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⌇ Sometimes you need to calm the fuck down ⌇

✌ Laila Suisen and her daughter Alvrentasia Suisen ✌

Alvrentasia hummed as she cooked, earphones in her head as she nodded her head along with the music. "Is it, all in my head." she sang, flipping the pancake over once it was ready. THere was only a plate for one since she wouldn't even eat all that much. She had a granola bar to take place of her breakfast. A bite or two of that and it would be plenty. Soon, she heard noise approach the living room. Her mother had come over the night before with a random man. Laila didn't really like her place and felt like her daughter's place gave off a more one night stand vibe. Even though it was her daughter's place. She could hear them giggling and Alvrentasia turned to see her mother waving goodbye as a man with a tight blue shirt left the room, giving her a kiss on the cheek. She smiled and looked over to her with a stupid grin. "God, he was so juicy. You did see him right?" 

She looked over at her mother and rolled her eyes. "You mean the guy that looked like he was my age? Yeah, I saw him." she said to her. Her mother frowned in response, taking a seat in front of the counter and waiting on her food. She had on a large white T-shirt that didn't even look her size. "Whatever." Her tone was as if she was a teenage chick that was in her rebellious phase. "I have to go but before that... uhhh... remember your father?" Her mother looked from side to side, twirling her hair as if she was nervous. Alvrentasia sighed and put a plate in front of her. "Yeah. It's the guy that used to work at a gas station near you when you were in high school, right?" She responded, pulling her one earphone out of her ear. Alvrentasia began eating her pancakes, an eyebrow up as she waited for her mother to speak. 

"The thing is...That was a lie. You're real father's name is...Alteis Freloun"

Her last word was hushed but Alvrentasia could hear it, her dark brown eyes going wide as her surprise quickly turned to anger. This had all been kept a secret? That fucking actor that she had grown up seeing in so many movies and he turns out to be her goddamn father. Sure, most people might be cool about this. Heck, they'd probably be happy but all of this. Just all. Of. It. Was getting on her nerves. If there was anything she hated it'd be liars and her mother might as well have a degree in it. That and being a slut. 

"YOu...bitch."

Laila was the next one to have a surprised expression on her face now as her jaw dropped. If there was anything she hadn't heard her daughter do, it was curse at her. "You...what? Did you just... A-Alvrentasia!" she exclaimed loudly, taking a mental step back as she tried to recollect what has just happened. Her sweet daughter had just cursed at her. Sure she had some smart-ass responses at times but she was never one to curse. At least not in front of her. 

"Yes I fucking cursed at you. You - you had no right to keep this from me!! You know what, get out of my house. The house that I paid with after I got a job due to a scholarship at a ivy league college NO THANKS TO YOU. Because what were you doing while I studied my ass off? Oh, you were just fucking strangers. So get the fuck OUT. I'm done. I don't want you coming into my house at 3 am with a random 20 year old because you know what? I don't like having to listen to you FUCK while I try to SLEEP! Out. Now." 

Was what she wished that she could say in that moment. Every time she tried to learn more about her father and have to find out that he was a failure in life. Working at 7 eleven or some shit. But instead, Alvrentasia took a break and looked down at the ground before speaking. "Get out. Now. Just go. I'm...I have stuff to do today." 

Her mother frowned. She would have said something but it didn't feel like anything could help this right now but time. Her daughter needed time. "Alright. I...I'll go. Call me." she said, grabbing her purse and leaving the house with horrendous bedhead. Her heels click clacked as she left the house, looking back once with a pitiful look on her face before closing the door behind her.  

"Shit." she muttered. Scratching the back of her head as she went over to a cabinet to get some aspirin. Gulping it down with her water, Alvrentasia felt a tear fall down her face but she quickly wiped it away, going into her living room. Looking down she could see one of her prettiest dressed on her body, fitting perfectly. It was already 7 pm. She was going to go to a friends party but now she really doesn't feel like it. Even though booze would really help this whole situation. Alteis... He was a man that she didn't even really care about. I mean, famous people were just people after all. But one of them was her dad and she had been lied to all her life. She even went to go see the man that her mother had said was her father. He didn't know what the heck she was talking about but they did have a one night stand before so he got pretty freaked out over the idea of having a kid. 

Alvrentasia sat on her couch with a glass of wine in her hand. She was in a perfect dress, her hair was done well, and her makeup was about as good as it gets. Not that she really did makeup much since it honestly confused the hell out of her at times. She just wanted to go to sleep now. Honestly, it didn't even matter who her mother was. Tomorrow she'd have to apologize to her mother and it would all be fine. Nothing will change even knowing about her fathers actual identity. Well, that is until she heard the doorbell ring. She groaned, getting up and opening the door. 

"Ummm... hi." she says to whoever it was. Crap. Nononono. You know those people in shows that were the main character and had a bunch of shit launched onto them? She was the person that would always want to be the side character that didn't actually have to deal with all of that. Alvrentasia looked said person up and down. Nice outfit but who the hell were they? "What do you want?" she asked, her British accent bleeding through as she began pressing on the temples of her head and groaning. God her head hurt. And for some reason, it felt like this guy wasn't going to help out with that matter.

   
| Age | 21 | Height | 5'6" | Weight | 120 | 

The child with too much on her shoulders

The lost anorexic girl

The violinist 

Just a girl that wants to be herself

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➶ Pessimistic  ➶ Kind at heart  ➶ Bittersweet  ➶ Stubborn  ➶ Dreamer  ➶ Generous  ➶ Stubborn  ➶ Rude at times  ➶

Alvrentasia grew up with a mother that was usually high or asleep. She was always going on about how she could do more if she just had the money. Because of this, she usually went out of the house to play instead of staying in the house to take care of her mom 24/7. Soon, she met a boy named Elias. She found him to be one of the best friends that she had made in a long time. However, when she turned 13, her mom told them that they were moving. It was just something on the whim with her having gotten a new boyfriend that could apparently take care of them. Her mother had fainted often and she was worried about her so she didn't want to object and put any more pressure on her. She was devastated that she had to part with some really good friends, including Elias. Alvrentasia hasn't really dated in her life. A lot of her friends mistook her feelings due to the fact that she is sweet to friends and says a lot of things that could be taken the wrong way.

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☂“I'm not 
  
                                                                                                                                 starving myself,
 
                                                                       i'm protecting my
                    
                                                                                                        emptiness.”☂

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