Hi, sorry I've been dead.
I'm here sorta. I guess. Can't say I'm doing well at all but...I'm here.
I'm here sorta. I guess. Can't say I'm doing well at all but...I'm here.
Loony
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STATUS: Remember my joke theory about how the world ended in 2012 and each subsequent year has just been a layer by layer descent into hell? It feels less and less like a joke each year. 6 yrs ago- Last Seen: 4 yrs ago
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Remember my joke theory about how the world ended in 2012 and each subsequent year has just been a layer by layer descent into hell? It feels less and less like a joke each year.
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Bro it's so weird thinking I was 15 when I joined here. I'm turning 21 in March. Time is a scam.
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MISERY ABOUNDS! WE WILL NOT HEAL.
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@pyroman Sounds like fun. :P
Anyways, I'm really upset that I gotta go now especially since you just came, but I might return for tomorrow.
Maybe.
Just maybe.
It was nice to see you again.
Anyways, I'm really upset that I gotta go now especially since you just came, but I might return for tomorrow.
Maybe.
Just maybe.
It was nice to see you again.
I'm really not ready to be fully back yet but I did want to drop by and say hi and just...Let you all know I'm alive and all. ^ ^"
Going to put this out there before anything, no, this isn't a fullblown return, but I'll be back soon methinks.
Anyways, how've y'all been? Me, personally, on new medications and dying because Canada does not have a concept of Spring, so it's Summer pretty much and I have 0 heat tolerance. So that's fun.
Also I saw the new episodes and I...I just can't. I'm so upset by what happened but so happy too I'm just...So torn. It hurts.
Also, if anyone's not okay with spoilers, don't click, but I saw this and just about died.
Anyways, how've y'all been? Me, personally, on new medications and dying because Canada does not have a concept of Spring, so it's Summer pretty much and I have 0 heat tolerance. So that's fun.
Also I saw the new episodes and I...I just can't. I'm so upset by what happened but so happy too I'm just...So torn. It hurts.
Also, if anyone's not okay with spoilers, don't click, but I saw this and just about died.
@21308 Well, you must be mistaken.
Thanks guys, I just...Bleh, things have been weird and I've been stupid.
@21308 Almost a year...Can you believe it?
Anyways, I've...Really, REALLY not been doing well, so I'm not sure when you guys are gonna be seeing me next...My mental health right now is not at all good and I've been physically very sick as well, and just all around not good, so uh...Consider me to be on hiatus. I really need gone time so I won't even be able to hang around the OOC and @pyroman and Spinna I really can't gm the other RP idea right now or anytime soon so just...Bah, I'm sorry everyone, but I'm going into suicidal thoughts again and it's...Really not a good time for me right now.
I'm sorry guys. I really am.
Anyways, I've...Really, REALLY not been doing well, so I'm not sure when you guys are gonna be seeing me next...My mental health right now is not at all good and I've been physically very sick as well, and just all around not good, so uh...Consider me to be on hiatus. I really need gone time so I won't even be able to hang around the OOC and @pyroman and Spinna I really can't gm the other RP idea right now or anytime soon so just...Bah, I'm sorry everyone, but I'm going into suicidal thoughts again and it's...Really not a good time for me right now.
I'm sorry guys. I really am.
@Aphelion Thanks for still being excited. I'm not sure when you'll be able to see it but eventually I guess.
I'm really sorry guys. Things have been hitting me really hard as of late and I'm really not sure I'm up to this for now. Honestly I just really fucking hate myself right now and sort of feel like taking the bottle but as it happens I still don't know where mom hid it. I need to chill before I do something really stupid and that means I need gone time and yet many more visits to the counselor, EMDR therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, and my two social workers.
I'm really sorry and I really was/am looking forward to it but as things are right now I really can't handle it. Again, I really am sorry and I apologize if you guys were waiting on me or anything but I really can't, and if it takes too long honestly just consider me removed because I don't want to hold you guys back.
I've also decided I'm getting the fuck out of this house when I turn 18. 9 months left. No ifs or buts. I'm going to be broke as fuck and starving and lonely and probably regret it but I need out or my mental state is going to deteriorate further than it already has.
Also not a she. I've always been pretty chill when it came to pronouns but honestly with all the shit going on right now I'm going to be a little firmer.
I'm really sorry and I really was/am looking forward to it but as things are right now I really can't handle it. Again, I really am sorry and I apologize if you guys were waiting on me or anything but I really can't, and if it takes too long honestly just consider me removed because I don't want to hold you guys back.
I've also decided I'm getting the fuck out of this house when I turn 18. 9 months left. No ifs or buts. I'm going to be broke as fuck and starving and lonely and probably regret it but I need out or my mental state is going to deteriorate further than it already has.
Also not a she. I've always been pretty chill when it came to pronouns but honestly with all the shit going on right now I'm going to be a little firmer.
@Kronshi I've been sick for forever. Now physically on top of mentally! @ V @
Seriously though, I'm sick sick sick. Now's the season for that, apparently. I rarely get sick but apparently depression makes my immune system sh!t. Sorry to hear you're sick as well, Kaka Kronshi.
Maybe we should all blame it on Akaya
Seriously though, I'm sick sick sick. Now's the season for that, apparently. I rarely get sick but apparently depression makes my immune system sh!t. Sorry to hear you're sick as well, Kaka Kronshi.
Maybe we should all blame it on Akaya
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