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Current I’m alive… sorta. Sorry to partners for disappearing there, but I should be back now.
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I knew bad news always came in threes…
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Was talking to someone who worked in closed captioning who is now getting a new degree because so many companies are turning to AI to close caption now… Which AI is pretty shite at it still.
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Not that I smoke it often, but only cheap weed smells like Satan’s anus.
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Are you going in your favorite rocket ship? 🚀
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Bio





If you’re here to check why I’m online but not replying to you, odds are my computer just randomly woke up in the middle of the night. No, I don’t know why it does this lol





About Me


Names/Aliases: Don’t Look Now, DLN, Cait, Donut Look Now, DLN Cait
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers
Age: 29
Birthday: August
From: United States
Timezone: MST Currently
Occupation: Full Time Sales / Part Time Student
Work Hours: Tues-Sat 9:30AM-6PM

Languages: English, Learning Spanish
Orientation: Bisexual / Cis (Married)
Pets: Margot (10yr Australian Shep/Mix Rescue)





Current Roleplays

Chicago After Hours as Kimiko “Kiki” Voss, Nero, & Nicholas “Nic” Wu
1x1 with KazAlkemi
Bunnies & Beasts as Willow Estelle Kinsley & Others
1x1 with Visyn
PAUSED
Yellowstone Disaster as Aurelia “Lia” Walshe
1x1 with ThatLostDude
PAUSED
ArrowFell: The Wizard Queen’s Court as Nyx Hier the Wanderer AKA Lady Olivia Rhys
Casual Large Group by Estylwen







Current Hyperfixation: just making it through the fucking day









If you made it all the way down here, you get a donut 🍩





Most Recent Posts




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I tilt my head, feeling a little like Nero. “Is there a story behind it?” I ask, curiosity getting the better of me.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I shake my head as panic threatens to bubble up my throat. Discovering this memory, I don’t want to so much as ever speak with a demon again. “I fucked up.” I repeat in English. “As a human, I fucked up…”

I swallow the hard lump in my throat. “Can I… try showing it to you?” I don’t know if this will work, but I want Caden to know what I’ve recovered and I don’t think I can say it out loud.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Laughing, I shake my head. “Kimiko is very good at almost every other physical aspect in the gym, but she makes a terrible boxer. I don’t think it helped that she feared you were going to kill her for spilling the beans that she didn’t really spill.”

“Also, I don’t mean for you to learn anything - Nero certainly wasn’t there to learn anything… Although Avery did show them how to skip rope.” I laugh through my nose at the memory.

“What I mean is, all of us hanging out together seems like a fun idea - it wouldn’t necessarily be about working out.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I nod like I understood what he’s saying. “Maybe I’ll go with the French toast then.” I finally decide. It said it came with berries.

“So, how often do you come here then?” And why invite me?




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





It takes a good chunk of time before I’m calm enough to breathe normally - I have to concentrate solely on my breathing before it calms down. My hands just clutch Caden’s shirt and I repeat what he said in my head over and over again. Once I feel like I can talk again, I peek up at Caden. I felt clammy and I’m sure I’m even more pale than usual. “Ich habe es versaut.”

“Ich war ein Narr, was habe ich getan?” I hold Caden’s face in my hands, breath starting to tremble again.






Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“It was enjoyable, actually. Avery is a good trainer and once Kimiko isn’t hogging his attention, I’m sure I start learning new things. He’s very observant and knows what to help with. I liked it a lot.” I glance over with a smile.

“If it wasn’t so early in the morning, would you want to join? Even Nero was there today, so it felt like someone was missing.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Oh.” I say before I join his laughter. “Oh thank the gods. I know it’s cliche to pick on American foods, but I was really scared for a moment there.” I look over the menu once again before I peek over it at Avery. “What do you usually get?”




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Shaking and sobbing, I can hear Caden’s voice break through the memories and realize I’m not in Hell with Mundus - I’m safe in Caden’s arms. Although, he is holding my wrists. Blinking several times, I look up, half expecting to see Mundus. Relief floods me as I only see Caden’s face. Unable to stop the tears that are still streaming down my face, my lip quivers. “Caden.” I manage to say through the sobs.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I nod along as I process the plan. “That sounds like a good idea. I can try to distract him while you look for it. Are we worried that he’s supernatural at all?” I glance over at Cass and gently squeeze her thigh.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“But… biscuits…?” I ask with a brow raised. “That sounds disgusting. Is this an American thing? Like a sweet and salty combo?” I must be missing something because the idea of putting gravy over a dessert item does not appeal to me in the slightest.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I struggle against his arms, screaming ‘no’ and crying for help, but nobody ever comes to save me. I try hitting Mundus’ chest with small fists. “No! No, NO!”




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I smile that Cass waited for me to open her door. I lean down to kiss her forehead before I shut her door and get behind the wheel. “Yeah, I don’t want to give something away and ruin the plan.” I say, placing my hand on her thigh after I’ve pulled out onto the road.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Yeah, I think you deserve a helmet in the back.” I don’t add anything to my coffee when it arrives, sipping it before I pick up the menu. “What in the hell is ‘biscuits and gravy’?” I peek over my menu to give Avery a dubious look.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I nod, burying my face in his chest again. I don’t have to even try before this one comes forward and I grip Caden’s shirt in my hand. The memory doesn’t play out like a movie at first, it’s just flashes of different images. A cage, a grey-skinned man, a chain. It’s when the grey man reappears that I’m sucked in.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I lean over to kiss Cass’ head when she takes my hand. “Let’s do this.” I say with a positive attitude as we exit the shop and head to the SUV.

“Should we lay down some ground rules for how we handle this guy? I don’t want to repeat the hand burn incident and overreact.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“I mean, the diner itself. Like, it’s a staple in so many American movies.” I say as I wiggle my way into the seat. The vinyl of the booth and my leather pants does not make a very pleasant noise and I cringe a little, choosing to hover over the seat as I finish sliding in before I sit down.

“Do they serve burgers and fries and milkshakes here?” I know we had stopped at a steak and shake the first night I was here, but this is an entirely different experience.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I close my eyes, taking a few deep breaths to steady myself and focus on Caden’s hands on my back. “We’re not expecting anyone today… so… should I just let it surface?” I pull my face out of his chest so I can look up at him.

“I don’t want to put a damper on everything.” I add.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Mystic Dreams - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I smile, loving that I had been able to guess how she would feel about spiders. “Ready. Do you want me to carry anything?” I ask, eyeing the numerous small bags going into her bag.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“I make no promises.” I tell Avery, but I’ll certainly try not to dig the helmet into his back. We enter the diner and I take a look around curiously. This would be my first time experiencing an ‘American diner’.“Yes please, thank you.” I answer with a smile.

I glance over at Avery, wondering why he is choosing this place to eat at today. “Will this be an authentic American diner experience?” I ask in a low whisper.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I frown and take a deep breath. “There’s been a memory trying to surface for the last day or so that I’ve been repressing… I’m not meaning to hide anything from you, I just don’t know who or, or what I’m afraid of.”

I bury my face in Caden’s chest. “This memory scares me and I know I can’t just keep avoiding it, but I also don’t want to experience it.”




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Mystic Dreams - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





”Huh,” I say, mulling it over in my mind. ”There was a story my mom used to tell me and Kiki as kids,” I don’t bother to clarify which Kiki since it feels obvious with the context. “Apparently, in ancient China, spiders were referred to as ximu, or happy insects. The story my mom would tell was how a mother who was waiting for her son to return after being gone for awhile would find a spider crawling on her clothes. It wasn’t long after that, that the son arrives.”

I lean on the shop’s counter to watch Cass as she organizes the things she’s grabbed. “So, spiders were often associated with good news. My mom would threaten to disown us if she caught us killing a spider.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Restaurant - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Ignoring how warm my ears now feel and how much I almost wished Avery would have just kept holding me, I nod along to what Avery’s saying. “Yeah, that might have helped a little.” I say with a small laugh. “I’ll try not to hold on so tight on the way back.” I probably won’t be able to keep that promise.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“I’m not afraid of Crowley.” I say, but I do look down. I’m afraid of someone. I furrow my brow and chew on my lip. “But, maybe I’ll make the peons do it before I finally disappear from that part of my existence.” I finally look back at Caden with a nervous smile.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Mystic Dreams - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Guardians?” I ask, unsure of what she means by that. “Like guardian angels or… fox spirits…?” It’s common habit to bring up foxes with closer friends and family, but today I’m not so eager to bring it up. I am curious what guardian means to Cass.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: On the set of a KDrama - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I feel tiny compared to his arm around my waist, my degenerate mind wandering before I see the grin on his face. “I think think I held too much tension in my muscles from the death grip I had on you.” I pat his chest, trying to indicate he can let me go.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I look at Caden with wide eyes, taken back once again by his sincerity, but a grin slips back onto my face. “I know I might - I’d love to be there with you to learn more about the items I have.” The smile falters a little as I think about where the other half of my collection is.

“I’ll have to go to Hell to retrieve some of the items.” I say.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I turn once I hear Cass leave the back room. “You have many spider friends hanging about. They must help with keeping other bugs out of your plants.” I purposely kept a friendly spider around my place to evade fruit flies hanging about.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Restaurant - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Well, you might not die.” I say with a huff. I finally unmount the bike and feel myself wobble a little as I stand before falling into Avery.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I tilt my head, bemused at his reaction. “I know I haven’t come to a decision about the mate thing, but I at least know I want to stick around for a long as possible with you.” I look in his eyes as I say this, wanting him to know I’m being genuine.

“Besides, they’re just collecting dust at my place - I think you’ll make much better use of them.”




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Mystic Dreams - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I grin - I knew she would have rules about the webs. “You’ve got it.” I tell her before I grab a little rag from behind the counter and start inspecting the webs. If she had wanted me to get rid of them, I would have been careful to relocate the spiders I did end up finding.




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