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1 yr ago
Current @Dark Cloud. I'm a little jealous. It doesn't snow at all where I live.
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1 yr ago
Let me know if anyone is interested in a 1x1. :)
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2 yrs ago
I took a long hiatus... May be back eventually
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6 yrs ago
All Dressed Chips are HEAVENLY
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6 yrs ago
I decided to go red.
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Bio

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QuєєnOfWαnds

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Hello, if you are reading this, then I am hoping you are looking for a 1 x 1 RP. Bellow, I have a few personal preferences, that I will elaborate a bit more on. You will see the main headers below that list what I primarily am like in my RPing style, and what I'm looking for. Along with different matches/pairs I like to do.

Semi. Lit.

Personally I love to read a lot, and I love detailed posts. But my posts can range from 2 to even 10 paragraph responses, but I usually don't go over that. I also love a lot of dialogue between characters, so be warned that some of my posts may be shorter than normal if it is just mostly verbal response, but I will NEVER do one-liners. I do understand though that everyone has a creative block, and one paragraph is all we can muster up, and I completely understand that, but please do your best to put as much as you can. I also understand if there may be a few grammar and spelling errors. We are all only human, right?

Romance

Romance is my favorite genre of roleplaying, and in every roleplay, romance can be intertwined into it. But I ABSOLUTELY LOVE roleplays that focus on just romance. But be warned ahead of time: I love to cause conflict and drama, and will often try to stir something up. I only like doing BoyxGirl RPs, and I prefer playing the female, for obvious reasons. But, if you prefer to be the female character too, we can do 2 BoyxGirls at once, where we both control a boy and a girl. There are a few RPs that I'm interested in doing, and I will put them bellow. If a sex is not labeled with the title, I don't mind it being male or female roles.

Key:
❤️ Like
💜 Love
💙 Craving
💡 Idea for Plot
Classical Era

      ✖ Prince x WarriorFemale 💜💡
      ✖ Princess x WarriorMale 💜💡
      ✖ Warrior x Warrior
      ✖ Princess x Prince of different kingdoms
      ✖ SkilledAssassin x Target ❤️💡

Victorian Era

      ✖ Rich x Rich
      ✖ Rich x Servant 💜💡
      ✖ --Something Midsummer's Night Dream themed/plot--

Common Era

      ✖ WWII AmericanSoldierMale x GermanFemale ❤️
      ✖ TeacherMale x StudentFemale ❤️
      ✖ Girl x Sister's Boyfriend ❤️
      ✖ Prep x Stoner 💜
      ✖ RichGirl x PoorBoy
      ✖ BadBoy x Prep
      ✖ ValedictorianStudent x FailingStudent 💙💡
      ✖ Foreigner x Native ((As in, native to the country the RP takes place in.))
      ✖ Police x LostForeinger
      ✖ ExperiencedPolice x NewbiePolice ❤️

Fantasy/Fictional

      ✖ HetaliaCharacter x OC
      ✖ TimeTraveler x "WildWesternStyle"/"SouthernStyle"Person 💙💡
      ✖ Angel x Demon ❤️
      ✖ Werewolf x HumanGirl
      ✖ God/Goddess x Human 💜
      ✖ Reaper x Human ❤️
      ✖ Pokémon Themed RP

If you have any other suggestions, I would gladly discuss with you over them.>/list]>/list]
Forums

I prefer posting in forums than in PMs, for one main reason, and that is I love decorative posts! So if you don't mind both, I really appreciate it. If you are interested, either send me a PM with the title "1x1 Roleplay" where we can discuss the roleplay before posting in the forums. Also, please share your opinions and ideas! They make roleplays fun!

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NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


All gears were in motion now, and no matter how many times Arthur’s phone rang for him attention, he wasn’t going to give it away from Eva. The only things there were at the moment were him, her, and his animalistic urges to pounce. She said so few words, but it was enough to drive him crazy. Her little gasps just motivating Arthur even more. She pulled him into a kiss, his first time kissing someone else. Her lips felt so soft on his, and it was just enough to push him over. In one swift movement, Arthur picked up Eva again and placed her back on the bed, pulling off the rest of her clothes. Leaving them in their own world.

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Not far away from this blissful endeavor, someone else’s life felt more like it was crumbling apart than finally coming together. Jacob walked, walked, and walked, attempting to call Arthur several times. But he wouldn’t answer. Come on! What was he busy doing? Jacob knew he was just staking-out a house, what could be pulling his attention away? He NEEDED to talk to Arthur about what just happened, the mistake he just made. He was the only one he could trust to right now. No way could he tell his family he just exposed their biggest secret. One that they were able to keep quiet for so long. He couldn’t tell Alexander, because he was a loud mouth and would just tell Terrance. And Terrance… if Terrance knew what he did. Everything around him seemed to melt away into darkness. The grass looked more gray than green, and the sun was less an inviting symbol of life, and more an impending hellfire. Jacob felt empty, as if his entire body had been swallowed whole by a black hole. Hours seemed to pass of his walking in painful silence before reaching his home. It felt significantly less inviting than it had his entire life. The house appeared immaculate and spotless, honestly too clean for a house that supposedly had 5 sons. Where were the dirty clothes strewn around? The left-out papers and schoolwork? The messy shoeprints?

There were none, and Jacob unlocked the door to the basement, leading from the kitchen. Down bellow the surface of the home was a series of hallways and rooms. Each room worked as a separate storage for the different drugs moving through the city. Weed, Cocaine, Heroin, Opiates, you name it, the Patrone family had it. In the central room stood a desk with a young man, smoking a joint. He was counting some money and filling out a kind of journal entry, keeping track of the money counted. The young man turned his attention to Jacob as he came down the stairs, noticing the void that appeared in his brother’s eyes. ”Woah, lillebror, what is wrong?” He turned his attention away from his notebook, looking at Jacob. Jacob’s eyes didn’t move, and his face barely moved when he spoke up.

”Just taking some stuff for myself…” Jacob’s older brother, Isaac, raised an eyebrow before grabbing his notebook to take a note. ”Alright, you took quite a bit of hash the other day… but I’ll see if I can spread it around elsewhere. I can probably sneak you a few more G’s without peaking interest in dad. You know- we gotta sell this stuff, not hand it out to our friends.“ Jacob shook his head quickly, once again peaking interest in Isaac. Jacob grew a little anxious before speaking. ”I’m getting something else.” This seemed to send a red flag in the air above Isaac’s head. ”What, like cocaine? Do high schoolers do that shit now? When I was young that didn’t start popping around until I was in college.”

Jacob shook his head again, ”No, not cocaine. I need something different, like opioids.” Isaac leaned back more in his chair, rubbing his chin while observing his younger brother. It wasn’t uncommon in their family to occasionally sample their products that passed through their vicinity. They had to make sure they were moving out the best product for their consumers. Isaac seemed to jot down something in his notebook, not looking back up at his brother. It was very obvious that Jacob was trying to numb out the pain that was eating him alive. ”We just got a shipment in form China. Pretty good stuff. I can sneak you enough to get you high… but don’t get carried away, Jacob.” With that, Isaac turned back to his calculations, leaving Jacob to his devices, as he wandered down one of the hallways towards the Opiates. Once he disappeared around a corner, Isaac pulled out his phone, and shot Terrance a message. I’m about to leave my house. Busy Stuff. You need to come here and check on Jacob. Room O-07. With that, Isaac collected the money on the table, his notebook, and ascended the stairs back to the outside world.

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”Check on Jacob? What could be up with him?” Terrance spoke up, laying in his bed, and reading over the text from Isaac. Helene was still lying beside him in bed, as she didn’t really have anywhere to go without her car. Terrance called Jacob- no answer. Terrance sighed loudly and began to climb out of bed, throwing on clothes from the night before. ”Last night was fun, Hel, but I gotta get moving. I’ll drop you off at your place and you can keep trying to reach your friends.” Terrance walked out, expecting to find his house completely trashed. But much like Jacob’s home, it looked perfectly spotless. ”Alexander! We gotta go!” Terrance called to his sleeping friend on the couch, shaking his arm roughly.

”Anything for you, Gigi!” Terrance grit his teeth and smacked Alexander’s face, jolting him awake. ”I’m up! I’m up!” Alexander stretched himself and collected his things, and headed out with Terrance, Helene in tow as well. After dropping off Helene, Terrance winked at her. ”Let’s get together again soon, you hear?” He waved quickly, and tore down the, towards Jacob’s home. It would only take about 45 minutes for them to arrive, enter the home, and find room O-07 in the Patrone’s basement. The room was full of shipping boxes, which they could only assume was full of some kind of drug their family was trafficking. They weren’t unfamiliar with the Patrone’s work and their basement, having been there a few times to pick up weed with Jacob.

On the opposite side of the room was a futon, where Jacob was curled up. It looked as if he were sleeping, but in reality, he was completely doped up. Terrance sighed shaking his head, while Alexander quickly moved to Jacob’s side, checking his breathing and pulse. ”Oof.. Jacob is going to be gone on a long trip, it seems.” Alex stated, examining his friend’s condition and the opium pipe that laid on the floor beside him. ”Oh what the hell, when did this happen? He hasn’t acted out like this since… since…” Terrance was starting to put a few numbers together and got on his knees beside Jacob, trying to shake him awake. ”Terrance, he isn’t going to wake up that easily. He is practically in comatose!”

Terrance was shaking his head rapidly. ”Goddamnit, Jacob! What did you say to her?? Alex, call Arthur and tell him he needs to get his ass here. Now! We have to do damage control.”

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God, Arthur could really go for a cigarette right about now. Arthur stared up at the ceiling of Eva’s room. His heart had steadied and so had his racing hormones. One of his hands was playing with Eva’s hair, who was now sleeping beside him. She looked so beautiful and peaceful beside him. He wanted to stay there forever, and relive their little actions over and over in his head. Ever movement, every feeling. Arthur heard the sound of his phone vibrating in his pants pockets on the floor. Turning as to not disturb Eva, he grabbed it up and checked the screen, as it was flooded with missed calls and messages. The first one he saw was from his father. He quickly swiped it away, not wanting to deal with that right now. The rest were several missed calls from Jacob, and a missed call just now from Alex. Preparing to keep his voice low, he called Alex back.

”- it’s Arthur. Hello?? Arthur!” There was a shuffling and scuffing sound on the other end of the line as the phone was grabbed away. ”Get to Jacob’s now! O-07.” There was more scuffing sounds as the phone was ripped back to Alex. ”Arthur he is ODing! Get here now!!” Alexander’s voice sounded panicked and Arthur’s heart felt like it had leapt into his throat. What the hell? What did they mean he was ODing? What the hell happened?

Moving quickly, but still trying to avoid waking Eva, he grabbed his pants and pulled them back on, leaving any trash he had from earlier on the floor. He probably broke a speed record for grabbing his shirt, shoulder holsters, and jacket from the bathroom, making it out the front door, and straight to the unmarked vehicle before flying down the street. He couldn’t think of Eva now, his only thoughts were on his best friend. ODing? But Arthur had just seen him earlier today, they were staking out the Esperanza house together! Arthur remembered that Jacob left very suddenly and abruptly, so did that have to do with anything? Arthur felt his heart sinking in his chest, remembering Evelyn and Eva. But he couldn’t focus on the mission right now, he sped through roads and lights, all he could think about was checking on his friend. ”Idiot. Don’t you fucking die!”

The phone was hung up abruptly and Terrance crossed his arms, glaring at Alex. ”Why would you say that?? He isn’t ODing. If anything he is just having a hell of a good trip… and is in for a rude awakening soon enough.” Terrance turned his head, glaring at the resting Jacob.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:[1]little brother
I Feel... Worried/Panicked
I am At... Unmarked Car heading to Jacob's house.
I am With... Myself
I am Thinking..."I want her so bad!"
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, white shirt, blue jacket, and shoulder holsters.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Eva’s hand was so soft in his. These simple touches always seemed to cause Arthur’s heart to sore through the air. His eyes followed each lock of her hair as they fell around her shoulders, she was truly perfect in every way- a Goddess among men. And she was staring at him! Or specifically his chest! It rose and fell slowly with each of Arthur’s smooth breaths. He had been debating whether or not to be flexing when he walked in, to make himself appear larger. But he decided against it as he felt like it was lying to Eva. He would rather she see him how he is. It wasn’t like she was hiding anything about her body… besides its appearance under her clothes. He couldn’t lie to himself, he wanted those clothes to be off her right now. He squeezed her hand slightly in his, taking a few more steps closer to her and leaning his face down to her ear. ”I will always come for you, skön…” His lips brushed against Eva’s ear and moved down towards her jaw, leaving a quick kiss on her jaw. He couldn’t stand it anymore, he wanted her right then and there.

In a swift movement, he grabbed Eva under her butt with one hand, and supported her back with another, lifting her up from the ground. He walked over to a bare part of the wall and pushed her back against it for support. His hands moved down her thighs and lifted her thighs up, so she could wrap them around his waist. As he did this, his lips began to attack Eva’s neck again, except on the other side this time. His hand that had been supporting her back snaked around to her front, playing with the bottom of her tank top. But without hesitation, he slipped his hand into her tank top, moving it up her soft skin and straight to her breast. He took in a sharp breath, feeling the bare, soft skin in his hands. So, she hadn’t been wearing a bra? That thought just seemed to get him going even more, as he began to knead it a little bit harder, but still trying to avoid hurting her. It was hard, balancing out his want to ravage her, right then and there, and also keeping it slow and gentle for her. The condom in his pants pocket burned on his thigh, he was sure he would have it permanently imprinted on his thigh. His breaths quickened, and his heart was pounding in his chest. And he was fairly certain he could feel Eva’s heart pounding with his as well. God, he wanted to fuck her then and there.

His hand that had been holding her up by her butt, and subsequently had been playing with the edge of her panties under her skirt, began to move down towards the pocket where the condom was. But while reaching for it, he could feel his phone vibrating in his pocket. The only time anyone ever called his number was if it was important, and for a split-second Arthur felt worried. No, not now! Don’t interrupt this, not now! It seemed that every time they got started, something was stepping in between them. Arthur knew it was dangerous to ignore a phone call, like he had missed the night before. But he wanted to keep his focus on Eva, on the moment, on her body. He had to press his hips harder into her once his hand had stopped holding up her butt, to keep her from sliding down the wall. He snaked his hand around in his pocket before precuring the condom, bringing it to his mouth and biting down on the corner. With one swift movement of his hand, he tore it open. He maintained eye contact with Eva while he did this. He discarded the torn part of the wrapper to the nearby trashcan, just barely missing the rim. ”If you want me to stop… say so.” The same words echoed from Arthur’s lips, as he waited for an ‘all clear’ from Eva. It was taking all of his strength to wait on her response.

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Jacob felt his heart sinking in his chest. Did Alyssa mean… her dad was a DEA agent? It felt as if time had stopped and he shivered slightly at the revelation. It was at this point that Jacob finally stopped looking at Alyssa and stared out the opposite window. Stupid! Idiot! He had just given everything to her. He had just told everything, his entire family’s secret, to the daughter of a DEA agent. There was an echo in the back of Jacob’s mind, an “I-told-you-so” from Terrance about telling Alyssa the truth. How could he be so stupid and blind? This wasn’t a romance novel. This was the real world. What had he expected? That she would just forgive him, run into his arms, and now he would have a woman who accepted him, even at the prospect of him inheriting a drug cartel? That she would suddenly change all her values and thoughts, and become the wife of a Drug Lord? His fists clinched tightly in his hands. He couldn’t look at her. He couldn’t face anyone now, not her, and not his family. Oh, if his family knew the stupid stunt he just pulled…

”I see.” That was all that Jacob could respond to the situation. He still wanted her. But at the same time… it felt like she wasn’t budging on her stance. It didn’t matter what he said, what he offered. It seemed Alyssa already made her mind up about him and their future. He just felt guilty for exposing his family’s secret. Could he trust her not to tell? Or was she going to turn around and report him to her father as soon as she got home? He turned off the radio, there wasn’t anything else to hide about their conversation. She placed the necklace in his hand, and he felt his entire body go numb. He fought hard against the tears welling up in his eyes, as he couldn’t stop staring at the necklace. He couldn’t say anything else as he climbed out of the car, not looking back at Alyssa. He tucked his hands in his pockets, and walked away from the vehicle, shaking his head. Stupid… stupid… stupid… He pulled his phone out of his pocket, and began to call Arthur, the waterworks now overflowing, as Jacob couldn’t stop them.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:[1]beautiful
I Feel... Exited and Turned On
I am At... Eva's house -> Eva's room
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."I want her so bad!"
I am Wearing...Black Jeans.





NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Arthur’s eyes shot open at her little giggle and following statement. ”Take off whatever you like.” Arthur felt his head spinning from her, not so innocent, honey sweet words, and his face grew a healthy shade of pink. His hand became tense and stopped playing with the hem of her clothes. His eyes became locked on hers and it took all of his effort for him to still his breathing. Though his heart was pounding uncontrollably. Was… she asking him to take her clothes off? While they laid in bed together? He could hear the little voice of Terrance cheering in the back of his mind, but it was almost as if all functions had turned off in Arthur’s head. He couldn’t comprehend a statement like that right now. To pull off her skirt, her top, and see her panties and bra. Would they be white? Pink? Frilly? Black? Blue? Sexy? Cute? What if she wasn’t wearing anything under her clothes? The thought made his face grow hotter and a deeper red.

Or, was she asking him to take his clothes off?

There was a significantly big difference in these two things, but as he laid there he felt himself growing more and more hot. Oh god, why was it so hot in this room?? And it didn’t help that Arthur was still wearing his jacket. It had been fine when he sat in the car, cranking the AC at full blast. But now that he was stuck in normal room temperature, along with this hot feeling in the pit of his stomach, he felt like he was going to die. His mind was still trying to decipher if she was talking about her clothes or his, but the heat was making it harder for him to think straight. He felt like a lobster being cooked alive in a salted pot of boiling water. It didn’t help that it also felt like he had swallowed a handful of hot coals that now incubated in his stomach, and behind his cheeks.

”Hold on.” With that he shot out of the bed and ran out of the room, closing himself in the first bathroom he came across. The minute the door closed, Arthur threw off his blue jacket and tore off his shoulder holsters. He wrapped the holsters up inside the jacket before looking in the mirror at himself. God, how was he already so sweaty? He could see the stains on his chest and under his arms. Disgusted, Arthur pulled his shirt off and threw it onto his accumulating pile of clothes. Looking in the mirror, bare chested, Arthur grabbed a hand towel and began to pat away any left over sweat, and then washed his face. Arthur’s eyes scanned over his body. He wondered if she found him as sexually appealing as he found her. He wasn’t certain what it was that girls looked for in guys, physically. Alexander said that girls tended to care more about personality than looks. Jacob said once that girls liked strong guys, with big muscles. Terrance, being crude, said that girls liked a guy with a large… downstairs neighbor.

Arthur looked in the mirror longer. He didn’t have a good personality. In reality, he didn’t really feel like he had a “personality” besides being very serious. Muscular? His father was very muscular, and Arthur was too… but it was a more slim, athletic muscular. Not a beefed up, body-builder, almost like his dad. He flexed his arm and chest in the mirror, watching his muscles move under his skin. As for his… well, he wasn’t one to really compare and see if he was average or not. But what if it wasn’t good enough? Would she stop giving him attention like she was? All these insecurities were now sneaking up on him. What if she stopped showing this attraction to him if she realized who he really was. What he really did. You’re overthinking again. Stop thinking, just act! Arthur took a deep breath and left the bathroom, making his way back to the bedroom and standing in the doorway, now completely shirtless.

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Jacob’s heart was breaking in his chest, watching Alyssa get teared up. God, the pain was almost as bad as when they broke up. He understood that she probably wouldn’t trust him or believe him off the bat. It sounded like one very tall tale for a guy to spin to get a girl back. But he was telling the truth. No more secrets. His own father had to have gone through this same process with his mother, right? ”Until the day I die, I promise I will never break your heart again, Alyssa. You mean more to me than everything I just told you… that is why I’ve told you my biggest secret. Even if it puts me in danger.” He sat back in the car seat, sighing loudly. He felt better getting so much off his chest to Alyssa, but it didn’t reassure him knowing that she still wasn’t reciprocating feelings. He couldn’t imagine breaking her heart a second time. He would rather die that do that to her.

Turning back to Alyssa and staring into her eyes he finally spoke up again. ”I’ll do whatever you tell me to do. Whatever you think will make me worthy to you again. I will climb the highest mountain, I will sail the largest sea. I will find a way to walk on water for you. Tell me to jump, and I’ll ask how high. I just want you back… and I’ll do anything to get you back.” He was sincere in his statement, staring back at Alyssa with his big, bright eyes.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Exited and Turned On
I am At... Eva's house -> Eva's room
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."Am I enough for her?"
I am Wearing...Black Jeans.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Arthur’s eyes scanned the house a little more, eventually resting on a photograph of Eva and her mother. As from Arthur’s experience so far, Evelyn still had that serious face on. But when Arthur’s face moved down to Eva’s he felt as if he didn’t recognize it. She looked almost as serious as her mother. In Arthur’s eyes, it was obvious to him that she was having to suppress her smiling for this photo. It was odd seeing her so serious. His eyes drifted through the room again and landed on the violin perched against the stairs. Did Eva know how to play? If she did, he would love to lay back and listen to her play. Arthur had a love for the guitar, and he wondered if they could play music together some time. How lovely that would be. But Arthur couldn’t think of many songs that had violins and guitars together. He tended to lean more towards rock and metal music, than to more sophisticated, classical music. He jumped slightly hearing her sweet honey voice coming from the stairs, but then a small shout.

He was ready to launch up the stairs to check on her, but before he could get a step up, he saw her running down the stairs. His eyes traveled from her feet and up the long socks that stopped just above her knees. Wow, who knew something that could cover so much skin could still be so sexy? The rest of her outfit was pretty normal, thank top and a skirt. But in Arthur’s eyes, she still radiated sex appeal just as she had the night before. "Sorry for not warning you… I happened to be nearby." He scratched his cheek, watching her turn around and run off to answer the phone. Oh, how that little skirt bounced up with each of her steps as well. She said he could take off his jacket, and as he began to slip one hand under his jacket, he felt the leather strap of his shoulder holster and froze up. Shit! Why did he bring his gun with him? He didn’t need it, why did he bring it? He moved his hand away, leaving his jacket on. He couldn’t take his jacket off without exposing to Eva that he was packing. She seemed distracted enough by the phone, but would he be fast enough to take it off without noticing?

Before he could finish calculating how he could shimmy it off, Eva had gotten off the phone and turned his attention back to him. He wanted to stare at her and just absorb in the beauty that was her body, but he felt on edge knowing all of the stupid mistakes he was making. Being here, bringing his gun. He wanted to slap himself in the face. But something she said sounded odd to him. Grant residence? Well, what is her name? Grant or Esperanza. There was a little peak of hope in Arthur’s chest for a second. Step-parents? Was there a chance that she wasn’t related to Evelyn? Could she be a step mother? Arthur felt this was a reasonable answer, as it seemed Eva had nothing in common with this Evelyn woman. At least not from what Arthur could tell. He couldn’t really see the resemblance between her and the woman whose pictures sat in his car. But turning his attention back to Eva, he could tell she was tired… very tired. It hadn’t clicked with Arthur that she could be sleep deprived from staying up so late. He was used to staying up late and getting up early, that sure he could be tired, but it didn’t affect him.

But he could see in her eyes and in the way she was talking, she was very tired. Was she serious about just taking a nap? Had he misinterpreted what her message meant? Mentally Arthur was facepalming. Of course, she hadn’t been talking about sex! She wouldn’t have! She was a good girl, not like all those girls that Terrance would sleep around with. But it didn’t deter his spirit. Even just being in her presence brought Arthur a bit of joy and warmth. Arthur approached Eva and lifted her up in his arms, one arm behind her back, and he other hooked under her legs, bridal style. He made sure to hold her up in a way, so that his gun wouldn’t be poking into her, and carried her up the stairs. His heart was pounding, carrying Eva like this. He felt like he could just run off with her, it gave him so much control.

He knew the layout of the house relatively well. Maybe too well for someone that hadn’t been in her home before. He knew there was a master bedroom, most likely not Eva’s room, and the second biggest bedroom was right beside it. But upon looking through the door, he instead found a nicely furnished office room. Wasn’t this supposed to be a bedroom? Why wasn’t the second biggest room Eva’s bedroom? He moved down the hall, poking his head into the third biggest room, to discover a girl’s room. It was reassuring that it looked nothing like the bedroom from his nightmare, and Arthur brought her to her bed, placing her down gently. The bed was beckoning him to climb in, and it hit him how nice it would be to just curl up with Eva and take a nap with her. Terrance would be shaking his head hard, but Arthur didn’t care. He just wanted to hold her. Not thinking much about the image he was giving, he started to climb into the bed with her, lying beside her. He wrapped one of his arms around her waist, feeling the skin of her hip. He pulled her close to him, like a child cuddling a stuffed animal. If he kept his legs straight, his feet would have been hanging over the edge, so he kept them bent up towards Eva. The bed was so soft and cool, Arthur closed his eyes and sighed with satisfaction. "I was told there would be naps... so let's cut to the chase, hm?" He had a small smile on his lips, as his fingers played with the hem of her shirt.

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"I want the whole truth, Jacob. Everything." Jacob’s heart was pounding in his ears, his eyes locked on the necklace in her hand. He couldn’t believe that she had held onto for so long. And he was thankful that she held it. If she kept it this long, did that mean she hadn’t fully stopped loving him too? Or at least, wasn’t ready to give up on them. Jacob was ready to tell her everything, his head swiveling around. "It isn’t safe here… Can we go somewhere else?"

They made their way to the parking lot, climbing into Helene’s car. Jacob turned up the radio as a way to block out the sound of their talking in case any recording devices could be nearby. "Everthing I tell you now… I trust that you will not tell anyone else. It won’t be safe for you. You have to keep this secret for me." Then he spilled out everything. Who he was, what he and his family did for a living. Trafficking drugs in and out of the United States. His connections, and those who could be after him, including Ricardo Munez. How Terrance had convinced him to break her heart- to lie to her and tell her that Jacob had been sleeping around behind her back. Then about Ricardo, how she would become a target for gang violence if Ricardo knew about their relationship and how he felt for her. How others would target her too, knowing that Jacob would do anything to protect Alyssa. It was dangerous for her, for him, and his entire family. He could explain more, expose Arthur for a killer, and his other to friends as thieves and spies. But he wasn’t going to expose them. It was dangerous enough with everything Jacob was saying so far. "But I can’t handle keeping this from you Alyssa. I can’t handle knowing that you hate me. That you think I would cheat on you. That isn’t who I am, and I was hoping you would call me out as a liar… but you didn’t. Alyssa, I could never let you get hurt like that. I could never hurt you, and I could never let my enemies come for you. You have to believe me. I love you, Alyssa. And if you don’t…" Jacob’s hands tightened into fists, "I can prove it to you."

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Tired and Excited
I am At... Eva's house -> Eva's room
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."I want to just hold her."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, t-shirt, blue jacket, shoulder holsters.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Jacob’s heart was pounding, standing in the center hub of the mall. It had a large, ornate fountain in the middle, and acted like a roundabout for people walking through the mall, either going towards the east, west, north, or south branches. It had been the normal meeting up place with him and Alyssa back in the day. Jacob looked at his phone, checking his messages again, just to be sure he didn’t miss anything. Meet me at the mall. was all it said, so he could only assume it meant the fountain. Jacob grew more and more anxious as time passed, scanning the crowd for Alyssa. After a few minutes, his eyes locked on her, and he could see that she was coming towards him. He kept leaning, standing on his toes, and moving his head to try and see her neckline. But people continued to pass in front of him, blocking his view to perfectly see her.

As Arthur was oblivious to the anxiety that Jacob was feeling, he was snapped from his thoughts of Eva when he noticed the short haired woman walk out of the house, on her phone. She looked more serious in real life than in the picture. Arthur had been called a “serious looking” person by all his classmates before. Did his face look like that too? He examined through the binoculars that she was on the phone with someone. But it was obvious she was frustrated at whoever was on the other end, as it was distracting her from hurrying off somewhere. She hung up, got into her car and drove away down the street. Arthur pulled out a notepad and wrote ‘Saturday – 12:34pm – Leave House’. Weekends were usually harder to investigate. It was usually when people weren’t working, and their routine could easily change. Weekdays were easier to learn as they were almost always set in stone. Go to work in the morning, come home in the evening, stay up a few hours, go to bed.

Arthur leaned back and continued to watch the house from a distance and pulling up his file on her to read more of the details. At one point in the paperwork it noted a spouse. Usually when the target left the house, he would approach it to inspect it for any weak points. Maybe a window that they’ve never been able to close fully. Or a lock that could easily be picked. But knowing that the woman had a spouse, he figured he would wait until he either left or came home, so Arthur could learn his schedule as well. A few more minutes passed as Arthur scanned the document and his phone vibrated again. If Noah knew how much he was texting a girl when he was supposed to be focusing on a mission... Well, pissed-off was a kind term for his father. Got tired of me running through your dreams? If you’d like, you can come take a nap at my place, my parents won’t be home. His heart exploded at the text message. Come take a nap? Arthur wouldn't be able to sleep knowing he was so close to Eva. And ALONE with her? His heart pounded faster as he read it again, specifically take a nap at my place, my parents won't be home. He had seen that phrase before, specifically in text messages from Terrance. If the gang was trying to get together to hang out, and Terrance texted back, "No, can't, going to sleep at So-and-so's. Her parents are out. ;)", it 100% always meant that he was going to fuck So-and-so. Was Eva inviting him to--? His face flooded with warmth, and his leg felt like it was on fire again. He hadn't changed his pants from the night before, so that damned condom Terrance slipped into his pocket was still hiding there.

Now his father would really kill him, if he knew that Arthur was going to abandon his stakeout to be with a girl. Arthur would miss when the woman came home and would miss the possible coming and going of the husband. It would be as if he didn’t even start the mission yet, and Noah hated laziness like this. His fingers tapped on the side of his phone for a few minutes, finding the words to say. Send me your address. He responded. His heart felt like it was going to burst from his chest and he sighed blissfully, imagining being alone with Eva again. Maybe this time he would be able to kiss more than just her neck. He still felt a tinge of guilt for having left that large bruise on her neck. But it was overpowered by the warmth he felt growing in the pit of his stomach. They were going to be alone, uninterrupted, for longer than 7 minutes. Actually, possibly for hours. Oh, the things he could do with Eva having that much time on his hands. A very tiny smile grew at the corner of Arthur’s lips.

Movement from the corner of his eye caught his attention. And to his shock, it was Eva walking down the street. Woah! Was she a neighbor to her target? Arthur was going to have to ask her about her neighbor. Any new and extra details he could get on his target, the better. Wait- Eva no- Don’t walk up to that house, Evelyn isn’t home- Why does she have a key to the house? And Arthur felt the blood drain from his face again. His phone beeped, and checking for a message from Eva, he could see that it was her address… the same address as Evelyn Esperanza. He felt his soul being ripped out of his chest in that moment and Arthur hurriedly grabbed his manila folder, flipping through it. Offspring: One Daughter. That is all it said, and Arthur could only logically conclude that that one daughter was Eva.

How did Arthur not know? He realized that he didn’t even know Eva’s full name. Just that she went by Eva, but her full first name was Evangeline. Evangeline Esparanza? Now that sounded like a beautiful name. But Arthur felt significantly conflicted. He couldn’t kill Eva’s mother? That was messed up! Losing a loved one is very painful for normal people, and he couldn’t inflict that kind of pain on Eva. But he also knows he would let down his father by abandon a “perfectly good” mission. And even then, if he didn’t carry it out, his father would. Too many thoughts were running through his head, so many that he didn’t realize he was climbing out of his car, locking it, and approaching her front door. His head was spinning with the thought of killing Eva’s mother, and if anything, he could already hear Eva talk about her mother. If she was anything like Eva, then she had to be the sweetest woman on Earth. But then why did she look so serious and angry? Walking towards the front door, it dawned on Arthur that he had to be careful not to leave too much of his DNA evidence in the house.

If his father knew what he was doing, Noah would have had Arthur’s head on a platter. He was seriously jeopardizing the mission and his secrecy right now. Arthur decided to pull up his long blonde hair into a messy man bun. It hurt pulling on his scalp some, but he instantly realized why his father did it. He felt more free to move around than before. Knocking on the front door, Arthur realized she hadn’t closed it fully, as it slowly creaked open. Oh, Eva, please be more careful about closing and locking the door. You don’t know when something evil could slip through. Arthur stepped into the house, pulling off his shoes so he walked around in his socks. It was a really nice home, but the layout was exactly what he had been expecting from the map he had to study of the home. Every wall, stair step, corner, doorway. All exactly what he imagined. The only thing he hadn’t was the furniture, which made the house look very modern. ”Hello? Eva?” Arthur called out. It had suddenly clicked in Arthur’s mind too- How was he going to explain getting here so fast? Could he get away with just saying he happened to be in the neighborhood?

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Excited and Nervous
I am At... Eva's house.
I am With... Myself
I am Thinking..."What should I do?..."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, t-shirt, blue jacket, shoulder holsters.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


The morning was surprising cool for it being the middle of August. A black, unmarked sedan pulled along the street and parked a few houses down from the target house. Arthur sat in his car, wearing all black clothing. His shining blue eyes peering out of the windshield at the house in the distance. Checking the paper in his hand again, he nodded in confirmation. In his suit, he reached for his shoulder holster and pulled out his gun, running his thumb over the engraved part of his gun. As with the beginning of any of his missions, he kissed the words and got out of the car. It was very early morning/late night, the moon was new, so the only lights were the dim street lights. He easily was able to sneak around to the side of the house and worked on the back door. But it was already unlocked. How lucky! In his mind, he could see the image in his head of the house layout his father had him memorized. It was finally time to take out his target that he had been studying for a while.

Though he was big, he walked with cat like stealth through the house, through the kitchen, to the living room, and up the stairs. He made his way directly to his target room, gently opening the door as to not make any noise. As he tiptoed through the room, he reached into the other side of his shoulder holster and pulled out a suppressor, screwing it into the nozzle of his gun. He had to use it anytime he was doing a mission in a highly populated area, like a neighborhood. The bedroom was what caught his attention first. It was obviously a young girl’s room. A little frilly, it obviously had transitioned from being a little girls room to a teenager’s room. It caught his attention because his target must have been really young. He never had to take out a hit on anyone below the age of 30. How sad… So young to die? Someone wanted her dead if they paid the Myles family such big bucks for her head. He stood next to the bed, just looking at the lumps of pillows and blankets curled in the bed. A grim smile curled at the corner of Arthur’s lips. It was evil in nature. It wasn’t normal for someone to get so much excitement from killing someone. But, Arthur wasn’t fully normal either. He enjoyed his work maybe a little too much.

He was pointing the end of his gun towards where the head of the sleeping body would be on the bed. Playing around in his mind whether or not to wake them. If they continued to sleep, they would never know they were about to die. They would have just gently drifted off in their sleep. No fun in that. Arthur liked watching the fear in the eyes of his hits. It was sadistic, but it made him feel like he had so much power, it was euphoric. With the tip of his gun, he started poking the head of the bed to wake them up. The sheets began to stir and move, Arthur just smiling wildly down at the movement. But when the body sat up, all of the color drained from his face. He was probably so pale, people could see his insides. Now sitting up in the bed was a drowsy looking Eva, who was rubbing her eyes. ”Arthur? What are you doing here? Her honey sweet voice pierced Arthur’s soul. Arthur’s face twisted into shock and he shook his head rapidly, dropping the gun with a loud clank to the floor. No! No, no, no, no, no. She wasn’t- He couldn’t- Arthur’s legs felt weak and he had to sit on the floor. But Eva continued to stare at him from her bed as he sat on the floor. He felt like he could die then and there. Eva knew his secret. Not only that, but he had almost pulled the trigger on her.

Then it clicked in him. What would he have done if he had pulled the trigger? The image of blood coming from Eva’s head- Oh god it was too much to consider.

He hunched over, clutching his head in his hands, shaking his head. No, no, no! This has to be a nightmare. This isn’t really happening. This isn’t happening! He clenched his eyes shut, trying to force himself a wake. But none of it helped. ”Arthur?...” He heard her voice again, and saw her feet step out of the bed and onto the floor. He watched her hand reach down and pick up his gun from the floor, pointing it between his eyes. ”You’re weak.” The loud bang of a gun shot rang in Arthur’s ears, and it continued ringing as Arthur shot up in bed, feeling his body being shaken. He was in a full sweat and was panting heavily and quickly. ”Holy shit, Arthur! Are you okay? You kept yelling in your sleep.” Arthur was breathing rapidly, his eyes bouncing all over the room. When it was finally dawning on him that it was only a dream, his breathing slowed and he began to sigh heavily in relief. That was unlike any dream with Eva he had ever had. Why the hell would his brain do something like that?

Arthur quickly got dressed in a blank t-shirt, not changing out of his black jeans and racing downstairs. Jacob raced with him. But the house was empty. Arthur saw a manila packet on the table. A sticky note stuck to it saying “Arthur”. ”Another mission? So early in the school year too.” Jacob said, making his was to the fridge to scavenge for frozen waffles in the freezer. Arthur flipped open the packet, looking at the photograph of his target, and older woman with very short, dark brown hair. Along the top of a piece of paper read the name “Evelyn Esperanza.” What a dumb sounding name, Arthur began to think. As he read through the paperwork. Jacob munched away on a frozen waffle, throwing one to Arthur as well. He glanced at it for a moment and shook his head. His stomach felt sick as he was still recovering from the nightmare from earlier. He needed to distract himself with something else. So, he focused everything into the manila folder.

Now that his eyes weren’t bouncing around from alcohol, he was able to full asses the layout of the home where this ‘Evelyn’ lady lived. It wasn’t a hard layout to learn, and Arthur read over the details. Payment, $100,000. Time for mission: 1 – 2 months, Buyer: [REDACTED]. Whatever name had been there, it had been blacked out with a sharpie. No doubt to avoid leaving any paper trail to whomever wanted this woman dead. Reason: Personal. Arthur smirked at the reason. He figured it must have been an inhouse job. Maybe a spiteful ex-lover. Maybe a deal gone wrong? It didn’t really didn’t matter to Arthur and the Myles family. All that mattered was the payment. Arthur pulled out his phone, seeing he had left open the conversation with Eva. His heart stopped in his chest reading her name on the screen, as his mind quickly ran through the nightmare he had. He quickly shook his head and tucked it away. No message. He wondered if she was recovering well from last night. Along with how that bruise on her neck was doing. ”I don’t want to go home yet… Are you having to do a stake out?” Jacob asked. Arthur nodded, and Jacob looked at his phone. He didn’t seem to have any messages from someone either. ”Well, can I stake out with you?” Arthur shrugged. He didn’t care anyway. With someone or alone, staking out was a silent task, and Arthur enjoyed the loneliness of it. But he wasn’t about to push away his friend.

Arthur went into his father’s armory and grabbed his personal gun. He wasn’t expecting to use it today, but he liked keeping it on him, just in case. He pulled on his shoulder holsters, and through a blue zipper jacket over the straps to hide them. It sucked that it was hot outside to be wearing a jacket, but he could just keep the AC running in the car. Going to the garage and getting in an unmarked, black sedan, with pitch black tinted windows. No one could see in, but they could easily see out. Arthur pulled up the address on his phone, and he and Jacob moved out to stake out the house. Arthur made sure to park a few houses down, as to not be very suspicious. Jacob reached in the glovebox and handed over a pair of binoculars, looking up at the house. It was hard to see into it, as all the blinds were pulled through. So for now, it was a waiting game to see if this lady ever came out of the house. It was 9:30 when they had started, when suddenly Jacob’s phone vibrated around 10:30. Jacob frantically grabbed his phone, and Arthur raised his eyebrow in suspicion of his friend. Hastily reading the message, Jacob began to get out of the car. ”I gotta get to the mall. I’ll see you later, Arthur.” Before he could say goodbye, the door to the car was closed and Jacob set off on foot.

Arthur wondered what was so important for Jacob to suddenly take off like that. He was definitely lucky they weren’t that far from the mall. Arthur began to wonder for a while it if may have to do with a new drug deal of some kind. Arthur continued to observe the house, all the way til noon when he heard his phone vibrate on his lap. Picking it up, he read the screen. It was from Eva, and once again Arthur’s face paled, remembering his nightmare from earlier. It didn’t help she had texted Hope you slept well~ He felt sick reading the message. He couldn’t be honest and say he had a nightmare about her killing him. At the same time, he didn’t want to lie to her… at least when it wasn’t necessary for him to lie to her. He stared at his phone for a long time, trying to find what to say. Didn’t sleep well. Didn’t sleep til almost 4 am. Had to get up early to work with dad. Very tired… Arthur felt it was so much easier for him to communicate with Eva over text. At least his heart wasn’t beating nearly as hard as it usually did when he heard her sweet voice. He sighed loudly, and leaned back in his seat more, pulling up his binoculars to examine the house again. His phone vibrated again, and Arthur grabbed it eagerly to see another message from Eva. But instead, it was a message from Terrance.

How was last night with Eva? What happened? You know my night was good-- There was an image of an eggplant and water droplets. Ew, too much information, Terrance. Arthur shivered slightly in disgust and reluctantly texted him back. We just kissed. Or I kissed her. She got a bruise on her neck. Arthur thought about it a while and sighed. He wandered what it was like to be kissed by Eva now. She enjoyed him kissing her, didn't she? He replayed the past night in his head, laxly watching the distant house.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Tired/Bored
I am At... Arthur's unmarked car in a random neighborhood.
I am With... Myself
I am Thinking..."Hope Eva had a good morning as well..."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans, t-shirt, blue jacket, shoulder holsters.




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


Eva seemed unphased by Arthur’s revelation of the spot on her neck. She even brushed his hand away. He assumed this meant he didn’t hurt her, which caused him to sigh in relief. He didn’t want his first physical encounter with Eva to be a bad one. But then, she suddenly grabbed the front of his shirt, pulling him closer to her. He could practically feel their lips touch, his heart pounding rapidly in his chest. No wait! Everything had suddenly gone into fast forward mode. Alyssa yelled into the room about leaving and an alarm went off in his head. Leave?? No, no, he didn’t want her to leave! He wanted to keep holding her, keep kissing her. He felt like an idiot just rubbing her neck. Why wasn’t he holding her tighter? Why didn’t he just grab her arm and keep her from leaving. Speaking of his arm, there was a weird feeling on it, as Eva suddenly went for the door, letting back in the bright light of the party. In this new light, he observed his arm. In cute, but slightly messy handwriting. Was a phone number. Not just any phone number! But Eva’s!

Arthur reached in his pocket for his phone, but was shocked it wasn’t there. Oh no, where was his phone?? Arthur looked all over the office, and on the floor. No phone. He walked out into the hallway, looking back and forth. Reaching the now empty living room, Alexander was laying on the couch, staring at the ceiling. His eyes were sad, and he laid there pouting. Obviously upset from the lack of attention he had gotten from Gigi. "Have you seen my phone?” Arthur spoke up. Alexander jumped slightly at Arthur’s voice and turned his head to him. "Oh… Uh. I remember seeing it on the coffee table. But this is Terrance’s phone. He may have taken yours by accident.” Without thinking about it, Arthur hurried up the stairs to Terrance’s bedroom. From outside the door, thumping and the hushed sounds of voices could be heard inside the room. But Arthur paid it no mind, banging frantically on the door. "What the hell. Go away!” Arthur banged louder. "I need my phone, Terrance!” There was a shuffling of seats, the sound of Terrance tripping up and he opened up the door, sticking his head out. It was obvious he was bare chested. In a flash, Terrance placed Arthur’s cell in his hand, and then slammed the door back.

Smiling, Arthur turned to lean on the wall, turning on his phone. But before he could unlock it and type in the phone number, he saw the screen was full of notifications. Tons of missed calls and missed text messages. The messages all just said “Call Asap” ranging from being from his mother, father, and little sister. The missed calls were all from his dad. Arthur hurried down the hall and went into a bathroom, calling his father back. Shit, it was almost 3 am, and they had been trying to contact him for hours. The phone didn’t ring for very long until a deep voice was heard on the other line. "Var i helvete är du?" Arthur sighed and told his father, Terrance’s house. Arthur’s father groaned on the phone. "Kom hem nu. Vi har en uppgift att diskutera.” Arthur grunted in agreement and hung up the phone. God, he was in no condition to drive home. Walking back down th stairs, Alexander had fallen asleep on the couch, and Jacob began to walk back into the house. Besides the redhead hiding out in Terrance’s room, Arthur was fairly certain all of the strangers of the party had finally gone home. "Can you drive me back to my place? You’re probably the only one I trust to drive my car right now.” He threw his keys to Jacob, who easily caught them. Jacob just nodded, staying silent. He had too many of his own thoughts in his head about Alyssa to really talk about anything else.

Arthur didn’t live far, so the drive was fast. In the car, Arthur was able to finally save Eva’s number in his phone. In his drunken state, he hit the emoji’s symbol on the phone. They were all pretty ugly. That was the main reason he didn’t ever use them. But before backing out, he saw the blue heart. Impulsively he added it to the end of her name. He figured he should text her, but he wasn’t sure what to say. A normal answer would be “Hi” and maybe saying it was Arthur. But while he pondered on this too long, they arrived to Arthur's house. He tucked his phone in his pocket, walking up the long path to his house’s front door. Jacob patted Arthur back and pointed upstairs before taking off towards the stairs. Jacob was probably going to crash on the futon that was folded against the wall in Arthur’s room. Arthur didn’t mind, as he was focused on meeting his father in his office. Opening the door to his father’s office. The room looked more like an armory, as the walls were lined with several guns. Ranging from hand guns, to sniper rifles, to semi-automatics and automatics. Arthur’s eyes observed each one, and rested on a single silver handgun, with the word “Hämnd”, Vengeance, engraved on the side, Arthur’s personal gun.

Noah, Arthur’s father, was standing at a desk, looking over a bunch of papers. He didn’t acknowledge his son walking into the room until Arthur was at his side, looking at the documents with him. "Har du roligt ikväll, yuppy?” Arthur’s eyebrows furrowed angrily. He hated when his father called him a "yuppy”. It was a negative term that Noah used in reference to civilians, normal people. Noah was far from a yuppy, and detested those who were. It was obvious that Noah was disappointed in his son going out and partying late on a Friday night... like a normal high school senior. "You missed the initial call for the mission, and missed my own personal calls, your mother’s, and even your sister’s.” Noah was shaking his head, flipping over a few pages of a book of maps. Well they weren’t normal maps. They were layouts of different buildings, and from the top of the pages, Arthur could see they were the layout of different homes built around town starting from the 50s’ to the 60’s. This gave the appearance of a personal job. Someone had to be assassinated in house. "We have a month to take out this target. I’m going to send you in the unmarked car to observe the house. You have to learn this person’s daily routine. When does she go to work? When does she come home? When does she eat, sleep, and any possible daily irregularities.”

Arthur pulled the book closer, looking at the final house layout that Noah pointed out. It was difficult for Arthur to see straight, as his eyes weren’t very stable with his intoxication. Arthur just nodded and Noah sighed loudly, before standing up. Noah had noticed the inked writing on Arthur's hand. He was too drunk to hide it, and Noah realized this as a sober Arthur would have pulled back down his sleeve to conceal it. Noah was a very large man. Where Arthur was 6’4 and very slim built, with muscles here and there. Noah was 6’8, with significantly more muscle, and a thick, scuffy beard. He too had the signature long blonde hair of the Myles family, but his father kept it tied back and pulled up in a bun. His father wasn’t going for stylish, he was going for 'get this shit out of my way’. But it was disgraceful in their family to cut their hair. Cutting hair was symbolic for cutting ties with the family. It was also a way of showing that a family member was disowned, if their hair was forced to be cut. ”I’ll get your more details in the morning, yuppy. You need to sleep and nurse that forthcoming hangover.” With that, Noah turned and left the room, abandoning Arthur. "Oprofessionell. Oacceptabel.” Was all that escaped Noah’s mouth leaving.

Arthur huffed angrily and stormed out after his father, closing the door and locking it before retreating to his bedroom. As Arthur guessed, Jacob had collapsed on the futon in his bedroom and was already asleep. Arthur threw off his jacket and button down, just wearing his jean pants as he laid on the bed. He pulled out his phone again, revealing that he still hadn’t sent a message to Eva. He stared at the blue heart for a second, all of the memories of earlier tonight flooding back to his memories. He sighed and just sent her Arthur to let her know who it was. With that, Arthur passed out, tired from all the excitement that occurred tonight.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:[1]Where are you?
[2]Come home now. We have a new task to discuss.
[3]You have fun tonight, yuppy?
[4]Unprofessional. Unacceptable.

I Feel... Dead Tired
I am At... Arthur's bedroom
I am With... Jacob
I am Thinking..."Eva..."
I am Wearing...Black Jeans




NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...
тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES

╔════════════╬ ╬════════════╗


In the living room, Jacob felt as if he were holding his breath. As if he were drowning under water and couldn’t breath. He hadn’t heard Alyssa acknowledge him in too long, and it gave him bittersweet feelings and memories. He remembered taking her to the mall and buying her a necklace with money from one of his recent deals. She didn’t know that, but he remembered how she smiled. Rubies were definitely her gem stone, Jacob had determined. So, he got her a gold necklace with a Ruby gem on it. He wasn’t sure what sparked the memory, but it didn’t take long for him to examine her neckline and see it was no longer there. He wouldn’t be surprised if she gave it away or sold it to someone. That really hurt him internally. Jacob was surprised at first that she agreed so willingly. Probably looking as surprised as Alexander sitting on the couch. He shook away the shock and nodded, walking towards the front door and turning down a hallway, making sure that Alyssa was following him. Alexander scooted closer on the couch to Gigi, but then she suddenly stood up. Alexander quickly scrambled to his feet, smiling at Gigi. ”Do you want another drink? Are you hungry? Please, I can get you anything you want.” Goodness, Alexander had the look of a puppy dog, just begging for love and attention.

Jacob led Alyssa into a study room. No one was in the room, as it was closed off as an “off limits” room to everyone. That is, everyone except Terrance’s closest friends. Jacob closed the door once Alyssa entered, shutting out the sounds of the raging party. Although it was slowly starting to die down, as a few people ordered ubers and lyfts home, or some just passed out on couches and sofas. Jacob turned back towards Alyssa, but once he made eye contact with her… he didn’t have anything to say. Or- he couldn’t get out anything. What was he expecting? For the words to come to him once they got alone? That he could somehow pour out to her all of his truths, the reasons for breaking her heart. He took in a deep breath as to prevent allowing himself to start tearing up. ”Alyssa… “ His hands were shaking. He wasn’t sure if what he was about to do was the right thing. He wasn’t sure how she would react. But he felt like he would risk everything he had in that moment, for Alyssa. His voice got low, but just loud enough for her to hear.

”Alyssa… If you’ll just listen to all I have to say. You don’t have to answer. I just want you to listen.” Jacob took in a deep breath, and on the exhale, he started in.

”I love you, and I’ve never stopped loving you.” There was no turning back now. ”And not in the way Alexander ‘loves’ Gigi. You know what I mean. You remember what we had… Or at least I hope you do. I didn’t want to end things between us, I was forced to. By so many different people.” His voice drifted of a bit. Thinking about his father, Terrance, and any of his competitors or enemies who wouldn’t be above attacking someone he cared about. He clenched his fist, angry that he allowed them to do the one thing he never would have dreamed of doing. ”Alyssa. I- I want to tell you everything. And I promise you… if you’ll trust me. I’ll tell you everything in time. But Alyssa, I can’t bare living without you. You are the greatest thing that has happened in my life, and I want you to continue being that for me. But it isn’t safe.” Jacob had to stop himself from giving away too much beyond that. ”I want to tell you everything here and now, but it isn’t safe. We have to be alone somewhere I know we can’t be found out. If you still have that necklace I gave you, if you are willing to forgive me, and just trust me to explain everything more. Wear it next time I see you. If not, then don’t worry about it. And if you have already sold it… then I guess I have my answer.” His voice trailed off at the end of his sentence. If she had already gotten rid of it, it means that she no longer felt the same towards Jacob. He wanted to say more, but he knew anything else would be dangerous.

He turned around and left the study, heading back towards the living room. The party had grown significantly smaller, and phone sitting on the coffee table was beeping. Jacob recognized it as Terrance’s phone and he picked it up, seeing it had a timer finished for 7 minutes. Jacob remembered Arthur and Eva and made his way laxly towards the door that was boarded up with a chair. He pulled away the chair and knocked loudly before cracking the door. ”Time is up, you two!! Better get back out here!’ Jacob didn’t look in, not wanting to walk in on a scene that he wouldn’t be able to un-see. And booked it back towards the living room, and out to the last few stoners who remained, passing around the last blunt.

Arthur was in his own world, blissfully enjoying the warmth of holding Eva, and the backrubs that he received. He was definitely in his own little heaven with her. But, it was interrupted by the knocking, and the sudden stream of light from the hallway. Stop? He didn’t want to stop, he had just gotten started! There was so much more he wanted to do with her, and he could feel the condom that Terrance slipped in his pocket. It felt like it was burning his thigh, like a branding iron on his skin. But suddenly feeling exposed by the door being left open, Arthur broke his lips away from Eva’s neck. Significantly disappointed that his lips couldn’t travel to other regions of Eva’s body. When he broke away and looked at Eva, he noticed a dark spot on her neck. He ran his thumb over it, as if it were a smudge to rub away. But it didn’t go away, it was stuck to her neck. Where his lips had been, and it looked like a bruise. Oh no, did he do that? Did he hurt her? Did he go too far? ”Your neck… is it okay?” He asked in reference to the newly established, huge hickey on her neck, his thumb continuing to rub it, as if he could push it off.

╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝


BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE

I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE


Translations:...
I Feel... Very Drunk and Frisky
I am At... Terrance's Party -> Study/Office
I am With... Eva
I am Thinking..."I hope I didn't hurt her..."
I am Wearing...Blue jacket, black jeans, and a white button down shirt.
Oh shit... that really sucks...

I don't know what I would do in that situation. I have such a strong relationship with both my parents. I've watched them both go through their mothers dying (Both my grandmas are dead, both grandpas still kicking though.), and I can't even begin to imagine losing one of them.

I'm sorry for your loss and everything. :(
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