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7 yrs ago
Current I hope you're having good lives old friends ^-^
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7 yrs ago
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7 yrs ago
My Youtube favourites playlist is basically like a timeline of my life phases xD It's fun looking back, helps me keep a hold of who I am.
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7 yrs ago
Happy First Day Of 2019 Fellow Inhibitors!
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8 yrs ago
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I don't have any reason to come back on here full time as I'm currently not role-playing, if you'd like to get into contact with me my discord is AbiNephilim#5349, feel free to send me a message on there ^-^ Also, I'm not afraid to block trolls.
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Hey There! ^-^

A little about me: I'm friendly, very chill and open-minded. I enjoy RPing (of course), but my favourite RPs are mature since I like the freedom to explore multiple themes and scenes :P I prefer RPing with Anime themes, I'm not a fan of using real people images for characters and stuff. I don't like RPing as canon characters, I much prefer using OCs.

I don't bite so feel free to DM me if you like ^-^

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Zane620 said
Dammit Expllo XD You and your killing people XD


Well I'm done o3o
Well I pasted o3o
Expllo said
"Well, fair enough, I have no say so in what you do with your Squad members. Just...Nohime...It isn't healthy for her being put into that state...But like I said, your Squad your rules," Kenta said, though dropping it seeing as how she wanted to, "As for my training, well, Tai doesn't like her methods being stated. Atleast not when there's more than a few people around...." As she spoke about him letting her have a chance to say goodbye time, a pain shot through his heart as he looked down at the ground with his hair falling in front of his face. He already regretted that whole thing, lost nights of sleep because of it, hated him because of it....But Rio probably lost more than that. As she went on her rant Kenta rubbed his left arm the whole way through, at some points squeezing his arm in anger, he would have popped a few bones if he had some."I'm sorry you feel that way....And I have no real answers for any of those...But don't act like I wasn't the same way at one point. Things are starting to look up for me, but I've had to wait over a hundred years for it to even start. Couldn't do anything about my own parents, hell I'm the one who got my sister killed, had to train my off and got no! It's only because I've relied on people that I've even gotten this far! You, Captain Kuchiki, Tai, Minori...Hell, without the last two I would still be in a fucking warehouse somewhere sticking used needles inside of myself like a pathetic piece of shit!" Kenta pretty much yelled while throwing his arms out just before letting them drop, "M-Maybe...Maybe I'm just tired of relying on people too....I want to do something on my own for once....Get over my own problems, fight someone with power I've gained myself. Maybe that's why I haven't told you anything yet....I just don't...I just don't want help at the moment, for myself atleast. But I guess I can't even make choices for myself for in my life without getting people hurt....And it's not even that. I make a choice that'll either make me feel worse or bring me up more, and either way it goes it affects people for the worse. So no, Takara does not know more about me than you at this point. She knows tiny things and that's about it, just like you...As for why she hasn't talked to you then that's business."Kenta backed up rubbing the back of his head while looking at the ground sadly, "I guess that woman was right. Bad Luck Kenta is my name, no matter where I go or what I do things just go wrong. I've always wanted to help people but I just end up hurting them....Now I remember why I pushed people away, never let anyone in. Because shit like happens! Each and time!...I'm for leaving Rio, but I promise....This'll be the last time. As for not dying, well....I had to learn the hard way that everyone dies." Once Rio turned around she would see that Kenta was already gone, almost as if he was never there at all.Kenta had gotten far away from that location and was stumbling through the forest again while holding his ringing head, he slammed into a tree but kept on walking. Kenta thought before bumping into someone. He backed up looking up to see The Woman.She placed her fingers on his chin again, smelling that toxic nail polish she wore. She began speaking...Speaking...He saw her lips move and curl up into a smirk, but he heard nothing....Come to think of it he hadn't really heard anything since he left Rio. But something he did hear clearly, reciting in her voice and his. "See no evil," he never saw her face until now, "Hear no evil," he was....Deaf at that moment, "Speak no evil!" her lips then found their way onto his causing his eyes to widen as the smell had gotten stronger. She wore...The poison on her lips too....She pulled away, "You know what you have to do.""...I know," Kenta said as tears poured of his eyes, dropping the blade that had just ripped his stomach open. Kenta fell to his knees, then to the ground, "I knew...I'm s-sorry...Rio...K-Keina......"


Rio kept quiet, gritting her teeth as Kenta spoke while her temper raised. "People get hurt, that's a part of life, doesn't mean they stop caring..." Since her arms were crossed, Rio dug her nails into her arms as her shoulders continued to shake. Keeping quiet, Rio didn't interrupt Kenta's speech, but once he was finished, she turned back around, ready to talk but he... disappeared.... This made her heart sink lower as a short moment of silence passed while her expression started to show how enraged this had truly gotten her. "REALLY KENTA?! ARE YOU GOING TO RUN AWAY LIKE A COWARD?!! KENTA!!" Rio then shunpo'ed into the air, standing in the air over the tops of the trees, screaming and shouting as loud as she could, having enough of this. "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ACTING SO COWARDLY!! I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU'D RUN FROM ME!!" Despite yelling at nothing, a tear rolled down her cheek while she searched the trees below her. "THIS SHOWS YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME!! YOU LIED TO ME!! IF YOU CARED, YOU WOULDN'T RUN AWAY!! YOU'D FACE ME AND TELL ME IT'S OKAY!! YOU'D TELL ME THAT YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I'M UPSET BUT THERE WOULD BE NO NEED TO BE UPSET ANYMORE!! YOU'D TELL ME THAT YOU'D NEVER LEAVE FOR GOOD!! YOU'D ALWAYS COME BACK!!...." A few more tears rolled down, her heart cracking... " YOU LIIIIIIEEEEEED TO ME KEEEENNNNTTAAAA!!!!!!!!! KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!" She began sobbing, feeling betrayed... How could Kenta leave like this?.... How could he leave knowing how she was with her emotions.... She just didn't want to think any more, shunpo'ing back to the floor, her throat feeling sore from screaming so much. Rubbing her eye with her sleeves, she began walking back to the Seireitei, emotionless all of a sudden as her eye gained the red glint from before.
Expllo said
Isn't that simple? She poisoned him so he would do her command, which was commit Seppuku, which was easier due to his mind being weak at the time....You know when I said Rio wasn't gonna play a part? I lied, she helped evil bitch take control of Kenta :D


Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow you're really an asshole >.> but you don't' realise what this has actually done to Rio xD You really have no clue so fuck you asshole t(o3ot) I'm guessing this means Kenta's gone to the RP graveyard e.e
What'd you do asshole? e.e
Did you just kill Kenta? o_o
Expllo said
-Does a jig-


*Goes to read*
Asshole! xD

Okidoki o3o
Hey, Rio's not having a good time either xD

Edit: Plus you're the one putting Kenta through shit!
Expllo said
Kenta sighed at her words, "Rio you can't expect two unseated level seeming Shinigami to keep up with a Lieutenant of Squad Two, it just doesn't work that way. Just ease up on them alright?" Kenta said as he looked behind him once more then to Rio once again, "Seriously, from the look on Nohime's face she lost control. Like she does when she see's men...As for Keina, I mean, obviously she was shocked by what you did. Hard training is good, but...Not hard. And this is coming from the guy who tore himself up day and night, in and out." He sighed and rubbed the back of his head, "There's just...Something I have to go take of alright? I won't be gone too long, but it will be a while before I get back. because of the travel, that's al-...A-Are you alright Rio?" he asked as she reached a hand to her head.


Rio looked up at Kenta, her face straight, blank. "I obviously wasn't using all of my power. I lowered myself to the level of a low-level seated member since the both of them are unseated. Do you not know what is going on Kenta? We are in the middle of a war. Times may be peaceful at the moment but who's to say that won't change in a blink of an eye. I'm trying to prepare them for fighting those of a higher level than them so that they could work on their techniques and realise that they need to train harder if they want to achieve higher." Rio continued to listen to Kenta, realising even more just how different he was now.... It was as if the roles had been switched, now she knew how Kenta must of felt when she used to question him about his harsh methods of training. "Of course she did, I was counting on that to happen. Obviously Keisa would of been shocked, it was an unexpected attack that I didn't inform them on. And well, what has that training done for you know? Just look at you, you're clearly much more stronger than before..." She looked away, hoping Kenta would just drop the topic and realise that she was doing it for their own good. "I see. I glad to know that you have given me a chance to say goodbye this time..." She looked down and sighed, closing her eye. "I'm fine Kenta." Rio dropped her hand, in thought for a moment...

"... Kenta, whatever it is you're doing just know that.... I'll be here and if need be I will help." Looking back up to Kenta with her one eye, the expression she held showed that she was completely serious. "So far it has come to my attention that you are different... and I hardly know the new you. You've been too wrapped up in your own business, which is understandable, but... we're both different now and I feel the Kenta I remember is but a memory now, therefore the Kenta standing before me is someone completely different." Rio took a step forward, closer to Kenta while still looking him in the eye. "I see you're more open to show what's on your mind now, whereas I'm not anymore. I see that your arms have returned, but they can't of been your real arms because your real arms have tallies scattered all over them. I know you left a note explaining everything, but I didn't read it all. I wanted to see for myself and hear it from your words... I don't know your relationship with Takara or how you even know her. Why hasn't she came back and talked to me about her situation? Does she feel that I am too inadequate to help? Does she just not want to tell me of what's going on with her because it's too personal? I assume she's not going to return seeing as you're not and she's with you. I don't even know where you live now, who you've met or anything... I don't know anything about this new life of yours. The only thing I know is that you're Kenta Makoto, ex-Squad Six Lieutenant that went through... very bad experiences... But that's another thing. Do you feel I'm too inadequate to help you? Do you think keeping me in the dark is the best choice? Do you think I prefer to know absolutely nothing about my best friend! I understand we haven't had a chance to talk fully, but there, another thing, you're leaving already! Kenta, for goodness sake, Tell me if you don't want... to be close with me anymore..." At this point, Rio spoke her thoughts, feeling a emotional which caused her head to hurt again since she refused to show it. "I don't... even know you any more... Takara probably knows more about you now! Do you not see how that makes me feel?! Of course not because you're ALWAYS LEAVING ME!" Rio didn't understand why she couldn't stop herself... she didn't want to say anything to hurt Kenta or upset him but after all of this time waiting, believing he'd never come back and finally making herself accept it... he returns... Just as she was ready to resume her friendship with him, get to know him more, create more memories with him as they bonded... he leaves again! It may of not been for a long time, but as a Shinigami, you never know when your life would come to a sudden stop... Death looms over them all, around every corner, within the face of all enemies... It was a part of their job to know that they could die at any time anyway.... That didn't make it easier to accept it though.... Rio's hands clenched into fists before she ripped her gaze away, turning around since she just couldn't look at Kenta right now, her shoulders visibly beginning to shake. "How could you be so secretive... keeping everything from me... and here I thought we told each-other everything.... Here I thought you cared about me, like I care about you!.... Do you just not want me in your new life? Does looking at me remind you of the old you so much that you don't want to associate with me anymore or something?.... The year with the clone... then three months of nothing from you! Your headphones and the memories we made the only things reminding me that you did exist! You did care!.... And now this.... Kenta, all I've wanted was for you to be happy, for you to be able to enjoy your life... but I guess it would be better off without me... I'm just useless, pathetic, weak, unable to help anyone I care about! Kept in the dark about everything! I couldn't save my mother! I couldn't save my father! I couldn't save those who were murdered in my Clan! My childhood friends! I couldn't even save my memories! And now.... I can't even try to save you.... Who's next? Captain Kuchiki! Kazuhiko and Souta! My entire Squad! And then... Kaizo.... I'm tired of relying on others, believing that you won't all leave me like my parents and entire Clan did.... I had to endure a year without Kaizo then to find out that when you went looking for him, you were kidnapped and what did I do? Nothing... I couldn't do Anything..." Still holding back her tears, Rio sighed to try and calm herself down... After just taking a few breaths, she spoke up again. "I'm sorry I couldn't help you... I'm sorry I can't help you.... I'm sorry that you've got so much to take care of and I'm too useless to even know about any of it.... I'm glad you found your sister Kenta, I'm glad you've built up a new life for yourself, I really am. But I'm not stable Kenta... I rely on Kaizo to keep me ground, but what happens when I can't rely on him... I really am pathetic if I can't even take care of myself.... All I'm going to ask of you is this.... Just... don't die.... Even if we drift apart, don't die... I will never forgive you if you ever let that happen." Crossing her arms, Rio returned back to her calm self, hiding her anger and sadness.
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