It was hard for Crow to tell what was going on in Mia’s mind after he finished giving his explanation. Her face was an unreadable mask of calm that could have easily meant that she believed every word out of his mouth or that she knew he was lying through his teeth. The uncertainly made him uneasy. Despite his cocky speech about not caring what happened to Penelope, he was deeply concerned that his efforts to keep their secret from the baroness hadn’t been enough.
He wished he could have gone with a different approach by telling Mia that he’d wanted nothing to do with Penelope at all, so the baroness couldn’t have even suggested the idea that they were close, but there was no way that would have worked. There was only so much he could cover up when the woman already knew they had been working together. If he had even tried, it would have been obvious that he was lying to protect either himself or her. The only option he’d had was to brush off their closeness as the result of Penelope’s kindness towards him.
Taking the sword for her had been a lot more difficult to explain away. He was well aware that his lie wasn’t really that believable, but what reason could he possibly give for sacrificing himself for someone else? It was an action that practically screamed that they were much closer than he claimed. After all, no one in their right mind would knowingly stand in the way of a blade for someone they hardly knew, and a thief doing so for a knight would have been unheard of. No matter what he said to explain it away, actions spoke louder than words. He couldn’t hide the fact that he had risked his life to save Penelope.
When Mia thanked him, Crow just shrugged in response, trying to keep up his apathetic façade. He still couldn’t tell what she was thinking, but he didn’t want to give her any reason to second guess herself if she did believe him. From the corner of his eye, he could see her move to leave the tent but hesitate at the entrance. Instead of exiting, she addressed him once more, surprising him with her words.
Crow turned towards her as she announced that she would come back before the barons made their decision. She actually wanted his input? He had been expecting the leaders of the knights to “decide his fate” regardless of anything he said or did. It was why he and Penelope were trying to come up with their own way to sneak him out of the camp, so he wouldn’t be killed or sent back to prison. While he still doubted the nobles would be willing to simply let him go when he recovered, it was interesting to know that they were planning to speak with him before making any final decisions.
He just nodded wordlessly in response, unsure what to say as she turned to finally leave the tent. Once he was alone, he laid his head back on the bed again and let out his breath in a long sigh as he stared up at the canopy. Though his conversation with the baroness hadn’t gone badly, he was still nervous that it hadn’t been enough to completely save Penelope’s reputation. He’d had to admit that she at least treated him better than most knights did, since he couldn’t come up with any other believable excuse as to why he would be willing to work with her. It wasn’t as bad as their relationship getting discovered, but it wasn’t name-clearing either. He just hoped Mia was as fair of a persona as she seemed to be.
After a short time had passed, the flap of the tent shifted again, and someone else came inside. Crow craned his neck slightly to see who had come to visit him now and was relieved to find that Penelope was back. “Oh, thank gods it’s you,” he breathed in a slightly exaggerated manner. “I’m tired of speaking with your nosey comrades. If anyone else tries to come here, tell them to go away for me, will you?”
He wished he could have gone with a different approach by telling Mia that he’d wanted nothing to do with Penelope at all, so the baroness couldn’t have even suggested the idea that they were close, but there was no way that would have worked. There was only so much he could cover up when the woman already knew they had been working together. If he had even tried, it would have been obvious that he was lying to protect either himself or her. The only option he’d had was to brush off their closeness as the result of Penelope’s kindness towards him.
Taking the sword for her had been a lot more difficult to explain away. He was well aware that his lie wasn’t really that believable, but what reason could he possibly give for sacrificing himself for someone else? It was an action that practically screamed that they were much closer than he claimed. After all, no one in their right mind would knowingly stand in the way of a blade for someone they hardly knew, and a thief doing so for a knight would have been unheard of. No matter what he said to explain it away, actions spoke louder than words. He couldn’t hide the fact that he had risked his life to save Penelope.
When Mia thanked him, Crow just shrugged in response, trying to keep up his apathetic façade. He still couldn’t tell what she was thinking, but he didn’t want to give her any reason to second guess herself if she did believe him. From the corner of his eye, he could see her move to leave the tent but hesitate at the entrance. Instead of exiting, she addressed him once more, surprising him with her words.
Crow turned towards her as she announced that she would come back before the barons made their decision. She actually wanted his input? He had been expecting the leaders of the knights to “decide his fate” regardless of anything he said or did. It was why he and Penelope were trying to come up with their own way to sneak him out of the camp, so he wouldn’t be killed or sent back to prison. While he still doubted the nobles would be willing to simply let him go when he recovered, it was interesting to know that they were planning to speak with him before making any final decisions.
He just nodded wordlessly in response, unsure what to say as she turned to finally leave the tent. Once he was alone, he laid his head back on the bed again and let out his breath in a long sigh as he stared up at the canopy. Though his conversation with the baroness hadn’t gone badly, he was still nervous that it hadn’t been enough to completely save Penelope’s reputation. He’d had to admit that she at least treated him better than most knights did, since he couldn’t come up with any other believable excuse as to why he would be willing to work with her. It wasn’t as bad as their relationship getting discovered, but it wasn’t name-clearing either. He just hoped Mia was as fair of a persona as she seemed to be.
After a short time had passed, the flap of the tent shifted again, and someone else came inside. Crow craned his neck slightly to see who had come to visit him now and was relieved to find that Penelope was back. “Oh, thank gods it’s you,” he breathed in a slightly exaggerated manner. “I’m tired of speaking with your nosey comrades. If anyone else tries to come here, tell them to go away for me, will you?”