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Catarina walked down the spiral staircase behind the loose bookshelf in her study. Her footsteps reverberated off the stones and down the staircase, heralding her descent. She took her time with the stairs. Each footstep was allowed its own room, space to breathe, time for the echoes to decay. Time for her prisoner to digest them.

The stones in the stairwell were rough-cut and darkly coloured. A perfect fit for a secret chamber. The way was lit by a hand-held tallow candle, mounted on a little polished bronze dish. The wick had been soaked in oils to brighten the light it let off. Candles were cheaper and more efficient than an oil lamp, so Catarina saw no reason to not use one. In all fairness, it did reek like burnt animal fat, but small sacrifices must be made.

The last step always let out the quietest echoes, somewhat anti-climatically. The room at the bottom was a secret study, with books and alchemical reagents cluttering shelves, ink-stained carpets lining the floor, and arcane tapestries lining the walls. A tall, three panel mirror features against one wall, partially obscured by purple velvet curtains. Keen eyes would spot that this mirror reflects nothing. Instead, it showed smokey white swirls which shift and change when one isn't looking at them.

A writing desk occupied the opposing wall and a lectern stared over a large, circular portion of stone flooring. The lectern had shelves built into its column, which were filled with candlesticks and bowls.

Catarina stepped into the chamber and turned to her left.

There sat her long-time vexer. A subject of fascination and frustration, finally within her grasp. The rival, Aïtana Du'Vall, had been seated in and tied to a chair. The chair was made of a rich wood which matched the writing desk, and was well-cushioned. The ropes were thick cord, and tied well.

"Are you... comfortable?" she asked in her low, slow drawl. "I am terribly sorry about this situation. But then again, it would have been different if you knew where that nose of yours isn't welcome."

She turns and paces around the room, tending to the candles. "So. We both know I can't keep you here forever. Start talking. How - and why for that matter - did you come to be snooping through my shit?" A crack pierced the air as she slammed her hand against a nearby bookshelf, staring over into Aïtana's eyes, fury tearing at her eyes.
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"Hehehehe...hahahah!" The woman was laughing as she saw the child run around her. But she was just a child herself. Not more than fourteen years. The kid was making her dizzy. He was running round and round and round as she spun her body to keep her focus on him, pretending to throw her claws out at him, growling and hissing. "Aïtana! Aïtana!", the boy yelled her way as his body jerked away from her dangerous claws. "Aïtana!!" Suddenly his voice changed. She sounded angry now. The meadow was gone, they stood in a small wooden room. A kitchen. The stove was on. The water was boiling over. "Aïtana!", the same scream came at her again. The boy's amber eyes glared at her with malicious intent, with hatred and anger deeper than his 9-year-old soul should have been able to carry. "ARGHHH!", he screamed. A high-pitched ringing hit her ear, at the same time something burning hot sliced over her face. She screamed. She could hear herself scream. "Aïtana! Aïtana!" The boy was crying now. He sat beside her on the floor and shook her arm with his two small hands. Big tears were running down his face. "I didn't mean it. Aïtana!" The boy blurred before her eyes.

"Nikolai...", soft lips whispered from a clouded mind. "It's okay. I know. Nikolai...." Aïtana's eyes opened to a blurred intake of colors she couldn't place. Everything seemed gray... Her head felt heavy. She tried to pull her hand to her forehead but it was stuck. Aïtana let her head drop for a moment, her eyes closed. She felt sick to her stomach.

When she reopened her eyes and forced her brain to process her surroundings, the blur slowly lifted. She didn't recognize where she was. It was some kind of dark cold room. The walls were made up of gray stone. She saw bookshelves. A single entrance, the door closed.

She pulled on her arm again and this time it dawned on her that she wasn't simply stuck. She was tied up. Her mind began to understand that something had happened. Asess the situation, her logic commanded. She was tied up on her hands, her ankles and for good measure around her midsection. She could see. Her mouth was free, she could use her verbal magic. The stool she was positioned in seemed to be of simple wood. It stood close enough to the entrance. The door seemed to be made up of normal wood, it looked thick but at least it wasn't metal. She quickly took notice that she had no further belongings but her clothes on her body. Her eyes darted around the room. Books... so many books. A strange big stone circle stood on the opposite side of the room, opposite from the only exit she could make out. A desk. A cabinet. She would need to get out of the chair. The cabinet might hold something sharp enough to cut through the robes that tied her up. The desk might offer a letter opener. Not exactly a weapon but worth a try.

Aïtana took a breath. Her head still felt heavy. She didn't exactly have a headache. It felt more like the aftermath of a painful night. She was exhausted. Her body desperately needed fluid. Her mouth felt dry. How long have I been out for? It was impossible to say what time of day it was as the room proved to offer no windows. Underground, was her first explanation.

Aïtana almost yelped as the door flung open. Her eyes grew wide for just a second. Then her face was stone. She hoped the woman hadn't noticed. She thought she didn't. Before stood Catarina Loveti de Monte Scifo. The memory of sharp, unbearable pain all over her body resurfaced. The traitor began to talk to her. Aïtana would have loved nothing more than to knock her unconscious and throw her into the darkest cell they could find to leave her there to rot. Her suspicions had been proven right. If not before, then now beyond any doubt. Her captor began to light up the rooms with candles.

A loud crack almost made Aïtana jump. But she had felt the show of power, the attempt to scare her coming. Her heart might have jumped but her body had not flinched. She wanted her to talk? Aïtana gathered some strength and spit right in front of Catarina. Her eyes darted back into those furious orbs.

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Catarina's anger dripped away from her face, almost becoming kind when Aïtana stared back. But she never broke her gaze. Never stopped analyzing and studying. The other woman's face was cold and inexpressive, but things were never that simple. In the same position, Catarina would hide her own emotions. She would be a fool to assume Aïtana wouldn't. The spitting told her everything she needed to know. Disdain, frustration, defiance, and hatred. Meeting this with more hate could never help.

Cata was the one to break the gaze when she paced over to the cabinet in the far corner. She placed the candle on a small raised slab and opened the cabinet door. Strange glass and marble apparatus filled the shelves, placed in tidy and organised rows. Rags were folded and stacked on the bottom shelf. Catarina lifted one from the stack. She walked over to where the spit had soiled her carpet, and crouched down to clean it.

"This was expensive, you know," she said. "I wouldn't do that again if I were you."

She stood and began toying with the rag before leaning against a nearby shelf, eyes looking her captive up and down. Her nails tapped on the spine of a wood-bound book. "Aïtana, darling, look. To be frank, I don't like imprisoning people. It's disgusting, honestly. I don't want to have you as my prisoner any more than you want to be my prisoner..." she trailed off. The tapping stopped. "So believe me when I say that I only want to know how you came to be here so I can avoid having to do this to others. It's just damage control, see?"

Cata closed her eyes for a few seconds and let out a long, defeated sigh. She slid the wooden book off the shelf and clutched it against her. Iron clasps held it shut, and strange shapes were burned into the back cover. "I suppose if today is to be a day for honesty between us, then I should take the lead... I do admire you. You have strong morals, which I would genuinely love to hear about some time." Her eyes found Aïtana's as she lowered herself to the floor to sit down. They were playful and full of interest. "Maybe after I've got you situated in a more appropriate cell. It's being outfitted to hold a guest of your esteem at the moment. It should be ready by tomorrow. But, I digress. You must have left traces, and so many people are wont to follow such clues. If they do, then they'll just wind up here, like you. You don't really want to get anyone else captured, do you?"
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Aïtana watched the woman closely as she began cleaning the spot on the carpet. She soon finished and began speaking to her as if they were long friends or had some kind of relationship that allowed for civil communication while one of them had been knocked out cold, kidnapped, and was tied to a chair.

Aïtana was ready to spit into Catarina's face - be it with words or fluids. Her words did nothing to impress her. They all felt like lies at this point, and even more so, they sounded pathetic in her ears. Admiring her morals. Who was supposed to believe that? Maybe someone from the council she had somehow gotten into her pocket? Aïtana had long believed that Catarina was hiding the full scope of who and what she was. Her suspicion was more of a gut feeling at first, a wariness. Be careful around that one, her instinct had warned her. And Aïtana had listened. Catarina was dangerous. She could deal with dangerous, she could even respect dangerous. What she drew the line at dishonest and pretentious.

Catarina got close to her, close enough so they could look into each other's eyes as her captor lowered herself to the floor. Aïtana wouldn't give her the pleasure to look away and cower. She stared straight into those eyes and searched for something she could work with. Was there doubt? Was there hatred? But she couldn't tell.

"Let's not pretend for one second that you want to stand across from me as equals. Your words don't phase me. I have the strong feeling one of us benefits more from this captive situation than the other, so don't come at me with this weak attempt of 'We both hate this situation equally, let's work this out' bullshit. If you find it so disgusting, I recommend taking a long look into the mirror. You might throw up from the very view you find in it." She wished she had free range with her feet to push the woman away from her position in front of the chair. "If you're trying the 'easy way' here, just to blame it on me once you start your torture, I'd suggest you cut to the act. Honestly, I never thought you were this naive to believe your victim-blaming would work on me. Have you read too many villain novels? Do you practice that speech in front of the mirror?"

She let out an unamused laugh. "Shall we unpack your traumatic childhood next as if that would excuse any of your actions? 'Oh I find kidnapping disgusting.' But didn't you just mention there was another person you have locked up somewhere in a cage? 'You wouldn't want someone else to get captured.' Are you really trying to blame your actions on a person tied to a chair? I'm sorry but your theater act isn't doing it for me. If you want to have a real conversation with me, I'll give you two hints. First: Do not call me darling. Second: Untie me. Meet me at eye level. Let's talk as equals. And don't use your corrupted, ungraceful spells to dominate someone else's body or mind." She wasn't ready to admit that she had not yet cracked how Catarina had captured her. Her memories of that moment hadn't fully surfaced yet. She knew that Catarina had surprised her. Not with her presence but with something else. Aïtana had dropped to the floor immediately, pain had been involved. But as far as she could tell, her body was uninjured now.

Aïtana braced herself for an incoming attack. She didn't know if Catarina was one to easily lose her temper, she hadn't seemed like it before. But now she was in her habitat, away from people, away from needing a mask. And Aïtana could not possibly know what hid underneath it.

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A grin spread over Catarina's face, only widening further as Aïtana continued her tirade. The last few sentences sent her into a shaking, cackling fit. It took her a moment to fully recover. Her next words were spoken through deep breaths and more than a few giggles. "I... Oh, aren't you something. I knew you were a principled woman, but I never knew you had such wit. It certainly hasn't shown in court before. Usually you're such... She paused to stand, wiping a tear of laughter from her eye. "Well, usually you're such a bore."

She slid the book back onto the shelf and began to make her way behind the chair, caressing Aïtana's cheek on the way around. It was warm to her touch. Excellent. Her hand slipped just below the ear and she pressed slightly. A fast pulse. Even better. Catarina smirked as she thought of just how easy Aïtana would be to piss off. People with tempers were always her favourites. They were so rewarding. Lowering herself to her knees, Catarina placed her chin on Aïtana's shoulder, reaching around the other side of her neck with an arm.

"Oh, I truly am sorry darling. I did not mean to upset you. But, um... how to say?" she said. She took a moment to make a show of considering her next words, hand grazing her cheek. "But we are not equals. Not really. Think about it: if we were equal, how could I do this?"

Her hand slipped away, words hanging in the air for a moment, wafting around Aïtana's head like a threatening, musky perfume. All the better to allow her captive's mind to race. This was the fun bit. Her hand gripped the back of the chair. She pivoted on her knee. Yanked down with one arm, unbalancing the chair and driving it into the ground. She sat back onto her knees. Her eyes sparkled with a smug smile as she looked down at her captive and placed her hands in her lap. "Aïtana darling... this is not an act. I don't know how else to break the news to you, but I'm not whatever exaggerated caricature you've constructed of me. Although... you got one thing right. I am fond of novels. One runs out of treatises and philosophical dialogues, as I'm sure you know. But then again, you do seem to read only Varka, so I could be wrong."

Catarina turned and began surveying her bookshelves. "Here -" she said, pointing at a thick, red leather bound book. "I can recommend this one! A thrilling romance between a poet and a painter, written with a lovely impressionist influence. I know the man who wrote it, as a matter of fact. He signed it for me."

Aïtana would be a difficult one. Cata had always known her to be headstrong. Most start showing signs of beginning to crack by now, but this resistance and refusal to engage would make things difficult. That just meant it'd be fun though, right? They all crack under enough pressure. And diversion of the pressure just meant she had to apply it elsewhere. Catarina let out a low giggle. "Oh again! I keep digressing. You are good at getting me off topic, darling. But anyway. The world is so much more complicated than you think it. Yes, I have done regrettable things. Everyone has, after all. But that hardly means I am a monster," she said. Her next words were to be a gamble. If there was anyone who hadn't faltered in their morals, it was Aïtana. But she was confident, and right or wrong, she would learn something. "And likewise, you've made some commendable choices, but you are no perfect being. You've made some horrible decisions in the past, no? Does that make you a monster?"
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Would you believe that? That maniac was laughing. But of course! If someone had something to laugh about in this situation, Aïtana would assume it'd be Catarina. Her facial expression slipped into one that clearly read 'you serious?' but would not offer the belief that she'd be phased much by it.

Throw at me what you like. As much Aïtana had wanted for Catarina to just slap her, scream at her, threaten her with torture and get the cruel waiting phase over with, the woman was smarter than to think she could crack Aïtana with such standard villainous behavior. Instead, Catarina indulged herself in mimicking Aïtana's way of conversation. She stayed calm, slightly amused. She threw jabs at her, called her boring, tried to insult her with meaningless words. Catarina played the game Aïtana had raised between them. She could recognize and respect that. Catarina let Aïtana decide how to go about it, in this moment at least, and gave her that bit of control. She was smart. She showed Aïtana just how helpless her situation was. Not by force and not by threads. By flirtation.

If Catarina wanted to call her darling, so be it. It boiled Aïtana's blood a little but she was far from letting that affect her. The first anger rose and then lifted as she cleared her head. It's just a word and it has no meaning in her mouth. She means to take a rise out of me. She thinks she found something that pokes at me and so she uses it to show her dominance. Pathetic, but fits her style just fine.

As Catarina walked behind her and touched her scarred cheek, Aïtana's head drove to the side a small fraction. It was the automatic response of her body. The wall that screamed DO NOT TOUCH. However tiny and miniature her movement had been, she knew immediately that Catarina had noticed it. You didn't go to play such a game of touch to then miss the one reaction you were looking for. Aïtana could scream at herself for that failure. With Catarina's arm around her neck and her chin on her shoulder, it took a lot within Aïtana to not move away as much as possible. She equally waited and feared for that moment that their cheeks would brush and she would be forced to feel Catarina's skin against her scarred one. But the moment didn't come. Instead, Catarina made a show of running her hand over the same spot again. This time Aïtana didn't flinch. But she felt the familiar acid in her stomach crawling up her throat. That swirling sensation inside her belly that made her feel like throwing up.

The world tipped and with a way too soft thud Aïtana landed with her back to the floor. "Uff!" The coalition tensed up her back muscles and she felt how the back of the chair dug into her bones and skin uncomfortably. She would have muscle pain for days after this. The fancy carpet helped. Her first bitter thought was to spit on the carpet again. But that would make her seem childish and unresourceful. It'd be a little 'fuck you' but nothing more.

So Aïtana looked Catarina into the eyes with apathy as she continued to romance her with words. The assumption on Catarina's part about Aïtana's reading happens amused her but she would not let a stray comment like that reveal any emotions on her face. And she would certainly not counterbalance Catarina to her liking. This weak attempt to gain information on her, however small, would not rouse Aïtana to share a single word.

And what was this bit about books? Way to redirect a conversation. Was she supposed to be impressed? Did little Catarina want a pet on the head for having a signed edition of some romance novel? How ridiculous.

Catarina's words finally found their end with a question. One that could've meant to challenge Aïtana. But it was to no avail. "Is this villain's tactics 101? Is this the beginning of a corruption arc or are you trying to get me to save you - you know, deep deep inside?" She let the words sit for a moment, unsure why sarcasm was still her go-to. Catarina would just feast on it.

"You and I are alike. We are alike in the sense that we both choose our actions ourselves and are to blame for them. But those actions surely look different. I never called you a monster, Catarina. Monsters are tale-bound mystical creatures that come out after dark. You're just a human. You're responsible for your actions." If she was looking for a heart-to-heart about the painful mistakes in Aïtana's past, she was bound to wait for eternity.
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That apathy in Aïtana's eyes made Catarina smirk. She had played this game before. She knew people with a will this strong could never break this early. It was a fake apathy, one constructed to throw her off, to make her think she's breaking no ground.

Delicious.

She'd seen many like this in the past. Both within Castrolibero and without. There was a shimmer of defiance in the ones who hadn't truly broken. Oh how lovely to watch it turn. She swept a strand of hair from her face and looked down her nose into Aïtana's eyes. "Miss Du'Vall... darling, no... you know better than this, surely?" she drawled, mocking the other woman with everything, all the way down to the rhythm of her words. "Or... maybe not? Okay, let me explain. Sometimes when you say certain things, like say... I recommend taking a long look into the mirror. You might throw up from the very view you find in it or... just to blame it on me once you start your torture, I'd suggest you cut to the act, it implies certain things. That means you might not say it, but the words still carry the meaning! Exciting, right? For example, those words imply that you think of me as a monster."

Throughout the entire explanation she kept a mockingly sincere expression on her face, complete with a furrowed brow and pouty lips. She put deliberate effort into mocking Aïtana's tone while she was quoting her. Unwilling to stop there, she continued, saying "Another example might be that this entire time I have been implying that you're a fucking idiot. Didn't you pick up on that, darling?"

Her mouth split into a wide smile, lighting up her eyes. This really was too easy. She briefly reconsidered picking on such low-hanging fruit. Surely it couldn't be this easy? But... no. Instead, she giggled a low and flirtatious giggle. "Oh you're too much fun darling. Maybe I will let you one day. You know, let you uhh... 'save' me - deep, deep inside," she booped Aïtana on the nose and winked, "Maybe."

With a swirl and a swish, Catarina stood. She walked behind the chair once more, this time lifting it back up so Aïtana was once again seated properly. Guests should never be made to feel uncomfortable. The chair creaked as it pivoted. A long, high whine. A thud as it connected with the carpet. Cata circled around to position herself in front of Aïtana. She crouched slightly, coming down to eye level with her captive.

"But after all this you say I'm responsible for my actions? Go on then. Hold me responsible, and I'll hold you responsible," she said, slowly, deliberately. Dangerously. "I won't if you won't, darling."

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At this point, Aïtana wasn't sure why she was still listening to this person. They were more than clearly not on the same page. Morally as well as dictionary-wise. The chair got lifted off the floor once Catarina seemed satisfied with her theatrics.

Aïtana's face turned from apathy to a mix of apathy and defeat. It wasn't the kind of defeat that suggested you had found yourself in a corner or at a loss of will to fight and now felt there was no other way but to surrender. It was the kind of defeat that made you retreat into yourself and let the other person talk because they are too stupid to follow your simple logic. The kind of people who stand before you and stomp their feet and grin at you thinking they've won when you stop arguing with them, not even realizing that they haven't understood a single word you had said before. It was a waste of time to reason with such people.

Aïtana's had nothing of her humor, her bitterness, or her sarcasm in it anymore. She just sounded bored. "Just because you are able to remember and quote my sentences doesn't mean you understand them. If I say those words it implies that I think little of your morality. It does not imply I believe you to be a monster because - as I've said before - those are mythical creatures. And you are not mythical. You are not hell-bound. You are just a human who decides to make decisions the law doesn't agree with. You are a criminal. That's all you are. If your definition of a monster includes yourself as such, then that is something you should reflect upon with yourself. My definition of a monster doesn't include people. If you haven't understood why I can spell it out for you. But I thought you smarter than that."

The woman took a deep breath. Much like a professor who was sincerely done explaining the same thing yet another time for that one student who still doesn't get. "If you think I haven't picked up on your feelings regarding my intellect, you have missed something. However, what surprises me I must admit is that you seem to think I care one bit whether you think me the greatest genius or the biggest fool that ever walked this planet or the next. I don't know why I am still granting you this much of my breath."

She wasn't sure what made Catarina think any of her words had left even the slightest mark on her. Maybe she had misjudged her after all. It was possible Aïtana had given her more credit than was due.

"As for your offer... Hold me responsible if you can handle holding yourself responsible. If you wanna appear so brave, let's see what the judges say about our crimes." What gesture, word, or expression had caused Catarina to even think for a second she'd need her to not hold her accountable for her wrongdoings? How did this person think she'd even be tempted to let her off the hook if in return Catarina let her off the hook? She wasn't even on the damn hook!

Yes, she had made mistakes. As everyone else. And she was not seeking a mistake-free existence. But all her mistakes had been honest and she had done her best to repair what could be repaired. She had done her best to better herself. Her mistakes were not hidden, she hadn't run from them. She had dealt with them openly, had endured the public's roar and the possible social and legal consequences. What had Catarina done to make her trustworthy? What had she done that would allow Aïtana to trust even a single of her words? Why would someone like Aïtana ever consider sitting on the same level as someone like Catarina?
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Catarina's shoulders slumped and her eyes rolled miles. Her face soured into a scowl, and she crossed her arms and stood upright. "Ugh, you take yourself far too seriously. Lighten up, sheesh. Maybe I was right about you being dull," she sighed, voice full of exasperation. The facade slipped a little here and her face betrayed genuine emotion. Her eyes gleamed more than usual, her shoulders were tense, her intonation a little too disappointed. Almost as fast as the emotion showed, she pivoted away, hiding it. "You have no sense of fun. You really should let loose. We can agree on two things though," she said, turning to look Aïtana in the eyes, "One: I'm not a monster, and two: you should stop wasting your breath."

She paced back to Aïtana. How to do this? A million possibilities flashed through her mind. In the end, her eyes settled on the scar on Aïtana's cheek. Her hand reached up, hovering, teasing. She could feel the warmth of her cheek. Pure magic flowed into Cata's fingertips, setting off wild tingles and spreading nervous static.

With less than the brush of a fingertip, Catarina released the magic to tear at the nerves in Aïtana's head, overloading her with pain. Forcing her to pass out.


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The new cell had been finished on time, much to Catarina's relief. The particularly weak-willed bound servants had been ordered to refurnish the once cruel chamber into something more hospitable. After all, cruelty and torture is what's expected, and breaking people requires subverting expectations.

The cell had been transformed into a comfortable study. Several heavy wood bookshelves sat by a lectern, packed full of books by famous philosophers. Discerning viewers would recognise several names among them - Markus Jakober, Renfry Bucholtz, and Estibaliz Gizikis to name a few. Well-read viewers would understand that all of these thinkers were known for their advocacy of decentralised government and rejection of current ideas in the field of ethics. The lectern nursed the most interesting book of all - a red leather bound volume which bore a signature on the flyleaf.

A comfortable feather bed with strong wooden posts sat beside another wall. The candlelight shimmered off the fabric of the silken sheets, interrupted only by Aïtana, who was laid out on top. A dark wooden table stood regally in the center of the cell, attended by two chairs and a candlestick.

There were no shackles or chains. No cruel iron spikes. In fact, the only indication that this was a cell at all was the row of steel bars thick enough to mock the very idea of escape looming in the center of the room. Cata was quite proud of the whole assembly, if she did say so herself.
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Aïtana kept her eyes closed when she awoke the next morning. Her back muscles felt tense and painful but the softness of the blanket around her body and the wonderful feeling of her head on a pillow embraced her with kindness. She didn't want to awaken her sleepy brain to whatever reality would throw at her today. She would need to get dressed soon she reckoned.

A pain in her cheek made her groan. It was more so a memory than actual physical pain. The body reminded her of something she was trying to not remember. But Aïtana was unable to hold her thoughts from coming back to her.

"No, no", she whispered into the pillow. Wetness grazed the corner of her mouth. She must have drooled in her sleep. "Urgh, no. Okay... I'm ready." With a defeated sigh she sat up and let her brain introduce her to the roughness of the morning. She took a breath and slowly opened her eyes, revealing.... "What?", the woman softly wondered.

There were bars that kept her locked inside her cell. But other than that... This wasn't what she had expected. Her hand stroked over the soft duvet of her bed. It felt expensive. It felt like someone had deliberately chosen exactly this material. The room was stacked with shelves and within the shelves books. Candlelight hugged the cell into a dim and romantic embrace. Some of the candles had burnt down entirely. They must have been on all night.... Or they were old candles. But with someone like Catarina as her host, she doubted it. There was a wooden table with chairs that looked oddly inviting. At the sight, Aïtana's stomach sprung to life and growled desperately.

Aïtana scooted her butt to the edge of the bed and touched the floor with her bare feet. The rug greeted her toes with the decent feeling of a very ordinary rug. Bare feet... She attempted to wrap her head around the fact that all she was wearing was her undergarments. To be fair, it covered her nicely still. She had some more showing lingerie but found those impractical. So her go-to were tight underpants and a tight top that would allow her to move freely without her chest hindering her.

[(basically sports underwear like this but in all white and a bit less modern cause we're not in a setting where we wear modern clothes)]

Aïtana let her eyes wander around. Catarina had surprised her after all. After their conversation last night she had not hoped for much more than the typical villain's lair. She found her clothes were neatly stacked on the table with her boots standing by the side of it. She rose from the bed and made her way over to the table. The candle on top of it had only burned down halfway. It was a white ordinary-looking candle. But Aïtana recognized it anyway. It was the same candles she always bought for her study. All the long nights spent with her head in a book or above various parchments, she had found that these candles provided the best quality. They lasted her for days. But she never burnt them down in one go.

In her study, she would often sit and read and write for five hours with no interruption. Within five hours, the candle would be burnt down by approximately one-fifteenth of its original size. It would be hard to measure time with such a long-lasting candle. Aïtana sat down on one of the chairs, grabbed the burning candle, and began to etched small indicators into the wax with her fingernail. It wasn't a foolproof technique and it would be hard to read. Considering that her measurements were likely inaccurate anyway, she could be glad if this was even helping her a bit. No windows, no time measurement. But candles work well, just gotta keep my eye on them.

She put the candle back where it belonged. Her stomach made another growling noise. When had she last eaten? Being knocked out twice by an insufferable amount of pain had cost her body a lot of energy. But at least she could be certain now. The pain she had felt had definitely been Catarina's work. And by work, she meant her magic. Did the ducal couple know about this cruel ability of hers? Why would they let someone who practices illegal magic into their inner circles?.

However unpleasant her encounter with Catarina's ability had been, she had revealed a part of her hand. Aïtana now knew of this little trick of hers and could prepare herself for it. She had an advantage for as long as she knew more about her captor than Catarina did about her captive. Why do I have a feeling that won't last long.

Aïtana leaned forward and reached for her clothes. The sound of keys in a keyhole made her look up and stop in her motion. Then the door beyond the bars began to open slowly.
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In a mirror image of Aïtana, Catarina woke peacefully in her own bed. She was relaxed, spread-eagle across the bed, her mind at ease. Her eyes slid open, pupils shrinking and shying from the first grey sunlight that crept in from an open window. She laid there for a minute. Curling herself into the blankets to appreciate the warmth.

The world was waiting.

More specifically, Aïtana was waiting.

Catarina's thoughts drifted over to her captive. She'd proven difficult last night. Unexpectedly so. With her constant pressing into her deflections. But then again - had it ever been any different in court? Of course not. People never change in one night, Cata. She got under your skin. Don't let it get to you. The affirmation rung in her head as she slowly hoisted herself up and out of bed.

Her bare legs dangled from the bed and grazed the floorboards. She rubbed the sleep from her eyes and scratched the life out of her scalp. It was improper etiquette, but, as she was wont to say: fuck the ettiquitte. She slept in the nude. It was comfier. The blankets felt comforting against her skin and her body heat got around more quickly. Her thoughts slid back to Aïta- No. Deal with that later. Go get dressed.

She got up, and donned a long dress made of rich purple material, high top wedge-heeled boots, an amethyst-jeweled silver hairpin, and a short black cloak. Nothing fancy - not by her standards - but enough that looking in the mirror gave her a surge of confidence. So much for throwing up, she thought with a giggle.

She made her way out of her bedroom and onto the mezzanine level in the main room. On the mezzanine level there were books and documents and files lining every available surface, seemingly meticulously ordered despite the sheer quantity of them. A shelf full to the brim of various inks, quills, waxes, penknives, and parchments, was positioned behind a polished wooden desk. On the floor below, there were the other general amenities one might need in a household, such as a kitchen, dining area, and a small fireplace. Several smaller bookshelves were built into the walls on this floor, and a cellar entrance sat in one corner.

Catarina collected her mail from the front door and sat in her dining area to read them. Such began a short morning of chores. Cleaning, cooking, reading, writing. She preferred not to keep servants due to their tendency to get curious. Soon, all that was left to tend to was her prisoner. She gathered some bread and cheese in a cloth bag and made her way downstairs through the secret door behind the false bookshelf.

Soon enough, she was unlocking the door and walking in.

Only to see Aïtana in her underclothes for the second time that week. She raised one eyebrow and smirked a little. Her eyes may have wandered for a second, or maybe she was just amused that Aïtana still hadn't got dressed. "Good morning Aïtana. For all you vex me, I must say you have a delightfully comfortable taste in underwear! Where might I find some? Help a lady ou-" an abrupt stop as Aïtana flushed red. Catarina giggled a slow, low giggle. She began to talk again, her tone light, playful, and dismissive. "Oh darling don't worry about me, there's no need to be embarrassed. There's nothing you have that I don't. Besides, I saw the same last night I am seeing now. I took your clothes and washed them - they should stink less now."

The door clicked shut behind her, and she placed the key on a table to her right. She rubbed her forehead. "You're confused about the lodgings, no? You expected a dungeon with chains and rusty bars?" she inquired, raising her eyebrows. She spread her arms wide. "I like to keep my guests comfortable. Pay it no mind. I've put the book I recommended last night over there-" she gestured to the lectern, "It's really quite nice, you should read it if you find the ti- wait. You have all the time in the world! How I envy you, Aïtana."

She paced over to the cell bars and raised the small bag of food. "I've had a long morning of writing and need a break. Join me for breakfast?"

She pulled out the bag's contents and sat on the floor, laying the bag out as a small picnic cloth and placing the food atop it. She picked up a loaf of bread, sliced it, and spread some cheese on it, passing it to Aïtana through the bars.

"Oh, and... please, for the love of all that is good, lighten up this morning. I am in the mood for jest and if you're anything like you were last night, you're going to ruin that."
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As if it wasn't enough for Aïtana to wake up in this place, locked up and undressed. Which meant Catarina had taken advantage of her unconsciousness to release her off her clothes without her consent. But then again, nothing here was happening with her consent. So she wasn't too surprised about that crossing of a border either. But to top it off, she had to say something. She just had to. It felt like the conversation from last night just started right up where they left it off. The sweetly hidden insults. The sexual component on Catarina's part. The play of dominance. The mask of someone who still tried to convince her that she had any power to make any decision here and affect the outcome.

I wouldn't need a book recommendation if you hadn't kidnapped me and locked me up. I have plenty to read at home. Catarina's nicety act was more than getting on Aïtana's nerves. She could try her best to convince her she was a decent human being. As long as Aïtana sat in a prison cell - however nice and pretty it might be - she would not believe one word of it. Decent people don't kidnap you and lock you up.

Needless to say, Aïtana was quick to put on her clothes and paid Catarina's comment no response. Although her head had turned red - which he regretted but had no control over -, she didn't care for her words. No, she didn't. Why would she? She absolutely didn't.

"I can give you the address of my lingerie shop if you like", she answered, to her surprise, without any sarcasm, without any bite in her tone. Just... a regular answer. She must still be feeling the aftermath of that pain-spell attack.

As she laced up her shoes, one foot propped on the chair in front of her while she still sat at the table, she looked up at Catarina. "You know, Catarina. If you want people to not immediately dislike you for kidnapping them - which they have any reason to, just so we're clear - maybe you should refrain from telling them how lucky they are to have time now because you kidnapped them. And you're holding them hostage in a cage. It doesn't matter how pretty your cage is, it is still a cage. But I appreciate the bed."

Aïtana let out a sight. She did offer breakfast and Aïtana had the weird feeling that she wouldn't get any if she didn't play nice for now. That wouldn't be a smart move. She needed her energy. Especially if Catarina planned to use her godforsaken powers again. That abomination of a spell.

Aïtana moved her body towards the bars. She took the bread Catarina had slid through the door and returned to the table to sit at it with her breakfast. She made sure she was facing Catarina. It made no sense to provoke her right now. There would come many other possibilities but right now breakfast sounded good enough.

"Anther suggestion if you're up for it. If you want your prisoner to lighten up, maybe don't tell them you're not in the mood for their anger. You put us in this situation. That was your decision. You have to deal with the consequences of that. If you want me to meet you on eye level and treat you with respect, you gotta make the step and show me you're even capable of repaying that favor. Your gestures - as you'd likely wanna point out now - do not show me respect. They just show that you have a love for the romantic and dramatic. They show that you like to play the good guy even when you have someone locked in a cage and knock them out whenever you feel like it. If you want me to ... what did you say? ... lighten up, you might wanna consider to give me a good reason to not curse you and oppose you with every breath I take." As she reached the end of her little speech Aïtana came to notice that she still hasn't spitten venom at the woman. Maybe she was still a bit exhausted? Maybe she would regain her fighting spirit after a few bites?

The truth was that for now, it didn't seem in Aïtana's interest to sarcastically belittle Catarina. They had tried to communicate yesterday. That much was true. They had also failed immensely. Maybe none of them had wanted to communicate, maybe both parties had just wanted to say words and dance around the other, talk at them, not to them. In a sense that was still the case for Aïtana. And if her gut feeling and her interpretation of Catarina's approach were any indicators, her captor still felt the same way.

In the end, weren't they both in a situation that is hard to handle? Yes, Catarina put them in this situation. She definitely holds the responsibility for it. But so far she hasn't attempted to torture Aïtana even though she easily could with that spell of hers. She also hasn't tried to bribe or blackmail or frighten Aïtana into promising she'd never say a word or even joining her cause.

All Catarina had done was react immediately to a situation she felt she had no control over. When Aïtana discovered what she had, she had put Catarina into the situation of fast-react. And Catarina had chosen to knock her out. Maybe so she wouldn't confront her. Maybe so she couldn't escape. Maybe because Catarina wanted to make sure she would never tell a soul - death was still a plausible end for all of this. But maybe Catarina hadn't known how else to react. And at that moment, she stood alone with the unconscious symbol of morality and goodness at her disposal. And she had to do something. So she took her with her. To a place, she would consider safe.

And truly, since then Catarina hadn't tried to harm her. Not really. She had played games, had tried to seem bigger than she is, had attempted to put on many different masks to hide the fact that, probably, she still didn't know what to do. Maybe she doesn't wanna hurt me after all. It was a big maybe but it still was one. And it was in her interest to not put Catarina into a situation where she wanted to hurt Aïtana while Catarina still held all the advantages.

She pushed out the air in her lungs audibly. "While we're having breakfast, you can tell me about that book you've been talking about. If you like."
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Catarina's eyebrows rose ever so slightly at Aïtana's offer to give her the address of the lingerie shop. Genuine surprise was not something she felt often. She blinked a few times, furrowed her brow slightly. Then, from her seat on the ground, she looked up at Aïtana and spoke. Her voice was softer than Aïtana had heard it before. "Yes, actually. I would love the address. Hold on, let me-" she patted down her dress, hoping to find some long-lost slip of paper. Nothing."It seems I don't have anything to write it on, and I am sure I'll forget if you just tell me... Would you do me a favour? I've put some parchment in the top drawer in your lectern over there. There should be ink and pens in the drawer below it. Be a dear and pass them through so I can write the address down."

While Aïtana next spoke, Catarina sliced more bread. She spread a healthy portion of cheese on it and slowly brought it towards her mouth, but forgot to take a bite. Regardless, the bread lingered. Yet again, her brows furrowed. Her lips parted a little and she tapped on the bread crust. Aïtana was certainly giving her a lot to think about. In time, through a fog of thought, she spoke. "I think... yes. You are right. Be... as angry as you will. After all, if this situation were reversed..." she trailed off, snapping out of her thoughts and looking Aïtana up and down. Her captive would surely notice that she was studying her face and body language, drinking in the detail and swirling it around her brain like a fine wine. "I would definitely be a lot more aggressive than you are being now. I suppose it's a luxury for me. Not wanting to hurt you, I mean."

Catarina took a small and disinterested bite from the bread. She chewed slowly, eyes staring down into the loaf. Somewhere deep down, for a short moment, she allowed herself to feel satisfaction. Aïtana was noticably less wilful today. Maybe from the previous night, maybe from the repetitive pain, and maybe from Cata's actions. Maybe even for an internal reason. It would have been nice to know which of these it was, but that was not knowledge she was privy to. Whichever way, she had something to work with now. She had leverage. These suggestions of Aïtana's... they told Catarina what she wanted, far beyond the obvious "escape" and "justice". Whatever value that held. They gave an inkling as to what she thought she could gain. Respect.

Was this about to become easier? She swallowed her mouthful. Only one way to find out.

"I think I should start showing you respect, Aïtana. I acknowledge that I have been less than kind so far, and honestly I have no interest in continuing that. The only issue is... well I don't really know how you would want me to show that. As someone who's more experienced in this than I... how would you do it? And... as someone who's in a less advantageous situation, how could I show you?" She cleared her throat. Short, sharp, polite. "How could I show respect in such a position, I mean... Having you in a cage and all. I obviously cannot let you out, that would destroy me. Even though that's clearly what you want," she said, looking Aïtana in the eyes, pouring earnestness into her voice. Her own eyes glittered with emotion. Maybe she was laying it on a bit thick. But then again, maybe it was just enough. What Catarina found odd was that some of this was genuine. She wasn't saying this just to manipulate - there was some drowned and long-dead emotion below it. Did she really- Let's not think about that right now.

She stood. The old iron key rested heavy in one palm, the light and cheesy bread in the other. Her eyes rested on the second chair at the table. Maybe that quick glance, the appearance of a subconscious acknowledgement, would be enough to get Aïtana to wonder why it was there. Even if only briefly, the seeds could be sown.

But now Aïtana spoke of the book. Perfect! Catarina's face lit up with a smirk. Her previous playful demeanour edged its way back onto her face as she looked at Aïtana under hooded eyes. "Well now, you wouldn't want me to spoil the story for you, would you darling? That would take the fun out of it. Wouldn't want you to miss out on the surprises. Though... I could give you a synopsis if you like. Only if you want to hear, of course. I would loathe to bore..."
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As Catarina spoke, Aïtana kept her gaze on her food, only looking up at her at times. But she was fully aware of every movement, every twitch with the eye her captor was taking. Even if just from the corner of her eye, Aïtana was watching her. She didn't feel tense or stressed. She felt more curious. And she was hungry. So she focused on her food and tried to listen to Catarina without her emotions getting in the way for once.

As much as Catarina's surprise eased Aïtana's mind just a little more - she had managed to surprise Catarina, to break through her masks for a moment -, she was soon to be the one to show surprise as Catarina actually took her up on her offer and asked for the address of her lingerie shop. Aïtana lowered her bread to the table and looked at Catarina with confusion on her face for a moment before she got up. "Of course." She moved through the room. Once she found the items, she took it upon herself to write down the address.

With a couple of steps, she stood in front of the bars that made her room a prison. She folded the paper once, lowered herself down to Catarina's level, and slid the paper through the bars for her to take.

After, she returned to her seat at the table and continued her meal as if nothing had happened. But something had changed. Strange... How one simple exchange can shift something. She wasn't gonna let a little moment like that make her forget how she was still imprisoned, how Catarina had knocked her out with her pain spell before and could do it again anytime she felt Aïtana was being too unpleasant.

But Catarina wasn't done surprising her. She had actually... listened? Aïtana was slowly running out of food. She had been eating a fraction too fast and she needed to slow down before her hands would be left empty. Catarina had just acknowledged what Aïtana had explained. She had admitted that Aïtana had every right to her anger. And that wasn't all. Had she really just confessed that she didn't know how to handle this situation any further? Did Catarina just ask me for advice on respect?

"Uhm..." Aïtana was at a loss for words. How could she give advice in such a situation? Of course, Catarina was correct to assume she could not let Aïtana go if she didn't want to stand up for her crimes. She couldn't help but feel rushes of anger coming up again. Asking to be taught respect but not wanting to be held responsible for her actions, that's just like you, isn't it? But this wouldn't help her. What was her own agenda here? To show Catarina just how much she despised her actions, her morals? Did she want to make sure Catarina went back to hurting her and not really listening? She had undoubtedly surprised her this morning and lifted the mask. If she wanted to get anywhere, she needed to start with keeping it respectful as long as Catarina attempted the same. She was listening. She was asking for help. This could definitely be a sign that there was still room for Catarina to grow. Somewhere, somehow - maybe.

"Well... You could continue to talk to me at eye level. That is a good start. You could also give me the newspapers every morning. I like to read them. I'd appreciate three actual meals per day. I am assuming you were gonna provide that already. And fresh clothes. A big jug of water always refilled and a cup to drink from. I should not have to ask you for water throughout the day. That would be the best beginning, I think."

Catarina rose from her position on the floor. Aïtana noticed the glance to the second chair at the table. She had already guessed that Catarina would use it one of the coming days. She hadn't bothered to think about in what context that would be - she had felt it would have been a more cruel one than shared meals. But it seemed Catarina was missing friendships in her life. She seemed lonely to Aïtana, in that moment. She could've been mistaken though. There would be plenty of other reasons her gaze could have crossed that chair. Maybe she had seen a fly.

"I must admit that I indeed don't feel up to reading. The... situation kind of takes the fun out of that."
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Catarina's eyes met Aïtana's as she reached through the bars to take the address. "Oh why thank you, that was very helpful of you, darling," she said absentmindedly, stashing the parchment in a fold in her clothes. Her mind was on how Aïtana's tone had shifted, even in just those two words. There was mutual ground here, and she felt some satisfaction from that. She was closer to her goal, after all. But there was something else there. They had just interacted as people for the first time since they met, so many years ago. It was odd. She was used to having had that already. She would have to pay the shop a visit the next day.

She listened to Aïtana's requests, nodding to confirm when Aïtana assumed her intention to supply food. The requests were more than fair, those she didn't plan on would be easy enough to fulfill. The only one that could be an issue is the newspaper. If there's anything being published about Aïtana being missing, it could prove an issue. But that's a bridge that could be crossed later.

Then, Aïtana requested water. Catarina let out a heavy sigh and rubbed her forehead. "Fuck, it's always the basics I forget..." she groaned, under her breath. She took a second before speaking clearly again, "But of course, Aïtana. These are all just common courtesy. I did intend to have a basin here for you, refilled daily. Unfortunately, I must have forgot while choosing the books. It will be here tomorrow when you wake. Until then..." she said, trailing off as she saw Aïtana running out of bread. She prepared her some more and passed it through the bars. "Until then, I'll bring you a pitcher, some cups, and the newspaper after we finish this conversation."

Her eyes briefly narrowed as she studied Aïtana. She rubbed her chin and bit her lip, grimacing slightly. "What are your measurements, darling? You may fit into some of my clothes." she said. She was never going to go and retrieve Aïtana's clothes from her lodgings. This would be a terrible idea, as surely someone would know Aïtana was missing by now. Her room would be closely monitored, and pulling any strings to change that would look far too suspicious, even high ranking as she is. "When I visit the shop tomorrow I'll get some spare undergarments, too. Would you like more of the same, or a different style?"

Aïtana's next words made Catarina look at her as if she had just burst through the door shouting nonsense. And, in a sense, that's just what Catarina thought about her words. She blinked a few times. A careful cadence took hold of her voice as she spoke next. "Of all the things you have ever said to me, Miss du'Vall... That is the most shocking. How- wh- uh... How? Please do explain."
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