@Pathfinder Don't be. I'm trash and it's better off this way.
Loony
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STATUS: Remember my joke theory about how the world ended in 2012 and each subsequent year has just been a layer by layer descent into hell? It feels less and less like a joke each year. 6 yrs ago- Last Seen: 4 yrs ago
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Remember my joke theory about how the world ended in 2012 and each subsequent year has just been a layer by layer descent into hell? It feels less and less like a joke each year.
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6 yrs ago
Bro it's so weird thinking I was 15 when I joined here. I'm turning 21 in March. Time is a scam.
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MISERY ABOUNDS! WE WILL NOT HEAL.
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I just went outside for thirty minutes without letting anyone know. No jacket, no shoes.
We're a family of 11.
Turns out that's an advantage.
Because no one noticed.
Actually, that's a lie.
Because my brother, my stupid little brother, he noticed.
And he saw me there with that bottle of 120 ml fluoxetine.
A normal dose is only supposed to be 5ml.
And he didn't do shit.
He continued playing minecraft. Didn't care at all.
I try so hard for him and sometimes I wonder why.
I was going to do it and something held me back.
I don't wanna gold back.
I honest want to die.
I'm going to do it. If not tomorrow, on the 29th of Feburary.
I'm going to do it and you'll all forget about me eventually. And it'll be for the better.
Because I don't want you guys to be upset.
And you shouldn't be.
Because I won't be hurting anymore, and another useless person will have been taken out before natural selection does it for me.
We're a family of 11.
Turns out that's an advantage.
Because no one noticed.
Actually, that's a lie.
Because my brother, my stupid little brother, he noticed.
And he saw me there with that bottle of 120 ml fluoxetine.
A normal dose is only supposed to be 5ml.
And he didn't do shit.
He continued playing minecraft. Didn't care at all.
I try so hard for him and sometimes I wonder why.
I was going to do it and something held me back.
I don't wanna gold back.
I honest want to die.
I'm going to do it. If not tomorrow, on the 29th of Feburary.
I'm going to do it and you'll all forget about me eventually. And it'll be for the better.
Because I don't want you guys to be upset.
And you shouldn't be.
Because I won't be hurting anymore, and another useless person will have been taken out before natural selection does it for me.
Y'all aren't going to be seeing me for some time.
And if I never return it's because I've been fucking stupid enough to set myself on fire out of sheer self loathing.
Sorry.
I love you all so much.
So if it comes to that, please don't feel guilty and please don't feel upset.
You all made me really happy and safe.
And if I never return it's because I've been fucking stupid enough to set myself on fire out of sheer self loathing.
Sorry.
I love you all so much.
So if it comes to that, please don't feel guilty and please don't feel upset.
You all made me really happy and safe.
@21308 Likewise. I've been doing better than before, for sure. I'm on three different anti depressants now but I think they're somewhat working for me, but we have to give it time.
@Akayaofthemoon And if Eve and Soda end up a perma fusion...Then we have two permafusion Chals. XD
@21308 Heya Spinna! Long time no see either. Thanks for asking, but I can't really place it.
@21308 Heya Spinna! Long time no see either. Thanks for asking, but I can't really place it.
@pyroman Ooooh, okay. ^ ^"
I though you meant Chalcedony, since you mentioned them maybe being fused and ye. Damn I'm stupid.
I though you meant Chalcedony, since you mentioned them maybe being fused and ye. Damn I'm stupid.
@pyroman Wait, so Eve's fused or...? Is my post moot? Or did you mean Dr Pepper? ^ ^"
@Akayaofthemoon Just read through your situation Akaya. You have my empathy and sympathy and though there's not much I can do, like Spinna, you have my support.
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@Shiny Furret Heya, I'm back here, and definitely haven't lost interest.
Regarding the thing with Lovrina and Firaniel, I think it's great.
Regarding the thing with Lovrina and Firaniel, I think it's great.
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