Name:
Johnathan McKenna
Age:
19
Sex:
Male
Appearance:
Standing at six feet and two inches tall, Johnathan is physically chubby in appearance, a caucasian male having a set of long incredibly dark brown hair that reaches half way down his back, however tied near the head into a ponytail, the hair is swept back neatly as a result, he also possesses a soul patch beard upon his chin. Despite his age, his facial features are reminiscent of that of a 15 year old, with less serious, innocent light blue eyes. His outfit consists of a long sleeve pure black cotton shirt, a brown belt tied around his waist, a pair of dark jeans and a pair of black high-rock punk boots. A fake silver necklace is also adorned by him, a pendent attached.
Personality:
Johnathan is both a realist and a pessimist, years of torment and suffering have caused him to become ferociously independent, craving the desire of safety, craving the desire to be loved, he is affectionate, loving and selfless, seeing himself as nothing but a worthless maggot, a pest and a piece of dirt, he would gladly give his life for someone else, despite him greatly fearing the thought of dying. Despite his selfless attitude, Johnathan can be a control freak and rather demanding, fearful of being forgotten, fearful of being left behind, Johnathan tries for force scenarios to go a certain way, to aid him at times, unknowingly by himself, Johnathan deep down is a coward, and weak, and possesses a mass amount of self-loathing, a trait which has been brought upon him from his horrible life thus far.
Background:
Johnathan grew up in Belfast ireland, along the antrim region, a happy and optimistic young lad, with minor autism, however due to this minor setback, others would treat him differently, as he grew up, he found out that, he had no talent, no skills, no reason to exist, to top it off, as he grew up, the friends who he met over the course of 19 years merely abused their relationship with him, one raped him out of mere pleasure, despite the boy not desiring any sexual intercourse with his friend, and was abused horrifically and assaulted during coitus, with his "friend" getting off scot free with the crime. He had another friend during his life, who was an abusive drug addicted asshole, who beat and assaulted Johnathan for fun, bullied him into he cried and kicked him around as if he were nothing more than a toy. Another friend simply used him for entertainment, didn't see a human who was weeping and crying, just a broken toy who wouldn't entertain his narcissistic desires, and finally, the last friend Johnathan ever had stomped over his life and crushed the joy within, the only one he could call his best friend merely pitied him, and didn't care about what he felt or the struggles he has experienced, he didn't even care, and turned his back on the weeping depressed male, punishing him to a life of loneliness..
Johnathan has a single father, his mother died of suffocation when Johnathan was merely 13, The emotional shock came to Johnathan as he slept beside her the very night she passed away, forced to stare into her cold lifeless eyes as he woke up, traumatising him with his mothers death.
From watching people die, to being stabbed, to being shot to being mugged, to being abused, tortured and tormented, Johnathan became weak, dependent and pitiful, he was worthless and deserved death in his own eyes, and as he grew up, he simply was alone, playing videogames, doing homework, trying to pass his A-level to get into a good college, not that it mattered, he was going to die painfully one way or another. It was one night, as Johnathan woke up the next working, scissors in his hand, contemplating his thoughts when he was transported to this peculier and strange realm... What awaited him was anyones guess... Maybe he could become... useful.
Powers:
Johnathan is a talentless entity, he has no skills, and no positives, what kind of power could he be given if he is talentless in all fields? Like in the world of humans, atleast for now, Johnathan in this world is nothing but a skilless loser, not surprising, his pessimistic and lack of power completely crushes his enthusiasm, it makes sense he'd be totally worthless here to.
Personal Motive:
He wants to be loved, he wants to feel safe, to feel comfort, to be free of pain, free of anxiety, free of suffering, but alive, he wants to live in a perfect world, where everyone can be joyful, be happy and be happy for johnathan, is it so much to ask for a boy who has gone through nothing but endless hardship and horrible torture to be given such a life? Would it be such a bad thing? To grant eternal happiness to both worlds?
Mementos:
Johnathan has no mementos, nothing he keeps on his person can remind him of any good event, everything he once had belonging to his own friends were personally burned by himself, he wasn't going to let their possessions poison his mind like that, and so, Johnathan lacks mementos
XD
