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Rose Plague

LOOL! Naaah, I've been to Texas it's not so bad. Traffic is a bitch though, and Dallas Airport was enough to make me want to shoot myself D:

I've never actually spent any time in another country, though I'd like to. The closest I've gotten is two or three days I think, driving through Canada. So didn't get to see too much other than the roads ><

DAMNIT, I posted in the wrong spot, please delete? (sorry)

I created a thread in member lounge that was intended for the friggin gallery. It is titled "Broken Friendship (A Poem by LoneSilverWolf)"

I don't suppose you could delete the one in the damn member lounge? I reposted it where it belongs, in the gallery.

Broken Friendship (A Poem by LoneSilverWolf)

The aching in my heart
the lonelyness every day
why the hell did we have to part?
Why did you hurt me this way?

It seems you never really cared
It seems you're laughing now I'm gone
When we met I was really scared
That this very thing would go on

And my worst nightmare, it came true
I gave you my trust and my love
Never in my life have I felt so blue
I'm praying for comfort to the heavens above

I cared for you as a friend
I only ever stood by your side
And for that, you bring us to an end
You throw me from this ride

And now here I am with my heart broken
My best friend, she's truly lost
And there's so many fucking words unspoken
My blood's a bitter frost

And despite all of the pain
despite all the tears I shed
Despite all this pouring rain
I miss you so much I'm feeling dead

It's cold inside, an arctic chill
A part of my soul has been cut away
Yes, my heart is beating still
But it's shattered, torn, ripped away

I miss you; the times we had, you and I
Best friends, all the secrets we shared
I look back, and I break down and cry
What did I do to make you no longer care?

A perpetual storm, soaked to the skin
rain, downpour, flood
Will I ever be whole again?
It's like I've lost my very blood

Walking away, the hardest thing I've done
But you were so cruel, and hurt me more than words can say
Even so, I wonder if I'll ever see the sun
If I'll ever see the light of day

Your words hurt me,
And your actions, they were colder than ice
But you never did care, never did see
All I wanted was for you to be nice

To stop bringing me pain and misery
And I was willing to stand with you
To protect you there's nothing I would flee
My heart was always true

But now it's over, we've reached friendship's end
You're letting me go, pushing me away
Will these shadows, the pain ever rescind?
Or is this agony here to stay?

Every second I miss you
I miss you every fucking day
I just wish your heart had been true
And you didn't throw me away

But even with all that, I still care
I just wanted us to rebuild, to continue being your best friend
But the agony of my heart, it's too much to bear
And I cry because our friendship had to end.

Who's ready for the Spam Awards?

Awson said
As the former, self-proclaimed Drama Queen of Spam, I will allow it.

Okay I'll vote Turt for Drama Queen of Spam as well--+2

Rose Plague

Come explore the United States for awhile! I wonder if you'd like it here--compared to where you live, it might seem friggin desolate though, you guys have a CROOOOWD!

Rose Plague

So I take it you are in Hong Kong Dioxide? I'd love to visit, I actually want to see both China and Japan. I respect a lot of the culture in the orient. Not to say I agree with every single thing or don't see some of their faults (like child labor, sweatshops, that sort of thing) but there are a lot of aspects of the Oriental culture that I admire and respect.

Your Personal Themesong

Cayden Black said
After much thought on this, I finally settled on the one song I would listen to over and over again as a teenager.It's depressing I know but it's not like any of you know what goes on inside my head or how life has left me feeling.

That's pretty damn sad, it really is. But relateable in some ways. It sucks when such a sad song can be listed as one that represents you. Try to keep your head up, Cayden; things have to improve sometime. That's what I've been telling myself anyway, and maybe that will help you to remember!

Need help with weekly notable interest checks and roleplays.

Yeah there's a few chatrooms out there where you don't have to register and you can have your own room. There's one in particular I've used before for friends w/o skype, but for the life of me I can't remember the name of the damn thing. But if we did something like this, where we'd be taking a day or maybe two to go over all of that week's notable interest checks, I could help out too!

monsta draws spam

Drakel said
Draw me a dragon... I want to see what you really can do kid...

If I had a way to scan it in, Drakel, I'd do it. But I lack a scanner, and I don't have one of those pen tablet things--so I'd be stuck trying to use a mouse to do it in Photoshop. If I can dig out my scanner (it's packed up), I'll actually do this. I'm not opposed to showing my lack of drawing skills, I just have no way of showing you atm. Just try not to laugh to hard when I eventually *can*