@Loony
That's all we can hope for Loony.

@Raijinslayer I'm going to try.

And Raijin, you've done more than enough.

I love you.

@LoonyYeah, and I love you to, Loony. I'll . . . I'll be sure to keep in touch better than than I normally do, so you can have my wonderful prose to look forward to whenever. Nothing big, just some conversation and status updates. Keep ya posted on my day to day.

@Raijinslayer Thank you.

Thank you all.

@Loony
We will always be here for you Loony, always remember that.

@Loony

Loony I am so sorry I have been so sick that I could be here earlier for you. I'm not even suppose to be on right now but I am so glad I did. Loony you need to know that the Path was the one to worry about you and contacted me. They haven't been here often they care and love you. Loony I care about you and love you. Let me give you my number and you can call me anytime. I believe in you loon, please don't give up. We all love you and would never want anyone or even yourself to hurt you.

*hugs*

@Loony I'm glad to hear that you're going to try, please do. I have to go for a while but I'm always here for you as well. I know it's probably extremely difficult but please just try and relax for a while. I also know I'm most likely sounding like a broken record at this point but you absolutely are good, and life can still be good for you.

@LoonyNo problem, no problem at all.

@Loony

I loves you my friend. You are wonderful. I know you will probably say I am wrong. I know you probably might not believe me but YOU are wonderful. YOU help heal me. YOU make me smile or laugh when I'm falling. I wish I could do as much for you as you have done for me. YOU make this world a better, brighter, and more beautiful place.

I just need to let you know that. I just needed to say it.

@Akayaofthemoon It's okay Akaya. It's okay.
@21308@Raijinslayer@Pathfinder And thank you all again. And no, Spinna, you don't sound like a broken record. And if you do, it's the most wonderful, amazing broken record ever, something great born out of a mistake. One that still sounds like a song nonetheless. If not even better than then song it was meant to play.

I'm so sorry for all this everyone. My mind's still kind of set but...I'm going to try.

Thank you all so much.

@Akayaofthemoon Thank you Akaya. I can't really accept all that, but thank you nonetheless.

I want to hug you all so bad right now. You'd have to put up with my ugly sobbing sounds and incoherent voice, but whatever. I really wish I could hug you all right now.

@LoonyThat's all we ask of you Loony, that you try. And it means the world to us that you are.

@Loony

I feel honored that you come to us. That you trust and love us enough to vent when you need to or cry to us when you need support and love from this little family we have all built.

@Raijinslayer I thought I was done crying, but I guess not.

Damn it Raijin, you're too nice. This is the third time I've stopped crying and you've made me relapse. The Eve and Reggie thing really got me bad, not gonna lie. You all are such unbelievably caring and great people and I wish I had the words to express just how much I love you guys.

@Akayaofthemoon I feel honoured you all care so much. Undeserving, but honoured nonetheless.
Thanks again.

This is a jumping spider carrying her baby.

I feel like that baby right now.

Thank you guys.

I'll try to talk about something normal. I'm sorry I have you all worried.

I'm still bent otherwise but you all tried so hard for me.

It sorta feels wrong.

More wrong than before.

@LoonyI'm sorry to make you cry Loony, but I'm here for you. I'm always glad too help and I'm always here to listen. They say that nice guy's finish last, but here's the thing about being nice: You aren't doing it for yourself, just those around you. So as long as I know that the people I care about are happy, then I'm happy. And if someone I care about is hurting, then I'll d everything I can to make it go away.

But yeah, normal talk is definitely something that we can do now. Unfortunately, I'm at a lost for a topic . . . how about how awesome it was to see Garnet beat up Jasper. 10/10, one o the best moments in the series.

@Raijinslayer And I'm crying again. Thanks. XD
Honestly though, thank you. Don't worry, Loony's just a silly little loon who cries too easily. You shouldn't be sorry.

Personally I think having Lapis rebel and drag Jasper into the ocean was more of a crowning moment. That or Peridot pushing Greg off the roof. I still have trouble believing that was a thing that actually happened. It was great.

On a completely different topic, toucans.

Why?

Because toucans.

Aracaris, toucanets, the whole lot. I didn't really have much fondness for them until I met some. Really sweet fellows. Different from parrots for sure but just as loveable. I'd say they're almost dog like.

I particularly liked this one curl crested aracari. The one I posted earlier? Yeah, those guys. It was oddly calmer than the other toucans, very friendly and just tried to snuggle up into your hand. It was so soft except for those pretty feathers on its head, which, I guess, sorta feel soft, but they're not really feather like. Sorta plasticy? It's weird but oddly nice. I'd probably want one of those as a pet if I could ever afford it, solely because the other guys will probably be too much energy for me when I'm older (especially the larger toucans) and would probably wouldn't get along with (and in the bigger toucans cases, make a meal out of) Jade. And that the curl crested just melted my heart.

@LoonyToucans have always struck me as weird, yet interesting. If I were to have an exotic pet, it'd probably be either a lizard, a fox, or a wolf. Lizard because it's closest I could get to a dragon, Fox because they're cool and cute little suckers, and wolves because they're awesome, though if we're being honest, probably not the safest pet.