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Current 🎶Someday I’m gonna be dead, So dead, Time to get out of my head, And worry just a little bit less 🎶
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I tried that with my roommate - stopped using and cleaning the bathroom he does. Three months later and I finally gave up and swept all the trash on the floor up myself. 🙃
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Not me already giving up on not replying during work hours
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arguably the best phase of a sunburn
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23 days ago
Back at work and actively trying NOT to RP while on the clock, so posts Tues-Sat will be limited from here on out 🥺
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If you’re here to check why I’m online but not replying to you, odds are my computer just randomly woke up in the middle of the night. No, I don’t know why it does this lol





About Me


Names/Aliases: Don’t Look Now, DLN, Cait, Donut Look Now, DLN Cait
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers
Age: 28
Birthday: August
From: United States
Timezone: PST Currently
Occupation: Full Time Sales / Part Time Student Work Hours: Tues-Thurs 9AM-5:30PM || Fri/Sat 10:30AM-7PM
Languages: English, Learning Spanish
Orientation: Bisexual / Cis (Married)
Pets: Margot (10yr Australian Shep/Mix Rescue) & Luna (1.5yr Belgian Shep/Lab/Mix Rescue)





Current Roleplays

Chicago After Hours as Kimiko “Kiki” Voss, Nero, and Nicholas “Nic” Wu
1x1 with KazAlkemi
Yellowstone Disaster as Aurelia “Lia” Walshe
1x1 with ThatLostDude
ArrowFell: The Wizard Queen’s Court as Nyx Hier the Wanderer AKA Lady Olivia Rhys
Casual Large Group by Estylwen
Archaic Circuitry: Old Code, Young Blood as Merripen “Penni” Perran
Casual Large Group by Kronshi







Current Hyperfixation: Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss













If you made it all the way down here, you get a donut 🍩





Most Recent Posts





Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
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Ren waves her off. “I’ll make my own way up after I finish this tea.” He tells her. “I’d rather you take care of my son right now anyway.” Ren picks up his cup of tea and heads into the living room to sit in one of the cushy arm chairs. Meanwhile upstairs on the terrace, Nic finally finds a moment of peace as he watches the city at night below him.




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki climbs onto the bed and mirrors Avery pose even though she wants to just curl up in his lap right now. She closes her eyes with red ears as she focuses to find the bonfire that is her center again.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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Nero had just kicked their heels off when Caden asks his question. “Scheisse.” They mumble before pouting as they realize Caden had seen right through them. “Would I like the way you’d pry it out of me?” Nero asks cheekily instead.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
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Ren quickly shakes his head. “I understand your intention now, but… I think it will still be a great idea for my piece if you’re still willing to tattoo me.” He accepts the warm cup from Cassi and sips before continuing. “Who knows, maybe it’ll stop me from making another bad decision.” He pats Cassi’s hand on his knee before drinking more of his tea.




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki had just thrown her blanket on the bed when Avery speaks and a dorky smile curves her lips from him calling her ‘darling’. She ignores the warm she feels in her cheeks though. “We can try it and if I get grumpy then we can just go back to sleep.” She suggests as she busies herself by drinking the remaining water on her nightstand.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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Nero shakes their head when Caden offers to take the box, content to carry it themself for now. “Can mine be six-six-six?” They ask, attempting to cover their nerves with impish behavior. “Or four-twenty-sixty-nine?”



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
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“That would be nice… Thank you Cassi, you’ve helped us so much… Please let me know how we can return the favor someday.” Ren says in a tired voice as all the whirling emotions send him into a bit of a dissociative space.

The older Wu stares at nothing in particular, his expression tired and sad. “When you suggested the reflection pond for my tattoo… I thought you knew exactly what I had done…”




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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Kiki blushes as she stands up, her mind in the gutter already before Avery even suggests practicing. “Uh… uh-huh okay…” She mumbles as she blinks a few times. “Good night Caden.” She pats him on the chest as she shuffles by on her way back towards her room, forgetting to wait for Avery.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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Nero follows Caden out to the car, still a ball of nerves but trying to mask it for Caden’s sake. The question of how exactly Nero got away from Mundus weighs heavy on their mind and they hope for everyone’s sake that the devil spawn was truly gone.

“Oh, does everyone have their own code?” Nero asks as they reach for the box.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
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Ren tries to focus once again for Cassi, closing his eyes as he thought back to that dark night. “It said something like… ‘I will save your wife from cancer… if you give me ten years of your life’… At least that’s what I think? He says his words slowly and carefully, giving the memory as much of his focus as he can.

“I’m sorry, I wish I could help more…”




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki nods knowing Caden is probably right about Cassi wanting to unlock the memories herself. She disappears into her blanket cocoon at Caden’s next words though, face properly flushed with color. “Sometimes I wish this household had normal hearing…” She mutters to herself.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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When Caden stands up, Nero shifts their gaze to watch him before standing up themselves. “I want to grab the books - I have a feeling I won’t be able to ‘sleep’ tonight.” They’re still not completely sure what exactly they do while Caden sleeps. They close their eyes and try not to really focus on anything, but who knows if they’re actually asleep.



Nyx Heir the Wanderer


Skills: Shift
In Collaboration with @ERode





“I see that Claudia has outdone herself again.”

How else could one explain the arrangement of fresh flowers and the changed drapes, the four extra shelves full of books and the plush, cobalt-patterned cushions adorning the seats? It wasn’t much more ostentatious compared to what normally occupied the bedchambers of the noble suites in Hathforth Castle, but it was undoubtedly to the taste of the Duke that occupied it. Laurent had no talent for horticulture, but he appreciated the flowers all the same. Laurent didn’t even have much time to read, but the smell of ink and parchment was a nostalgic one. And of course, Laurent had no particular musical skill, but he certainly appreciated the talents of those who dedicated themselves to such a human craft.

So he waited for Lady Olivia Rhys to finish her song, applauding gently once the last pluck of the lute’s strings disappeared into the walls of the chamber. There was something eternal about the art produced by the long-lived races, substituting passion and pathos with the weight of experience and history instead. The human bards sang in manners that shook heart and soul; the fey minstrels sang in manners that seared the mind and blood.

But, alas, he could not afford to wait long, after all. Duke Rhinecliff had unfortunately missed the most exciting parts of the day!

“Well now,” the well-dressed man spoke, reclining upon his cobalt-patterned seat, “Please proceed with your report, Olivia. Was this opportunity fruitful?”

‘Olivia’ performed a curtsy before she put her lute down, tucked safely out of anyone’s way. “I fear I might not have been entirely… prepared for this opportunity, Your Grace.” Despite how alarming the whole of the gala had been in the end, there was much left to be desired from the spymaster’s perspective. Alas, there was only so much one could do while playing a character that demanded such a presence such as the Duke.

“I can tell you that Her Royal Majesty continues to wish for the Rhinecliff estate to settle its account with the crown.” Nyx began to pace, needing to get out some of the nervous energy of the day somehow. “In fact, Lady Haliel deigned to call our gift to the Queen an ‘empty gesture’. She seemed rather intent to find out where the last year of tax revenue in Odonfield has ‘disappeared’ to.”

Nyx paused in her pacing to look at Laurent, eyeing his relaxed stature. “I may have run away from her. My apologies, Your Grace.” She waited to see if the Duke had anything to add before she went on with both her report and her pacing.

“Unfortunately, the Duke of Nordor overindulged in spirits and picked a fight with most of the royal court.” Nyx went on to explain how Duchess Bastille had stepped in, that Lady Haliel had suggested a boon for the victor, and the inevitable fall of Duke Willowsteel. “He faces execution in a week’s time.”

“Funny. On one hand, she seeks to tax me and on the other hand, she seeks to rob me. Ah, but I do wish I was there to see the expression on Lady Haliel’s face when you walked away.” There was no comment left for Duke Willowsteel; he had heard already from Duchess Agustria and made his own decision, after all. It was a kind thing, that Arthur had died during the golden years of the province.

“Remind me, Olivia. What do you recall of the Skybound siblings?”

Nyx plopped down in one of the other seats, finally ridding herself of any pretence that she was just a loyal servant as she let herself slouch. Although she would feel more comfortable in her own skin, she would rather conserve that energy in the case of an emergency. “The orphan twins the Queen favours?” She could picture them in her mind, but outside of her knowledge for the deeds the two carried out on behalf of the Wizard Queen, she knew little else. “Dare I ask what you have in mind for me this time?”

The Duke removed his glove, allowing his signet ring to cast its unnatural light in the room. A projection of a memory etched itself upon the opposing wall, the image of the twins as they were just hours ago.

“I had the honour of hosting them back home today. Their loyalty to the Wizard-Queen is self-effacing, while she treats them as one would pawns.” Of course, it wasn’t as if he was all that different in that regard. Perhaps he was colder still, considering what he had implanted in their minds. “Right now, they ought to be returning back to Hathforth, to report the failure of their mission to uncover my treasury. Take your pick and replace them. At the very least, I would like to know if the Wizard-Queen will send another one of her own to claim her ‘taxes’.”

Laurent stroked his moustache briefly.

“Mene is more loyal than Asteria. Considering how much more dangerous the situation would be, if you judge another direct encounter with Evelyn too dangerous, it would be acceptable if you simply spoke to one of the twins as the other.” Though that would entail its own risks. “What say you, Olivia?”

Nyx pretended to think about it as she looked at the projection and listened to the Duke’s explanation. She let loose a heavy sigh before nodding her head. “I must confess, a child will be much easier to play than you were, Your Grace.” She shifted in her seat as she considered the next steps that would be needed.

“Are you asking me to kill the twin that I am to replace? You know my skills in a fight leave much to be desired.” It was why she made a better spy and the main reason she never tried to kill Evelyn herself.

“You think I’m a child-murderer?” Duke Rhinecliff gasped, exaggerating his surprise. “But no, Olivia, I’ve had one of my attendants do their…work on the children. If they hear a specific phrase, they’ll fall into a deep sleep. Store either one of both of them away somewhere secure, and play your role from there. As for the patch of memory that they would be missing, just make sure to tell the Skybound what happened while they’re still asleep, and that’ll work out.”

Nyx rolled her eyes at the Duke’s fake outrage but a small smile curved her lips. “I suppose I must be off again then?” She stood from her comfortable seat and stretched, letting out some of the tension in her shoulders and neck.

“There’ll be a day or two yet before the twins return.” He waved her to sit again. “Until that time comes, feel free to enjoy the banquet food in my stead and relax a little.” A wink. “Consider it a small attempt at rehabilitating my image.”

Nyx could have kissed him for letting her have some reprieve before she would be thrown into the thick of it again. However instead, the changeling fell back into the seat with a happy sigh. “Consider your image already redeemed, Your Grace.” She says with a cheeky tone - if this was her reward for facing against the Queen in his place, she would enjoy it as much as one could.

“Ah, right, one more thing. How are your Sev impressions?”



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
Skills:





Ren rubs his forehead as he struggles to remember the details while still drunk. “I… I remember saying I’d gladly give ten years of my life if it meant Nic didn’t lose his mother before her time… Why does it matter?” He moves his hands to rub the back of his neck.

“Didn’t the demon just end up killing her anyway with that monster? Devils just do what they want, right?” Ren hasn’t connected the dots to realize that their favorite tiny person was actually a demon too.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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Nero catches Kiki mumbling something about finally having sex just to have it taken away but chooses to ignore it for her sake, focusing their attention on Caden as he speaks. Blush covers their cheeks as he declares that Nero is part of the family now and they turn their face, refusing to let anyone else see that they were immediately touched by the notion.

“Fine…” Nero mumbles.

Kiki pokes her head up again. “I can try helping you unlock more memories if you want, Nero. That might be easier on Cassi so… that doesn’t happen again.”



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
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Nic goes out on the terrace, needing to pace and feel some fresh air after everything that had just been revealed to him. Downstairs, his father finally gulps down some water. The fight with his son had sobered him up plenty and his words are no longer slurred. Ren looks gratefully at Cassi for not abandoning him right now.

“I… I gave 10 years of my life for Lì not to die from her cancer.” He says, struggling to remember it clearly in his current grief.




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki leaned into Avery, ears red with embarrassment as Caden went on with his piece. “Wait, when he says intense emotions, is he referring to…” She twists her head to look at Avery as her cheeks flush to match her ears.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nero pretends not to overhear Kiki for now, but they remember that Caden had said that sex was on that list of intense emotions. They angle their body more towards Caden when he sits down and smiles at him encouragingly. It’s their turn to blush when he announces that they needed the help of the others. “Wait, no, I can read them. You all don’t have to get involved… Besides, the books that aren’t in Enochian are probably in the demonic language Xra'mban and I doubt any of you can-”

“I can speak it.” Kiki interjects, coming out of her blanket cocoon. “At least, I’m pretty sure I understand it since I’m technically half a demon.” Nero frowns slightly. They don’t want to get everyone involved in their mess, especially if there’s some unknown enemy lurking nearby.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
Skills:





Taking deep breaths in and out, Nic stares a hole into the kitchen table. His jaw feathers in its clench action as the young man tries to process everything that has just been uncovered. “The offering that mom made before you two left China… the one to the fox deity… our family received a blessing of protection because of that.” Nic says slowly, wanting to make sure his father gets every word.

“When you made the deal with a demon, our family was viewed as no longer pious and that blessing was revoked.”

Ren looks at his son, guilt etched into every part of his face. “How did you kno-”

“The blessing was real. The daughter of the deity came to Chicago to find out why the names Ren and Lì Wu were erased from the list of blessings. You got my mother killed by a horrific monster!” Nic’s voice quickly escalates again as the tears finally fall. “You should have told me…” His voice breaks as he finally looks down at Cass and wraps his arms around her.

“Nicholas-”

Nic shoots him a glare. “I won’t be able to hold back if we talk right now, dad, and I don’t want to hurt the only family I have left. We can talk tomorrow once you’ve sobered up.” He gives Cass a squeeze before gently pushing himself out of her grasp and stalking upstairs.

“Cassi, I…” Ren doesn’t know what the sorceress would be able to do and trails off, unsure if he should even be asking for her help.




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki leans back into her seat with a little bit of a guilty expression, realizing she had jumped to the worst conclusion rather than hearing Caden out first. “Right… Avery did mention that before…” She fidgets with her fingers, wishing the blanket could swallow her up.

“Sorry Caden…” Kiki mumbles like a child who’s been caught starting trouble.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
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Nero can’t help but snort and quickly tries to cover it up by pretending to cough, not wanting to incur the fox’s wrath. “I’m sure this talk will come up again once our bond is finalized, if that helps, Kiki.” They tell the fox, realizing that outside of Nic, Kiki is the youngest of all of them.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Nic & Ren’s Apartment - Chicago, IL
Skills:





Nic barely registers that Cass has wrapped her arms around him as his gaze shifts back to his dad. “Why didn’t you tell me?!” He asks of Ren in a deadly calm voice. Somehow the tears aren’t overflowing and he’s not shouting, but he still feels his jaw clench and his nostrils flare.

“You…”

Ren looks up from his hands. “I couldn’t lose her to cancer too!”

Nic knows that the survival rate for pancreatic cancer is low, even lower with a diagnosis that late, but he still can’t believe what he’s heard. “So you made a deal with a demon??”




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden & Nero’s House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki has just gotten comfortable when Caden makes his statement and she sits up as if she’d been electrocuted. “What does that mean?” She asks as she crosses her arms over her chest, watching Nero prance past Caden and plopping down in an empty seat.

“Does that mean you can feel her looooove for Avery?” Nero practically sings in a teasing tone.


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