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    1. Crawkid 10 yrs ago

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Recent Statuses

5 yrs ago
Current I have been gone so long I dont know what I owe or if im wanted in responding to them anymore. o.o
7 yrs ago
Going on Hiatus from the interwebs. Gotta clean house for inspection and out-of-state company for next couple weeks. promise to hit every post I owe when i come back!
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7 yrs ago
Do keep in mind that many members here and in discord don't even rp in the threads. SO your count is going to be off, if you're keeping track of that.
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7 yrs ago
I love world building~
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7 yrs ago
Take it from me folks: DO NOT PROCRASTINATE TALKING TO THE PEOPLE WHO HANDLE YOUR STUDENT LOANS AFTER YOU GRADUATE
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Bio

Im a General Science Major, 23 years old. 24 year old going for a welding certificate at my local community college. I graduated :)

My dreams include making a difference in the world, giving a talk for ted.com, and being a mom. (spending a day with Jackie Chan wouldn't be bad either)

My most official website is: crawkid.wordpress.com

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RP INFO

Ok, here's the thing. I'm tired of scouring the interest checks for just the right partner. So I figured I'm gunna add a little plug in here for all to see!

I am collecting rp buddies because I wanna have myself a craving, and be able to feed said craving (without driving my boyfriend nuts). Its faster to have a group of friends at hand that I can brainstorm with, then edit my interest check and wait....possibly lose my craving and move onto something else.

So here are some things you need to know about me!

Common genres: adventure, modern fantasy, classic fantasy, dark fantasy, soulmate stuffs, romance
Things I don't really like to play: zombie apocolypse, slice of life, canon fandom stuff, pokemon?

Zombie: I just find it...repetitious and without a real goal?

Slice of life: I don't want to roleplay vanilla human lives. I have one of my own, and rp is my escape from that.

Canon fandom: lots of times, I have no idea what Im doing XD

Pokemon: Well...I like pokemon (up to a point) but...I always wonder about the mechanics. I dont want to pay attention to stats, and I dont want to focus on 'catching them all'

I do MxM and MxF. I would do FxF if it was alluring to me, but its not.

Now that that's out of the way, the sticking parts:

I DO prefer to rp via threads on this site, its easier for me to sort through them all, but since the archival system in the PM system works now, I'll be more willing to take on PM rps, so yay!

I will NOT guarantee a post a day, every 2 days, every week, or hell even every month. I will post what I can, and when I can. I'm 25 years old and damn it, I got adulting to do! Sometimes, I don't even do my duty to tell you if I'm going to disappear. Why? because something came up, I'm in a slump that lasts longer than I think it is, or I found something shiny and new and just have my head stuck in the computer.

Days fly by for me.

If you use skype or discord, we can take steps to lessen that chance by making it so that you can still poke me if you're getting impatient. But I need someone who is patient and understanding of this nature of mine, while still looking forward to rping with me. (but I do try!)

If you're still here after all that, congrats, you're a rare breed.

I know I said that I will post what I can and when I can...but I do tend to give each post a good amount of thought. Still, if you find that my posts are getting smaller and smaller, don't be afraid to talk to me about it. It may take some time, but I will find something to fix it, even if I have to jab in another plot twist.

Also, I like rp partners who get excited about brainstorming, and who want to try new flavors and pairings. I want YOUR thoughts, and I LOVE it when we're in the middle of an rp and suddenly you decide this side character that was you main's uncle gets bitten by the vampire queen and...I dunno...but its sudden and interesting! AND you can bet I'll want to shove my own sudden and interesting plot twists in there too! (but of course one that'll make sense) This...makes it feel alive, and I love it so so much. :3

I just don't want to be forced to come up with every detail, plan everything out, beg you for ideas, and then have you flake out because its all 'my rp' and you lost interest in it 3 days in. Had it happen. If you're that person, sorry, that's boring. I don't WANT responsibility for everything. If I did, I'd be writing a book, not seeking a cooperative narrative with a stranger that might be on the other side of the planet.

Most Recent Posts

The Web of Fate

The word "Fate" is a well argued philosophical point. Some think it is non-sense, some think it is an element of mystery similar to the Ruse, And yet more think that there is a deity out there that controls everything.

For the most part, everything is speculative and one's belief in the concept only goes so far as how comfortable they are with the idea itself. But in the oldest library there is an article filed away, explaining a phenomenon that's been perceived by many great philosophical minds in the past.

"Fate" is another word for The Inevitable. Men and women of the mind have for many ages wondered what The Inevitable is, and why it is so. Surely, Death is the most known Inevitable. But then why is there life and death in the first place? And why must some people suffer more than others? Why are there prophecies? How even can such insights be made? What happens to the Inner Mind after life comes to an end...as in, where is one's consciousness fated to go?

We've looked into this for so so very long. I've been out here contemplating, thinking that perhaps solitude would help. The very base of philosophy is made up of one's mind, but more particularly, of the questions it asks. And I ask myself, "What if Fate is not the same as The Inevitable? What if Fate is guided to The Inevitable, but may still be changed and chosen? What if the true name of Fate was 'choice'?

Surely, no one would choose a life of suffering, one might retort. But listen closely, I say, for that is not what I am implying.

Since the beginning of life, there has been choice. Whether it is the choice of a deer to feed on a particular tree, or the choice of man to believe in a god. But each choice one creature makes, creates choices for some other. One could say then that the wolf who was scouring for prey came across the deer because that deer chose to eat from that tree. But if that hungry wolf has his hunting pack, and there are not other prey around to be seen, he will not choose to not hunt that deer. Therefore, the deer is fated to be hunted, as the wolf is fated to start the hunt, because while the choice to not hunt is there, it is against the nature of the wolf to make that choice. And that makes it to seem as if that choice wasn't there to begin with, that the hunt of the day was fated to be that specific hunt.

In this way, if one believes this to be the way of things, it is easy to say that humans can control their own fate, but are limited by their very nature. And maybe I am right, for after 5 days of contemplating this, The night sky appeared different to me. It was as if against the light speckled blanket of darkness, I could faintly see golden lines. There were so many, it was a wonder that they did not block out the sky itself. And it was never static, but changing constantly, as if being woven by a temperamental weaver's hand. This of course, only brings up more questions, doesn't it?"
- The Man on The Tower
We didn't figure out what Cansma is have we? is it a region?continent?name of the world?name of the dimention?

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The Web of Fate

The word "Fate" is a well argued philosophical point. Some think it is non-sence, some think it is an element of mystery similar to the Ruse, And yet more think that there is a diety out there that controls everything.

For the most part, everything is speculative and one's belief in the concept only goes so far as how comfortable they are with the idea. But in the oldest library there is an article filed away, explaining a phenomenon that's been perceived by many great philosophical minds in the past.

(think I'll make this into a full article, but first food and stuff)
@SepticGentleman

Wow! I love this idea. I wanna meet one XD
@Mokley
Thinking perhaps the town is now flooded with ruse..maybe the fog itself is one~

Author: ok this is good. One mysterious author, and another character on a manhunt(?) to find and speak with him.
The Town of Goldenport.

This is a quiet little port tucked away in some coastal peninsula. The history books say that it used to be a happy, thriving community. Everyone was cheerful and productive in their own trade. Homelessness and bad luck were hardly heard of, and everyone was willing to give a helping hand to each other, especially new comers. There was a constant stream of merchants and tourists. The people there had a deep rooted, down to earth sort of pride that was probably rightly earned.

That was, until the mayor was found face down and drowned. With no leads on the cause, people became more on guard and suspicious, especially in the beginning day. If it was a killer, would they do it again?

Perhaps this suspicion and fear is what brought the era of happiness to an end, but it also attracted other odd and frightening happenings. Sailors began reports of strange shadows that seemed to follow them. Then they began to occasionally go missing. Pets too. Rats became an increasingly common occurance. The skies became overcast, even though it almost never would rain. And then there was the fog. People in town started drinking more, business was done quickly and with little to no conversation. Taverns and bars built inns onto themselves for those who avoided going out in the night.

Those who didn't, or who watched out the window, would start seeing figures n the fog. They took the shape of many things. Animals, people, even out on the bay, there were occasionally ships seen that would just...disappear after a couple seconds.
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@mokley
Hm...I think searching out the author would work -nods-
@Mokley
Hey, that article you wrote about the Ruse that's in first person? Is that officially published? Might like my girl to have started reading it...
Lila would sigh as she shrugged off her yellow jacket. It was a hot summer night, and she needed to be able to sits and be comfortable. She flopped the thing ontop of her Lucky Backpack and relaxed a bit in the cheap folding chair she brought for this camp out.

Things had been going fine so far. It rained a bit in the morning, she got some reading done, washed up with the collected rain water, made a sandwich out of some cold cuts so she wouldn't have to mess with making a fire. Went fishing and berry picking most of the day, and started her dinner fire with whatever was around that had managed to get dry by then.

As the sun set and the moon rose, she had started her dinner, roasting marshmellows over some coals on the side. Now she was overheated, and needed to cool down some. She'd been able to get her relaxing on for a while, but as her belly was full and the fire was dying...she'd heard some movement out beyond her camp, and what she thought sounded like speech.
@Mokley then it will be canonized whenever it gets canonized. I left it that open for a reason.
A woman who has had a powerful imagination since being a kid. Traveled around a lot as a kid. Has two Ruse? Both are mostly invisible. One projects feelings of stalking the woman, and incites fear. He's followed her from house to house, but she's so used to him now she just calls him an asshole and smokes the house with sage whenever he "acts up" (created from stress of moving and fear of new things as a kid?)

And a woman who also follows her as she moves around, but is much more passive through-out the day. The time she "acts up" by inciting fear, is when this character is around reflective surfaces, as she has a sort of phobia about mirrors. She appears as a copy of this character, but with red eyes. Sometimes she'll appear in the reflection behind the character, or she'll move in a more rushed manner as the character passes a mirror/reflective surface.

Because she's operating on basic knowledge and witchcraft techniques, she became intrigued by Rumors of the Ruse..and has been traveling, trying to track down the writer. As she travels though, her personal ruse follow her, perhaps becoming stronger as she begins to wonder if they are legit or if she's just crazy. Her traveling money starts to dwindle because of all the sage and such that she keeps having to stock up on.

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Do what you will with her, I give you all the freedom to brainstorm on this one. All the important bits are there.
@Mokley stillllll having a bit of trouble wiht the mechanics here, imade a post in responce to you :3
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