Maddy sighed when nothing much was said about her reason for being here. At least they were not going to mess with her about her issues. For the first time in a long time she was not being judged for acting odd. In fact, it seemed that most of the others here had issues that were as bad if not worse than hers. She found herself smiling and finished eating happily. After classes were over and such Maddy went to do her chores first. She knew that she still had to do her exercise but she needed something relaxing first. Cleaning had always been something she enjoyed and she had been pleased when she had gotten the chore of dusting and straightening the house. She worked her way happily from one room to another, making sure that things were tidy and in order. Once she had finished the first floor she went upstairs and started on the bathrooms and any room that had the door open. She knew that technically she wasn't supposed to be in the others rooms but if they had left the door open then she figured that was consent enough for her to go inside and make the place look better. It didn't take more than and hour to finish and then she knew she had to go and get the exercising out of the way. She changed clothes first and then slowly trudged to the gym. She hated getting sweaty and feeling all gross. It was the worst part of her day. She did the bare minimum necessary and then went to take a shower. She had her visit with the Dr Gill right before dinner and she had a bit of time left before then.
I really hate Dr Gill. He is such a prick. He always talks down to me and gives me these looks like I am just a little kid that needs to get over herself and quit faking. He just doesn't understand that I can't just change at the drop of a hat. I need real help dammit. Plus he sometimes looks at me like he wants to do weird things to me. Fucking creepy pedophile wannabe. Yuck.
She lay down on her bed for a few minutes before turning over and getting her journal out. She needed to write out her thoughts and clear her head. There was so much that on her mind right now that even the distraction she had gotten from cleaning was wearing off. She was just glad that her journal was private. The kids had been assured that none of the staff would read their private journals without permission and it would be a cold day in hell before she let anyone else read hers. Forty-five minutes later she finished writing and saw that it was time for her visit.
When she knocked on the door, Dr. Gill had told her to come in. The next half hour were spent in awkward conversation with him asking her about her meds and how she was feeling and such. She tried to be just open enough to get him off her case but not too open since she didn't trust this fucker for a hot minute. Finally her time was up and she eagerly left the room. She went to the common room and sat down on the couch. She decided that until it was time for dinner she would just watch tv and relax. They only were allowed to watch certain things but at least it was some noise. Maybe one of the others would come by soon and she would have someone to talk to. She did get lonely and talking to them was better than being alone all the time.
I really hate Dr Gill. He is such a prick. He always talks down to me and gives me these looks like I am just a little kid that needs to get over herself and quit faking. He just doesn't understand that I can't just change at the drop of a hat. I need real help dammit. Plus he sometimes looks at me like he wants to do weird things to me. Fucking creepy pedophile wannabe. Yuck.
She lay down on her bed for a few minutes before turning over and getting her journal out. She needed to write out her thoughts and clear her head. There was so much that on her mind right now that even the distraction she had gotten from cleaning was wearing off. She was just glad that her journal was private. The kids had been assured that none of the staff would read their private journals without permission and it would be a cold day in hell before she let anyone else read hers. Forty-five minutes later she finished writing and saw that it was time for her visit.
When she knocked on the door, Dr. Gill had told her to come in. The next half hour were spent in awkward conversation with him asking her about her meds and how she was feeling and such. She tried to be just open enough to get him off her case but not too open since she didn't trust this fucker for a hot minute. Finally her time was up and she eagerly left the room. She went to the common room and sat down on the couch. She decided that until it was time for dinner she would just watch tv and relax. They only were allowed to watch certain things but at least it was some noise. Maybe one of the others would come by soon and she would have someone to talk to. She did get lonely and talking to them was better than being alone all the time.
