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Nahla!

“And will you return?” The Vizier is studying you carefully. She thinks little of you; thinks you a barbarian toy. She thinks that you would run off, foolishly, from the lap of luxury. Because you, little delight, do not understand your place in the grand order of existence.

But beneath that, she is very interested in what you are offering her: a way to control the Sultan elegantly, passively. A dream come true. All you have to do is assure her that you really can make it happen.




Soot!

You have a choice to make, Soot. Do you run? You can. It’s probably a good choice. Safer than trying to rally a group of barbarians.

But if you wanted to try? Rosethal has been a bad sport. And you just made her look like a fool. What will it be, Soot? Push your luck further? Or run while the getting is good?




Silsila Om!

Hai Lin is, for a moment, speechless. Perhaps because you have forced the air right out of her lungs; perhaps because your presence, o Host, is intoxicating.

Around the two of you, guards tense, but they know better than to interfere in a duel like this. It would be a disgrace for their commander, one her reputation might never recover from.

“Where was this,” she finally manages to force out, looking you defiantly in the face. “When I told you to accompany Birsi?”

Her words are searing, for all that they’re whispered. You failed her, Silsila. For all of your strength, for all of your hotness, you cannot fight your way to her heart unless you make things right.

Or, rather, you cannot do so without shaming her. Hai Lin is no stranger to having her heart betray her. You can feel it, fluttering under your skins. Push harder.

[Mark a Condition under the shame of Hai Lin.]




Birsi!

“It is wrong.”

The words slam into place. She is watching you carefully, her eyes like embers beneath her lids. If you make a wrong move, she will be on you, for all that she seems to be at rest.

“She has brought you here, rather than to see justice be done. She hides in her palace while her people starve. I am not threatened, little Fire Wheel. I know that I will live to see that palace on that hill opened up and then, if your priestesses are right, the Almighty will install someone who is better for this city. Let us all hope they do, no?”

Honor demands her punishment. It will blow your cover, you are almost certainly going to lose, and you cannot carry back word of revolutionaries here, but… do you follow your oath, Birsi? Even if it means your doom?
Fengye!

The Maid stomps around the sled so that she can make an attempt at grabbing you by the chin. And here, you have two options: you can stop her, and indeed, move her arms however you like, or you can let her think that she is succeeding as you slip Zhaojun’s mask from her belt. It’s your choice; you, little Fengye, have all the power here. Isn’t that exhilarating?

“I am not cute,” the Maid squeaks, and stamps her foot, which almost sends her toppling over again. “Nothing we made in this world is cute! It is an aberrant mind-sickness you monkeys are vulnerable to— to see weakness as endearing, and worth protecting! That is all cuteness is! It is that which makes you look at weakness and not crush it!”

(Imagine how she would look, under Zhaojun’s pitiless gaze, being “cute” to avoid being crushed. Does that make you feel pity for Hell?)




Han!

Lotus rolled on the wet grass, and is deliriously giggling. That’s good. She’s not hurt and you made her laugh. “Woo!” That was so exciting. You are receiving a good grade in looking after priestesses and making them feel excited.

You would absolutely lose that grade if you let her know how badly you landed on your shoulder. How, when you let her go, it wasn’t so she could tumble safely through the grass and end up staring into the churning clouds, but because your hand stopped being able to hold her. She’d feel guilty for laughing. You’d make her feel bad.

So you get up with a signature Han grunt and hide the pain. She wiggles her way up, sparkling like a star that found its way under the clouds, her eyes shining. You’ll feel better later, probably. No need to crush her spirit. You’re her bodyguard. It’s your job, if you think about it.

Time to get moving.




Giriel! Piripiri!

The Golden Banneret hares off, suddenly, after a yelping little brown blur. It has brought you in front of an inn, its lanterns shining invitingly in the bright grey light of morning.

On the stoop, beneath its awning, sits an exhausted, bedraggled woman in a mud-soaked, once-blue dress. She is flitting in and out of sleep sitting up. One hand gropes blindly on the ground next to her for the little brown fox that is being chased by the Banneret.

Her hair is familiar. Glossy (under the mud), sleek (presumably, when not frizzing), and the very same color as that of a certain diminutive dragon. Pull it back into a ponytail, stop paying attention to it, and you’d have something close to Han’s hair.

“Mother blesssu,” she says, half-asleep, making an approximation of a holy gesture with her other hand without opening her eyes. She’s likely been awake and active all night long.

Perhaps the Banneret brought you two here for a reason. Perhaps she’s just overexcited about chasing a fox. Do you call her back and bid her to keep going, or do you accept that she has brought you to a place that it is meant for you to be?




Kalaya!

You hear the playing of the Crocodile as you finally emerge from the wild wood, and the silver voice that entwines between the plucking of its strings. It is a voice that drips with longing, with loss, hanging from its high notes like glass beads.

Oh blow, oh blow, oh blow winds blow

It does not take your company long to find the source: sitting beneath a willow tree is Dima, the Dolphin Knight, in a robe the color of a seeding dandelion. Her rose-pink hair is unbound, tumbling carelessly down her shoulders. Around her, a few squires lie, listening.

And the wind has blown my pledge away

Petony makes a dismissive noise in the back of her throat, but her words seem to be stuck there, disdain warring with pity. Behind you, Machi lets out an inquisitive chirp. You can approach easily, if you please; her squires might try to bar your way, but only half-heartedly, and Dima herself will pay you no mind until you are on top of her, perhaps literally.

And she was true, and I was false, oh blow, oh blow, oh blow winds blow…
“Why? Why?” The tip of Dolly’s tail curls as she performs for Jade (who sits perched on top of Angela’s pole, smug as can be) — and, in a more immediate extent, for the onlookers crowding around the entrance to the feast hall, curious and intrigued Hybrasilians (and more than a couple of Terenians, and even a Zaldarian). “Because she is our sacred quarry! This is none other than—“

Angela tries to interrupt, furiously, awkwardly glaring up at the crowd. But Dolly can tell that there’s something more there, some of the same excitement she would feel in Angela’s position, and, besides, Jade is right behind her, watching her, purring regally.

“Angela Victoria Miera Antonius herself, who dared to challenge my patron goddess, Smokeless Jade Fires, who rides in the idol of her own self! Angela was very rude, yes she was, ai, ai! She thought herself very clever, coming here to hunt us — but here she is, witness to my goddess’s power, suffering her proper punishment! And that is why you should let us in with her please.”

The door warden (whose fur is dark and lovely) makes an indecisive noise in their throat. “And what does she have to say about all this?”

“Well?” Dolly half-turns and cups Angela’s cheek with her glove. “Am I telling the truth, Angela?” Jade runs several hands up and down Angela’s front, right where she found the Terenian most receptive. “Don’t keep my priestess waiting,” Jade purrs, then tugs at one of Angela Victoria Miera Antonius’s ears with her teeth.

And the squirming, mumbling, glareful girl on the pole nods her head, which sees her given a reward scritch on the back of her head from a cooing Dolly, who is herself starting to blush, very aware of the fact that everyone’s watching her as much as they’re watching Angela.

”Good girl,” Jade says, and darts in like a snake to kiss Dolly on the lips. Dolly’s fluster intensifies, but it might take a clever eye to discern how she reacts. A clever eye armed with stories about a goddess who claims to be very immanent in an unusual way, say.
On Euna Kim

It was a concert, actually. Not FAEWYL-D; the world doesn’t line up so exactly. d’Aulnoy in December, actually. They’d bonded over their hands.

There’s a distinct difference, at the end of the day, between someone who chose to upgrade her body because it was the next step in her career (and, to be honest, a bit of youthful from the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, as it goes) and someone who had to have full limb replacement done as a kid. Euna didn’t let that worry her, though, as far as 3V could tell. And Euna was really good at showing her how to exercise her hands (but not in a sexual way, get your minds out of the gutter).

She swings by the gym to exercise every so often, and to chill with Euna, who is most definitely one of her fav peoples on all of Aevum. Tomorrow. She’ll roll by tomorrow. Ask, out of professional curiosity. This is a thought she can afford to explore at her own pace, after all.




Girlfriend!

“There are many distinct evolutionary branches of Draculas.” 3V is so incredibly serious. Ignore the smile. “The flying heads evolved in tropical jungles out of a need to conserve energy. Smaller body means less risk of passing out bloodlessly and not waking up before dawn. Did you know that not all Draculas are even animals? Watermelon Draculas. Pumpkin Draculas. Sadly, no one ever seems to use the rich vein of Pumpkin Dracula imagery around Halloween. It’s all superheroes.”

Oh no. Oh no what is this. Is this a Scions of Zalmaxis starter kit she is sliding out of a display. Is this a bunch of Dacians with sickles led by Blood God Draculas, who also have giant snakes which might be dragonish if you look at them right. Why, so it is.

What is the use of having a girlfriend if not to encourage her to make an occasional Enrichment Purchase? Besides, funds acquired this way can be earmarked for dates later. But mostly?

3V just really likes it when people nerd out over mythology and miniatures games.
Dany stands up. She brushes herself down, tugs on her shirt. Her heart is hollow; her stomach is plummeting through the decks of the Plousios until it comes to rest in the swirling colors of her uncle’s waves.

Bella is standing so stiff. You could use her to build a bulwark, a pillar, a wall. Part of the ship, constantly staring out, never looking back at anyone. At Dany.

You fucked up, princess.

There’s so many things you could say. You could try to explain. Tell her that you don’t hate her. That she confuses you. That you are terrified of how you keep hurting her. That you wanted to tear the galaxy apart when you thought she was dead. How sorry you are for kissing her without permission. How you can’t drag her through the fucking grey forever of the Lethe, which scares you so fucking much, thoughts drifting away until your head’s empty, and then, impossibly, your limbs and body drifting away until it’s only your head bobbing on the waves, like Orpheus still singing, when you imagine it, when you feel the scream of it building up inside of you. How you want to keep her safe. How sorry you are about the closet. How sorry you are for locking her in the dark. How sorry you are that you can’t turn back around and go home.

You reach out to her back. Your fingers rebel and curl back again against your palm. Your tongue is cleft to the top of your mouth. Why is something cleft when it’s together and when it’s separated? Why are you cleft?

Beljani is watching. You glance over at her. Your eyes sting hot. Why is that worse? Why is it worse when she’s watching, and not saying anything, and it hurts, it hurts that someone has to see this. Someone else. Someone here to judge you. Someone who knows how you’ve failed.

What about you, Bella? Do you care about me or do you hate me? The thought digs its claws into you, too. Is it just old servitor chains in your head that stop you from tearing me open? You chased me so far, you didn’t kill me, you broke open out of those awful bones and I held you and we stopped Sagakhan and you ran away after I thought you were dead, I thought you died, I’ve had to live with that more than once, and it tears me up, my heart, my liver, my veins, my brain, my bones—

That’s what you think.

Your eyes are angry hot. The Auspex won’t let you look away, though. It never does. It tells you how Bella shifts, how she shakes, how she digs her claws—

And you move.

Dany moves.

She catches Bella’s hand.

Pries her fingers open.

The slick fingers.

“Don’t,” Dany sobs.

That’s all she can say.

Don’t hurt yourself.

Please.

Not because of me. Not because of Mynx. Not because of anybody.

Don’t don’t don’t don’t please don’t.

Another order.

Is that all you know how to do, Dany?

“Please.”

You’re holding her hand. Isn’t this what you wanted? Your heart throbs with the terror, the tension, the scream of fucking up and the need for her to stop hurting herself. But what if it’s you, Redana? What if being around you (fake, pretender, nothing) is what hurts her? What if she needs to be free with Beautiful, who can use that mind of hers in ways that Dany can’t and never could—

Beautiful.

“Beautiful.”

She can find anybody.

“She, she can find anybody. All we have to do is tell her. All—“

We?

“…I’m going to ask her to help,” Dany says, awkwardly pulling her fingers free. There’s still blood on them. “You… I’d like it if you came. You know her better than I do. I just.”

Stop talking.

Redana clenches her (hot. wet.) fingers into a fist and does the most awkward stupid little bow, like she’s in the presence of royalty, and then she turns on her heel and starts walking before she can explode and she’s not going to turn around, because that would be ruining the whole point that Bella can choose, and Beljani is watching, and how would that look, seeing if she’s going to chase after like a, like a pet, and—

Dany looks back anyway, because she’s not strong enough, and she can’t bear not knowing. She has to see. Just like Orpheus. Her face is pathetically hopeful. Vulnerable.
The sound of water is everywhere: rising, falling, rushing through rivulets, choking on moss. The work of Demeter has not been kind to the marvelous channels that nurture the gardens of the halls of the Plousios. Green sprouts defiantly between the tiles, clings to the walls, hangs from the arms of statues. Above, lamps like captured stars hang in inverted pyramids, and all is an endless day.

The triangles and Ceronian gift are both gone. Not thrown away; folded and hidden in her marvelous closet, so neat, so dainty, while Bella hung around outside. She’s back in practical, form-fitting leathers, straps, tool-and-swordbelt, a kerchief for a splash of color. Her hair is pulled back, and it does nothing to hide her face as she looks at and doesn’t really see her surroundings. Clues. She’s supposed to be looking for clues.

“Thanks,” she says, and then coughs, awkwardly. Bella is a towering, brooding silence of contempt. And why wouldn’t she be? After how useless she was, how ridiculous. “Was that— the sort of thing you trained for? Saving me?” Because, right, Bella’s an Assassin, too. All that time just pretending to be a maid.

Could Assassins and Princesses kiss? Not that there would be kisses. But if Beautiful wasn’t in the picture, would that, because Assassins have power, and— no, she’s still hampered by that law inside of her, the one that tells her to panic when Dany’s not around. If anything, the most she could do if things went bad was to put Dany on a leash and. and. mmf. Bad Dany. No thinkies.

No, keep thinkies. There’s something important. Something that’s not clicking. You almost had it.

“All this time, I thought it was just Mynx looking out after me. Protecting me from the Admiralty. Why would I need more than one bodyguard? But you’re really strong. How did you have time to train when you also had to hang out with me and clean and—“

There’s the thought. Grab it. Don’t let it go. Let it out as a gasp, instead.

“Oh, Bella. I wasn’t thinking! If I go across… Iskarot told me that you have to stay with me or it’ll be bad for you.” Worse than bad. Don’t think about Bella tearing at herself. Don’t. “We can fix that. We still have time. There’s people on board who could help take that away, so you don’t have to keep following me. Then you can do what you want.” Who you want. The face of Beautiful springs to mind unbidden. “So don’t worry. Okay?”

And you can stay down here in the underworld, with your lover, until Dany finds a way to help everyone up and out of the pit. Until she does what her mother hoped she’d never do.

Because that part of the story is wrong, isn’t it? Nero-Hermes wouldn’t have sent her to the Lethe. She never meant for Redana to be here. It all fits together. Redana was supposed to be the one who stayed behind, if Mommy needed to carry the message herself. And she’s come too far to turn around and go back, especially because what if running away makes Mommy think she’s not and never will be ready to look after all of humanity?

No. This is just the way it has to be. For everyone, for humanity, for the servitors, for Hades, Dany’s going to have to cross the Lethe and take the message to—

To Persephone. Who else could it be for? And then she’ll get her wish, and she’ll break open that door and let everyone out, and she’ll set them all free— Bella and Beautiful, Beljani and Epistia, Vasilia and Dolce, Alexa and Lacedo, and even Nero. Everybody will be free, and they’ll have another chance to fix everything.

And that’s a dream so big that she doesn’t have room to worry about what will happen to her, either during or after the quest.
Fengye!

The Maid trips. It’s a flailing, undignified trip, and the noise she makes while she goes down is ridiculous. She lies on the ground a moment longer than really might be called for, wriggling and muttering to herself and drumming her feet on the ground.

When she rises, she refuses to look you in the eyes. Her cheeks are flushed, and her energy is like a crow that is considering whether it must fly away from an approaching traveler. “I do not need your admiration,” she hisses. “Idiot! Fool! Witlack! My tenacity is as overwhelming, as potent as the rest of me! You have no right over me, as if I were some new creation spun out of formless chaos!” She scuffs one foot on the ground and works an errant lock of hair back behind her ear, apparently lecturing the trees somewhere off by the side of your head.

And just like that, things start clicking into place. The person she is now wars against the leviathan in her past, and compliments, honeyed poison, and saying things quite unbecoming of both of you will give you power over her.

It puts you at terrible risk, spiritually. Especially if you forget that she is a devil, once a tyrant of tyrants. But consider also how enjoyable it would be to wind her around your little finger. Maybe the noises she would make would even be worth the risk to your soul…




Kalaya!

Petony checks the knots on the impressively tied (and purring) N’yari warrior herself, before giving her a mighty smack on the rear to get her moving (which elicits a muffled— not a growl, more of a squeal). “That was excellent not-swordplay,” she says, grinning, following behind the (intentionally slowing down?) catgirl. “Who taught you how to fight like that? Clever and dirty— just like me!”

Who did teach you, Kalaya? Or was this spur-of-the-moment, the inspiration of some small god who favored your thoughts? Tell her some of how you trained to become a knight of the Flower Kingdoms.

(And, just as importantly: do you lead Machi on a leash, or do you take Petony’s place in encouraging her to keep moving with smacks to her rump? Either way, the N’yari warrior will appreciate it, I promise. You’ve won that right.)




Lotus!

You are such a bad girl.

What were you expecting? For Han to roll on top of you? For Han to wake you up with kisses? For Han to say that she has a clever plan for smuggling you out, but you’ll need a change of clothes, so that you can stammer and blush when you see your disguise, but it’s the only way, and Han will dress up too, just a pair of sensual performers on their way to Golden Chrysanth, and maybe Han would do feats of strength to match your feats of…

Your indulgent fantasy fizzles in the face of not having a particular talent. Feats of walking on water, maybe, but that would blow your cover, and who would pay to see that, anyway? And why would you need to dress in revealing outfits to walk on water? It makes no internal sense.

You wanted to wriggle up against Han and drape one arm back up and over her head, her hair, and bring the strong, pretty, thoughtful, kind, amazing girl in for selfish awful kisses you don’t deserve. But you knew that you didn’t deserve them, especially after how you stole one from her on the barge, and so you made a prim little noise and slipped out of bed, which was the most difficult thing in the whole entire world and you deserve a prize. A tribute, maybe. “Didn’t try to force kisses out of someone who didn’t want to kiss her.”

…on second thought, skip the tribute. Skip breakfast. Skip everything. You don’t have the strength to insist on her leaving you behind, like you deserve, and so you selfishly accept her help…

Climbing out the window??




Piripiri! Giriel!

With one step, you are on one side of the river. With the next, you are on the other. The Golden Banneret hums Homecoming, a traditional children’s song in Hymair— we’ll hang wreaths from the windows, when we’re home, when we’re home. we’ll sweep out the corners, when we’re home, when we’re home…

She turns her face up to the sky, to the sunlight shining through the clouds, and feels joy at being down here in the world with the two of you.

You’ll be on the two lovebirds soon.
”I’ve got it, I’ve got it!”

There are children on the ship, now. Their feathers are still coming in, pushing out of soft downy hair, and they are gangly and loud and full of energy, racing up and down the refurbished decks, playing games, and they love the Imperial Princess. So she can’t say no, sometimes, when they ask her to play.

This game is similar to discus, but there are teams, and the disc soars and spins and flutters on strange wings, and the fledglings madly scamper and shove and laugh as they try to pass it up and down one of the grand halls.

Then Amer shoves Malethi down and out of the way of the disc, and Malethi lands badly, and Amer’s war-whoop is drowned out by the rising noise coming out of Malethi, hurt and confusedly indignant and in need of help.

Dany races over, and the fledglings part for her as Malethi stumbles up, holding their head and wailing, and Dany says something nonsense like, hey, are you all right? And she doesn’t know what to do. She doesn’t know how she can help. Maybe she needs to be the Shepherdess and make Malethi better??

But then, a click of the tongue that quiets everyone. One of the Alcedi matriarchs has risen from where she sits with her sisters by one of the fountains. She pats her knees, and Malethi stumble-runs over to her, wrapping their arms around the matriarch, who strokes their head and begins to say…





Redana wraps her arms around Bella and pulls her in, tight. Her old friend struggles, but incoherently, like a crab that’s been hurt and doesn’t understand you’re taking it to safety. Redana doesn’t let go. She can’t let go. And when she pulls one hand back to fumble with her gag, Bella doesn’t wrench herself free. (The packing drops wetly onto her thighs.)

She squeezes. She is here. She doesn’t, can’t know about the way that the smell of her skin is smothering the blood, diluting the poison on Bella’s tongue. She is here, and she is strong, and when Bella slumps and lets her weight fall on Redana, it’s nothing to hold her up. She can do it. It’s okay. She’s here.

One hand drifts to Bella’s side, presses against her ribs, by her heart. “Do you hear that?” Redana’s breath is a sigh. Gentle. Soft. Like wings. “It’s the sea inside you. The waves are rolling in and out. In. Breathe with it. The waves are coming in. Out. The waves are washing out. When they come, they’re crested with the prows. In. When they go, they’re taking all we left. Out. It never, never stops. In. Listen, and you’ll hear it. Out. We all are part of the sea. In. And the sea is a part of us. Out. You’re alive and you’re here. In. And I’m alive, and I’m here. Out.”

Bella’s heartbeat is… slower. Steadier. Dany licks her lips, suddenly dry. “You did a good job,” she says. “You didn’t— you wouldn’t have. You wouldn’t have, Bella. You’re not a monster.” Then, ridiculous, tumbling out: “And if you are a monster, you’re our monster, and I was a monster, too, and I didn’t hurt Mynx. You won’t hurt her. And we’re going to find her, and get her to stop, and then…”

She swallows. Her voice cracks, just a little bit. Be a good girl, Dany. Be strong for Bella. “And then you can take them home,” she says, like Hercules holding up the sky. Her grip on Bella tightens. “You and Mynx and Beautiful and everyone. I’m not going to make you come with me. I promise. And you can take care of Mynx, and you can be with B-Beautiful, and I’ll get across, and when I get to Gaia I’ll ask Hades… I was going to ask him to make Mom let everyone go, but that’s stupid, isn’t it?”

Her hand drifts down to Bella’s, wraps around her fingers, squeezes. “I’m going to ask him to set everyone free. The Alcedi and the Kaeri and every single Assassin and everyone back home. So that you don’t have to go Rampant and the servitors won’t want to serve and so that we can all see the stars together, and I’ll come back, I promise, I promise.

She rests her head against Bella and tries not to cry and fails, because her cheeks are wet. “Not even Lethe could make me forget you,” she swears.
She shouldn’t laugh. Really, she shouldn’t. But the spray bottle tickles the part of her heart that loves ridiculousness.

“I picked the job,” she says, and she means it. Despite the moonlighting, the motorcycling, the reporting (who owns my house?), she picked this because it seemed the happiest way to keep her savings from nosediving. All she really wants these days is enough to get by, and some good times.

“But ouija? That’s roleplaying without the dice. Or is calculating the probabilities of dice rolls too close to your job?“

By the way, complete and actual coincidence, 3V’s got a new 3D-printed centerpiece display to advertise Inheritance. Níðhöggr, wings outstretched, antlers majestic, perched on one of Yggdrasil’s gnawed roots. Not the version she beat her head against back when she played Mythos, but she likes this one.
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