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    1. Belle 10 yrs ago

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8 yrs ago
Current To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back.
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8 yrs ago
Going to a dark place again... Trying to claw my way out is getting harder...
8 yrs ago
I am getting very tired of being blamed for things that are not my fault
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9 yrs ago
When you are so emotional you are close to dropping from every rp you are in just so people won't have to deal with you anymore
10 yrs ago
When a character that meant something to you gets torn down and thrown away like trash... 😢
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@Wick no one will blame me, that man is scrumptious!
Heck no she ain't saying no! She does what I tell her! And I love Matt and his amazing eyes!

But if we go much further with this current situation we'll need to fade to black lol
@Holy Soldier I think Trystan might take issue with that, but who knows maybe my second character will be a tomboy stowaway on their ship...
Lyra


The time passed agonizingly slow for Lyra. She was constantly watchful, her eyes darting around and her hands shaking. The moment she spotted Lady Julia Lyra hurried away as fast as she could to hide. She did NOT want to face that woman. She wondered if Lady Hyland would have her drawn and quartered or simply remove her tongue. She prayed that the woman would let her explain that she had done nothing to encourage such attention from her son. In plain truth such attention terrified her to no end. He couldn't be serious, no matter his claims otherwise. She was simply not worth it. For multiple reasons...

Lyra's head jerked up as the sudden roar of the crowd startled her. Trystan Hyland had ridden onto the field. His eyes locked with hers and she gasped, stumbling backwards. Why did he do such things to her?
Overcome with embarrassment, Lyra's face turned red as she fled the stands. If anyone tried to stop her she would say she was going to refreshments for her lord and his family.
Turning a corner by the stables, she sagged against the wall. She covered her mouth with one hand and tried to breathe through her nose. Calm even breaths.

If he kept up this ridiculousness she would have be forced to tell him the thing that she had not spoken off in years. The incident that she desperately tried to erase from her mind, but continued to haunt her in nightmares that had her waking up crying many nights. Please God do not let him force me to say it aloud, she thought.

Or perhaps she wouldn't have to tell him... perhaps she would tell his mother, to get her to see why she had to keep her son from pursuing Lyra. It would likely get her tossed from her position as a servant of the family, if not the keep itself. Mayhap another family would take her in as a servant?
But if Trystan won the tournament then none of it would matter. He would marry the princess and that would be that.

(@anyone who wants to stumble across her)
@Holy Soldier
Maybe she can get some fatherly type advice about men from him lol or maybe his wives
I will be posting tonight. Thinking about introducing a villain-type character... I mean I left Lyra's father's identity open... *evil laugh* or maybe it will be someone from her past with her mother....

why am I so abusive to my poor characters?
@Belle I am sorry if that post really sucks
Kat shook her head, but wasn't sure if she was shaking it to get rid of the memories tormenting her or because she still had doubts about her and Matt.
"Matt... I've really wanted to hear you say that. And I'm sure you mean it, or at least think you do. But Matt... what if these feelings are... what if they're not real? What if it's just the hellish world around us? Would you have eventually came back for me and Grace if this hadn't happened? I just want you to be sure this is... that I am what you want."
They had reached the second floor and were heading towards the room. "I appreciate you Matt. I really love that you love Grace so much. She deserves a father like you who actually cares about her. But Matt, I can't say those words. I just can't say I love you. The last man I said that to was my father and he..." she stopped suddenly, not ready to go down that road. "I know it's me. I'm a screwed up cold bitch. It's not fair to hold you down when you deserve better than me. You are one of - no, you ARE the only good man I have ever met."
The heart she thought she didn't have anymore for anyone but Grace was hurting. If he walked away now she wouldn't blame him. It was her own damn fault.

@Wick
@Wick writing a post now

listening to "Better Than Me" by Hinder as inspiration... so that should give you an idea how Kat is feeling towards Matt right now... ;__;
She will be embarrassed and scared lol especially with his mother sitting there. Lol haven't decided if I am going to let her run off and hide or just try to hide behind people
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