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End or no end

Elliot nodded and relaxed into him again. She didn't close her eyes as she lay there though. Instead, she just took everything about him in. His smell, how he felt against her, the sound of his breathing. She felt as he rubbed his destroyed leg and placed her hand on his. She lifted it off on his metal leg and placed it against the skin of her own. She sighed, "I'm sorry that I can't help with your leg at all...."

End or no end

Elliot sighed and moved closer to him, "I know but... I didn't want to burden you... You already have so much to worry about... There was you dying over and over... The robots pushing us back further to a new hide out... The Kyle incident.... Then the robots again... I found a way to cope with it... and I never cut deep enough that it endangered me... I was always smart about it....."

She buried her face in his chest, "I'm sorry."

End or no end

Elliot woke up sometime later. Her eyes scanned the area before she rolled over and looked at Jacob. She seemed more present today. She sounded so as well when she whispered, "I'm sorry... I... I know you hate that I do it...." she didn't mention anything about her break down the previous night. Instead, she spoke of what she did to herself. She sniffled, "It... really did help though... I should have told you... I'm sorry, Jacob..."

End or no end

Elliot nodded and curled up, leaning back again him. She placed her hand on top of his as they lay there. She sighed and closed her eyes, "I'll try, I'll try. For you, I'll try."

She relaxed, her trembling even slowed as she fell asleep slowly, then all at once.

End or no end

Elliot looked at him, "You weren't supposed to find out... I was going to keep it all a secret... Then you wouldn't have worry... But you're worrying, so much.... worry, worry, worry... I should have done better... Why didn't I do better?"

She turned away from him and climbed into the bed, still mumbling about having done better. Her hand gently touched the bruise the covered most of her neck. She shook her head, "Bad and being good... bad at being bad... bad, bad, bad."

Chaos

Ophelia laughed without humor, "What an ass."

She punched in San Francisco before clearing it and putting in Camp Jupiter. If Leo made this thing, it new exactly where Camp Jupiter was. The horse took off through the air, the wings sprouting out from the sides. She looked at Jeremy, "You know we are running into this blind, right?"

End or no end

Elliot didn't turn to look at him when he spoke her name and continued to stare out the window. She felt his arm snake around her waist and leaned back against him. She listened to him whispering to her but showed no sign of hearing it. She rose a hand to the side of his face and smiled, "I'm still here... Never went anywhere... Savannah locked me in..."

There was a haunting sound to her voice, as though she truly weren't there. She leaned into him further and pulled her eyes away from the window to kiss his cheek, "I don't deserve you... I don't deserve any of this..."

Chaos

Ophelia looked at Jeremy as he climbed on, "It is still a sore subject with Leo."

She snapped the reins and off the horse shot. A screen popped out of its neck. Ophelia looked at it, "Enter destination... Oh god... Do you have any idea where we are going?"

End or no end

Elliot was awake but she was completely unaware of Jacob. Her cheeks were stained with tears as she cried silently. Her finger nails clawed at her face as her entire body trembled. She whispering again. The words seemed to jump from soothing words to calling herself evil. She stood abruptly and walked over to the window. She stared out it tapping on the glass before her hand dropped to her side and she just stared. She was silent, speaking not a word, and stood completely still, just staring out the window.

End or no end

Elliot was awake but she was completely unaware of Jacob. Her cheeks were stained with tears as she cried silently. Her finger nails clawed at her face as her entire body trembled. She whispering again. The words seemed to jump from soothing words to calling herself evil. She stood abruptly and walked over to the window. She stared out it tapping on the glass before her hand dropped to her side and she just stared. She was silent, speaking not a word, and stood completely still, just staring out the window.