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Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

In Mika's eyes she would have ended up in the hunting world with or without Dean. The fact her uncle was in the business to a certain extent and it was him who took her in and brought her up, she knew with her love of reading she would have found out about the world more either way after surviving a wendigo attack. There was no path in which she would have avoided the hunter life. Even if she was answering phones or doing the research side of things at Bobby's 24/7, inbetween him teaching her how to look after her own car and teaching her to drive, she would have been in the life. So in her eyes, Dean was not to blame for dragging her into this life. If anything it was the Wendigo's fault by leaving her alive, even if it thought her dead. Which brought her other thought that never left her... What WAS it that saved her?

She closed her eyes as he swept her hair back once more, always savouring in her mind whenever he did such a simple action, but one that really meant something to her. Deep down she probably knew he would never stop being hard on himself but she had to try and keep reminding him not to be. She knew he wouldn't like her calling herself poison but how could she not not think that? She'd been described it enough times after all.

She smiled back at him as he apologised for dumping it all on her and she shook her head gently, "don't be sorry, ever. If you ever need to talk I'm always here to listen" she replied to him, kissing him back again deeply before he pulled away and repeated himself. She smiled brightly back and gave a single firm nod. "right. It's normal for us and that's all I could ask for" she told him, before half chuckling with him then pulling him over her and wrapping herself around him. "now...about that 'rekindling'..." she smirked.

Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

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Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

Just popping in this morning to say I am LIVING for the Cason and Esme dynamic!!!! Legit shipping them already hahaha!

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Mika meant every single word she spoke to him. There was no 'say it because he needs to hear it' this time round. She wanted him to know that she did have his back, she would always have his back. No matter what he didn't have to continue fighting alone no matter whether it was an actual hunt or what was going on his mind. She would be there. He never gave up on her and she sure as hell would never give up on him. Her eyes never left his face as she let him nuzzle into her hand before opening his eyes once and managed to find words to say once more.

At his question, she got a tight lump in her throat as she never want to imagine him dead and gone. She saw the tears threatening to spill out over his eyelids as he continued to speak and explain how he knew what would happen if anything happened to her again. A reaction she would have expected to hear. She saw how he grieved her fake death, and as much as she turned her heart cold to not be overwhelmed in seeing him grieve for years, she remembered vividly those nights she was alone and did let her feel his pain for her. It was overwhelming and claustrophobic to deal with.

Eventually she managed to find her words herself, "Dean listen to me. I'm not gonna lie to you and say I'll cope if you die. Because I won't cope. I will do exactly what you have these last few years for me. I will do whatever I could to get you back and if I couldn't get you I will no doubt be overcome with my grief because you and Bobby? You're all I have left. My last link to anything good in my life. There's no me if there's no you. Kenzi proved that. But knoe this, you are not in any circumstance poison or bad luck." she told him.

"if anything I'm the poison out the two of us for doing what I did these last few years. But you are not bad luck or anything similar. You are my one good thing and hope. So please... Please don't think you're anything less." she continued, practically pleading in her last few words. "I will always be there for you, we're a team you and I. Equals who always pull each other out of dangerous situations. I will always be there to pull you back, just like you've always been there to pull me back." she said one more time, before placing a soft kiss on his lips, then pulling away.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Kay found her answer curious and rose an eyebrow. She would have to talk with John about this later on. She couldn't help but wonder if the young girl's dreams were only for things that had happened or if they come to her before something happen. "Trish, do you think these dreams come to you before these things happen, during the event or after?" she asked her.

Chas nodded and reached over for another jar that he grabbed and handed it to John. "here" he said to him. "hopefully after this Serena you'll be able to heal properly now" he told her, seeing how she was doing by just looking. It was clear that Josh still very much had her hands and keeping her focused.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Mika knew Sam was a smart kid. Hell's, he figured out who she was before Dean did and used it to stop Dean dead in his tracks so he could get away because he knew it would actually stop Dean running after him. There was no doubting the boy's intelligence, that much was for sure. She always knew Sam was in some ways destined for greater things than just hunting but there was no way she would ever tell Dean that. Even from a very young age, she could tell Sam had an incredibly high IQ and if he wasn't being driven around with his brother and father hunting, he could achieve such an incredible life.

"yeah, you're probably right but surely just once even from afar wouldn't hurt if it really came to it" she suggested. She just wanted to do everything she could to do right by Dean and Sam. She felt like she owed them (especially Dean) so much for what she put him through, that she figured if she could help him be a bit more reassured about Sam's safety then she would do it.

Yet it was what Dean said next that made her smile fade from her face ever so slightly as it honestly made her sad to hear him think so low of his life. "Dean listen to me.." she said, placing her hand on his cheek, rubbing it with her thumb. "it may seem like that now but we can't say for sure what holds for us in the future. As much as I know the level of difficulty for getting out of this life, I have to believe there is a way somehow. That there's a path where we could just get out... Together. But even if we can't ever get out, I will always be your side. And if that means having that whiskey in a hotel room or here at Bobby's before going to sleep with you by my side? I'll take it." she told him.

"because I fully plan on sticking around forever this time. I will have to be literally killed to be separated from you" she added.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

She followed his movement with her eyes, before turning her head toward him which caused some of her hair to fall infront of her face,even though they moved so they could look at each other still whilst both being in comfortable positions. Feeling him move her hair that had fallen onto her face, she reveled in the touch, always feeling such an overwhelming sense of calm when he did that. It also made her feel like she truly was somebody to him.

Deep down her rational mind would tell her exactly what he was telling her, that it was Kenzi John found to be poison and how Dean was so adamant on trying to prove that Kenzi knew she was alive and not dead like everyone wanted to desperately tell him she was. Yet because for a few years she was Kenzi, she still couldn't help but feel like John found her to be the poisonous one. How could she not think that? She had either overheard it or been told it enough time that surely in some way or another, it had to be true.....right? No, she couldn't let herself think that anymore, she was back to being herself and being truthful. That was surely a cause for redemption, not persecution.

"I hope you're right Dean, I really do, and I'll gladly fill in any gaps...if he'd listen to me." she replied to him, "As for Sam we'll figure it out. He may have gone off on his own path, but I think deep down you always knew he would as he's been trying to for just over a year now. He's as stubborn as you are, even if he would deny it. But if it makes you feel better, we can always have Bobby locate him somehow and we can always check in on him every now and then in secret. he won't know but we'll know he's safe" she suggested.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Usually someone staring at her would always begin to make Mika unnerved as she wasn't sure what was going to happen next, and that was even if she stayed long for them to even think about just gazing at her. Yet with Dean she didn't mind in the slightest because it made sense why he would be like this with her. It felt like it had context and reasons behind it rather than just the whole cliche 'i'm in love with this person i've only just met' creepy way.

As he pulled her blanket over them both whilst remaining firmly in his position, she continued to look at him back apart from when he ran his figner round her jaw which made her close her eyes for a moment, the smile never leaving her lips as she took in his soft touch of her then opened her eyes again to see this really was reality and he was still there with her. She listened to his words, nodding to confirmt hat yes, she did indeed know he wouldn't let her leave his sight ever again. Even if he did mentally cringe at his own words, she had always been half expecting those words at some point when he found out who she was the entire time.

She let him finish what he had to say and knowing that he wouldn't let his father stop them being together in any manner was important to her. It told her just how serious he really was about them. There was a real sense of reassurance and comfort in his words that no matter what he would defend her against his dad. WHich also in some ways brought a bit of sadness to her that it had come to this with her and the Winchesters. "I know you won't and I don't want you to. We're a team no matter what. If we weren't meant to be back together in any sense I probably would have died in that attack or on a hunt years ago. Even if your dad thinks I'm poison, I'm not going anywhere" she told him.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Like Dean, Mika couldn't get passed how well things had gone since she got back from the spirit hunt of hers last night. It seemed like a dream even to her that one moment she was trudging up her stairs unbelievably tired and worn out, wanting nothing more than to jump into a bath to get clean and then sleep the night away to suddenly finding Dean on her bed calling out ehr true name to now. Sharing the moment of getting rid of her alter ego to being on her bed underneath Dean and feeling the happiest than she had felt in a very long time. She knew it may not last but whilst it did last, sh ewas going to accept every single moment she could.

She didn't even want to think about John returning and finding out where and why Dean had got to. She dreaded that day when John would turn up and either not instantly recognise her, or just see her as Kenzi and not even believe them both when they explain who she truly is. SHe could easily imagine what kind of argument or fight would ensue on that day, but right now she had to shake those thoughts from her mind and only focus on her moment with Dean in this very minute.

When he told her not to tell anyone, she looked at him curiously but willingly kissed her back, letting him nibble at her lip before he told her the words she never thought she would hear him actually say outright. She always just assumed that he'd tell her how he felt in all manner of vague ways or the usual 'i know' reply when she told him she loved him. So when he told her outright thathe loved her, she smiled warmly and widely where it also showed in her eyes. "I didn't think I'd ever hear you say those words...I love you too Dean" she replied to him.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

The fact that she could still surprise and confuse him was something that Mika didn't think she'd ever achieve but it seemed she was wrong. She kept looking at him intently as he looked up at her plain white ceiling as he began replying with just some of the examples of rekindling they could do. All valid points especially in their current situation of getting passed the fact she wasn't actually dead or Kenzi, but she knew exactly what kind of rekindling she was thinking of, she was just waiting for him to catch up, which she knew he would do soon enough.

She chuckled warmly at his eyebrow wiggle when he said the word 'sex' whilst glancing his eyes down at her before he looked down properly and began kissing her in between every next word he said, to which she returned each kiss as she always did before deepening the last kiss with him, glad to be this close to him again. Though she matched his kiss, she certainly kept it much more gentle than she ever would when she was Kenzi. Just like with nearly everything else, she put effort into making her intimate moments with Dean as different as she could so he couldn't kiss her and just think 'this is just like Mika'. Now she didn't need to and it was of great relief.

As he picked her up, she chuckled against his lips as he did also, more than willing to wrap her legs round his waist, keeping ahold of him as he ran to her bed and dropped her down with an almight thud making her laugh but quickly cover her mouth and continue to chuckle a bit quieter, letting go of her mouth and letting him cup her face in his hands. "Just a bit" she chuckled, wrapping ehrself round him again and pulling him down to her level.........

Bobby did indeed hear the thud and out of instinct looked up toward the ceiling from where he was downstairs and grumbled under his breath, "bloody idjits...."