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Viral could barely see what he was looking at or what he was supposed to be looking for with Vegeta’s work, finding it way too difficult to understand or rather it was all going right over his head. Maybe he shouldn’t have taken two pills, he’s always taken one in the past because taking two sent him on a pretty big trip last time but Vegeta told him to take two so he did. Staring at the information wasn’t helping his mind stay clear at all, his eyes unable to focus on a piece of the mapping nevermind one single pierce of it. Frowning a little he looked to Vegeta, his paw slowly moving to the desk to use it for balance. He didn’t really understand what he was saying but he knew it was bad, his eyes glazing over slightly before he sighed and rubbed his head, “And if you can’t fix it…how long do I have?” he questioned him, shifting slightly, “Those genes that showed you what’s wrong…what do they do? Can’t think about what…can’t think about much…”

Shu was really confused, but most of what Takeshi said confused him in some sense. Despite how long they’ve known each other he still had that year where he had no contact with the real world, just medicines and experiments. He definitely didn’t miss the experiments, but it wasn’t something he could easily forget either. It hindered a lot of his learning process so he was still a newbie to all of this stuff. Smiling a little when Takeshi sat up, Shu rubbed his head and stared up at him, “I don’t want Friend T’charrl to feel lonely…” he sighed, shaking his head before frowning, “Plus he has his own problem that’s probably easier to fix”. Staring at Takeshi Shu tilted his head as he got all angsty about getting hurt again, finding it odd when fighting usually meant getting hurt. He was a bit of a baby sometimes, but he wouldn’t hold that against him. Bouncing up to his feet he gave Takeshi a smile, nodding quickly as he immediately began to follow, “Yeah! I wonder how far along he is with his…I mean, Mister Vegeta spends a lot of time with him too doing something. Maybe he can speak to us without the scouter now?”
Viral felt a little better as the pills were quick to take effect, his lack of food allowing the pills to quickly absorb into his system. If he didn’t take the medicine without any real special precaution then he would be quite happy finding somewhere to sleep, “It is a solution…look at how relaxed I am”, he spoke up, slowly scratching his chest, “You just don’t like it when you can’t fix the problem…” If he wasn’t able to concentrate on the pain and was completely allowed to relax then he was okay with that. Closing his eyes for a moment allowed his head to clear, or at least as clear as it could get when it just meant everything bad was completely obscured. The pain was still there but it was soon deadened by other thoughts and even his actions made it hard to concentrate on it. Slowly moving his legs and feet up onto the edge of the chair he grabbed at his tail and pulled it up to his face, gently flicking it with his claw.

He didn’t like having a tail, it was like sitting on a rock all the time and having to watch your back all the time proved to be pretty annoying. If he did actually manage to get better and master his transformations then the only time he’d want to have a tail would be for balance and as a whip. He shouldn’t be getting so distracted while Vegeta was sitting right there, but it was pretty difficult to focus when he was on this medicine. When Vegeta spoke up he slowly looked up at him, sighing slightly as he pushed himself up and out of the chair, “What…?” Getting up was oddly difficult after sitting down, especially when he was too relaxed. Slowly wandering over to Vegeta’s side he stared at his work, but staring at it he couldn’t even think to what on earth it was supposed to represent. It was all a mash of colours to him at this point, but Vegeta seemed to have an understanding to what it actually was, “What…? What is it?”

Shu didn’t understand why Takeshi was so set on becoming lazy again, but maybe it was because he was beaten by him and that was a pretty big hit on his ego instead. Staring at Takeshi curiously he still didn’t understand what he was saying, squeaking a little, “Ooh? How did I do that…? I hurt people…? I don’t understand”. Even Takeshi being blunt didn’t allow him to understand what was going on, his mind still confused to how that was a factor. He had never had a problem so he was confused, rolling backwards and onto his feet before deciding to scoot closer to Takeshi that way. Tilting his head curiously as he moved closer to Takeshi, letting out a squeak when Takeshi gave him a prod he rubbed his head, frowning a little, “You do…? You’re not bored of me…?” he tilted his head, smiling a little, “Should we go help Friend T’charrl…? I don’t know how to train if you keep lying on the floor…”
Viral couldn’t care whether he needed to take his medicine or not at this point, especially when nothing appeared to be working or things were getting worse. The medicine helped in a small sense in that it helped him stop feeling sorry for himself all the time, his mind forgetting everything that was bothering him up to this point. There was just too much and he was barely able to find any way to recover. Already sitting on the chair was proving to be too uncomfortable for him to sit around in, his horns resting on the top of the back of the chair as he slowly slid down it in a defeated slump. Frowning ever so slightly at Vegeta’s words he let out a sigh, scratching his chest, “Better covering it up than letting it continue to exist”, he muttered, looking up to him, “I’m tired of it all. I can’t take it anymore so I’d rather cover it up. I am not supposed to function like this and medicine is the only way to go about it now”. Everything he was doing now was simply to try and keep thinking he might get better, to try and keep the bad thoughts away. He was just a broken warrior anyway, a creature that was now tearing at the seams. Too afraid to eat incase he hurt someone, in too much pain to sleep and unable to fight incase he acted out; there was nothing lower than having all these afflictions, “Do you…even know what you’re supposed to be looking for? Do you have any clue whatsoever…”

Shu was fairly excitable after all of that and it was completely Takeshi’s fault, his mind all wound up and ready to keep going as he rolled around in all of this excitement. Squealing slightly as he bounced on the floor he soon tilted his head, feeling fairly confused, “Ooh? Nieces and nephews? I didn’t mean to hit them…what are they, though? You always say strange things!” Watching Takeshi go back to lazing around on the ground again he slowly scooted towards him, tilting his head lightly before giving him a poke in the arm, “Why you so lazy? Do you not want to play with me?” he questioned him, frowning a little, “Do I bore you? Am I boring? I don’t mean to be…I thought you liked playing with me but you didn’t like that…”
Viral was getting beyond frustrated with everything and it was really beginning to bring him down, especially when he needed to focus and find some calm to keep his mind together. His head was really hurting now because of his anger and the only way to relieve pressure felt like the need to take his medicine. He didn’t care whether it altered his mood or the fact he should take it with food; he didn’t have time to care about these things just now when he was becoming way too out of control for anybody’s liking. Sighing as he slowly stood up and wandered over to the counter, his head in his paw as he searched around for the pills, “I’m going to run out at this rate…” he mumbled, removing his hand to unbottle the pills. Tossing a couple in his mouth he soon coughed, slowly tightening the top before gently placing the bottle back away. He definitely didn’t feel too good, but hopefully the pills would kick in soon and make him forget all his troubles. Letting out a sigh he slowly made his way back to the chair, sitting down with a thump before rubbing his head again, “I can’t take it…it wouldn’t be so bad without the pain…”

Shu didn’t want Takeshi to win and his latest tactic had him in an odd state of panic, the tickling proving to be too much for him to keep his calm and make him flail wildly at Takeshi. Squealing as he tried to make him stop he was soon thrashing with an extreme case of the giggles before managing to hit Takeshi’s face and kick out with even more force. That last hit had Takeshi dropping him and Shu bouncing around on the floor, his hands wildly smacking the ground before he quickly looked up when Takeshi seemed to be rolling around in pain still. Tilting his head a little, soon enough he started giggling again and bouncing around, spinning on his hands, “I win! I win the fight! I’m the winner!” he squealed happily, spinning around until he was too dizzy to continue and fell on his backside again. Rubbing his head, he soon looked back to Takeshi with a grin, bouncing on the spot, “You made me do it! I win, though! What we do now??”
Viral’s patience had worn thin a long time ago and with it his thought of being cured starting to vanish. There didn’t appear to be any solution to his problem despite all of the research and experiments they had done. He was at the point where he would happily accept exile until this problem disappeared, but it was unfortunately requiring Vegeta to fix it and right now there was no fixing being done. If he could just try and think for a second to when it first happened then maybe he could find the answer himself. Every moment he spent waiting around for an answer to appear was another step closer to losing control. Growling to himself in frustration he looked back to Vegeta, “It’s hardly going to be a big deal if it’s going to be a little bit! The Saiyans would have to recover from it, anyway! They would have no time to attack!” This whole thing was just making him angry, but even worse was the lack of exploration Vegeta was actually doing was ticking him off greatly, “Scans before…but not of now! I’m strong enough to go through with it! It’s just-…damnit I-…it doesn’t stop…” Slowly sitting back on his chair he held his head, getting quite the headache pretty quickly from all this rage of his. Holding his head in his paws he slowly gave it a rub, mumbling, “Where are my damn pills…”

Shu was definitely trying while being playful at the same time, finding it to be good practice for when he did have to go into battle. He had done this in the past to practice fighting with others and would often come out the victor, but wrestling Takeshi was a whole different deal. He could find some sort of improvement from wrestling Takeshi where he wouldn’t find before because everyone else wasn’t strong enough to fight against him. Swiping out at him with his tail didn’t work and soon he was quick to make a leap again, grabbing hold of him and trying to squeeze him into submission. Holding him with his feet and hands, he kept a tight hold before Takeshi managed to shift his hands, tickling him instead, “Ah! No! No, no!” he squealed, giggling as he tried to keep a hold of him before suddenly flailing wildly at Takeshi, throwing his fists at him and eventually kicking out like a wild animal.
Viral was impatient, but he felt in his defence he had every right to be impatient. Nothing had happened for a few days now and he was forced to suffer through sleepless nights and no meals once more. He was just reverting to bad habits and it was making him incredibly testy. With Vegeta not finding any answers at all made him pretty angry, his mind unable to comprehend how hard it actually was to find something genetically wrong. Finding the idea of having to wait around for outsiders to call back made him angry as well, even though it shouldn’t really, “Saiyans are impossible…the rebels are impossible! If they just retreated and left the Saiyans to deal with whatever it is then we could move on!” Frustrated, Viral stood up again and let out an aggravated sigh, his tail even twitching in annoyance as he turned away. There had to be something missing, but if there was nothing in his blood then who knew where it was without taking some more extreme measures, “And you’ve not considered looking into my brain? Not even my spinal cord?? You have to have something in mind that doesn’t involve more of my damn blood!”

Shu didn’t mind putting it off for another day, maybe it could be looked at in the field instead of inside a ship with only one person to help him. He really had no desire to try and control his anger when he could instead play and train with his brother. He really needed to get back into practice, his hope to be useful again needing to be rekindled once more. Jumping at Takeshi’s arm and trying to wrestle it, hoping to get him up and playing with him too. Growling lightly as he twisted around and pulled at him, looking to him every so often before he finally decided to move. Letting out a squeal as Takeshi rolled onto him, Shu wriggled around to try and get out before kicking at Takeshi with rapid pushes, “No! I’ll win! I’ll be the strongest ever!” he squealed, throwing his tail out to try and whack Takeshi in the side so that he could instead leap at him.
What a great big dead end this was, nothing there to go on anymore until it showed up itself. Viral didn’t know how he was supposed to make something happen when absolutely nothing was wanting to make itself known and it completely frustrated him. It stressed him out so much because it hurt too much, his body feeling as if it was being pulled apart constantly. Growling lowly in frustration he looked to Vegeta with a frown, finding it hard to think through the logic that the King would be caught up, “It was only one attack! As if the King would go into space to deal with it himself”, he grumbled, hardly seeing it as a suitable excuse, “If we could establish contact or sneak in…find some way to get into their systems…just something!” Growling lowly in frustration he rubbed his forehead with his fingertips, trying to relieve stress before his gaze moved back to Vegeta, narrowing his gaze, “How I’m feeling? Like breaking my arms would be better for me”, he growled, flexing his claws, “Now that wouldn’t be so bad if I felt I had some control…but I don’t! It’s constant fighting with this….this twisted form…”

Shu hoped Takeshi would dismiss this whole lesson on anger thing, his hope stemming back to when he hoped he would forget about it in favour of other things. It was too hard and too awkward to do and Shu saw no way to conquer it so ignoring it as a problem was the best way in his eyes. His problem could be solved when it happened and so long as he didn’t hurt someone he knew then it would be alright. Keeping his head low as he hoped Takeshi would dismiss it, he looked up quickly and smiled a little, “Really? I’d like that a lot”, he spoke quickly, giving a nod of approval, “We-we could play and train at the same time! Really hard! I want to get stronger like you! Teach me things while we fight and play!” Shu would take anything over having to get angry at Takeshi, especially when it meant possibly hurting him really badly. To have nobody around who could help Takeshi if he got too out of control made it too risky in his eyes. Squeaking as he made a jump at Takeshi’s arm he tried to grab it while he was lying down, trying to wrestle with it to get Takeshi moving.
Viral was getting annoyed at Vegeta for all the wrong reasons, his paranoia kicking in pretty greatly over Vegeta’s dull done and reactions. He didn’t have much to go on other than the tone of his words and even that was finding answers in nothing. It sure was making him feel angry having to listen to such dull responses all the time, “Well maybe if something was found already then maybe I could be free to do what I wanted by myself! Sorry…” he snapped but quickly apologised, finding it hard to keep a cool head. Throwing the papers down again he sat down, rubbing his head. If he could just think for a minute then maybe he could at least try to help himself, but as of right now it was too difficult to think passed the continuous pain this presented him. Finding it a little aggravating that others still held information on him he slowly rubbed his shoulder, trying to think passed the rage that was all built up inside him, “The enemy already has data on me…both the King and the RRA so what does it matter? The King already knows how to nullify my energy, he’s done it before, remember? The King probably did this to me…he must know…it’s stupid hanging around here trying to find answers when I could go after him myself…”

Shu knew Yumi could help him calm down if things got too heated for him, but he also knew there was no way he was going to be able to convince her to come and help him when she had her own stuff to worry about. She needed time for her own activities and to be with one of those twins, not having to worry over what he was doing all the time. His own predicament was proving to be fruitless to try and help so far and even Takeshi didn’t know what to do. Slowly sitting down with him he slowly bumped forward, tilting his head, “I don’t know, I mean…it’s pretty hard to think about it when I can barely think when it’s happening…” He wanted to help himself but he didn’t know how, knowing he was completely stuck at the same time. It felt like a really bad problem waiting to be solved but he didn’t have the mental capacity to think through it. Frowning a little, looking to Takeshi he thought of only one way around it, “Maybe…we can do something else? Can’t think of things, best not to think of things; do different things! Maybe? There’s lots of things to do instead! Don’t need to do this stuff, right?”
Viral didn’t like putting off any sort of training because he was once again unable to do it, finding it to be the least productive thing he could do on the entire ship. There was nothing useful he could do and that was it. He shouldn’t allow himself to be driven by fear, it was completely irrational but anything could happen; besides, everyone was busy training with their partners to keep an eye on him. It was just pathetic, really. Shaking his head at Vegeta’s response he groaned, already annoyed, “Don’t give me that tone…you know why I have to be cautious!” he snapped, pointing a claw at him, “If you’re so disappointed then why don’t you train with me and see yourself? Call it a ‘therapy session’ if you wanted to…” He hated it when he was spoken to in that tone, but if Vegeta wanted to doubt his ability to judge then it would be his fault when he was proven wrong. All high strung now, his eyes went to the desk before back to Vegeta, “You want me to read those? You let that Saiyan keep information on me…” Finding it more annoying than anything, Viral moved over to the desk and picked up some of the papers. A lot of the words used in these notes appeared fairly technical, but it was nothing he wasn’t familiar with. Looking through them nonchalantly, he sighed before looking up at Vegeta again, “It’s nice to know how much you two have about me”, he mumbled, “There’s nothing about this happening…just an analysis of my energy and other crap about me. If you think you have no idea what’s going on then why should I know?”

Shu didn’t know how he was supposed to control his anger just because Takeshi told him he could, especially when he wasn’t used to feeling it. He felt incredibly vulnerable and dangerous at the same time, the ability to explode with anger being inside him and the ability to try and tear Takeshi apart made him very scared. He didn’t know how he was supposed to release this anger either and the thought that he needed to get angry at Takeshi made him a little sad. Frowning, he stared up at Takeshi, “But…she could help if I got too mad too”, he muttered, feeling a little cornered, “What if I can’t get angry at you?” Feeling confused and a little lost he looked around, tilting his head slightly before slowly looking back at Takeshi at his latest suggestion, “Umm…I don’t usually feel angry when I’m fighting…I mean, fighting like I usually do…I-I mean when I do get angry when I’m fighting, I change. I don’t know how to feel anger like that, especially towards you”.
Viral frowned at Vegeta’s revelation, not exactly finding it encouraging, “You make it sound as if it is a good thing that happened…” Everything was completely discouraging for him to experience and he was not seeing how anything he was going through was better than what lay ahead for him, his only hope that he could last long enough before his body gave up. Despite how he looked everything was painful so hope was dwindling by a lot now. Anything positive was feeling distant and while Vegeta was trying hard to bring that forward it just wasn’t happening for him mentally, his mind feeling damaged and unable to accept the positivity, “He wanted to use a warrior’s weapon to show off…not even looking at it until then. You say it was pride, but he didn’t seem to want or care for it other than as a tool for his own personality boost”. Letting out a sigh he rubbed his face, exhausted already just from trying to sit up. He needed to wait until his energy recovered before starting heated discussions. Laying back down again he grumbled, trying to shift his head, “I hate this…”
The whole time Vegeta had been trying to figure everything out there wasn’t much for Viral to do, even if he did want to. He wanted to do a lot of things like train or fight, but he was left hiding away in his room a lot of the time or elsewhere by his own desire. There was little for him to do even if it was all available to him still; he just didn’t want to do it. Watching as Vegeta could only grow confused over an answer his eyes soon strayed away from him, his paw going to his head and slowly rubbing it. He wouldn’t be able to find the answer either, he knew that much, but it still didn’t annoy him that there was nothing that was coming up yet. It all seemed fruitless. There was little point on getting angry at Vegeta for not finding anything yet, especially when he was the only one who could help him, “Training? No…I have not”, he spoke, grumbling lowly, “It’s nothing to do with the fact that I have not had you around, but rather…everything else. Anything I do could make it worse…so I’m back to square one until you fix it”.

Shu didn’t mean to make a mess at dinner or to make everybody else really messy, but he tried hard to get on with Haku and in the end it wasn’t going to work. It was Haku’s fault he was set off and made a mess, but that was all in the past and he just wanted to move on and see what else he could do to take his mind off it and get on with what he needed to do. He didn’t need to be around Haku, it was Takeshi who wanted to be around Haku and make friends with him. For now he was going to have time with Takeshi, but it wasn’t exactly something he was looking forward to doing. Staring up at Takeshi he tapped his fingers together, finding it a little daunting what he needed to do, “Huh…? You mean make me angry on purpose…? I-I don’t know…” he spoke, looking down, “What if I can’t? How is this the best place to try that…? Shouldn’t Yumi help me too…?”
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