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6 yrs ago
Finished Season 1 of Mandalorian. Armorer for Smash when?
7 yrs ago
Happy Turkey day. Even if I don't eat Turkey.
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7 yrs ago
@Shadow Dragon, it depends because the solution differs from person to person. But I just chat with my lover or play games with friends. Watch "Memes" with them. Ultimately, the little things.
7 yrs ago
For when she looks later, Happy Birthday! @Undead Eyes
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7 yrs ago
Just tried Long Island Ice tea for the first time. I can see why people love this. Life is good.
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Aww. You guys are awesome.

Tell you what, I'll be making a better world for you guys for a different rp, one that isn't really rooted to any franchise, but sorta our own thing for later, just tell me what you guys might want.
So.... After a bit of deliberating.

Because things are going on in life, he's been super busy as is another. Then the case of my anxieties, I think I'm going to put this project in the grave.

It isn't that I don't like doing this rp, because that is untrue.

Last year was just hell on me emotionally, and the very start of this year, I rightfully went off on someone I made nothing but excuses for, because "He is my friend, right?" No, just no. I cut that person out hard.

For the time being, I just been playing BloodBorne, Witcher, FF12 The Zodiac Age. (Holy shit am I OP there.) And just Kingdom Hearts Franchise.

And right now between all that, I'm trying to maintain my center and just try to be me again. Because the person I cut out of my life has given me 6 years of pain, which lead to a lot of people I knew off here as friends, turning on me because I made so many defenses for this flawed person, who in reality was just a very lazy, manipulative person who talked shit behind all his customers. Yet treated me like shit because "Eeeh, You're not special, just a translator."

Like, I'm emotionally just beat from the relief and trying to find my footing again. And trying to learn to love my own work and ideas.

If I ever do start a new rp, it will probably be one from my ideas, and I'd more than likely invite you guys, because despite the ups and downs, and distance, I consider you all my friends.

I just apologize for trimming this Rp out.
I'll try to get him to post later.
Merry Christmas.
@Silver Fox I feel bad because I mentioned it, but he has been sick on and off, so I can't be a fiery bitch about it.

But I probably could be running another rp right now and it would not have that type of retort.

And I have been thinking of another recently. Mostly because of the crux of. "The things I want to participate in, rather the types of things I would, don't exist here." Which is the unfortunate reality of a lot of my ideas. If it does not exist, we have to make it ourselves type deal.
I need to get Lev to post, because this is frankly just... Come on man. It has been months lol.
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Sorry to hear that, but at least you managed to create something. It is a shame that it possibly won't be born into anything, but to be able to make such a creation must feel wonderful. If all else, you could make a book out of it


The story is very Anti-war focused, and was the canon for Cas.

He is different in the rps, but they are our characters to use for fun.

It also was the Canon for Hitori.

But... After a lot of dilberating, Reagan is going to do it, but not now, later.

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Reagan does not use forums like us for writing, so he isn't used to the whole dissecting characters. How or why they work.
So writing for him isn't the same as it is for us that understand the literary theory.

So me and him have just be going back and fourth... He lacks a lot of confidence as a creator, as in the writing thing.
So he is sorta envious of people like us. Which is understandable, because you, me, Riv, Lev, Shadow, are technically artist, but the literary kind.

Reagan is not good in that department, and kinda just has Shonin ideas in his head.
For example, I don't hate his work, but you will always immediately know the pieces' leanings because it is basic, while it can give a timeless product, it is just... Basically something you already seen before. Just a different, but not too different framing.

He however likes when I write set pieces for a fight, and have a character utilize their bodies, abilities and martial arts with it to give a explosive fight.

Because of this, and my know how to do characters, I'm going to basically be writing his other comic too- while not my story, it never hurts to help him. Because I want him to learn and feel confident. I'm very passionate in every little post I do for this role play.

But for sake of comics, I have to write it as a screen play.

But... He does praise the chapter I sent him for my story.

Like I'm actually really proud of it, and would not mind showing you and Riv.
Have some badnews.

So, for a good chunk of this year, I was working on this comic script for a passion project that is largely anti-war themed.
We were on and off with it, but I mostly did all the writing.

So much fucking work.

And the ones I sent it to on Discord to review the script? They LOVED it. They like the characters, they like how the events are tackled. But the artist does not want to do it because he is not motivated, is jealous of mt writing ability as well as I handle characters, and openly admits to this.

But I'm fucking frustrated and heart broken because I put so much effort into it. And now it won't even amount to anything.
Happy Birthday to me.
@rivaanIt's no big deal dude, I just hope I gave everyone enough to interact with.
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