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Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

Mika AND NATALIA

Mika headed upstairs with Dean to grab all the blankets and sleeping bags with him to take downstairs. She stood behind Dean as he stepped into the closet and pull everything out, putting them on the floor for the time being whilst she leaned against the opposite wall watching him, smirking to herself as she used that moment to get a look at his ass.

She didn't even notice the door was open but did hear the voices of Cason and Esme outside and found it was only when Bobby surfaced upstairs with Natalia in tow that she noticed the door was open. She couldn't help but smirk and stifle a snigger by placing her hand over her mouth as he told Dean to clean up the mess. "Sorry Bobby, we won't be long" she told him, gesturing for Natalia to follow him to make sure he don't complain at anyone else and to help find some ideas they could use.

With the blankets pulled out, she pushed herself off the wall and squatted down pulling half of the pile into her arms and standing back upright, turning on her heels and heading toward the steps to the basement once more.

As agreed with Mika, Natalia followed Bobby into the main room he went to and perched over his desk in front of him. "how you holding up Bobby? I feel like no one has asked you how you're doing" she commented, looking at the books on his desk before rocking one up and flicking through it. She wanted to make herself useful whilst also not getting in the way of those downstairs. She had actually forgotten for this moment that Benjamin was even still in her car. She was so focused on getting inside and checking what Dean and Mika found out with Bobby, that she went on auto pilot and forgot she had a passenger in her car.

So when the door got knocked on and Bobby went to it to reveal Benjamin on the other side she slapped the front of her face with her palm internally groaning that she could be so forgetful. "Sorry about leaving you in the car!" she called through from Bobby's desk. "he's safe Bobby, you can let him in" she told the man she respected.

SAM

He watched her face intently, studying it as she remembered the memories that she had squashed far down in her mind. Seeing them register with her showed him that he wasn't being crazy and he was right. She was the very same Anna he met as a kid. Yet her mentioning of the fact she was kidnapped after she ran off on her own made him feel sick as kidnapping always angered him.

He looked at her sadly as she said she didn't remember much in between but she knew they would be okay. He nodded at her words and ran his hand through her hair at this point. "I know, you're a strong woman, if we can find a way of at least letting you go but with like..I dunno, a tracker of some kind or something I'd feel better about it. I get the feeling that Dean isn't being fully truthful about how he knows Alistair.." he replied to her.

He had to smirk at the irony of him being locked up with her and him being the only one to change her mind.

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Because he shouted at her straight off the bat, Mika was mostly expecting him to continue snapping at her so when he didn't and even looked at her slightly softer, it threw her off guard and off balance mentally. She listened to him speak and it hurt hearing him say what she did come across as complete lack of trust for him. That wasn't her intention but like with a lot of things, the alcohol that was in her system completely altered her intentions and made her the utter bad guy in this situation.

Hearing him say the woman was fully prepared to rape him made her sick to her stomach but it did make her all the more glad she punched the woman in the face and told her to get off of him. She couldn't help but wonder if he would have been able to stop the woman in his own drunken state properly of she hadn't have gone downstairs after him. All the time she listened to him explain that he was worried about the woman calling the cops on them which she did now sober, understand his thinking.

Instead of replying, she let Bobby give in his two cents on the situation, and as much as it hurt to have him tell her she would always possessive because she's terrified of losing what little she had, she knew it was completely true. That's why it hurt so much. She also knew she had to accept that what Bobby said about Dean was also true, not to mention that they needed to set boundaries and discuss what it was exactly they wanted out of each other.

She then listened to Dean admit he didn't plan on seeing her again or ask to be here which made her look back down again. "Dean I'm sorry I snapped last night... My distrust of her exploded onto you and if I wasn't drunk I would have dealt with that situation a lot better. I... I understand if you don't wanna see me again... If you'd rather cut me out of your life for good this time... But I can't lose you... Bobby is right, I am terrified of losing the two remaining things I have in my life" she spoke quietly but loud enough for the two of them to hear her.

"I just wanna do right by you and I always fuck it up because I don't see how I'm worth all your time or effort" she continued. "All I've ever wanted since we were kids is to be yours...but I'll u...understand if you feel differently" she said, wishing if her leg didn't still hurt she would have exited the room at that point.

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Mika was expecting him to try and avoid the question so when Dean erupted into yelling at her, she flinched back into the couch even more than she already was. She tried to stay calm but every single word he said to her hurt like a dagger into her heart and no matter how much she tried to stop it, she felt those tears fall from her eyes once more. For the first time since he strangled her in the motel, she felt scared of him.

"I was drunk..and hurt. And yeah, I did say maybe if I had died I would be a problem for you..I'll admit that, but all I saw was you with that...woman and I saw red okay?" she sheepishly replied, she couldn't even shout at him anymore, she didn't have the mental compacity or energy to shout anymore. She noticed how Bobby looked at her before trying to reel Dean in a bit which she was thankful for.

"I'm not used to having anyone with me Dean, I'm used to shutting people out and I've tried...I've tried so hard not to keep you shut out and yeah, I'm not used to seeing you as someone who didn't just accept one person with them. I'm not used to wanting to be with someone who is used to sleeping around and flirting their way through everything to get what they need. I did things wrong, I get that, I lied to you for months out of my own insecurities, and yeah there is barely a day that goes by that I don't see how scarred I am, not just on my body but in my head and think 'hey, maybe the universe got it wrong, maybe I should be dead! Maybe it'd be better if Bobby had just buried me in the backyard', and I'm sorry that hurts you Dean, but that's the truth. I am screwed up in my head" she said, tapping the side of her head.

"I am a mess and I'm not perfect in the slightest. I'm trying to change Dean...hell, I don't even know what we are" she said, gesturing between herself and Dean, "But you gotta realise how much it stings when you tell me you won't let me out of your sight, you won't be going anywhere without me, that you love me and then first opportunity you have, you're downstairs in a hotel, with a woman on your lap trying to get her piece of you in a damn bar in front of other guests! How else was I possibly meant to react to that!?" she explained, realising that she may have left out the exact location of the incident to Bobby earlier.

"I hoped we could have talked it through, but you just walked away and left me a note telling me to figure everything out then come find you" she finished saying, wiping her eyes, visibly shaking.

Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

MIKA AND NATALIA

Seeing Dean almost grumble in disapproval at her quip about how Dean used to like sleepovers also made Mika smirk smugly that she got one over on him for once. It made a change from playful jabs being made at her and she very rarely got one over on him, so when she did, she revelled in it and she noticed that Natalia and Sam noticed it also as she smirks on their lips. This was also her way of backing Sam up from the jabs, just like she always used to.

As Dean said about getting the blankets and sleeping bags, she decided she would help him if it came to it, by remaining out of the way of the cast iron door and letting him. She didn't notice it, but being this close was making her skin feel rather warm under her clothing but she thought nothing of it, just assuming it was because there was no real air conditioning in this basement of Bobby's.

She watched as Natalia stepped out behind Dean and then started walking toward the steps with her. "Can't believe you didn't say anything about this being down here" she quietly told Mika, "None of you asked" Mika quipped back with a smirk and light snigger. "Touche" Nat replied before looking back again as it was dicussed about the two of them helping come up with defence plans.

SAM

With the jesting done and over with, he looked back down at Annabeth as she walked back to him after studying every inch of the vault. He smiled at her at first but then she spoke so seriously and quietly, his smiel faded a little, not knowing where this was going but knew they did indeed need to talk. He wanted to tell her that he remembered her from when they were kids, remind her of that one brief meeting that night, but it seemed she needed to get what she had to say off her chest first.

The words that came out of her mouth did not sit well with him at all, and he shook his head lightly but he knew she was right, he would have to let her go if they were to get any kind of advance on Alistair, but he didn't like the idea. "I don't wanna let you go again...but...but I know I have to" he mumbled back to her. "We have met before Anna...in Minnesota, in some grubby motel parking lot. We ran to a cabin in the adjacent woods and my brother and Mika came after us. Just know I have never forgiven myself for letting you run off that night and if I fail you again by getting you hurt because I agree to letting you go with AListair? I won't forgive myself for that either" he explained to her, placing his forehead to hers.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Kay was prepared to not listen to Chas and just leave, but the moment John told her to stop, she did infact do as she was told. She didn't know if it was because John asked or the bond making her stop, but she just did. "She said she could hear someone but she couldn't focus on them to know how to help. She needed the map to hone in on them" Chas explained to John, which just made Kay think all the more that it could be her sister in danger.

Josh smiled softly at Serena, "Well it means a lot that you and your friends put yourselves in harms way for us...for her" he told her, gesturing at Trish. "I just wish we could help you guys more" he told her honestly.

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The moment Bobby said not to be mad at him, Mika's heart sank and her worst thoughts came flooding into her head. She really hoped he wasn't implying that Dean was here but before she could even muster any words to come out of her mouth she saw Dean sheepishly enter the room to get to the kitchen. She looked away and at the floor as he entered the room, all that hurt and betrayal coming back to her . She didn't want to see him right now and now the world (or in her case, Bobby and John) was out be against her.

She refused to look at either of them as Bobby dealt with Dean in the kitchen, refusing to let him to just grab a coffee and refused to let him leave either. Despite not looking at either of them just to avoid looking at Dean, she she was listening to them talk and she had to admit, she was also curious as to why Dean got dropped off here of all places and not just another grubby motel that John was possibly staying at. Just for once she hoped John would actually be a father to his son and keep him with him. She thought that being at home with her uncle would be her safe haven, but John clearly had other plans.

She listened as Dean told Bobby this was why he can't be here but Bobby being Bobby corrected him and put him in his place in the best possible way he knew how. Hearing their strange relationship, if it even was that be called as 'object permanance' maed her heart pang more with pain, making her hug the cushion so tightly she would run a risk of bursting the seams. Yet it was the moment he declared neither of them were leaving this house until they had spoken this out that got Mika looking up and at Bobby, the question 'what why!?' written clear on her face.

She watched Bobby walk into the room, sit in his chair near her and then at Dean still refusing to look at her as he followed on into the room. She didn't know what to say to him, she may have had a thousand and one questions bouncing around her head but she couldn't think of a single one to actually say so she looked back down again remaining silent for what could have been easily twenty minutes before she finally mumbled out something, knowing that if she didn't they'd be silence for much longer.

"Why you'd walk out and break your promise?" she finally mumbled to Dean.

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Checking her phone, Mika saw a text sent a few hours ago saying that Bobby was on his way to pick her up and that he'll get the concierge to ring her room when he got there. The reality of everything just hitting her as hard as it did in the evening. Wincing, she got herself out of bed and changed into clean clothes, pulled herself into the wheelchair and went over to her pile of clothes where she put everything she had in her bag. It took a few minutes to do so as her grief was making her be a lot slower than she would be normally when the room's phone started ringing making her wheel herself over an dpick up, "hello?" "he is? Thank you, tell him I'll be right there" she replied to the voice on the other end, hanging up and wheeling back to her bag.

She grabbed the note Dean had left her deciding that if this was the last time she'd see him then she may as well cling onto something. She didn't know if it would be self sabotage or a way to help her figure herself out, but for now she didn't want to leave it in the room. Pulling her bag onto her lap she took one last glance at the room almost revisiting the good times she and Dean had in her mind before sniffing the tears that threatened to resurface.

Eventually she got herself back down to the lobby and the moment she saw Bobby the floodgates opened once more. Without saying a word he walked over to her, grabbed her bag and wheeled her out to his two truck that already had her car attached. She wiped her eyes and with Bobby's help, got lifted into the truck, the wheelchair she had been using put back where it started from. The drive back was silent for the most part, neither knowing what to say for what felt like the longest time until eventually Bobby did get her explaining what happened, right from the beginning of how she busted her leg to how her and Dean had the biggest argument they've ever had and broke up.

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By the time Dean woke up making a loud thud echo through the house, Mika was on the couch with her leg up, hugging a cushion whilst Bobby was cooking food for them, as well as Dean who she didn't know was there. The loud thud made her look up toward the ceiling in surprise not knowing anyone else was in the house. "err.. Bobby? Who else is in the house?" she asked him, wiping her eyes from the tears she wasn't even aware that had been falling as she got lost in her own mind.

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At the sound of Chas' voice she looked up and tried to act just casually but when when Chas opened his mouth and said where the map was highlighting her ears piqued up. "it's like the next city over. I grew up in the heart of Seattle, near the seafront. But we visited there a lot. Sam always swore one day she'd live there" she explained, suddenly being overwhelmed with a fear that that's where Sam did indeed end up living and something had happened to her.

"we have to go" Kay said, knowing if her sister was in danger there wasn't a moment to dither around and waste. She had to save her. "Kay we don't know if it is her" Chas pointed out, "and I'm not willing to wait to find out Chas! If it's not then it's someone else clearly important who needs saving" Kay countered, rushing downstairs.

Josh smiled and pulled some of her wet hair behind her ear. He blushed when Trish said what she did, making him playfully glare at his baby sister. "it's nothing and like the runt there said-" he smirked as he paused to the show he meant his name calling in jest and warmly, "is right, you saved her from that...thing and I owe you greatly for that" he told her.

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Mika couldn't believe that Dean was so reluctant to fix this, that he was running from her. She cursed Bobby for even putting them on the case together, feeling if they never left her actual home, none of this would have happened. But she knew deep down that it was not his fault. This was her and Dean, and more importantly it was Raven's fault for trying to bed Dean when he told her he wasn't there alone. She purposely ripped them apart for her own kicks and couldn't help but question to herself how many solid partners she had done this to.

She purposely remained where she was to give Dean time to have a head start on deciding what he wanted to do before she finally accepted help in getting to the elevator and to her room. By the time she got there, Dean was already gone with his belongings which made her just break down once more. She got to her belongings and paused, unable to do anything before she suddenly noticed a written note on the bedside table. Going over to it, she read it and k ew this time she truly had fucked up screaming at him.

Crying loudly, she screamed and punched the table. She couldn't take this pain she had created before grabbing her phone and texting Bobby,

"Castle Rock Hotel, come get me ASAP
with tow truck. Dean's left and my legs busted
- Mika"

She wanted to add more but she just couldn't get her hands to work much more than that. She had no idea if Dean really would get in touch with Bobby, so she figured she'd do it just incase, even if he did, it couldn't hurt to let Bobby know she needed him anyway. Throwing her phone on the bed she went to it, hauled herself onto the mattress and layed down where she proceeded to cry herself to sleep.

For the rest of the night her sleep was disruptive, plagued with nightmares and thoughts of just giving up being around for much longer. There were times she woke up and tempted to just end it all by either drowning herself, throwing herself out the window or just simple slashing her wrists. But she didn't want her uncle to find her like that either, so she went back to sleep and the cycle continued right through to 8am the next morning where she woke up, the feeling of dried tears on her cheeks feeling tight on her skin.

She turned her head, half hoping to see Dean back with her in the hopes it was all a horrible nightmare but he wasn't...she was utterly alone. She grabbed her phone to check the time and see if Bobby had got in touch to say he was there or not.

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She may not have been around fully when he was in mourning or at all before they met, but she thought she found her home in Dean. She thought she'd always have him in he rlifr and as much as she wasn't fully comprehending it yet, it was that losing him once that made her absolutely terrified she'd lose him again, making her more toxic and possessive than she would like to be. It didn't help they never once spoke about whether they fully exclusive to each other, but did admit toe ach other they loved each other. He never spoke of how he was when she wasn't around, just made her feel wanted and loved.

Now with the flirting with other women in front of her, and this particular woman trying it with him in public when he could have just ignored the note and ignored Raven completely, it was making her feel so insecure about herself, that she was just nothing to him and all his words were just that...words. She didn't know how to control her anger or her outbursts and when she started ranting she couldn't stop herself before she said something incredibly hurtful. This time it was the mention of her being better off dead.

She listened to him talk back to her, seeing how he couldn't even look at her as he did so and it just her cry more, her hands shaking. She didn't know what to do, she was unwillingly pushing him away and she felt like she was losing her safe place all over again. "you should have ignored her request Dean, don't you see that?" she sobbed to him, pleading with him as he decided to give Bobby a call whilst he could go back to his dad. Yet it was him saying saying he was stupid for thinking this could work that hit her like a k ife in the heart.

"it could have worked...you're my home Dean" she sobbed seeing him walk away from her instead fixing this. She turned the wheelchair round to see the concierge still there and tried to figure out her best move was. Chase after him or trust he wouldn't run to the other girl and leave him be. She slowly wheeled out the room, just letting the tears continue to fall. She needed her uncle... No.... She needed her mom, the one person who she could never have back in her life and in that moment she heard her dad's voice in her head "told you he was a no good tyrant". "I'll be staying in the room until my Uncle comes in the morning for me" she explained.