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Hello! This is Buzzingbee! I used to be on here as BuzzBee but I had some trouble. I had issues in real life that made me go off for a while and then when I was going to come back on, passwords, emails, etc were forgotten and lost. xD But I'm back and ready to jump into where I left off!

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Penelope eyed the two vials that Eldon had produced for her with curiosity. She was surprised that he actually produced a medicine to treat the nightmares rather than recommending something some type of mental exercise she could try. So far it seemed her mission to get Crow a solution to his dreams was going rather well. Her gaze flickered back to the physician. "So what exactly do they do? How do they work?"

"They're a bit like a pain killer." Eldon explained with a shrug. "They won't completely numb your body like a pain killer would but they will make you hallucinate. Makes it easier to forget about the troubles of your nightmares and some of my patients have reported them suppressing the nightmares as well."

Her excitement over finding a solution quickly dropped as Eldon explained the side effects of the medicine. A small frown crossed her lips as she studied the small vials. Crow and pain killers didn't mix well so she was rather certain he wouldn't go for Eldon's medicine even if they did suppress the dreams. To be honest, she wasn't quite sure she liked the idea herself, especially based on how he had reacted to the painkillers Hazel had made him in the past. He had been defenseless and was practically an open book when it came to any of his secrets. The thought of him being like that in the castle where he was surrounded by enemies and she couldn't watch over him while in such a state made her uneasy.

"Is... Is that the only medicine you have? Is there anything else I could try? I'd rather keep my wits than being out of it every night." she asked, looking at him hopefully.

The head physician snorted. "No. If you want to block something in your mind the best way to do that is to numb it, just like you'd numb a regular wound." he scoffed. He paused and crossed his arms over his chest. "If you want something you're more familiar with, I hear drinking can help as well but then you run the risk of becoming a drunkard."

Penelope frowned as it seemed she was reaching a dead end. Drinking wasn't much better. While at least he could monitor how much he let it affect him, she had a feeling than it wouldn't really work unless he was drunk based on Eldon's words. "There's... There's really nothing else, huh?" she asked with a small hint of defeat as she tentatively picked up one of the vials.

There was a brief silence before Eldon let out a long, impatient sigh. "Well some other knight shave refused my treatment before too. They might have come up with a different way of dealing with it but I doubt it's as effective."

"I'd try anything so long as it doesn't involve seeing stars." Penelope said eagerly, her hope returning with his words. "Who are the other knights?"

"I'm not giving away their information and I don't know how they've handled it." Eldon grumbled. "Last thing I need is some angry knights at my door for having a big mouth. If you want a different solution so much, ask around yourself." He waved his hand dismissively.

Penelope rolled her eyes at the physician. Of course, he couldn't make it easy for her. The castle was a big place with a ton of guards. Finding the knights who had dealt with dreams and overcame them without such medicine or drinking would be very difficult. But at least there's a possibility that I can still find something to help.. she thought with a soft sigh. "Alright... Well thank you for the information you have given me." she muttered as she set the vial back down. She dipped her head to the physician and then headed out the door. She wasn't really sure where to begin her search so the knight decided it was best to just begin asking around. Perhaps someone would know something eventually.
Penelope got excited that she was right about Eldon having solutions cx she's about to be really disappointed about what they are though lol

Also my phone's dead so I'm only able to reply on here for now lol
Penelope stepped into the head physician's office. She had been there a few different times before in the past but the wide range of medicine, books, bandages, and other such things never ceased to catch her off guard. The amount of things in the room always made it feel much smaller to her than it actually was. Her green gaze shifted over to the familiar figure of Eldon who was mixing some concoction that she didn't even bother to try and identify.

It was a moment before his gaze lifted to look over at her. He eyed her for a moment, as if trying to diagnose what was wrong with her before she stepped inside. "What are you here for?" he finally asked, appearing to give up on figuring it out on looking alone. The knight paused and shuffled her feet for a moment.

"Ah.. Well..." she began with a hint of hesitation. She wasn't quite sure how to phrase the issue of the dreams. All she had to go by was what Crow had told her and the little information she did have on knights with somewhat similar conditions. "I've been having this nightmare... It's really vivid and it keeps coming back... I'm not sure if there's anything you can do but I just had to ask."

Eldon fell quiet for a moment and looked at her expectantly. "Well, what is this nightmare? Describe it." he prompted gruffly.

Penelope hesitated. For a moment, she thought about just rewording the dream Crow had told her but quickly realized that wouldn't work. The dream would have to be something more personal. She worried that if it wasn't, Eldon might brush it off as just a regular nightmare. "It-it always starts off in a field." she began, frowning slightly as she dug into her memories for the more gruesome things she had seen during her time as a knight. "Everything's calm at first but then suddenly it's chaotic... Blood splatters on me and I see knights killing each other. I can't even make out who's a friend or a foe. And there's so much blood... Then things seemed to slow just enough as one of them rushes at me. I want to move but I can't." For good measure, she let out a shaky breath and rested her hand over her scar. "They swing their sword at me and then I just wake up.."

"And how many days have you had this dream?"

"Three.." Penelope answered, lowering her gaze.

"I see." Eldon mused thoughtfully. "Well I'm not surprised. Quite a few knights coming in from the warfront have this type of problem."

"So there's a way to stop the dreams?" Penelope asked, unable to keep a hint of excitement out of her voice. However, as she looked back over at him, it died down as he clearly didn't share the same enthusiasm.

"Yes... And also no." Eldon shrugged. "I'm not a miracle worker so I can't control what goes on in a person's head. My remedies have been said to occasionally suppress the dreams though.. Let me give you a couple options.."
I can't wait xD
Penelope was about to question him what he meant by needing luck until her gaze flickered onto the approaching figure of her father. She blinked, mildly surprised to find out that he'd be training with him. Although, she supposed it shouldn't be too shocking. After all, John had been asking her about what Crow's fighting knowledge was and with so many nobles still looking down upon the former thief, it made sense for the king to choose the man who he had been trusting to handle situations with Crow so far.

While she was glad Crow wouldn't have someone like William training him, she also wasn't sure how much better her father was. John was a good teacher, she had learned quite a great deal from him as she was growing up. He was strict yet patient, but she wasn't sure that would extend to Crow. Her father still wasn't fond of the man his daughter loved so Penelope was a bit worried he'd be a bit harsher on Crow than most.

She glanced between the two men before settling her gaze on Crow and returning his smile. "See you." she said then looked over to John, dipping her head politely to her father before turning and heading off. Even though the thought of those two training together made her quite nervous, she knew there was nothing she could do to get in the way of it. Besides, she had other matters to focus on. She focused her gaze ahead and headed off down the corridor. Her first and most important stop for the day would be Eldon's office. With any luck, he'd have the answers she was looking for to help Crow.
Definitely lol
Unsurprisingly, Crow didn't hold very much hope in her plan. Still, she was at least glad he didn't completely refuse her idea. Even if the former thief didn't have any hope, Penelope did and she figured that was enough for both of them. After all, she had heard stories of knights returning from war with recurring visions or nightmares about the gruesome things they had seen. She may not have known what came after for them, but she had a feeling they likely discovered some way of coping with it.

As smiled at her, she looked over at him and gave a soft sigh. "I know you have but I'm sure that doesn't make it any easier...And you shouldn't worry about that. I can manage two things at once." she assured him with a small grin. "Besides, there's only so much I can do in a day for the war's end. I just sent out the letters so right now I've got to wait for replies."

The knight shrugged her shoulders and turned attention back to her food, falling quiet for a moment as she ate. A couple of the letters had been to vassals that worked within the inner kingdom. Since her letter to Oliver clearly hadn't gone over well, she hoped that her letters to the others would prove to be more fruitful. As she finished food, she rested her elbow on the table and glanced over near one of the windows.

"I should get going... If I'm going to have any answers for you by the end of the day, I should probably get started." she mused looking back over to him with a small smile. "Good luck with your lesson today."
Yep xD She's getting more familiar with his tricks lol

And nice haha
Penelope watched as the viceroy cringed at her words, confirming her suspicions. The knight wished she had been wrong in her assumption, especially knowing how the nightmare likely made it another difficult morning for him. She casted him a concerned look and let out a soft sigh as he mentioned the dreams would likely be back for a while. "I wish you would just try to talk with Eldon or someone to get help rather than suffering through it." she mumbled, shaking her head disapprovingly.

The knight poked at her food and then looked back over at him. "I know you won't budge on that but still." she paused and took a bite of her food as she saw Preston returning with his plate. Though she knew she couldn't get Crow to agree to asking for help directly, she decided she might as well tell him about her own plans to get him help. After all, it wouldn't involve anyone finding out about his nightmare. Although, she had to wait for the servant to leave before she said anything.

Once Preston stepped away again, she turned back to him with a hint of hopefulness. "Since it is back.. I'm going to start asking around for solutions for you. I've been thinking about this since last night but if I ask Eldon or other knights about ways to deal with such dreams, they'll just think it's because I recently came back from the war front." she explained in a hushed voice. "I just think there has to be a way to help you deal with them better than just powering through the dreams."
Crow's attempt to dodge talking about it really didn't work XD

And nice lol
Most of the character names I use I either just pull from random shows or I look up lists of names and go from there cx As for Penelope, I just really liked the name lol I almost went with Gwen—which is actually a very old oc that I have who's actually quite different than Penelope lol—but then decided last minute to change it up haha
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