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ExplloTerraniux said
Why do you think I hate myself? I hate myself because I hate myself hating myself and drawing attention like a fucking whore.And still you misunderstand some key things: I AM happy for other people, I DO care about people that care about me, I just think that their care is wasted on a pitiful fuck like me. Sure, I can laugh, I can smile, but the darkness just seeps right back in.And you're the one dragging this on, I'm just trying to make a point and you're the only one arguing it. Everyone else just passed it off and continued on their merry way. You, however, argue with me over it instead of just passing it off. You're the only one here who's really giving me any attention.
I'm arguing because it's fucking annoying. All you're doing is bringing negativity into the thread and attention seeking. You're just being so childish. But whatever, hating yourself is one thing, but mentioning it every time you speak is just sad, trying to bring others down. And I cared once, but now I don't fucking give a shit, hence why I'm saying stuff like this >.> You have no reason to hate yourself, but you constantly try to create reasons and blame depression. You complain that you have no friends, yet when people try to be friends with you, you don't like it because they're 'nerds'. You're no better than those people who think they're amazing and judge others before getting to know them. And if you're just going to agree with what I say and keep saying that you don't want people to waste their time on you then just delete your account and leave. There was no reason for you to make an account, just to announce that you're going to leave <.< You're doing these things for no reason. There is nothing wrong with you, all you are doing right now is acting like there is, yet there are other people on here that are depressed for real reasons. I don't know what you'll achieve out of this bullshit 'self-hatred'. I feel like I'm at fault. Ever since I started to get with Kurisa, you've just been getting worse and worse. I have more in common with Kurisa anyway. Does the fact that I moved on make you angry or sad? Don't you just hate me? Well, get over it and live your bloody life. Stop taking advantage of what you have and be fucking happy, whether it's real happiness or fake, it's still happiness and would show that you actually do care.
