Just to let you guys know what's happening: the doctor says there is something in my left breast but he's not sure what. He's running more tests. If it's cancer, which runs in my family so I'm high risk, I'll be looking at surgery.
Belle
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searching for my Beast
STATUS: To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back. 8 yrs ago
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To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back.
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8 yrs ago
Going to a dark place again... Trying to claw my way out is getting harder...
8 yrs ago
I am getting very tired of being blamed for things that are not my fault
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9 yrs ago
When you are so emotional you are close to dropping from every rp you are in just so people won't have to deal with you anymore
10 yrs ago
When a character that meant something to you gets torn down and thrown away like trash... 😢
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I'm going through a really bad time right now. I am waiting for test results from my cancer doctor. I don't know if I'll be able to post for a few days.
I'm going through a really bad time right now. I do t know if I'll be able to post any time soon
I'm going through a really bad time right now. I don't know when I'll be able to post.
I'll try when I get home from work tonight. I'm still not sure what is happening with Arys and now there is no one for Sadara to interact with since Eye's character left.
@EurmalEye
Sadara was surprised, but not fearful of the figure in the room. To harm the King's Oracle would be to invite death. Besides, if such a thing were his aim she would welcome death if it meant escape from the life she had and the future she feared was coming.
She didn't move from the map, keeping the large table between them. "It is not just anyone who finds themselves so comfortable in the King's solar," she said, her own voice low and emotionless, having been trained from years of servitude to the Elemental King. She meant these words as both a subtle inquiry as to the figure's identity and a veiled warning as to what he would face if the King found him in his private solar without permission.
There was nothing for her to do now but wait. She would not be allowed to leave the room until the King arrived and saw the mark she had made on the map. She studied the mark curiously. The middle of the sea? What could possibly be of importance there? A ship? An island?
Sadara closed her eyes and prayed to gods she wasn't sure existed that the mark made some sense to the King and hence she would not be punished for wasting his precious time. The sooner his attention was off of her, the better.
Sadara
Sadara was surprised, but not fearful of the figure in the room. To harm the King's Oracle would be to invite death. Besides, if such a thing were his aim she would welcome death if it meant escape from the life she had and the future she feared was coming.
She didn't move from the map, keeping the large table between them. "It is not just anyone who finds themselves so comfortable in the King's solar," she said, her own voice low and emotionless, having been trained from years of servitude to the Elemental King. She meant these words as both a subtle inquiry as to the figure's identity and a veiled warning as to what he would face if the King found him in his private solar without permission.
There was nothing for her to do now but wait. She would not be allowed to leave the room until the King arrived and saw the mark she had made on the map. She studied the mark curiously. The middle of the sea? What could possibly be of importance there? A ship? An island?
Sadara closed her eyes and prayed to gods she wasn't sure existed that the mark made some sense to the King and hence she would not be punished for wasting his precious time. The sooner his attention was off of her, the better.
@KatherinWinter@WildRose
"Thank you," Mari said to Juni, grateful for the kind words. "I appreciate-" she was cut off by Zsadist reappearing in the room. He looked like a demon straight out of hell.
Correction : he looked like the nightmare of a demon straight out of hell. His anger rolled off of him like a black plague and it terrified her. Juni obviously felt the same because she exited the room quickly after saying some words that Mari didn't really comprehend. She was too busy looking into the blackness that was Zsadist's eyes.
She swallowed hard, her throat hurting with the movement. Her mouth felt dry and her hands still shook. "I... Forgive me," she said, bowing her head to him in a show of submission, to avoid angering him more. "I shouldn't have called him. Gage just... he means well I promise. Please don't kill him."
She ventured a peek at him, her grey blue eyes searching his dark ones for even a small glimmer that he was calming down. Talking people down was part of her job. But there was a difference between speaking to a depressed human and an angered male vampire. Especially a Brother on top of that. And this wasn't just any Brother. There was something about him... something deep and dark and violent.
But seeing that dark violence didn't make her want to flee. Strangely, it made her want to peer closer, to uncover the source of that darkness and soothe it away.
Mari stood without realizing she was going to do so. It seemed the more she stared at him, the more her body seemed to move of it's own accord. An instinct that made her want to touch and soothe, like a healing balm to an angry wound.
Her hand touched his arm and a small gasp escaped her. He was spun steel. There was no softness to be found in him. She wondered what she must feel like to him. There was a jolt of electricity where her skin met his that made her freeze.
Mari
"Thank you," Mari said to Juni, grateful for the kind words. "I appreciate-" she was cut off by Zsadist reappearing in the room. He looked like a demon straight out of hell.
Correction : he looked like the nightmare of a demon straight out of hell. His anger rolled off of him like a black plague and it terrified her. Juni obviously felt the same because she exited the room quickly after saying some words that Mari didn't really comprehend. She was too busy looking into the blackness that was Zsadist's eyes.
She swallowed hard, her throat hurting with the movement. Her mouth felt dry and her hands still shook. "I... Forgive me," she said, bowing her head to him in a show of submission, to avoid angering him more. "I shouldn't have called him. Gage just... he means well I promise. Please don't kill him."
She ventured a peek at him, her grey blue eyes searching his dark ones for even a small glimmer that he was calming down. Talking people down was part of her job. But there was a difference between speaking to a depressed human and an angered male vampire. Especially a Brother on top of that. And this wasn't just any Brother. There was something about him... something deep and dark and violent.
But seeing that dark violence didn't make her want to flee. Strangely, it made her want to peer closer, to uncover the source of that darkness and soothe it away.
Mari stood without realizing she was going to do so. It seemed the more she stared at him, the more her body seemed to move of it's own accord. An instinct that made her want to touch and soothe, like a healing balm to an angry wound.
Her hand touched his arm and a small gasp escaped her. He was spun steel. There was no softness to be found in him. She wondered what she must feel like to him. There was a jolt of electricity where her skin met his that made her freeze.
I am going to post tonight before bed but I warn you it might not be up to my usual standards. I have had a really hard week with a lot of personal problems that are occupying my mind.
I'm going to try and post but with so very many characters it is very hard to comprehend what is going on.
EDIT : Okay I just tried to read over the posts and I am completely in the weeds as far as what happened with my character Arys (Link's little sister) so I might just send her back up to the Sky Palace.
With Sadara it's a little easier because she is still at The Tower interacting with one person. So I will post as Sadara now and decide what to do with Arys later.
EDIT : Okay I just tried to read over the posts and I am completely in the weeds as far as what happened with my character Arys (Link's little sister) so I might just send her back up to the Sky Palace.
With Sadara it's a little easier because she is still at The Tower interacting with one person. So I will post as Sadara now and decide what to do with Arys later.
I'm still here guys it's just this past week has been hard with interviews and orientation at my new job. I'll get a post up as soon as I can. Thank you so much to those who have stuck around. It means a lot to me.
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