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But in a capital-S kinda way.


I invented necromancy and the windmill. I beat the sun in a poker match during the summer of 1273 and God hasn't felt the same since.


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Location: Haven, Strange Academy
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Being dragged off by the ear left Root to haul tools out of the entrance to the Neverish. The owl packed things into the toolbox and hoisted it out, fluttering along as his master was led to a rather impressive “office.” Rohan’s attention was immediately grabbed by the lighting-struck table. The wood wizard took a great interest in the way it was carved to preserve the damage in such a way that one could tell where the lightning made contact. He fell into a chair and felt like he could get used to be in a room such as this. Root plopped his toolbox down at his feet and then perched up in another chair, standing on business.

”Pass.” Rohan did not dare drink around wizards and witches he didn’t know as well as Connie, or outside of particular occasions. He liked having his mental faculties in order.

As for what they were doing… Well, he already dropped the reveal earlier. Rohan wasn’t thrilled about getting into it, and Marino seemed like she was a few cards short of a full deck. But he was in a coven now, if there was a way, he wasn’t going to find it on his own at this rate.

”If we’re sharing… Yeah, I’ve got a few.” Rohan sunk into the chair. ”Mystery aside, I came to this school to find a way of controlling the curse I have. Can’t get rid of it, that’ll kill me. It’s more important than whatever’s in the Neverish, but that’s a close second after today. I want to stop the spread, and find some balance, keep what I’ve got left.”

“While reaching the understanding will be tricky, I'd be happy to offer the tools and insight on how to proceed. What steps have you taken to explore the curse thus far, what have your results been, and how did you adjust from there? Have you kept notes on your processes and have you rotated what has been effective?”

”A friend of mine can use her magic to reverse some of it, but that’s temporary. Most of what I do is just reject it. Being here in a place where the woods have no authority makes it angry, which makes me more like me in the process. It's the human things that push back, like building fences to keep animals out. Only problem is that it won't stay out forever. All just temporary fixes."

“Sounds like you need more information in general. All curses can be broken - we just need to understand the tether and the method. Do you know what creature cursed you and what region it is from? If so, I can give you limited authorization into more esoteric literature and artifacts that may help you understand your affliction.”

Rohan frowned. Even if it could be broken, that wouldn’t work for him.

”A very, very long time ago, before the inventiom of swords and paper and even bronze, there was a man named Namiki. Some people say he was born out of the foulest sins man ever committed, some say he was never human to begin with,” He began. ”He was native to where I grew up, way back home. The simple explanation is that I killed him and he got the last laugh. He was a monster, perverted the woods for so long that the woods became another world anchored around him.”

There was a dark look in his eyes. That was the day he died and was reborn. ”The curse makes me more like him, more wrong. There’s a reason I’m not very open about it.”


Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: Thousand-Faced Rose, Rune Stones
First Day Fit: Letterman jacket, baggy pants, sneakers.



Leah didn’t need to be neurotypical to understand that things were complicated between Percy and Chase. On one hand, she felt a little bad about being snarky towards him back in New Orleans. On the other hand… She didn’t know him. Any progress he may or may not have made was on him to prove, and it wasn’t Leah he had to prove that to. She liked Percy, respected him and considered him a friend. That meant that if, by some miracle, Percy was cool with him, then he was cool with her. Though, she made a mental note to kick him for a field goal if he made Percy regret giving any amount of slack. She elected not to say that out loud.

So when the walls went up around them, Leah stepped around to the scuffed one and looked over her shoulder at the test of Excelsior.

”I’ll wait outside,” She said, ducking her head low and squeezing out from between the overlapping walls. Then she posted up and planted Sjafnamarr blade-down in the snow, leaning on the hilt. She sighed and shut her eyes.

Sometimes, the best move was to abstain.





Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: She’s no magician but you know she’s got that magic wand.
First Day Fit: Floral button-up, slacks, converse shoes.



So the snow was real. Huh. Neat.

Marlena looked at the ground when Chase and Percy both started bawling. She barely knew one of them, and the other was a complete stranger to her. This was not the sort of thing she needed to be witness to right now, certainly not when this day was supposed to put her nerves to rest. The walls April put up were a smooth move to give the boys some privacy, and she was going to take the out.

”Yeah, this isn’t my business. I’m bouncing.” She turned over to April with the barest trace of a frown, running a hand through her hair. ”I’ll be around.”

And then she slipped out after Tall, Dark and Nordic, looking around. Sure enough, there were cameras and flashes. Even at their own school, they could’t get a lick of privacy, could they? The frown became a bit more overt. One hell of a carnival this was.

Marlena turned on her heel and darted off in an uncertain direction, hands stuffed into her pockets and fidgeting. Dread was bubbling up in her stomach again, she imagined it’d be like this more often, with people exploding on each other and everyone stopping by to post about it on SuperLink. Fuck, she didn’t want to deal with all that, and she probably didn’t have a choice.

There was a snowball fight happening, but it looked like people were using powers and another fucking gigantic sword. Nah, she wasn’t up for that right now. She didn’t want to get clobbered and ruin her fit.

So she kept walking.

Don’t catastrophize, Marlena thought. It won’t help, and it’ll be harder to stop the more you do.

It’s not even noon yet. You’ll be okay.


Stuff to do… Stuff to do… There were club signups. Maybe that’d be fun? She swung by the tables, where parents were yammering at teachers and other clerical work was being done.


Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: Thousand-Faced Rose, Rune Stones
First Day Fit: Letterman jacket, baggy pants, sneakers.



Thank god that Leah had a hot girl she could distract herself from the other hot girl. An arm went around Sabine as Leah stooped down and planted a kiss on her forehead. It seemed everyone was converging on the hot chocolate. And, notably, on her. Danni wasted no time in latching onto her like a leech on a bleeding wound. Both he and April were all over her sword, and Leah couldn’t help but crack up at the thought of either of them trying to lift it off the ground. It was heavier than a person, taller than her, and she only had the ability to swing it around because of how damn strong she was.

”When I first held it, it spoke to me. Not with words, exactly, it just… I just knew. Calls itself Sjafnamarr. Thousand-Faced Rose. Thor’s got Mjolnir, I’ve got this.” The blade of the sword caught the sunlight in weird ways, like a kaleidoscope. Every glint was a different expression of the same image. Leah drummed her fingers on the hilt, watching that Chase boy stack a hot chocolate cup to heaven. How the fuck did someone drink that?

She didn’t get to ask, before Danni fucking burst into flames.

”Fuck-“ Leah took a step back, she really didn’t want her hair burning. Certainly not her fucking jacket, either. Chase, being so chummy with Danni, also got lit up. For a moment, she considered dumping hot chocolate on them both since April seemed to be slow today. Then someone came in with a fire extinguisher, because of course, in a school full of superkids, why did no one ever just grab a damn fire extinguisher?

”Damn, good save.” She waved a bit of smoke out of her face. It smelled like microplastics. ”Okay, shit, anybody get burned? I got some healing magic worked out lately.”





Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: She’s no magician but you know she’s got that magic wand.
First Day Fit: Floral button-up, slacks, converse shoes.



Marlena froze up when one of April’s brothers fucking exploded. Holy shit, holy shit- Thank god someone else swooped in to put fire out. Ben swooped in and stuck Chase’s fire in the snow. Which probably wasn’t the best move, but Marlena wasn’t sure what she’d do, the snow around them was fake probably made of polystyrene or some glitter-adjacent plastic. It was a surprise, Danni seemed to have a handle on his powers when he was in the Contest last month. Or maybe he didn’t need control when he was busy kicking ass?

”Heh, hey Ben-“ Marlena chuckled out of nervous tension. She glanced between him and Chase. It seemed like there was a bit of drama going on that she wasn’t aware of. Chase apparently had some cards he didn’t set down on the table. ”Okay, that’s enough surprises for one day, you think? Anybody wanna show me around, throw a snowball or two at me?”

She didn’t know those boys long, but Marlena liked them. Liking people was easy when you were Marlena Evans. Maybe they needed a bit of privacy to sort out whatever they were dealing with. And the short guy seemed like he was about to have an aneurism if he didn’t get away from Chase right now.


Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: Thousand-Faced Rose, Rune Stones
First Day Fit: Letterman jacket, baggy pants, sneakers.



”Yeah, let’s find them. I wanna see the look on April’s face when she sees my sword.” Leah wheeled around and followed him. Lots of new kids here, Leah ignored the stares of some of them. There was some boy not much older than Percy who she could’ve sworn was staring at her huge arms. A lot of them probably never saw a giant before. It was easy to find April and her gaggle of gays by the sound of high speed yammering over the din of other people just going about their days.

There they were. Dorian, Danni, and… April.

April, who made Leah stop in her tracks. Her eyes widened, jaw going slack for a moment. April had gotten a haircut over the break, it seemed. Like a frizzy mohawk, only shorter. Leah did a double take, then a triple take. It looked good on her, made her look very nonconforming in gender, almost like completely different person. A very cute, very hot person who Leah already had so many messy feelings for.

Oh no.

Ohhhh no.

Fuck.


It was at that moment, surrounded by her found family and her ex who she was never normal about, that Leah forgot her impeccable ability to pull a pokerface.

And then April started talking to her.

”Oh- Um. Yeah, hi April…” Fuck, why did she have to get hotter?! ”Hi Danni. Hi Dorian. Uh- That’s a lot of stuff on a cup of hot chocolate.” She distracted herself by grabbing herself one. Leah was feeling incredibly grateful that her rocky skin couldn’t betray the heat in her face. April always set her eyes and heart alight when they were within the same general vicinity of each other, she always looked up to her in some ways (despite being taller) and she was just so nice.

She inhaled a whole cup of steaming hot chocolate in a single gulp, and cleared her throat.

Get your shit together. Stop this shit once, Jordan!

”I missed all of you.”

She didn’t know it was Percy’s birthday. But knowing him, he probably didn’t like celebrating it any more than she liked celebrating hers. So she didn’t say anything.





Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: She’s no magician but you know she’s got that magic wand.
First Day Fit: Floral button-up, slacks, converse shoes.



It was so nice to see these people enjoying themselves. April’s brothers gave Marlena the impression she had a family full of love. It made her heart swell in small ways, and made her feel slightly jealous. (Not nearly as jealous as she felt of that hair color comb though. God damn! That was dope.) Things weren’t great at home right now for her, they’d probably mend in time, but it was going to be awkward. But she didn’t let that stop the smirk on her face.

”Yeah, this shirt’s my own work. Had this sweet roll of some cheap fabric pattern from a hobby store, came out nice. The rest is just store-bought, but I’d love to find something sturdy enough to make a belt with some secret spaces in it.” Marlena had started collecting little trinkets more after she got her powers, beads and baubles that went on the ends of necklaces made for good fodder if some punk took offense to a transgender mutant walking down the street. ”Not sure exactly what I’m gonna do with that piece I showed you, just yet.”

Marlena tilted her head around and caught sight of the shortest king since Napoleon, and… God damn she was tall. And stammering like crazy, no less. And that sword- Holy shit, she didn’t have that sword in the Contest. It must’ve been nasty to get cut by.

”Sup. Name’s Marlena,” she said, with all the cool that Leah didn’t have.

”Leah.”

”Sweet sword. Where’d you get it?”

”Long story.”

Marlena just nodded and turned back to April and her brothers. ”Anyway, no. Got no idea what I’m doing today, except figure out what’s where and who’s what. Gotta check class stuff, but I’ll worry about that later. Figured I’d just enjoy the carnival. I’ll tag along.”


Location: Haven, Strange Academy
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Skills:
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Magic was a great and terrible thing.

In the hands of his dear friend Connie, it was something Rohan owed a great deal to. In the hands of Finley, it was a cruel joke to be played on others. The Macleod brothers used it to wild away the centuries, and Rohan used it to survive. But Sariel’s magic, when it hit him? He didn’t know what the hell to make of it. His hand had gone to a knife, with most of body stumbling into a table as his first instinct was to cut someone. Lightning shooting into him, all the noise, it set his senses on fire. He gripped the hilt of his bone dagger and tossed it to Root, his mind winning out over the spooked animal in him.

Their work was complete. Something under his skin was happy.

”Damn… Warn a guy, next time.” He stood up straight, and rolled his shoulders. That felt like hell. He glanced over at Annika, who looked to be bleeding. ”That doesn’t look good.”


Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: Thousand-Faced Rose, Rune Stones
First Day Fit: Letterman jacket, baggy pants, sneakers.



For three years, Leah was always the first person of her class to be back in the dorms. The process was very simple for her, she’d be kicked out by the first teacher that caught someone loitering after break, she’d head to somewhere warm, and then be back a bit before the next semester to get a physical copy of the schedule. Then she’d move her stuff back in, get settled, and stay behind the door until such a time that no one would bat an eye at a student appearing in a school at an early hour. That was the only time out of the year when sleeping within four walls and a roof was an option to her. This year was different. This year, Leah had the privilege of family. This year, stability was an option again. She Hulk had done her thing, and here Leah was, waking up at six in the morning within the apartment of an Avenger.

It was time for another semester.

Leah walked over to a closet and pulled her letterman jacket off a hanger. She gathered up her backpack, her runes, her pens and notebooks, everything she needed. She had to actually make a trip to the school, and she made sure to pack well for it.

This year would be different. She’d make it so.

Her charm bracelet fit snuggly around her wrist. There were only two so far, but she was hoping she’d decorate it quite thoroughly in the future. Lastly, she reached under the bed she slept on, and slid Sjafnamarr out. The seven foot long sword thrummed under her touch. As she raised it, she made sure to keep it close to her body.

Time to go.

She left the room and made her way to the kitchen. Her… Sister. for lack of a better word, couldn’t cook an ice cube if she lived in an igloo. Granted, Jen was also busy as shit. So Leah prepared some eggs and bacon for her, and then fixed herself a breakfast burrito loaded with chorizo and bell peppers. And she was out the door before the other strong woman in the building was properly awake.

It wasn’t a long walk to school. Leah was quite the sight, with her monolithic axe-bladed sword hanging off her shoulder. Some people saw her, stopped and waved. She waved back. When she got there, the familiar sight of the carnival actually made her smile. The last time she attended a carnival, she and Sabine nearly broke a bed frame and then got into a relationship.

As she walked through the snowy field, she spotted a certain antiquated, axe-brandishing twink that she had bonded with a lot before today. Hmm… His mom’s kind of hot, actually. She banished that thought and waited for him to be relieved of the parenting, then she walked up to him.

”Hey, Percy,” She greeted him. ”Sure snows a lot for California, doesn’t it? Nice being back, missed you guys over break.”





Location: Margaret Carter - Winter Carnival
Magic Items: She’s no magician but you know she’s got that magic wand.
First Day Fit: Floral button-up, slacks, converse shoes.



Today marked a change in Marlena’s life. A time when passing as an ordinary human was no longer on the table for her, a time when she got the privilege of traveling across the country to learn how to use her powers for good and rub shoulders with Earth’s mightiest heroes… Unfortunately.

She still wasn’t responding to messages from her dad, and she was dreading going to these classes. As she got ready in her dorm room, yet to meet her roommate, Marlena had to ask herself why she was feeling so nervous. She loved meeting new people, even if these circumstances weren’t very favorable for her. It was a change she didn’t get much say in, so there was only room to control how she approached it. Marlena was banking on a good start to the semester making things easier.

She decided on one of her cute button-ups. Black fabric, red floral prints all over it. It went well with the minimalist belt and black slacks she put on next. Her knife holster clipped onto it, she made sure it was okay to keep so long as things stayed boring. Next. she through a few bracelets onto her arm. A few minutes in front of a mirror, and her hair was nice and bouncy. Her nails had been painted cherry red last night, and they were looking sexy in her professional opinion.

Then came some sharp, winged eyeliner. Marlena didn’t usually go for makeup, but she wanted to look back on this day in a few hours and be able to say she gave it a hundred percent.

Phone, wallet, small notebook and pen… Check.

”You’ll be fine.” she told herself. ”You’ve redone your identity before. You’re not alone.”

And she was out the door. Down the hall, out the main entrance and into the main carnival area. It was pretty. She immediately took a picture and started walking. The smell of winter-appropriate confections was the first thing that caught her attention, so Marlena made her way to the hot chocolate… Where she caught the sight of April Kingston-Gray sporting a damn fine haircut. And that smile. That smile.

Oh, yeah. This would be a good few months after all.

Securing a cup of hot chocolate with a bit of whipped cream over the top, Marlena let out a cliche whistle to signal her arrival. ”April? Love the hair. It suits you.”






The winter term at the Margaret Carter Institute was about to begin, and with that came an influx of new professors. At a school staffed by superheroes, it wasn’t uncommon for a teacher to need replacement in the middle of the year - in fact, Nimue’s resignation at the end of the fall semester had been somewhat of a blessing. The administration team was used to having to replace their staff in the middle of a term, disrupting grading and lessening the overall quality of the education. And while her departure’s timing had been far from the worst case scenario, the position she vacated was.

Almost every witch, wizard, warlock, sorcerer, and mage with an interest in teaching the youth of today was employed by Strange Academy in New Orleans. Their previous magic instructor, Agatha Harkness, had already been poached by the Sorcerer Supreme to join the ranks of his faculty. Margaret Carter had sent out offers, begging whoever would take their calls - beseeching Brother Voodoo, Zelma Stanton, Max Gray, Amora the Enchantress, Pixie, and more. There had even been a brief discussion of making offers to some of Strange Academy’s senior students, the ones embroiled in its elite coven system.

But in the end, the position had been filled by one of their own - a world renowned Avenger and Nexus being who had possessed Chthon, the Scarlet Witch herself… on a temporary basis. She had only agreed to teach at Margaret Carter for the spring semester, as she didn’t want her son, Billy, to be without a magical practitioner to guide him.

So she had left her shop in the sleepy town of Lotkill, New York behind, entrusting it to her dear friend and protege, Darcy Lewis, and come to the hallowed halls of Avengers Academy. The new term was to begin tomorrow, starting with a school tradition - a festival, celebrating their returning students, and newfound winners of the Contest of Champions. So for the next forty eight hours, her task was not to mold minds, but instead to mold reality - to turn Nimue’s musty, mildewy classroom into something remotely habitable.

Ivy crawled all over the walls, potted plants dangling from iron chains, and numerous candles dripped their wax onto the heavy oak furniture, providing the only light in this witch’s sanctum. Crystal balls glittered in their light, as did bowls carved from bone, filled with crystals and runes and incense. Dusty potion bottles and tools lined the shelves, with careful handwritten labels disclosing their contents. Heavy, ornate rugs covered the floor, matching the tapestries pinned to the walls - but even with their warmth, the room was still frigid and cold. The smell of incense was palpable and strong, the smoke enough to make one’s eyes sting - and in the midst of it all, the Scarlet Witch clicked her tongue, examining her work.

The aesthetic was promising, yes, but not quite yet what she had had in mind. Her eyes glowed a soft red, as she prepared to shift the blocks of reality again and start over, when…

Wanda tilted her head ever so slightly. “Come in,” she called out, her eyes fixed on the classroom door. “Do not be afraid.”

Leah stood in the doorway, towering over the scene. She was wearing her Excelsior jacket that, gods be praised, actually fit. The cold didn’t seem to bother her, but then again, few places were colder than Jotunheim.

Magic was a difficult thing for Leah, despite the luck she had so far, learning it. The candlefire reflected off her eyes, making them glow gently. Despite being much taller, and much more physically imposing, Leah felt somewhat intimidated being here. She made sure it was okay to come before barging in and annoying a professor, who was clearly busy, about this predicament of hers. But still, the not-so-neurotypical part of her brain was voicing an opinion.

”Am I interrupting?” Leah asked. Despite this being her idea.

Wanda’s red glow faded to a dim, almost cosmic sparkle. There was something almost predatory in the way she inclined her head, in the way she smiled sweetly at the young giantess. And yet, she was not dressed in any of the many gowns that adorned the lunchboxes of screaming children - no, instead she wore her signature red tiara, her hair done in voluminous curls that rivaled Leah’s, a pink button up blouse, red slacks, and scarlet heels.

“Oh, yes,” Wanda said. “But please, don’t fret. I love the chaos of an interruption,” she added with a wink.

Leah stepped inside, and closed the door behind her. The room was awfully full for someone such as her to be standing in it. So she kept still and took in her surroundings. Lots of glass and other magical implements she didn’t know the names of.

”I’m Leah. I emailed you yesterday.” About how she had taken up rune magic lately, and hit a metaphorical wall in doing so. She conventionally omitted the part where writing it took a literal hour.

“Ah, yes… Trouble with runes,” Wanda’s smile faded ever so slightly. “It’s a pity you only found this magic now. Runes are Agatha’s specialty. But not to fret, I would be happy to guide you as you walk your path.” She then strode across the room, her heels clicking on the exposed patches of floor not covered by rugs, until she reached a large, ornate mirror obscured by a white cloth. She pulled the cloth down and swept it aside. “How is your control, Leah?”

”I… Don’t really have anything to compare that to. Usually, nothing goes wrong, except for the time I set my hand on fire.” She held it up, and there was a brown patch where her otherwise gray skin had been torched. ”The stuff I’ve used them for so far has been pretty simple, though.”

Wanda raised an eyebrow. She stepped away from the mirror, and moved back to Leah. She held out her hands. “May I?”

”Uh. Sure?” Leah extended her hand to Wanda.

Gently, Wanda took Leah’s hand in one palm. With her other, she traced the boundaries of the scarred tissue, a soft incantation muttered under her breath. And as she did, a soft yellow glow began to form on Leah’s hand, a line dancing around her skin, until the rune’s image was completed. The echo of Leah’s magic pulsed, before it vanished.

“I see. Kenaz,” Wanda mused. “Still hot to the touch, yes?” she added, as her fingers slipped to the gray skin. The temperature gradient was subtle, but present.

”Yeah, kind of. We were on Jotunheim, and had to get warm. Got more than I asked for. That was the only time something backfired on me.”

The Scarlet Witch clicked her tongue slightly. “It will not be the first,” she warned. “Before I teach you, Leah, I need you to understand one of the great truths of witchcraft. You cannot unring a bell. You can destroy the bell, drown out its noise, pretend someone else struck it - but once it has rung, there is nothing you can do to change that. Do you understand?”

She thought about it for a moment. Magic was pretty dangerous, from what little she knew of it. It made sense.

”I do. Actions have consequences, right?”

“Yes,” Wanda nodded, a sad smile gracing her lips. “When we work our magicks, we alter the nature of reality. We court chaos, armed with our hopes and good intentions. But for every great spell that you cast, every life you save, there is a price. Some believe that this price is… energetic in nature. A year off your life. A spiritual debt you must pay. It is both simpler and more complicated than that.”

“For every good you do, for every act of kindness and generosity, you will be punished,” Wanda warned. “A balance will be struck. Perhaps today, perhaps tomorrow, perhaps in a thousand years when you are nothing but dust… To ring the bell is to dance with Death.”

“And to choose this path while knowing its cost is to be a witch,” she paused, her form cast half in shadow from the flickering candle light. “Armed with this knowledge, Leah, do you still wish to walk this road?”

”Yeah, I do. I don’t doubt there’s some cost to this. Stephen Strange told me all magic had a cost to it.” And she wanted to be a hero. Heroes paid costs so others didn’t.

”There’s a piece of me that’s been missing for a long time, and I only just recently learned there was a hole,” Leah explained. ”I want to say I can live with a few sacrifices here and there, even though I don’t know what those will be, yet. I’m not going to use what you teach me for evil, I know that much. So yeah, I’m ready.”

“Your sacrifices will be equal to the works that you perform,” Wanda warned. It was a truth she knew all too well. She could see herself standing where Leah stood, asking these same questions, making these same vows. She had not intended to do evil, and yet, she had caused hurt and suffering all the same. She had warped reality without respect, without care, and it had cost her - and the world - dearly. She had committed sins that could not be forgiven.

“Then follow me,” Wanda requested, as Leah affirmed she was ready. “You will need a safe place to work your spells,” she explained, as she returned to the mirror. She rested her hand on its surface gently, before she pushed and the surface rippled like water. She turned her gaze to look at her pupil, before Wanda stepped through the mirror as if it was a door, and disappeared.

Oh, good. More teleporting. Because Leah loved teleporting.

She walked over to the mirror and pondered it for a moment. Where was she going this time? The Astral Plane? Some weird pocket dimension made out of Dormammu’s left kidney? Fucking Nastrond, maybe? Oh well.

She touched the mirror.

As Leah touched the mirror, its glass surface would ripple once more, as if she had disturbed the surface of a pond. And should she push on through, she would find herself in a near perfect reflection of Wanda’s classroom, the room tinted in a rich swirl of pink, red, and purple light. “Sorcerers are not the only ones who can access the Mirror Dimension,” Wanda greeted.

Her clothing had shifted too - no longer dressed in modern garb, but something far more magical. A dark purple one piece, with a red cloak lined in gold embroidery that began at her waist, its hem sweeping the floor. An ancient artifact was adhered to sheer lilac fabric on her chest, the moon symbol of the triple goddess, where the full moon had been replaced with an eye. Arcane sigils glowed on her palms, stitched into her gloves, and her face was awash with brilliant red light, emanating downwards from an astral tiara. She did not stand on the ground, instead, she floated above it, looking by every measure a goddess of strange arcana.

“When you are ready, Leah… Show me.”

”...Woah.”

Okay. Magic… Magic, magic, magic. Leah reached into her jacket and withdrew a marker. She practiced a few spells and runes in particular lately. She looked around for something glass, picked up a mirrored jar and drew something on it.

”Okay. This is something I’ve been working on the last few days.”

She held it up and showed Wanda the sigil. A combination of the runes Algiz and Tiwaz.

Wanda studied the runes for a moment. “I see,” she mused. “Algiz and Tiwaz. An interesting and potent combination. But as I am certain you do not need me to tell you, runes can mean many things. Without your intent, they lack meaning. For example… this combination could be designed to embolden a somewhat fearful deer to defend itself. Or perhaps it is meant to provide protection to a witness providing testimony against a powerful foe. But I digress. What is your intent with these runes?”

”To protect what it’s written on. Either a person or an object. Like a barrier.” Leah raised the jar up, reared back, and flung it at a wall like it offended her. The jar when thunk against the wall, landed, and looked pretty banged up afterwards.

The jar, somehow, didn’t explode into a million bits. It was technically in one piece, but absolutely riddled with cracks, like someone had been practicing kintsugi without the gold or silver.

”Preferably better than that.”

Wanda nodded. She tapped her finger against her chin a few times as she thought. It was by no means bad for a first attempt - she had seen students struggle for months to get a known enchantment to take effect, and this was a spell Leah had designed herself. “When you cast, where is your mind?” she inquired.

”Usually, I’m thinking of why I’m casting something.” She fidgeted with the marker in her hand. ”Most of what I’ve done so far hasn’t involved mixing runes up. I’ve just stuck with using one for something, but that’s vague. I’ve noticed that having an idea of what it’s supposed to do helps. One time, my friend flooded a hallway by accident. So I stuck an inverted Laguz rune on the wall and got rid of all the water. That could’ve meant a few things, but it worked perfectly when I did it.”

“So with the jar, were your thoughts merely on the demonstration of your magicks?”

”Something like that. Yeah, that might be the problem, actually. Does it work that way when you do your thing?”

Wanda laughed slightly. “Every witch is different,” she acknowledged. “But there are certain aspects in which us and our sisters are similar in our craft. You are working with runes - effectively, with concepts. That is a field that pretends to have rules and structure, yet is more similar to the underpinnings of chaos and wild magic. You have decided the meaning of your spell, you are not following an ancient ritual in a grimoire that calls for extreme precision and dedication. In short, your magic takes shape as you will it to do so.”

“I believe your problem is a lack of faith, of intent,” she analyzed. “Show me again. And this time, mean it.”
Mean it. Okay, then.

Leah picked up another glass jar and drew the symbol on it a second time. Slower.

”Don’t break. Be stronger.”

It went flying again. And this time, it was more like a grenade going off. Her strength, plus fragile glass, plus a failed attempt at casting the spell equaled plenty of broken glass.

And Leah seemed a bit surprised.

”...Damn.”

Wanda clicked her tongue again. “Perhaps the issue is that you do not truly care about this jar,” she mused. “Can you persuade yourself that you do - that you have the same level of care for this job as you do for a friend? Hm. I wonder…”

She snapped her fingers, as the jar repaired itself, reassembling its jagged pieces until its shape was restored. “I want you to hold the image of a loved one in your mind, and convince yourself that the safety of this jar is equivalent to their own safety. And once you have done so, you may try again.”

It was just a jar. A piece of glass in an experimental dimension. It meant nothing, it wouldn’t have mattered, because it was meant to be destroyed over and over again like this.

But if that was April? It’d be ruinous for that to happen. What if she got hurt, and Leah’s spell was all that kept her alive? She picked the jar up and stared into it. Her face reflected off the glass, with her stony expression staring back at her.

If she couldn’t protect a simple piece of glass, she definitely couldn’t protect a person.

She touched the rune, and whispered.

”You’re important. You can’t break. If what I do to protect you isn’t good enough, then I’m not good enough.”

Fling. It shattered.

”Ooookay. I’ll figure it out eventually.”

Wanda’s eyes widened. “Stop,” she requested. “Say what you just said - not about figuring it out eventually, but before.”

”If it’s not good enough, then I’m not,” Leah repeated. ”This is a skill, right? I’ll get better eventually, even if I’m not good now.”

“It is,” Wanda affirmed. “I had thought the issue was that you did not believe in your magicks, Leah. But I think it is something else. You do not believe in yourself. If you are to shape the world through your will, you must have faith that you can. You must have courage and strength and conviction.”

Oh.

”I’m not… I’m not afraid of this. This is just really new to me, I don’t understand a lot of this. I’m trying. Is there more to it than that?”

“This may be a personal question, but magic is personal. How do you view yourself?”

”That’s vague. But, okay, uh…” She looked up at the ceiling instead of at Wanda. ”I like to think I’m tougher than other people. I’m stubborn, I guess. Have to be, and- And I’ve had to make peace with that a lot lately. So, am I cheating if I say that’s a complicated question? There’s at least three answers. I’ve been three different people, kind of.”

Wanda pursed her lips for a moment. “Perhaps I should be more clear. Do you like yourself, Leah?”

”Not completely. I’m not perfect. Trying to be better, but… Not perfect.”

She nodded, smiling somewhat sadly. It was a feeling she could relate to. “Your magic comes from you, Leah. It is as innate to you as any other part of yourself. If you cannot accept yourself - if you cannot love yourself, for good or for ill, then your spells will suffer for it,” Wanda explained. “I want you to look into the surface of the mirror and embrace what you see. And then, one more time if you will humor me… cast.”

”Alright.” She stepped over to the mirror and stared into it. It was a magic mirror, apparently. Leah wondered if it was like her sword, which reflected a lot of different versions of herself back at her.

But it was just herself. No riddles. No convoluted messages. Just to embrace what she saw.

She saw a tough girl who wasn’t afraid to stand between hell and her friends. That’s who she was. Yes, she was imperfect. Yes, she had work to do before she could call herself a proper hero. But what else? She was a great listener at the end of the day, she had more love for the world around her than she knew what to do with. For other people, for the planet she was on. A bit more love for herself wouldn't hurt.

Do better, because you are.

She reached for another glass jar, drew the rune, and gave it some power.

”I will make progress. If not today, then tomorrow. If not tomorrow, then the next day. And the next day after that.”

Fling.

The jar hit the wall with all the destructiveness of a tennis ball. It didn’t even behave like glass.

“Very good, Leah!” Wanda praised. She was beaming at her new student. “When you will it, there is nothing you cannot do. My advice to you then is this - your magic comes from you. Accept yourself and your magic shall follow.” Wanda then paused for a moment. “Now, I expect I shall see you in my class, yes?”

”Yeah… Yeah, I’ll be there.” Holy shit, she actually did it. Her eyes were like floodlights for a moment. ”I need to keep practicing that, but I’m absolutely showing up. I was expecting this to take way longer… Thank you.”

“Oh, you are more than welcome. It is not every day I get to meet such a young and talented witch,” Wanda said warmly. “I will recommend you practice in the mirror dimension as you are learning your control. I will be teaching you how to access it in our first class together.”

”That would be pretty helpful, actually.”

There was a pause.

”...I’m starting to realize there’s a lot of different words for a person who uses magic. Wizard, Sorcerer, Witch, Warlock. Magician.”

Wanda nodded, a playful light dancing in her eyes. “Yes - some of them are helpful distinctions. Others… not so much. Is there one that resonates with you?”

”Not really. I’m not sure what the differences are. But… Someone I’m related to, who I’ve never met, was apparently a witch. Or is, I dunno if she’s alive right now. Maybe that one.”

She regarded her thoughtfully for a moment, before she stepped back through the mirror. Once they returned to the classroom, Wanda’s clothes shifted back to her previous outfit. “Perhaps you should find out,” she suggested. “Not all witches have such a lineage - but your past is as much a part of you as your future. If you are serious about your studies of the occult, it would be good to learn of the witches who came before you. Hm. Yes. And to encourage you, that will be your first project this semester. I would like very much to hear what you discover.”

”Projects, huh. I can do that, I think. I’ll just dress warmer next time I go to Jotunheim. I’m gonna go, I’ve got things to do before tomorrow.”

The Scarlet Witch laughed, shaking her head slightly. “You’re a funny one. I look forward to our next meeting, Leah.”

With everything loaded into the fridge, the camera rigging set, and the dry ingredients covered, the two cooking stations Danni claimed for them were set for the epic shenanigans this collab promised to be. Danni bounced back on his heels and beamed, snapping shots with his phone to send to Dee and Rillie. It was shocking when Leah suggested cooking. He still wasn't certain how Leah felt about him, she was so hard to read, but clearly better than he thought! All his pushy attempts at friendship clearly were working and if she was asking for hang outs, it sounded like she wanted it to continue! Danni laughed to himself.

“I always knew t'ere was a squishy little ‘eart in t'at big, rough exterior! Actually, yeah t'at skin needs a little love next. Our next activity will be spa day!” Danni stated to the empty room. He did a little spin, pirouetting out of the room, and bolted down the hallway to wait for Leah outside. Now he just had to remember not to tell her he was shocked she could cook!

Leah had, admittedly, completely forgotten about most of the clubs that existed at the school. They didn’t really work out for her when she tried them a few months ago. Going “home” for Christmas was a new experience for her. In fact, she was having a lot of those lately. And now Leah wanted to do things differently back at the school.

So she did the unthinkable and made time to hang out with Danni, between studying magic and learning how to properly wield Sjafnamarr.

”Hey.”

[color=E948FC]“‘i, ‘ello, bonjour! ‘ow are ya?! Dee caught me up on your adventures in Asgard and lemme tell you, I was so jelly I tots cried. Where's y'e sword? I want ta see it! So unfair ya didn't send photos ta t'e group chat. And t'e gift shop sounded so fun! I really liked t'e mag t'at Spicy got me and t'e plushes? I lit didn't stop ‘uggin’ t'em for like t'ree ‘ours. T'en Amélie woke up and was ‘ell jelly I was ‘uggin’ t'em and not carryin’ ‘er and who can say no ta t'e princess of t'e ‘ouse? So t'ey ‘ave been sittin’ on t'e shelf in my room.”[/color[ Danni beamed at Leah, talking a mile a minute and gesticulating faster, before he popped open the door to the building with the club room inside. “Okiedokie! Come on down, t'e water's fine! Its a bit o’ a walk but t'ats all fine. Just means I get ta talk more before we reach it! So I got us all set up ta cook somet'in’ t'at's spicy AF! Totally whateves you wanna make but t'en we're swapping plate and tryin’ t'e ot'er person's food! I got us a decent spread o’ stuff, includin’ Carolina Reapers, Dragon's Breath, and some Trinidad Scorpions! I am sooooooooo excited ta try what you're makin’! Not gunna lie wit’ t'e way ya always talked, I kinda sorta maaaaaybe t'ought ya just ate microwave meals or like foraged for food like a squirrel!

Danni paused at the Home Econ door and threw it open, bowing dramatically for Leah. And ‘ere we are! It's not very sexy, but its a solid set up!” The room inside was longer than it was wide, with the front half of the room mostly small tables and a few sewing machines against the wall and the back half with small kitchens set up. Six stations, each with a stove, oven, microwave, sink, and cookware, were available for use and the two closest had cameras rigged around them, a large tablecloth covering the counters and strange shaped objects beneath it. A fridge and freezer combo hummed loudly in the back of the room. “Weeeell, I ‘ope you aren't camera shy, cause we got a lot of them. Don't worry ‘bout bein’ too perfect on camera. Dee'll edit it up and take out the worst of the bumbles and you can see t'e episode before we post it if you want!”

”Why- Who said anything about cameras?” There was a non-zero chance those cameras bugged out and picked her up as a glitchy mess. She didn’t really do social media stuff, even if her friends were all way better at it.

Danni stopped at the threshold and blinked at Leah. “Yeah, duh. I'mma put ya on my channel! You gotta get some good vibes out t'ere silly! Beanie's doin’ all t'is ‘ard work ta cleanse up our images - and no t'rist traps don't count as good - ‘cause we're gettin’ put next ta t'e YA as like t'e face of new ‘eros and stuff and t'ey are not ‘oldin’ back. So, Beanie called me and Dee in ta discuss and ‘ow ta deal wit’ it and she said a lotta big, important, serious t'in's - please don't tell ‘er but I only got like… ‘alf of what she said - but she made it real clear we need ta work on people's fun and friendly stuff soooooo t'en you wanted ta cook, which like yay we're friends!, and t'en I was like, omg, I can show off ‘ow cool Leah is! and bam! ‘ere we are so we can show t'e world ‘ow I see ya instead of uh… ‘ow t'ey saw you at t'e… contest?” Danni offered up hesitantly and then he rushed to explain, waving her into the room. “And its not just you! Its all o’ us. Spicy was not doin’ great eit'er. T'ey're callin’ ‘im a bully and t'ey're wonderin’ if Beanie and Dee can really be ‘eroes when t'eir powers are kinda villiany and t'ey're wonderin’ ‘bout me ‘cause I tried ta burn Tommy alive and they're comparin’ ya ta Eli and Teddy cause t'ey're big brawlers top but ‘ulkin’ is super protective and nice and Eli's whole jam is supportin’ t'e team and you kinda took some cheap shots and said some.. woof, but anyways, t'e whole team's gettin’ put in t'e dirt and we just wanna put out some stuff t'at just kinda reminds everyone we're still just people, ya know? We're still just kids at t'e end o’ t'e day and like, t'e Leah I know is fun and chill and a little confused but t'at makes her cute and yeah, deeeeef a little closed off, but t'ats okay ‘cause we love ya all t'e same!”

”I…” The opinions of most people weren’t that important to her. Leah didn’t see being a hero as someone who just smiled and waved at a camera, she was far more worried about actually fighting people. Maybe she had gotten heated during the Contest, but she was working on being better than that.

Being on camera felt weird. But… If it made Danni happy, then sure.

”Okay, sure. But those cameras are probably going to get finicky when they’re pointed at me.”

Danni gave her a mischievous little grin. “Sounds like a Dee problem really. ‘e edits most of my footage for me so unless ‘e's really busy, t'en its a ‘im problem and not an us problem!” Danni skipped further into the cooking areas all set up. “I didn't really know what ya are comfy cookin’ so I got a bunch o’ stuff for us! Just ignore t'e cameras and ‘angout wit’ me! Anyt'in’ real personal or embaressin’ we'll cut out and you can def look at t'e footage before I post - I don't wanna put anyt'in’ that'll make ya uncomfy! But yeah, we're just gunna vibe, cook some deli deli, and t'en see if what we made is gunna kill us! Sound good?”

”Yeah, that’s fine.” Leah walked over and quickly started perusing the stuff they’d be working with. ”Whenever I make anything, it’s usually something with a lot of heat. I used to go up into the mountains a lot between school periods, and just used a fire to cook. I guess heat doesn’t bother you, does it?”

Danni cheered, flicking on the three cameras, and skipped over to tear off the covering on the dry ingredients. “Nah, t'e ‘eat doesn't bother me anyway!” Danni sing-sang. “Okay, so we ‘ave t'ese peppers: Carolina Reaper, Dragon's Breath, and The Scorpion! T'ey're t'e ‘otest peppers I can get my ‘ands on too! And t'en we ‘ave rice and pasta and couscous, but I'm ‘oppin’ you don't pick it ‘cause it's genuinely t'e worst. T'en we ‘ave all t'e norms in t'e fridge and spices and flour in t'e cabinets and pots and pans and knives. And I t'ink I gotta enough? Pops t'ough I went a little wild. ‘e told me t'at I ‘ad been allowed one grand ta spend from the contest and when I got ‘oke from shoppin’ for t'is, Pops said I ‘ad almost spent all of it! Idk what a grand is t'ough; I t'ought we used dollars but ‘pparently Pops buys stuff with grands and its very confusing, so I just tap t'e magic card and get t'e stuff!”

”This is a lot more than I’m used to working with.” Blank Canvas Syndrome was setting in. Leah often just got her hands on edible plants or cooked something in advance before leaving. ”What sort of things do you usually cook?”

“Oh, ‘onestly whateve's makes me ‘ungry! Chicken korma, marry me gnocchi, beef buorguignon, goulash, picadillo, tonkatsu, pork schnitzel, bulgolgi, gumbo, stir-frys! I really liked makin’ comfy food ya know? A little heavy, a little warm, like a little ‘ug for your mout'!” Danni thought about it. “We can do a noodle fry! It's easy, it's pretty quick, and we can make it pretty complex real easy! Do we ‘ave… Yeah, yeah I got eggs. Whatcha t'ink?”

”Hmm… Yeah, that sounds pretty good, actually. Let’s do that.” Leah reached into the fridge and pulled out some eggs and bell peppers. ”Let’s see. Gonna need a pretty big container. Noodles… Got them here. Okay. What do you want to do first?”

“Okay, okay, okay, I always do noods first and t'en we make a sauce and t'en we do carrots, peppers, mushroom, and t'e cabi. T'ough, I wanna use t'ese peppers ‘cause I want it extra spicy so I guess I can make t'e sauce and add t'e seeds to it so t'e oils are all in it. Are we usin’ rice noods or like, pasta noods?” Danni asked, grabbing the pot and the skillet and popping them on the stove. Danni grabbed a small bowl, a knife, and cutting board and pulled out chili paste, garlic, soy sauce, sugar, ginger, and pulled over the Dragon's Breath peppers. Danni snapped on gloves and cut into the pepper, separating the seeds from flesh and humming a little tune. “Whatcha t'ink? We want it ‘ot as ‘ell or only meh? I'm t'inkin’ ‘ot as ‘ell ‘cause who else can ‘andle t'e ‘eat like us?”

”All in, I’m thinking. It’s just us eating it, or else I’d use less heat.” Leah grabbed some empty bowls and then a pack of rice noodles. ”Let’s use rice noodles, they should keep it from getting too thin. I’ll cut them up and get them ready.”

“Okie dokie artichokie! I love t'at for us. I wish more of t'em liked t'e spicy stuff ‘cause its soooo goooood, ya know? Is is really good food if it ain't fightin’ your mout’?” Danni laughed, finishing up with the Dragon's Breath and then picking up the Carolina reaper and repeating the process. “Are we doin’ veggies only or we want a protein? Dang, I shoulda soaked t'e stuff in t'e sauce overnight; I didn't t'ink of t'at. Let t'e stuff slinking deep inta t'e meat and get all nice and tasty! Mmmm, tender meat.” Danni drooled a little bit at the thought but shook his head before he messed up his fingers.

“Soooooo, what's goin’ on wit’ you Leah? Update me. I ‘aven't ‘eard from ya in a ‘ot second. What's goin’ on? ‘ows She-’ulk treatin’ ya? She as funny at ‘ome as she is all ‘round? T'ats gotta be a fun time!”

”It’s.. Uh. It’s been a lot of things.” A knife went thunk onto a cutting board, as Leah started chopping up rice noodles. ”She Hulk is fine. She’s way nicer than I’m sure she acts in a courtroom, and I owe her a lot already. Things have been hectic, really damn hectic lately. But it’s fine. “

Danni finished up with the Dragon's Breath and moved onto the Scoripion. “Mhm, mhm, mhm. T'in's ‘ave been ‘hectic. I was involved in two kidnappings! It was wiiiiild. We'll, not really kidnappings, but like friendnappin's ya know? When I was gettin’ stuff for t'is, I went ta my favorite grocery shop right? Not'in’ ever works, t'e place smells liek bags, and t'e food? Def questionable but damn, do t'ey always ‘ave what I need. So I went wanderin’ and when we were in t'e contest, I tots almost ‘xploded inta t'e stands and ‘it a person and I ran inta t'em at t'e shop, so we started talkin’ or rather- Ya know, I t'ink you and Ben would def ‘it it off. ‘e gives t'at I-can-chill-in-silence energy you give off and obvi, I can't so I start talkin’ a mile a minute and it's just so easy ta talk ta ‘im so we wander ‘round until t'e speaker starts talkin’ ‘bout somet'in’ ‘bout an adam and t'at means t'e ‘rent t'inks t'eir kid was kidnapped. ‘is Uncle is pretty cool t'ough. Chilled once I chatted ‘im up!” Danni laughed. “‘e's comin’ ‘ere t'is semester too! I'll introduce ya when everyt'in’ is back in full swing!! ‘e can make bugs do ‘is biddin’! ‘e's t'inkin’ ‘bout openin’ up a et'ical bug control business or whatever ‘e said. It was fancier t'an t'at but its def the gist.”

”Bugs? He mind-controls bugs?” That sounded like a weird superpower. ”No idea who that is. How does that even work, do they have to have six legs? Do spiders or moths count?”

“Oh idk! I know t'at spiders don't count ‘cause they're arcanids or somet'in’ and t'ose aren't bugs. ‘e finds t'em creepy. I didn't know t'at spiders weren't bugs until t'en so idk what counts as a bug any more.” Danni shrugged, continuing to separate seeds. “But, ‘e's fun! He's a little cutie too! Really cares ‘bout ‘is family and loooots of ‘omesickness since ‘e's from overseas and all t'at. I def can relate. If I couldn't see t'e fam for a long time, I'd probably cry all day. And t'en- Wait no, I gotta set t'e scene. I just woke up, it's like 9 am. I ‘ad a lovely shower, still workin’ on a cup o’ coffee, and I'm paintin’ my toes, makin' t'em look all cute. I'm in my HotShot bootie shorts, I'm in pink fuzzy robe, I got t'e music rockin’, sunshine's tricklin’ it, I'm just really feelin’ myself, ya know? And t'en bam.” Danni slammed his hands on the counter for extra effect, diving for the bowl of seeds he'd accidentally jolted off the counter.

“Oop, all good!” Danni cheered, holding up the bowl from the floor. He popped up and cleaned up his mes, measuring out chili paste and soy sauce into a small glass bowl. “It's ‘ella dark, I'm in t'e schooliest bedroom possible - like, I t'ought t'at it was school until I realized t'ere was a bed, right? No decorations, sooooo many books, a desk - okay t'at was kinda a fancy desk - and t'en you'd never guess who kidnapped me. Guess, guess!”

Leah wasn’t getting all of that.

”I don’t know. Ultron.”

“Pssssh, nooo. Ultron isn't real, silly! I didn't know you joked like t'at!” Danni giggled. “No, no, no. It was someone even weirder. Spicy! Like, I t'ought ‘e low-key ‘ated me but t'en turns out, ‘e needed some ‘elp gettin’ ready for a big date so ‘e t'ought of me first and alt'ough I did nearly burn down ‘is ‘ouse, it was all gucci! We went ta France and did some goooood clothes shoppin’. Oh, also, what is a grand? Appa said t'at we could only spend like… 10 of t'em but I don't know ‘ow to get grands. I tried searchin’ it but it said it somet'in ‘bout dollars and stuff and I was real confused so I went a bothered Rillie and Dee until they got annoyed. Do you ‘ave any grands and if so, what country are t'ey for? Oooh, are t'ey like a special money?”

”No, when people say that, they mean a thousand. That’s ten thousand dollars. And-” Leah blinked. ”What the hell are you spending that much on for a date? Was he trying to get Dorian a ring made of vibranium or something?”

“Ooooh! I don't really get money. Seems silly when Pa can just make whatever I ask for!” Danni put down his mixing bowl and whipped out his phone, pulling up the photos of Percy he sent himself. “We'll I t'ink we used more t'an 10 grands tbh, but we got ‘im clothes and shoes and some beauty products! And t'en, I got ‘im to wear t'is piece t'at was def a little outta budget ‘cause when Spicy went ta t'e talk ta Raphie, I t'ought ‘e might faint! But I def added some of t'ese shots ta my portfolio. Like, t'e open back on Spicy looked good and t'at bow style? Excellent. ‘e looks good in t'at soft formal look, ya know? Like, everyone ‘as an aspect t'at you ‘ave ta incorporate inta t'e fit and I can't really t'ink of Spicy not in a shirt wit’ a collar ya know so it was nice t'ey ‘ad somet’in’ like t'is. Tbh, Raphie is kinda spooky for t'e people t'at don't know ‘im so maybe Spicy was just spooked. ‘e's easier ta spooky t'an ya t'ink'

Leah glanced over his shoulder. ”That’s a lot of stuff. I don’t really get money either. There’s math stuff involved and I get that, but the rest is just… Nah, to me. Wait, did he say ten thousand in American money or French money?” She asked, bunching up the noodles and setting them in a bowl.

Danni shrugged, prepping garlic and ginger and measuring out just a touch of sugar. “Idk. Spicy said ‘e'd use ‘is contest winnin's for it. ‘e just wanted me ta give ‘im some direction. Money doesn't make sense ta me. Like, if peeps want peeps ta ‘ave it, just let t'em ‘ave it and if peeps need it, just let t'em ‘ave it, ya know. Makes way more sense.” Danni dropped the ginger and garlic and sugar and whisked it together before grabbing the seeds. Danni could feel his mouth water at the smell of the oils on the seeds.

“And yeah, money doesn't make sense. Pops said I could ‘ave one grand ta spend and t'en t'e rest would go inta somet'in or anot'er. Investors, savin’s? Idk, ‘e sat us down and explained it all and I didn't real get any of it so I'm just lettin’ Pops ‘andle it!” Danni plopped the seeds into the mix, whisking it again, and covering it to place in the fridge. “Okay! Sauce done! Noodles gotta get boilin’ and t'en we can get t'e veggies all set up!”

”Yeah. These are ready.” Leah sat the bowl to the side, and then grabbed a pot. ”What do we want for vegetables?”

“Okay, okay, I recommend carrots, t'e spicy peppers, mushrooms, and t'e cabi!” Danni offered, bringing over the chopped up peppers and putting them next to the stove. “Anyt'in’ else ya like ta eat?”

It sounded pretty damn good already. Leah pondered for a moment. ”Hmm… Oh, I know what else it needs.”

She rummaged around in the stuff they had. And she found some garlic cloves. Then she snatched up a smaller knife and chopped it up, removing the skin and washing the pieces off. Two pieces of garlic chopped into quarters. ”That’ll do. Boiling time.”

Danni snuggled right up next to Leah, letting Leah handle the noodles and getting the skillet all set up for a good old fry. [color=E948FC m] “Yeah, garlic is great! Always gotta use more t'an recommended ot'erwise it's just bland.”[/color] Danni agreed heartily, chopping carrots and mushrooms as the skillet heated up. “Oooookay, just gotta get all t'is fried up and t'en you can plop in t’e noods and t'e sauce and we'll be ready to eat!”

”Alright, good.” She was enjoying this. Leah used to hate being around Danni because of how much energy he had. It was like overstimulation trying to keep up with him. But… He didn’t seem to hate her.

That made this a lot easier.

She slid the noodles over to the skillet, then the garlic and then grabbed the sauce. She was doing her best to not be weird about the way he was up against her like a cat against a radiator.

”Maybe next time, we tone down the spice and make enough for the others.”

Danni nodded even as evil crept into his mind. He rested his head against Leah as he worked and gave her a mischievous little grin, popping carrots into the pan to fry. “Ooooooor, we make two batches - on like t'is and t'en a regular one and we serve everyone t'is first and watch t'em try oir deat’ noods.” Danni giggled at the thought, mushrooms hitting the pan next.

“Spicy ‘as some spice tolerance but this'll probs be a touch too much for ‘im, Rillie and Dee are a coin toss, Beanie would def die - RIP your girlie - and ya know, I t'ink Andy would do t'at reaaaaaaaaal macho t'in’ where its too hot but ya gotta keep up the face, ya know?” Danni tapped a mushroom, nodded, and the rest went into the skillet, garlic and cabbage last so they didn't burn, noodles, sauce, and Danni flipped the mixture a few times on the heat, turning off the burner and putting it to the side. He dished some out - a bigger bowl for Leah than himself - and offered her the food.

“But I'm so down ta cook for everyone! Food's an easy way ta show ya love people. Def one reason why I love cookin’. T’at and food is deli deli!”

”Yeah. Never had a reason to before, but I can imagine it would be.” Leah didn’t usually cook for other people, oddly enough. She cooked at home with She Hulk since that barbarian of a woman seemed to think takeout was acceptable on holidays. Usually, there wasn’t anyone around for it when she cooked.

Leah took the bowl and stuck a fork in it, twisting some of the fry around and taking a bite.

Danni paused while he tried to gauge Leah's reaction and he was a little put off by how stoic she seemed. He thought it was going really well but that must mean it came out like trash. Danni pouted as he stabbed the noodles and shoveled it into his mouth. It was everything he expected from a stirfry, ginger and garlic and veggies and soy sauce and - Danni's eyes started to water as the heat from the three hottest peppers he could get finally scorched his tongue and he laughed through a mouthful of food.

“Omg, its so hot, I love this!”Danni cheered around a mouthful of food, definitely sweating a little bit. It was so good he couldn't help himself. “Imma regret t'is later but t'at's future Danni's problem!”

Leah took another bite, then another, then another. And she nodded along. It was pretty god damn good. Nice and thick, a bit of crunch from the vegetables. ”Oh yeah, this came out great. Should’ve done this with you sooner.” Her eyes weren’t watering. She just enjoyed her bowl and the heat coming off those peppers. It made her feel more than one kind of warmth. She grinned at Danni. This wasn’t so bad after all.

Danni, if his eyes weren't already watering, would have certainly been on the verge of crying. “Omg, I feel like I just got a present. I know we ‘ad our little bondin’ moment after like, we all learned t'at we all died and t'en didn't die, and you did real cool magic stuff wit’ t'e runes and t'e flowers and - good luck, btw, cause I lit never wanna touch magic again in my life, it was rough - but t'en like we didn't really ‘ave anot'er t'in’ or ‘an'out so I was like noooo and t'en stuff got spicy wit’ you know what and t'en trainin’ for t'e contest and winnin’ t'e contest, hehe, and now we're gunna ‘an'out more. I'm so ‘appy!!!” Danni babbled on, through food and tears. “We can do a picnic next time wit’ everyone, yeah! We can do t'e real big sammies and we can make pie - try, I don't bake well tbh - and we can do pot roast and we can do s'mores. Ong, please tell me you've ‘ad a s'mores?! T'ere so good, we gotta do it and we don't even need a bonfire ‘cause I can brin’ t'e fire and ooooooo, I wonder if we can do t'ose real fun cookin’ stuff where we go out campin’ and we still make like nice steaks and veggies and tacos and stuff. T'ough, campin’ is a little ‘it and miss wit’ me if only ‘cause showers and morning/evening routine stuff is ‘ard ta do, ya know? Like, I've always meant ta ask, do you ‘ave a morning or a night routine? What do ya use? I don't think you do but wit’ your skin texture, maybe you ‘ave a really special one? Or, maybe our next ‘an'ou’ can be t'e beach? Idk, its so cold and I kinda want a nice, ‘ot beach wit’ sand and tanning ‘cause I def wanna get a little darker ya know? Opens up a whole different part of my wardrobe, but winter always gets me back to snow white levels again, ya know?”

”Uh. I guess?” She scarfed down another mouthful of the food. ”I just… Wake up, sort out my hair, hit something heavy, and do whatever I’m doing that day. I don’t do anything like all of that.” It’s not like she usually needed to. She was in the sun a lot, even when she looked human. And she was scarred all to hell and back, it wasn’t like that needed to be fixed.

“Well, you lemme know and we'll knock out a skin routine for ya. I got Spicy on one last week too. Beanie's got good skin, Dee ‘as ‘is own stuff, I got Rillie some stuff for Christmas, and idk what Andy does but Imma get my ‘ands on ‘er sooner or later. She's my neighbor now so she can't run away from me forever.” Danni cackled evilly, a manic look in his eyes. “Everyone's look perfect. T'ough, t'e growt’ spurt looks good on ya. You're rockin’ - hehe get it? - it so far! Love t'e real confidence you've been showin’ ‘bout it!”

Confidence? Her?

”I don’t really have a choice. This was an accident. My dad did something to me before I was old enough to start remembering things. Made me look like a human. Apparently, I was born like this. Weird stony skin and all.” She took another bite of the wonderful fry they’d cooked up. It was great, really great.

”I can be an ass, sometimes. But you’re pretty okay to be around, you know.”

It felt like little bubbles in his stomach, thousands and thousands and thousands threatening to bubble up and spill over if he didn't get some sort of physical affection in right now. And this time, there wasn't even a shower to jump in! He jumped out his chair, almost running in place. “Pleaaaaasaase let me ‘ug you. I ‘ave so many big feelings, I gotta let t'em out!”

It was funny how she used to be pretty untouchable.

”Sure.” She moved her bowl to one hand and carefully put an arm around the tiny spiced up golden retriever boy.

Danni wrapped himself around Leah like a koala, uncaring of the scrapes her skin left him. Danni started sniffling and his voice was watery. “T'at's t'e nicest t'in’ t'at you've ever said to me! You're normally real gruff and t'ats okay ‘cause I love ya but its so nice to ‘ear it Imma cry!” Danni blubbering. “I love ‘an'in’ out wit’ you and I wanna do t'is more wit’ you! You ‘ave ta come iver ta t'e ‘ouse next break too and we gotta get you somet'in’ ta text wit’ t'at won't break in like five seconds so I can send ya photos and memes or I can like get ya scrapbooks with a buncha stuff and I can just talk you t'rough t'em and… and… and… T'ank you for bein’ my friend!” /color]

She couldn’t keep the smile from creeping up on her face. Her chest was fluttering. She hugged him a bit tighter. This was nice.

She felt like a dumbass for not letting this happen the last two years or so.

”Th-Thanks for being mine. I didn’t know you were.”

Danni gasped. No. We've been friends for years! Our friendiversary is in 6 months, 16 days, and…” Danni checked his phone. “8 hours! I just t'ought you didn't celebrate friendversaries! Wanna celebrate t'is year? We're do ya wanna go? We can go anywhere in t'e world! ‘ow ‘bout Cancun? It's ‘ot, it's fun. Or we can go ta Peru! Machu Pichu is kinda borin’ but t'e mountains trek up is ta die for!”

”That sounds fun, actually.” Did people actually celebrate that kind of thing? Curious indeed. ”Speaking of things that sound fun, you still hungry? Gonna grab some more of this fry.”

“Oh, yeah, go ‘head!” Danni waved Leah off, using a napkin to scrub the tears off his face. “Nah, I'm good wit’ what I go. I ‘ave ta work on flyin’ later so I don't wanna overfill or Imma get queasy AF!” Danni laughed, shoveling a nother fork full in his mouth.

Leah wasted no time in swiping up another bowl-full. Then she stopped. ”…Weren’t we supposed to record this?”

The fork fell out of Danni's hand.

“Fuck!”
The golden book fluttered open before Annika’s eyes. The pages were pristine white with words written by hand. It wasn’t the same writing as Jack’s, neither in handwriting nor word choice. There were diagrams on some pages, lightweight in line-work, gracefully demonstrating complicated spells. The book stopped one of them. A circular pattern with triangles radiating outwards, containing symbols and glyphs that called on powers one might invoke for gateways and passages into other places. A crescent moon was arranged in the very center.

There were three paragraphs of words written beneath it. Some of the words glowed with golden light.

-his realm of autumnal shade.

Alone in there-

-not another soul to-

-see.

-us.

How, when-

-describes a kind of poison-


And the glowing words went dim. Then the pages shuffled once more, dozens going by until it settled onto a blank section. No words were on the page, but there were photographs instead glued in and arranged meticulously by some means. They showed Jack when he wasn’t much older than Annika, with that same strange individual from the visions. They looked happy.

The book was questioning her. Like it had a mind of its own.
Leah wasn’t a big fan of CAGE on principle. People went here for bad reasons, even if it was good they had the opportunity. The place reminded her of the lab underneath her “home” back in the day, and April came here after she damn near killed herself. Several of her friends came here for their problems, and psych wards always struck her as a fundamentally negative and dreary thing. And, honestly, who named such a place CAGE? Even though, of course, CAGE was vibrant and nowhere near what one expected if they had her impressions.

A lot changed in a short time since she was all but forced into a chat with Maeve Whitehall. The contest, the sudden illusion she was ever born on earth being shattered, the trip to Asgard… There would be a lot to go through. Leah was here of her own free will, this time. The contest made her face a few ugly things. So she scheduled a visit at the building itself, and hoped it wouldn’t be too awkward that she was suddenly bigger and taller. If need be, she’d just stand the whole time.

She found the right door, and knocked.

Dr. Whitehall was pleasantly surprised to hear that Leah wanted to engage in counseling. She had watched the contest, of course, and knew there were underlying concerns that occurred during it. She confirmed the appointment and was getting ready when she heard the knock on the door. Maeve’s office would look different than last time. A couch and two arm chairs were in the center with a coffee table. On it were some magazines and a self-help book. A bookshelf was along the far wall filled with non-fiction and fiction books, some diagnostic manuals, and other psychological texts.

”Come in,” she called out. Once Leah entered, she continued. ”Hello Leah, it’s nice to see you again. Please, have a seat wherever you would like. Can I get you any coffee, tea, or water?”

”I’ll just have water, thanks.” She sat down directly across from her, and leaned forward. ”I said I wasn’t coming back, but… I lied.”

Maeve smiled warmly as she got a pitcher of water and poured some in a glass for Leah. ”I wouldn’t call it a lie. It’s all right if you believed you would never return, but you did and I am thankful. Now, you called for this session so what it is you would like to address?”

”Uh. When the contest was nearly over, I almost snapped America Chavez in half, and that was after both teams were pretty much done fighting. Because of the incident with the weird cosmic ghost thing. I was pretty damn pissed off at them, not for anything in particular. There’s stuff wrong with me and I’m not sure what.”

”So you were angry, but didn’t quite know what about. I watched the contest and saw that entity appear. I imagine the situation was confusing, stressful, and more. Your team and the Young Avengers were, probably, very scared and concerned. One of each of your team members was in potential peril. And another stepped up to help. The anger of it had to go somewhere and you decided it needed to be America. Correct me if I am wrong, but is it possible there were also outside conflicts from the contest itself that might have contributed to it?”

She shrugged. ”I’ve got a pretty good idea about why I felt that way. We literally died to train for fighting them and they were goofing off like it was a game. That wasn’t fair to them, though. I made up for it with them, but I think I’m just… Not okay. I genuinely expected them to try something stupid, and I think that’s a me thing, not them.”

”I imagine the experience of dying and coming back was not pleasant. I can see how it would then become important to fight for the win. Your team came far, experienced great loss, and still came together for the contest. You wanted to help them, be there for them. But you say you went too far. Is this the first time you’ve felt you weren’t okay?”

”Like this? I think so. When you have to watch your back as much as I have, you can’t ever be too careful. At least, that’s what I used to think.” And that was the problem. She was too damn paranoid, and now didn’t know how to stop being that way.

”I can’t fix it myself. Or move on, or whatever the actual therapy thing is. My head’s pretty fucked up.”

”Admitting you cannot do something on your own is a strength. You’ve had a life growing up where you had to and that wasn’t fair to you. Now you have others you care for and care for you, but even then sometimes it is hard to overcome that original programming of relying on yourself only. Using the supports you have is a great first step towards progress. And the fact you are here shows me you are willing to make those changes. You also made amends with those you hurt, accidentally. So you have taken the first steps, but now it sounds like you want to focus more on the internal struggles, the feelings, the emotions attached to what drives you to do these actions.”

”Yeah. I don’t want to keep being like this.” She took a sip from her cup. ”Didn’t always see it as a problem, now I do, and I want to change it. I’ll take as long as I need.”

”Well the good news and bad news of it is that the process takes as long as it needs to, but that also means it never quite ends. Therapy can and will, of course, but it is up to you to continue to put in the work outside of sessions. And the door to services doesn’t close ever. You can always come back.”

“But let’s start with something simple. I want you to think of the earliest memory you can from your childhood. What is it and what feelings does remembering it bring up?”


”Hmm… Sitting on a couch with my mom- Human mom- and not much is happening. It’s peaceful, she’s staring off into space the way she always did. Pretty normal, for where we lived anyway.”

”This is the first time you’ve brought up your mother. To me at least. What can you tell me about her?”

”Ah, she was a lot nicer than her husband. Wasn’t easy for her to get up, get around and do things like us, there was always something kind of wrong with her. She loved to paint and read, I picked that up from her.” Leah leaned back against the couch, it wasn’t real anyway. Probably. ”Very gentle with everything, when she was able. She had no idea she married a terrorist.”

”She sounds like a great mother. I can imagine how tough the situation was with who she married. I’m glad an early memory you have is one of peace though. Tell me Leah, and I apologize if this question seems abrupt but go with me on this, but with all you have done so far, with school, with your relationships, with the contest, and everything in between, do you think your mother would be proud of you?”

”Not completely. She’d… Well, she’d probably be unhappy with the way I’ve been a massive bitch the last couple of years, but I know she’d like my friends. It’d probably be a lot for her to meet them, if she were still alive, because she wasn’t really all there mentally, but we wouldn’t be fighting. We never did.”

”I think she would be despite all of that. And I hope you are proud of yourself too. You’ve accomplished a lot. There’s room for growth, which you recognize. There’s plenty of people out there who refuse to grow and remain stuck in outdated ways, causing more harm to themselves. Speaking of your friends, how are they all doing? Have you spent much time with them outside of training for the contest?”

That got a laugh out of her. ”A lot more than I used to. Me, Percy and Dorian went to Asgard, I have a huge magic sword that my… I guess birth mother left for me, it’s complicated. I’ve gotten along with people a lot better now than half a year ago. And I want it to stay that way.”

”That’s amazing to hear. A support network like that helps tremendously with mental health. I’ve been to Asgard a few times, actually. Amazing place. I’d love to hear more about this sword though. How did you come across it?”

”We went to Asgard, then some prophetic shenanigan nonsense happened, turns out theres- This sounds weird thinking about it now, but someone wrote a whole damn book about me called A Rose in Midgard, and Dorian didn’t believe me when I pointed out that Rose is the middle name I gave myself after my dad shot my mom. So then we followed that, wound up in Jotunheim. Chasing a riddle that I’m still puzzling out.”
”That’s incredible. It sounds like quite the journey you made in discovering something about yourself. And you had friends with you. Sometimes having things about ourselves we don’t fully understand can make us feel incomplete. Like how people want to find out where they came from or who is in their family lineage. These uncertainties, what does it inspire in you?”

”A lot. I spent years burying a past I was convinced wouldn’t let me off so easily. Now I’ve got more than one. It happens over and over, and the only way to break it is to accept it, so I’ve learned. All this stuff I haven’t gotten answers for, I don’t hate that. But it means I’ve got pieces of me I need to uncover. Get to know, figure out what to do with. That kind of thing.”

She had another name before she was Leah. Another name before she was Mayra, too. Another past that wasn’t meant to be, until long after.

”I’ll find it eventually. Don’t know what I’ll find, but I want to find it.”

”The journey will be hard, as most journeys are. You have support behind you, which will help, but I imagine you will come face-to-face with some truths that could be harmful, potentially life changing, on top of the issues surrounding things like your father. Are you prepared to handle that?”

”Yeah.” Leah nodded. ”Speaking of him, I’m starting to think I actually did kill him. I ran into an illusion of him, not the real him. But it won’t be the same this time either way. I used to think I had to do everything alone. Now, I know why that’s not okay or even true.”

”It sounds like you’re better equipped this time around to handle him then. Should it come to pass that he isn’t dead, relying on those who want to help will be good for you. I want to go back to the moment during the contest where you reacted strongly, lashing out unintentionally or not. Sometimes when we are experiencing a heightened state and a rush of strong emotions we do things that we regret. Like someone who gets angry and punches a wall. I might suggest learning how to manage those emotions in the moment, provided you are willing to give it a try”

That did sound like a good idea. It helped her after she abstained from the fight.

”I am.”

”So in those moments I would suggest, and I recognize the irony here, grounding. Grounding is a way of centering yourself to calm those racing thoughts and out-of-control feelings. It utilizes the senses to do it. You start with 5 things you can see, then four things you can touch, three things you can hear, two things you smell, and one thing you can taste. That helps control the part of your brain that’s reacting so strongly”

”I did something like that after the fight. Sorta panicked, so I tried to get control of it. It worked, I got that from one of those books you gave me.”

Dr. Whitehall let it slide that Leah used one of the books she gave her. ”That’s great! It’s perfect in those situations. You can also do some mindfulness walks or keep a journal. If that doesn’t work I often suggest creative hobbies like art or poetry or theater. Or crafting in general. Never underestimate the power of a coloring book. Above all, be open to receiving help when it’s offered.”

”I’ll try that.” Knowing her, she’d get plenty of opportunities to. ”I’m not used to having to regulate, I always just ignored it. Feels a little embarrassing to say that out loud, but… Yeah.”

”It’s not something to be embarrassed about. Given your situation, it sounds like a defense mechanism. There were more important things to focus on. Eventuall,y it became your standard, but even then, you can recognize the unhealthy patterns and take steps to fix them, which is commendable.”

Ouch.

”Jeez. Are you a therapist or a telepath?” That was a joke. ”Yeah, no, that’s accurate. Survival was more important. Speaking of books, if you have more of those like the ones you gave me last time I was here, I’ll take them and read them all.”

Dr. Whitehall stood up and walked over to her bookshelf. She scanned some of the titles, grabbing two, before she returned. ”Here, I think these will help. One is about the binds of family and learning to overcome expectations placed on us from those who raised us. The other is about emotional regulation and steps to checking in on yourself and your emotional needs.”

Leah took them and read the covers. ”At this rate I’m going to need to get a bookshelf. Or maybe I’ll learn to make a pocket dimension with magic or something. I don’t really have anything else to talk about, but I do want to come back and actually commit to this.”

”I am happy to hear that. We can set up a regular day and time to meet if you would like. And we can meet at school if that’s easier. I know some have a hard time being in or around CAGE, so I get it.”

”This place freaks me the hell out, yeah. Reminds me of the basement back home. But I can get over that. School’s starting back soon, so I can come on weekends. Saturdays okay?”
”Saturdays are just fine. Shall we set it up for this coming Saturday or would you like some time in-between?”

”This Saturday. I’ll come here if you’re here, or be there at the school if you’re there.” She stood up, and held the books close to her.

”Let’s meet at the school. I’m there nearly as often anyway. Keep the books as long as you’d like. And Leah, I am very proud of you for admitting you need help and taking that first step. I bet your mother would be proud too.”

”I’d hope so, yeah.” She smiled. ”I’ll be back.”

And then, she left.

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