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The ancient hardness in Arcan's face did not soften at Miwa's words about changes and moving forward. It struck him, not as wisdom, but as naïve optimism. The ignorance in the young Miko's part was not only on her failure to understand that elves, and Djinn like him, operate differently when processing grief and bitterness of betrayal, but also the scale of wickedness Lythiel had afflicted.
"I don't think there is much to move on from. Or if there were fond memories, they would be ashes under the raging blaze of pain that she herself brought. Lythiel attacked Theriadore and Thealeon, her own childhood friends. Injuring them with a terrible wound that the brothers must endure for decades to come. Thealeone did not survive after several years fighting against the wither and necrosis Lythiel had afflicted. A cruel mercy from fate itself, perhaps."
Arcan was a living witness; he knew, he remembered. Thinking about the recollection coated his tongue with a taste of sickness, and the thought that there was anything happy in it made him shudder.
"I have seen it, the agony that awoke them every night, the terrible smell and the unholy heat it radiated. Theriadore heartening his brother despite fighting a similar ailment himself. He endured it for the rest of his life. The pain, the loss, the betrayal. Oh, I admired not only his brilliance but his focus. He directed all of his pain toward his last creation and measures to hunt and defeat Lythiel. Dark was her power, and wicked were her arrows, but he managed to capture her. That crystal in that corner was a small, unrefined sample of the Snow Terror's prison my master personally built. Touch it and you will feel gradual pain that sears both flesh and soul, aching bones, and suffocates breathing. In Ostianor, my Master encased the Snow Terror in this very same crystal, shackling body and soul and subjecting it to ever-evolving pain. Seventeen centuries of ongoing penance, and it is still not enough to atone."
Jazdia could only offer a dry chuckle, a silent smile that confirmed her own story would have to wait for another time. It still stung... Remembering the memories, and despite her ironclad composure, Jazdia finally allowed her focus to ease.
The books lowered, candlelight swayed softly, and for a moment, the world felt still.
She listened to Arcan's account, but soon found herself overwhelmed by pain that wasn't her own. It was not about her fallen comrades, or even about the tragedy of the brothers. The pain in her heart was a primal cry from a soul terribly wronged and yearned for release. So strong that even though the mask of nonchalance Jazdia often wore remained fixed, tears unexpectedly dropped from her eyes.
Miwa listened to Arcan's words silently as she turned back, giving another glance at the painting. She did not know what happened to break the group nor what was the grave transgression mentioned by the elf woman, but by Arcan's tone and the animosity he showed made Miwa think it must have been something significant.
"Perhaps your master's intentions behind keeping this painting was simply due to fond memories from his past and not a hateful reminder of an act of betrayal. Regardless of the treachery that might have split the group, I am sure they all once had fond memories of each other... Maybe even in the end, they still harbored some good memories from their past." Miwa said with a smile as she looked at the painting on the other side of the hall.
"People change. Sometimes for the better... others for worse. Regardless, there is nothing wrong in keeping fond memories of one's past. As long as you keep moving forward instead of being trapped in the past." Miwa completed with a smile as she looked to Arcan, hinting that maybe, some of those words could be important for him as well.
"It might not be exactly the same thing, but the way I feel for my temple is somewhat similar. I feel great pride for it's history, but this didn't prevent me from noticing that the temple needs to change if it wants to survive the passage of time." Miwa continued.
"You mentioned an eighth member of the group, didn't you Jazdia? I am sure you also have fond memories, despite having parted ways, right?" Miwa said, remembering Jazdia having mentioned an eighth member a while ago. What Miwa failed to consider though was the possibility that the eighth member didn't just parted ways with the group... but something worse might had happened.
"You admired and loved your master quite a lot, didn't you?" Miwa asked with a smile as her eyes wandered from the painting, stopping on the same cluster of crystals Arcan looked at. Something Miwa had taken for just an eccentric way to illuminate the room.
"I thought this crystal was merely a way to illuminate the room. Was it a part of one of Theriadore's creations?" Miwa asked, curiously.
The ancient hardness in Arcan's face did not soften at Miwa's words about changes and moving forward. It struck him, not as wisdom, but as naïve optimism. The ignorance in the young Miko's part was not only on her failure to understand that elves, and Djinn like him, operate differently when processing grief and bitterness of betrayal, but also the scale of wickedness Lythiel had afflicted.
"I don't think there is much to move on from. Or if there were fond memories, they would be ashes under the raging blaze of pain that she herself brought. Lythiel attacked Theriadore and Thealeon, her own childhood friends. Injuring them with a terrible wound that the brothers must endure for decades to come. Thealeone did not survive after several years fighting against the wither and necrosis Lythiel had afflicted. A cruel mercy from fate itself, perhaps."
Arcan was a living witness; he knew, he remembered. Thinking about the recollection coated his tongue with a taste of sickness, and the thought that there was anything happy in it made him shudder.
"I have seen it, the agony that awoke them every night, the terrible smell and the unholy heat it radiated. Theriadore heartening his brother despite fighting a similar ailment himself. He endured it for the rest of his life. The pain, the loss, the betrayal. Oh, I admired not only his brilliance but his focus. He directed all of his pain toward his last creation and measures to hunt and defeat Lythiel. Dark was her power, and wicked were her arrows, but he managed to capture her. That crystal in that corner was a small, unrefined sample of the Snow Terror's prison my master personally built. Touch it and you will feel gradual pain that sears both flesh and soul, aching bones, and suffocates breathing. In Ostianor, my Master encased the Snow Terror in this very same crystal, shackling body and soul and subjecting it to ever-evolving pain. Seventeen centuries of ongoing penance, and it is still not enough to atone."
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"You mentioned an eighth member of the group, didn't you Jazdia? I am sure you also have fond memories, despite having parted ways, right?" Miwa said, remembering Jazdia having mentioned an eighth member a while ago. What Miwa failed to consider though was the possibility that the eighth member didn't just parted ways with the group... but something worse might had happened.
Jazdia could only offer a dry chuckle, a silent smile that confirmed her own story would have to wait for another time. It still stung... Remembering the memories, and despite her ironclad composure, Jazdia finally allowed her focus to ease.
The books lowered, candlelight swayed softly, and for a moment, the world felt still.
She listened to Arcan's account, but soon found herself overwhelmed by pain that wasn't her own. It was not about her fallen comrades, or even about the tragedy of the brothers. The pain in her heart was a primal cry from a soul terribly wronged and yearned for release. So strong that even though the mask of nonchalance Jazdia often wore remained fixed, tears unexpectedly dropped from her eyes.
