Lenara "Len" Alstadt
Interaction: Yume, Moo, Kota
Titles: Human, Squire, Rotia Nobility Bastard F
Language Key: Common | [Terran]

Interaction: Yume, Moo, Kota
Titles: Human, Squire, Rotia Nobility Bastard F
Language Key: Common | [Terran]

Eyes flickered open.
"Where...?" Lenara opened her mouth and spoke. "Where's my brother? Did he make it? Where is he now...? Did I-" All questions which seemed as though it would go unanswered. For she was met with many questions that needed real answers, regardless of the mouth like hers from whom it came.
"You pretend to forget so no one can see the cracks."
"But if no one remembers you... do you even exist?"
The shadow’s eyes flickered with green light, her lips curling faintly.
"What’s a mind made of illusions when it runs out of people to fool?"
"I...."
She wanted to smile but couldn't muster the will to do so.
Yet those bright green eyes flickered in the silence. Some part of her wanted to frantically spit out an answer before time left her behind. Yet some part of her desired to think.
"You hide behind jokes. Behind noise. Behind all those bright words."
"But silence remembers you better than anyone ever did."
There was a skip in her heart. A tightness in her chest. Her throat convulsed as if to gulp, seizing at. She felt a hidden truth. Yet ultimately, it was her wounded heart that yielded answers. Tell the truth as she saw it, as best as she could.
"My father told me this once..." She began.
"Where I come from, there are some who die. Alone. Cold, bleeding out into the snow. And yet I would like to believe. If they did not exist, we would be overrun. Whether people remember them or not, they made a difference. Countless like this exist and have existed. We do not remember them, yet live in a world of their creation each passing day."
"I don't need to be remembered. I only need to do good."
There were limits to what. Was she just posturing and putting up an illusion for herself? Was she hiding from her own past, the life before? She didn't really have the answers to that. Everything was still a haze -- almost as if it had been deliberately locked away. Was the illusion right? Did she do it to herself?
She searched herself and couldn't answer. Yet there was something she did know.
"My jokes and my smile are not all for my own sake. I don't know how much of it is for my own sake. But I know one thing: I like making other people happy...."
Yet just like that, that reflection of her which had appeared shattered.
The Real World
Lenara's eyes flashed open. And she was immediately met with a familiar chill. She hugged herself for warmth, eyes looking around frantically. As her eyes met something familiar, there was a voice which existed only in her mind.
Oh. You ssssssurvived? I thought you would never awaken. I doubted one as weak as you, would survive such a trial.
Pick me up then. And wield me, so that I may feassssssst.
Or perhapssssssssssss, you are broken...and would rather freeze to death?
Laying in the snow was a sword that Lenara carried, made of scale and steel. Slowly but assuredly, she walked over and reclaimed the lost thing. Her hand clasped the hilt. And in her hand the greatsword became a feather.
"I've never been so relieved to hear your voice." She spoke lowly.
Lenara got up, trying to make heads or tails of what it was she had gone through. There was lingering sense of something unresolved. As something had yet returned to her, something that had once locked away. She had sought to be tested and yet it seemed as though something had gone wrong.
There was voice. "BACK!" The voice had said. It wasn't hers. It sounded familiar, like the woman who had welcomed them and informed them of the trial Lenara ran through the woods, and began to close distance. The sound of her boots crunching through the snow would come to a halt as she caught sight of a scene.
"Tsuskiko." Someone from this world. Someone in trouble.
In truth, that was about the only thing that had gone through Lenara's mind was that she needed to act and now. Her grip on her sword tightend and she ran forward, jumping with her own strength to clear any obstacle in her path. [Footwork]
"Calamity Blade Style" A chant which aligns mind with steel.
A pungent odor fills the air. It begins as a fluid. The blade glistens in a way less metallic and more liquid. This sheen is short lived, as the sword envelops itself in a liquid flame. The blade trembles in her hand, as though it desires to ignite and destroy all.
Yet it is channeled into one specific target: The demon.
SWIPE
"Molten Slash!" The sword was swung with the intent to both cut and burn -- carried forth with the amateur grace of someone trained in the art of the longsword. Her hands almost seeking to gently guide the blade in a fiery circle, before settling in front of her -- pointed towards the shadowy entity in anticipation of their next move. [Molten Slash]
"If you're still alive, it's not too late. Just leave her alone!" Lenara spoke her words sympathetically, even to such a mangled shapeshifter as this.
Drip....drip....drip.
Yet the flaming sword was held out in a low stance, draconic venom dripping from it's tip like molten magma. It's mere proximity beginning to melt the snow and expose soil beneath.
SSSSSsst

