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    1. Ennui 9 yrs ago

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8 yrs ago
Epitome of Sleep Deprivation
8 yrs ago
As much as I love imagination, it simply serves as a tool as it does as a curse. A double-edged sword, in other terms.
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8 yrs ago
Pulled back. Aye caramba.
8 yrs ago
On the verge of being pulled back here, possibly.
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9 yrs ago
Off for some while.

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I think I need to redo this properly at some point. Pardon the empty bio for now. Have something else instead.

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@Spriggs27 Well, I did something. Dunno if it's proper or anything.

In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
@Zelosse I still hate you for that.
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Unfortunately so.
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Shush.
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
@Saltwater Thief
My CS isn't there, I somewhat procrastinated with putting it there for no real reason. Will be putting it up now.

@Zelosse Also fuck you. ;__;
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Pardon me while I go feel incredibly awkward to a corner every time I make a post now.
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay



@Saltwater Thief @Zelosse

Her first attempt had failed but not without some portion of success. Nevertheless she didn't feel quite pleased about it, especially when considering the showcases of the other students around the place. Getting advice from the Headmaster wasn't something she would have honestly expected and caught her slightly by surprise. Following him soon after was also Marshall Narquis, who came around to offer what she could only figure out as reassurance.

His words came off as concerning, yet thoughtful. Though thanks to the earlier strain she wasn't sure how to respond back either. Managing only a light smile and a few quiet words; "Thank you... I'll try again."

Sitting in the same exact position, she lowered both her arms on her lap and held both hands palm facing up. Murmuring something in her own native tongue twice; "Zhizn' prozhit' — ne pole pereyti." An old Russian proverb she had learned during her childhood. To begin, she looked around herself before moving her sight back to her hands while closing her eyes slowly again. All the while trying to get a feel for all the water running around the complex. It felt new and utterly alien to her that she could technically speaking "feel" the water in a manner of speaking.

Soon enough, tiny streams separating from the main flows would soar through the air and above her hands. Forming the ball in a particularly peculiar manner. Two separate flows from opposite sides entangle in the middle before spiraling within, giving mass and form to an identical ball of water as previously seen. She kept at it until it was somewhere in-between the size with what she had started with and what she had eventually ended up shattering with. It was a "minor" spectacle to say the least, but to her it felt almost mesmerizing.

Staring at that same bubble, she wouldn't even dare let her eyes close nor wander off. Completely enamored with how she's even able to do such a thing, and not to mention she was holding it steady while having it rotate albeit very slowly. Something so utterly simple to most, yet something fascinating to her at the same time. It felt akin to being in flow, or a state which many believe to be complete absorption in what one does.

"Living your life is not like crossing a meadow, but no one said anything about starting small and progressing slowly.
Just like you taught me mom..."
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay



Academy Grounds, Proving Grounds; 4:15 PM

She had been sticking to the sidelines for quite a long time, eyeing the people and of course the headmaster during his "speech". There was a tinge of excitement mixed in with nervousness. She never had a situation where she had to demonstrate her supposed power nor had she ever thought of exploring it further excluding the small things she did in her past.

Despite this, she slowly took her position on a free platform as the others had before her. Before she even did anything, her mind pondered as to how or rather, "what" exactly she was supposed to show off with. Considering the fact that she had never done anything large or fancy. This was the main reason she felt nervous, a possibility to feel somewhat inadequate.

Nevertheless, she took the chance to try something simple yet acceptable. A water bubble or ball should probably be fine, granted she tried to form one not too small. Shutting her eyes, she calmed herself slowly before sitting herself down on a similar pose like the lotus position. But instead of sitting exactly like it, she put her legs simply on top of each other. Left one down first, then the right one on top of the left one. Lowering her right arm and hand down on her leg, she pointed the palm up naturally with her fingers open.

The hard part would be to maintain the ball, she presumed before starting. Slowly but surely small streams of water started cascading above her palm to form said ball. Starting from the size of a mere finger tip, growing slowly into the size of a fist. As all of this was new to her, it was quite straining to say the least. She kept on growing the ball until it was about double to triple the size of a fist until her mind strained enough to make her stop and only focus on maintaining the form. It didn't last quite long either as she was forced to relinquish her grasp on it, making it dissolve and break on her hand. "8 seconds", she thought. It felt weak, yet it took all she could give just to maintain it.

She did entertain the idea of perhaps trying a geyser style motion for a brief moment, but her mind was still trying to recover from the sudden strain on her. Having no choice really but to give in and rest, she looked upwards from where the light came from and sighed with a tinge of disappointment on her face.



// I don't know why I took so long. Rest assured, I do NOT feel good about it.
In Closed 6 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
@Zelosse He asked, he was given. Now kill me before shame takes over. Totally didn't miss anything that I'll only realize a few hours later.

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