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Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Mika nodded at Dean's words after her little spiel of not wanting to hurt either of them or herself. Even in this instance, she was thinking more about them two than herself but that's just who she was. She let him pull her head down to his shoulder, her hands coming up to his chest as she cuddled into him, pulling her legs up slightly so she curled up into his arms and on his lap.

Having Dean be so unbelievably protective of her in this moment and caring made her wonder why she was ever so scared before to let him see her in such a way she just didn't know. She always trusted him to never judge her badly when she had these moments of what she perceived as weakness, but for some reason when it came to these nights she was terrified of him seeing her, until tonight.

She could see how Bobby was beyond thankful for having Dean around during this blip as it now meant he didn't have to help her on his own anymore. At Bobby's offer to have them join him in watching one of his many westerns whilst putting the phones back on the hook, she almost zoned out. Proving that his comment on her being asleep within twenty minutes completely accurate. "I'd rather stay down here until I fall asleep" she told her uncle.

In her mind IF something should occur again then she'd rather be downstairs still, but she knew once her drink took ahold of her, she always slept soundly again. She just wished she knew what Bobby put in her drink to always knock her out. But then again...maybe it was for the best she didn't know. "if Dean is okay with that that is" she then added soon after.

I am the fire - Constantine RP

Chas smiled back at her having had a feeling she would ask to meet her. "I don't see why not, as long as Josh is okay with it. Of course you can be friends. She won't care that you're different. She knows about John so she won't be afraid of that." he told her.

Josh smiled a bit at her words, "maybe when things get into a more stable situation. Between the three jobs I have and raising Trish I just don't have the time, but we'll see" he told her.

Kay watched him take the paper and do the line up, at first thinking it was a dead end but when his eyes went wide she thought they had something. "does it line up?" she asked him, subconsciously stepping even closer to him, placing her hand on his back.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Mika listened to her uncle tell her what he had told her before but there was one difference this time. Dean was on his side and also telling her to let someone take over which she could only imagine Bobby was thankful for the verbal back up. She thought about his words and knew deep down that they were both correct. She was constantly coming up blank and she could read the same pages over and over again until she was dying of old age and probably wouldn't ever come up with anything.

Yet maybe it would different this time with a fresh set of eyes. She didn't hold out much hope for that happening but if it would stop her night terror from repating yet again and would make the two men in her life feel better about having her safer at night, then she would agree to the request.

She looked Dean in the eyes, she could see how much it was emotionally starting to hurt him seeing her in such a state and she didn't want that for him. SO after Bobby chimed in telling her to accept the help, she sighed and nodded, caving into their repeated pleas. "You had convinced me at the first set of pleas from you both....but, I appreciate the words. Okay, you can both take on the load to help." she told them both, downing the remaining bit of her drink and placing the glass back down on the table.

"I don't wanna scare-" she then looked at Dean's nose and continued, "or hurt either of you again because of this. I certainly don't want to go through the night terror again, not to that extent." she said, even though she knew it was entirely possible she may do.

Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

NATALIA WINCHESTER

At Bobby's question of where everyone was, Nat knew he wasn't going to like half of what her answer was going to be. "Mika is in her car out back, Dean and Esme are either on their way back by walking because Mika refused to drive them back, or they're still at the bar. I honestly don't know" she said honestly.

"I was more concerned about Mika's well being that I took the decision to come back with her and I'm glad I did. She broke the speed limit driving back and almost crashed the damn car" she warned Bobby, even though Mika would probably hate her for telling her uncle such news. She knew Bobby deserved to know the full extent of Mika's mental state.

She looked over when Cason said he would be right back, raising an eyebrow wondering what he was going to do, but let him go nonetheless. She just hoped he would be able to avoid Mika whilst he was outside.

MIKA CHAMBERS

The more Mika thought back to what she witnessed at the bar, the more angry she got over it. The more felt Dean had cheated on her as she still didn't know the full truth of the history between he and Esme. She wasn't sure she wanted to know in this heated moment but at the same time she did want to know, she just needed to let off some steam before she looked at Dean again.

Sighing and wiping her eyes, she opened her car door and after taking a couple of deep breaths she slowly stepped out of it unknowing that Cupid was lurking and very much taking aim once again as if his next actions were going to fix absolutely everything he had screwed up, except....it wouldn't.

Standing up straight as she got out the car, she closed the door and went to go lock it but then realised that Nat confiscated her keys, which she couldn't blame the woman for doing. She made a mental note to apologise to the woman for driving so recklessly whilst very heavily under the influence. Another example of what Dean did to her when he screwed up. Just as she did to him, they made each other reckless and it hurt so much. Years of work of being good with each other just going down the drain, or so it felt.

Then it came....the sound of a melody ringing into her ears and at first she was convinced that it was her drunken mind just imagining it, but it got louder and louder and she realised it wasn't just her imagination, it was really happening the moment she clapped eyes on Cason walking around the lot, seeming to stare up at the roof of the house trying to look for something or someone.

The Song

https://youtu.be/WZNb8A48USo

She tried to stop herself walking over to him, her drunken state making it near damn impossible for her to fight what was happening to her. She hated it, she didn't want to sing to Cason, but she couldn't stop it.

"I think we should make out, in a few hours I'm getting on a plane, there's a pretty safe bet you'll never see me again, yeah. I love your accent, I wonder what it'll sound like when you cum, let's see if blondes or brunettes are more fun. I'm on the very top floor, room 1334, there's a king sized bed, lets do it on the floor, turn your cell phone off, leave a sign on the door, saying do not disturb, do not disturb" she began singing and she felt sick to her stomach singing such lyrics to someone who wasn't Dean, even if she was beyond angry at him in this moment.

She reached Cason and grabbed the edge of his jacket, pulling him to her as she kept having the lyrics pour out of her, "And if I were you, I'd bring your girlfriend too, two is better than one, three is better than two, leave a sign on the door, the whole night through, do not disturb, do not disturb". She felt her body being controlled, pulling him to her car where she opened the back passenger doors and pushed him inside.

"Let's take our clothes off, I wanna show you my hidden tattoo that nobody ever gets to see but you do. Oh baby let me taste ya, shake ya, tie you up and break ya. 'Cause I've been alone, left on my own for too long, oh damn, too long too long too long i say come on now!" she kept singing, the words feeling like a hidden truth because had been alone too long, Dean had literally died and left her alone and it felt like much longer than it actually was. Now tonight, after what she witnessed, she just felt more alone than ever.

She leaned into the car, climbing on top of Cason, closing the door behind her then ran her hands up his chest, pulling his jacket off of him roughly, throwing it onto the floor of her car before going for his shirt. She realised quickly that she was going to be cheating on Dean herself out of revenge and through her drunken state, grief and hurt, she wasn't sure if she truly cared anymore.

She kept singing, the words just flowing out of her like verbal vomit as she continued to manhandle a bloody demon of all people before leaning down kissing him hungrily between lyrics, leaning back up and yanking his shirt off in a swift action then going for his belt and jeans. She needed to be needed and was finding this spell she seemed to be under was making her get that.

SAM WINCHESTER

Sam smiled softly down at her when she agreed to not say anything to the others, at least not yet. THe group didn't know there were two of them guzzling demon blood because of some great plan they didn't entirely understand. All they knew was that it would make killing lilith so much easier.

"Thank you, and I am a bit...I have it under control for the moment though, that's why I could help you without too much trouble. But it is getting harder. I guess I'm just good at taking a leaf out of Dean's book and coming across more together than I think I actually am" he replied truthfully to her, not wanting to lie to the one girl who always understood him.

He swept some of her hair behind her ear and looked at her fondly.

Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

MIKA CHAMBERS AND NATALIA WINCHESTER

Natalia was genuinely terrified that Mika was going to get them both killed in her upset and anger at what they both witnessed. She could understand why Mika was upset, if she was the relationship type she would be in her shoes. She did feel it was right to back the woman up as well and she didn't regret saying her lecture to Dean and Esme either as she still stood by her words, as she always did. She always did her best to never say something she didn't mean, especially if it meant trying to diffuse her family drama.

She could see Mika crying as she drove up the gravel path to the back of Bobby's lot, meaning she had no choice but to slow down which Natalia sighed with relief over. She just hoped that she did the right thing coming back with Mika and not staying with Dean and Esme, though she had try and give hope that Dean wouldn't be stupid twice in a row and just for once behave himself and come home.

Mika did eventually get back onto the lot and parked the car out back into her a space she could find that was away from Dean's impala so he could get out if they needed more than one car (which they usually did), but out of sight of the house windows and away from the cars that needed to be worked on. Parked up Mika just stared out the window, her hands still gripping the wheel so tightly her knuckles were turning white. The engine still running. Natalia looked over at her and for the first time since everything kicked off, she didn't know what to say initially. She leaned over and turned the engine off, confiscating the keys to make sure that Mika couldn't do another runner with the car.

"Dean is an idiot...but we all know he does love you Meeko....even if he has seriousy questionable ways of showing it" she told Mika shoftly, opening the passenger car door. "Why don't you stay out here to just calm down a bit and then come inside?" she suggested, but all she got in return from Mika was a simple silent nod. Sighing, Natalia got out the car and walked across the lot, getting inside through the back kitchen door.

"Bobby?! Me and Mika are back...shit hit the fan, MASSIVELY" she called out, putting real emphasis on the last word. "Dean was caught by Mika making out with Esme against a brick wall...and Dean got a black eye for it" she explained, seeing he was still researching with Cason.

Still in the car Mika sobbed, resting her head on her steering wheel, her hands slowly softening and letting go of the wheel in the process. She glanced her eyes downward at the hand that punched Dean in the face, seeing the marks on her hand from the contact. She always swore she would never do that to him, that if she was going to get that angry again, she'd hit a wall or something but it seemed she broke her own promise and rule to herself.

"I love you Dean, why would you lie and do this to me?" she sobbed to herself.

SAM WINCHESTER

He knew he wouldn't like the answer that Annabeth would give his question, but Sam had to know nonetheless. It would only eat away at him otherwise and whatever the answer would be, then he could contact Ruby and possibly get her to deal with it. But he would come up with a plan when he got the answer.

Hearing her say the answer, he listened carefully before sighing. He lifted her head once more and looked at her. "Anna, he was lying about a good chunk of that. I wish I could say he was lying about everything but I can't. But she's not using me as such as a weapon. Not....entirely anyway." he sighed again, taking a breath before continuing on.

"I am drinking the blood, but you cannot under any circumstance let Dean, Nat or Mika know, in fact you can't tell anyone. They won't understand. But by doing so I can kill Lilith. It's the only reason why I'm doing it, and trust me, I don't want to do it, but it's the only way. But Lilith is not going to kill me because I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that doesn't happen. I'm not going to become inhuman, I'm going to remain me, I promise" he reassured her.

"This is why I don't want you doing this, I know how addictive it can be" he added softly.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Mika sighed and nodded at Bobby's words, to her it would make sense if it was combination of many factors that brought on her bad night. She leaned into Dean's hand when he stroked her cheek with his fingertips. She was worried about him when he was gone, she didn't know how his dad was going to be or if he would make it back to her, and from his story back at the bar, she had every right to have been worried.

Then came the reply she was half expecting from Bobby about the books, making her glance down as he spoke about it. "yeah I know..they were the cause last time... I'm just so tired of not having answers Bobby" she replied to him with a hefty sigh between sips of her drink. She glanced back up and noticed Dean looking at her with curiosity in his eyes.

"I've been looking through a certain few books to see if anything matches up to what saved me. But every time I come up blank, through that frustration it can trigger what you witnessed" she explained to him, then took another sip. "I promised Bobby I wouldn't look at them anymore, but...we all know what I'm like. I'm as stubborn as you are" she told Dean.

It felt like to her she wouldn't ever get an answer to what saved her, which frustrated her the most. It also felt like at times that Bobby had given up trying to find it but that as something she would never admit to him. From that night she just felt different which was partly why she was always impressed and surprised Dean could still see the old her in her eyes.

She wanted to know why whatever saved her did so, what was their motive for saving her, she was just a nobody kid in her eyes, a kid that gave her parents hell only a hour or two before the attack because she didn't want to move away just because her dad didn't agree with her being around Dean. She felt like if she was killed, it would have been her punishment for her behaviour.

So why her? What was so special about her that this glowing disembodied voice thought was worthy for saving? Those were unanswered questions she would never get over easily.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

As Bobby asked if they were okay, Mika let Dean do the initial talking as he carried her to the couch and sat down with her still in his lap. As he stroked her hair she rested her head into his shoulder, noticing the glasses get put on the table by Bobby. Bobby asking if she rebroke Dean's nose wasn't too much of a surprise considering the drying blood on his nostrils and upper lip.

She even let Bobby explain how sometimes it can be alcohol that brings on her night terror and memory which she couldn't deny. It was sometimes the cause, even if it wasn't always the cause. She also had to agree that compared to the injuries she had caused herself in her sleep and to Bobby on occasion, Dean did come out pretty unscathed.

When she got asked if she was okay, she looked at her uncle and nodded, leaning away from Dean to grab their glasses, handing Dean his as she held onto hers. "yes..no... I don't really know to be honest. Its been weeks since the last time, if not longer, it felt so much more real this time" she told him. "like it had a bigger grip on me, just like...just like the first few times it happened" she added.

It then dawned on her she had been reading the books again, trying to find answers between everything else, making her think it might have been a trigger in her subconscious. "I've been reading those books again..." she admitted to Bobby, knowing he would know exactly what books she was referring to.

She sipped her drink, savouring the taste always thankful that whatever it was Bobby gave her helped her to relax. She never once asked what it actually consisted of, even after all these years, she decided that as long as it worked for her, that's all she needed to know.

Supernatural - Hell On The Horizon

MIKA CHAMBERS AND NATALIA WINCHESTER

Remaining by the door, Mika watched on at the two outside. She couldn't quite make out what Dean was telling Esme but they were far too close for her comfortability and the aches of pain but she could make out initially what Esme was saying. The half of the conversation just confirming to her that something did indeed go on between them at some point which terrified her greatly. Was Esme being round reminding Dean there was someone better than her out there and he would walk from her yet again, but this time truly for good? She didn't know and the not knowing terrified her more than anything.

Her hands shook as she tried to fist them up to stop the shakes, but that wasn't helping too much. Then came what she was dreading the most, another song. Yet this time it wasn't Dean singing to Esme, but the other way round. Even despite the loud music going on in the bar, she could hear the music happening outside and she watched on as Esme sang her heart to Dean, admitting how she loved him and that was breaking Mika's heart.

She wanted to find who was doing this to them and unleash so much hurt. Whoever it was, was doing their damnest to break her and Dean apart it felt like and she was doing her hardest to not lose her cool. Tears pricked at her eyes as Esme's earlier comments rang through her head about feeling guilty for leaving him the way she did, and that she regretted it which just made her think there was a moment where Dean may have never come back to her and that was too much to take.

With the song ending she watched them both intently, her eyes going wide as she saw Dean pull Esme out of eyeshot to the door and she recognised that move all too well. "No...no no no...please..." she quietly begged to herself, unable to stop herself from yanking the door open roughly and running outside, frantically looking around for the two of them when her eyes locked onto the two of them and saw Dean being the kisser.

Tears pricked at her eyes before falling and she saw red instantly out of heartache. "What the actual hell Dean!?" She practically screamed at him, storming over to the two of them. She grabbed his arm and pulled him off of Esme. "You tell me there's nothing going on between you two and here you are playing tonsil tennis with her against the bloody wall!? How could you do this to me!?" She yelled at him, she couldn't even let herself let him speak before she just lost it, balled up her fist and punched him square in the face with all her might.

It was then she noticed that Natalia had followed her outside, having a feeling she was going to have to play the barrier between them all but she skidded to a halt when she saw what Mika did and instantly narrowed her eyes at both Esme and Dean. SHe winced as Mika landed an impressive punch to the man she loved before watching her storm off. "You're a bloody fool Dean...in fact you know what? You both are. If you both just came clean at the beginning none of this would have happened." Natalia scolded them both, her tone calm but still had enough of a disappointed tone that if it was a knife it would cut through anything.

She looked behind her and saw Mika going to her car and getting in the driver's side. "oH shit, no" She said, giving Dean one more look sternly, "No thanks to you I'm gonna have to bloody pick up the pieces and fix this shitshow!" she told him, turning on her heels and giving Dean the middle finger as she ran to the car. "Mika get out the damn car! You're drunk and it's dangerous to drive!" she pleaded with the woman.

"Either leave me alone Nat or get in but I'm not driving those two home!" Mika shouted at her through her closed window which made Natalia torn on what to do. She wasn't sure she trusted Dean alone with Esme, but she didn't like the idea of Mika driving home drunk either. "Dammit!" she cursed, running round to the passenger side and getting in. "I'm not leaving you alone with now" she told Mika, but Mika was too emotional to think straight or even acknowledge what Nat was telling her, instead she started the engine and drove out and back to Bobby's at great speed, just wanting to get away from Dean and Esme as quickly as possible.

"Mika slow the hell down! you're gonna get us-" Nat said, holding onto the dash and door with both hands seeing how reckless was Mika was driving and honestly, she felt terrified for both their lives. Further down the road as Mika went recklessly to turn the corner to get to the junkyard, she almost smashed into another car, swerved onto the path slightly before regaining control.

Natalia quickly pulled out her phone and went against her better judgement, she text Dean. "Your girl just almost crashed the bloody car!" and clicked send. If she was going to die then she wanted one of her brothers at least to know why it happened.

SAM WINCHESTER

Sam listened to her talk some more, deciding that she clearly needed to get it off her chest and who was he to deny her that? He froze for a brief second when she mentioned him and Ruby in the same sentence and sighed, of course Alistair knew about him and Ruby, but that didn't mean it didn't make it be any less scary to him. He was almost too afraid to ask her what AListair told her about Ruby and he, deciding that he was going to wait until she was dressed before he started asking his questions.

He let her get dried off and dressed whilst hearing her more as she hugged him tightly, making him slowly but fondly wrap his arms around her small frame firmly and protectively, hugging her back, kissing the top of her now clean hair. The idea of Angels saving a demon seemed utterly outrageous to him, and knew just from that one sentence that there was definitely more going on here than what they could ever imagine.

"I'm glad you're back too Anna. We can worry about Alistair still being alive later. I just need you safe and calm" he told her, lifting her head with both his hands at the side of her face and looking her in the eyes. "You're going to be okay" he told her again, pulling her more into him for another secure hug.

"But I gotta ask...what did Alistair tell you about myself and Ruby?" he asked finally.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

She smirked a bit when Dean said about not sleeping naked just incase. She honeatly couldn't blame him as this really felt like a wake up call in more ways than one. She had gotten so used to not having the night terror at night when he was around, her guard was down far too much in her sleep. It made her realise that if she could, she could not let this happen as badly again. She didn't want to hurt Dean any more in her sleep because she couldn't Co trol her rlfoght or flight response whilst trapped in her sleeping state.

As he kissed her, she returned it gladly as he flattened her messy hair which she didn't even realise was in the state it was. With his arm going round her back, she instinctively wrapped one arm over his shoulder when it became even more clear he was about to pick her up, so she held onto him as she felt herself lift off the ground and into his arms.

She let out another small smile as he kissed her temple and she then rested her head against him as she got carried across the room and downstairs where she could hear Bobby in the kitchen. She had an inkling of what she was going to see when they saw him, but she also hoped that when she did see her uncle, it wouldn't break her down again. She may be 21 years old but sometimes, particularly at times like this, seeing her uncle just turned he rinto an utter child all over again.

At least this time she had Dean to help her out of it, through the whole process after waking up and getting her calm afterwards. Even if she did give him a nosebleed in the process. In this moment she really wondered what she had ever done to deserve having both Dean and Bo by in her life, but whatever it was? She was thankful.

Supernatural-My Battle (FuriePhoenix+AnnaBeth)

Mika had no idea if she did answer any of the questions rattling around in his mind, but if she had she would have been glad for being able to finally give him those answers. She knew he had questions in his head, but what those questions were, she didn't specifically because she almost was afraid to ask what they were until tonight.

As he patted her shoulder, the unspoken signal between them to let up and separate, she pulled away from him and sat up properly before pulling the duvet further down than it already was. Seeing it properly now being so messy and crumpled all over the place, telling he rjist how violently she was thrashing in her sleep.

She leaned over the side of the bed, pulling open the chest of drawers drawer that she always kept for him to have some spare clean clothing in as an emergency measure, pulling out some of his boxers for him and handing them over before closing the drawer again.

She listened to him telling her not to apologise for his nose and when he hinted at how he was more worried she'd have kicked him in the nether she smiled slightly sheepishly. "sorry..again. I wish I could tell ya it doesn't normally get that bad buuuut....it does." she replied before nodding at his comment to get that drink.

She stepped out of bed and walked round to his side as it was closest to the door.