare to lose any of you. "But I suppose you are right." He walked by her. He knew his mother was always good with words. He stopped when his mother did and closed his eyes. "I still don't feel much like a prince. I still feel like I am living in Thor's shadow sometimes."
Loki was looking at her "I will be safe, after all I learned my magic from you."
He smiled softly.He knew he had skills like his mother.

[Jazz]

"You live in no ones shadow if you do not want to be. Thor would have never wanted you to live in his shadow." Frigga told him sternly. Riza almost wanted to shrink. She knew a mother's tone when she heard one. But then Frigga's hands took Loki's and smiled. "That you have and I am proud. I do not regret that." She told her son. She then kept hold of one of his hands and continued their walk. Riza followed though giving them a little bit of space so mother and son could talk.

[Magic223]

"It always feels like I was left behind... O..ODin." The god went on. Loki knew his mother would always be there for him. He closed his eyes as his mother spoke to him. "I am sorry to be so down still, I just... some things are still hard,"
He smiled more. "Though your words always make me feel better."
The god was staying calm as he could.