Erin
Light rain had spattered a sheer, hazed curtain over Erin’s bedroom window as she woke. The grey-blue sky had just began to stir with slashes of amber sunlight, barely cutting through the thick clouds that slowly traversed the skyline. Condensation trickled down the bedroom windowpane like teardrops and the single glazing did little to insulate from the harsh London winter waiting outside. Her morning alarm ripping through the still air of her bedroom, Erin stirred beneath the weighted duck-down duvet that cocooned her so comfortingly. Eyelids snapping open, the adrenaline spiked, heart kicking her into gear in an instant. Clicking the alarm off with a quick, purposeful tap, Erin let out a slow and steadied sigh. The calming air whistled from between her pursed lips and she steadied herself with grounding breaths. Focusing on the gentle rise and fall of her own chest, Erin took a moment to stretch out the sleep that still crippled her bones. Reaching her slender arms overhead, elongating her muscles as far as they’d go, then dropping at the waist to graze her fingertips across the herringbone floors, Erin stretched the sleep from her skin. Echoes of fear-fuelled dreams were dusted across her mind but she shoved them aside forcefully, adjusting her posture as she fully awoke.
‘Shower. Get dressed. Coffee. Eat. Leave at 7:30.’
Tugging the duvet into a neat fold, Erin reset her bed ready for her later return. Then, her bare feet padded across the worn floorboards as she slunk into her en-suite. The flickering red lights of her alarm clock glared at her warning from across the room as Erin softly clicked the bathroom door shut behind her.
‘69 minutes. Out the door.’
The borderline scalding water soon filled the en-suite with thick steam, peppering her still sleep ridden skin as Erin immersed herself beneath the overhead shower. The water glided down her long, slender naked form, reddening her instantly. The scent of lavender-laced body wash filled her nostrils and she scrubbed away the dream residue that clogged her pores with quick circular motions.
‘8 minutes and I’m drying off. Getting dressed. Hair. Makeup. Coffee.’
The towel felt crisp between her fingertips, fresh from the washer dryer. Erin dried off, being sure to hook the soggy towel back over the heated rail before she tugged down on the door handle and crossed the room to her wardrobe. Goosebumps littering her body as the cool air kissed her still pinked flesh, Erin narrowed her eyes at the rails that stood before her. Decidedly, she pulled a pale blue Oxford shirt from its hanger. Stiff with starch and the absence of any creases, the shirt hugged her figure in an embrace laced with the smell of fabric softener. A thick pair of thermal tights, a pencil skirt and a pair of Prada court shoes later, Erin took a beat to assess her reflection. The woman that stared back at her, hair rollered and dried, make-up light but intentional, outfit immaculate, was a far cry from the woman she’d seen there just a few months ago. This person staring back at her, determination pricking at her bright blue irises and an angular face with the smoothened expression of neutrality, was an old friend she’d lost touch with. If it weren’t for this reflection mimicking her every blink and breath, Erin might’ve questioned the stranger in her bedroom.
‘29 minutes. Leave the house. Coffee. ’
Cradling the thermos filled with piping hot black coffee, Erin had kicked the front door of her Edwardian London home shut behind her. Balancing her phone, coffee, umbrella and pack of cigarettes in one hand, Erin spun the weighty keys in the lock and awaited that click of confirmation. Spinning on her heel, she skipped down the front steps with a practiced elegance and a bounce in her step. Erin’s Burberry trench coat was wrapped tightly around her body, belt cinching her waist, quickly absorbing the London bite of cold air. Eyes scanning her street, she carefully eyed the cars snail trailing past her.
‘7:29. They’re practically late.’
Erin took a deep gulp from her thermos, licking away the droplets of coffee from her lips as her head whipped side to side, eyeballing both entrances to her street. She flicked open the pack of cigarettes she’d clutched in her fist and pulled out a smoke, daintily placing it between her lips. The click of a lighter, the deep inhale, a plume of smoke. Erin crossed her arms, propping her smoking elbow in the cradle of her left hand, raising the cigarette to her pursed lips once more. It crackled as she inhaled, whispers of light rain dotting her trench coat. Then, she saw it.
The blacked out Mercedes S Class silently crept around the corner, entering Primrose Road with looming imminence. Taking one last, long drag on her cigarette, Erin pinched the butt between her fingertips and flicked it across the road into a puddle at the roadside. Its cherry instantly extinguished with a satisfying fizz. She stood waiting, chin raised defiantly, as the Mercedes indicators flickered and the car pulled over in front of her house. Popping the back door, Erin slid into the backseat, folding her legs calmly and slipping the seatbelt across her chest.
“Good Morning, Ms Delaney-Rayner” the driver said coolly. He remained facing the road, eyes flicking briefly to the rear view.
‘Darkened under eyes. 5 o’clock shadow. Short back and sides. Weathered skin. Stiff posture. Muscular body straining at the seams of that brand-new suit. Smug energy but too well-trained to be disrespectful-‘
Erin nodded politely, smoothing her pencil skirt beneath her palms.
‘Ex-dog* if I ever saw one. Probably chauffeuring me as punishment. Ironic.’
She turned to the passenger window, glancing up at her house towering over them. They skipped the pleasantries, thankfully. The car hummed as it pulled away from the curb and drove her, wordlessly, to where she would be spending many long days and nights.
Rogue Row HQ was cobbled together in an old school, basic office building. Funds were so strapped that minimal changes were made in order to accommodate a branch set-up. The decor was 50 Shades of Grey minus the sexiness and Erin had set up shop in the only private office within the building. It was a box room, rather bare and beige save for a large oak desk, 3 black leather office chairs and basic tech. Erin breezed through the empty office, flicking on the industrial-style lighting and squinting as it strobed in its efforts to illuminate. A row of pokey black plywood desks lined the left hand side of Rogue Row HQ, each as stark as the next, devoid of any signs of life. Desolate, the building had a permanent stale scent like a deserted loft space. Erin sighed as her eyes raked over the “Brief Room” - An area sectioned off in the main room with a couple of flip charts, a projector screen and a scattering of foldable chairs that would guarantee a numb ass in minutes.
She shrugged her Burberry trench from her shoulders, letting it slide down her arms before hooking it to the dusty coat stand by the entrance to her “office.” A wilting plant sat pathetically on her desk, withering at the pathetic excuse for a HQ. Erin clicked her tongue, irritation prickling beneath her skin.
“Fuckers couldn’t even afford a plant that’s not dead,” she tutted to herself. “If that ain’t a metaphor for this joke of a department I don’t know what is.”
Erin ripped the office chair back from her desk, the plastic wheels clattering in protest. She lowered herself into the worn leather, sneering at the fraying hems and cracked material stretched over the armrests. Sighing, she poked the “ON” button of the greying desktop computer. Surprised that it burst to life, Erin took another long gulp at her thermos and sighed. Soon enough, her new recruits would arrive. Their files sat expectantly on the desk beside her keyboard, filled with their MI5 histories and beyond. She tucked a stray strand of blond hair behind her ears, eyes sliding back to the computer screen in front of her.
Today, Erin would make introductions. She’d prepared thoroughly for an induction day, of sorts. The Rogue Row workload was light, for now. A singular assignment sat waiting for them in the wings, urgent enough to call for a prompt start but not before they made one another’s acquaintance.
* Dog: Industry term for MI5s “muscle”
