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Secrets: Nathan and James/Jess' Story

"Ugh... that's an awkward question I never thought I'd ever be asked by my best friend," he sighed out loud. His face slightly turned red as he answered, "Falsies." He followed her into the closet as she began to examine what he had. "You can try on anything if you like. We're kind of the same size and I could do your make up for you if you want to."

Wow, they seriously sound like a pair of girls, giving each other makeovers or something. "This is super gay..." he thought to himself. There were times when he thought about giving up his secret hobby. But there were other times when he just wanted to go out in public in a dress because he liked feeling feminine. Maybe his sister messed him up in the head when they were younger by making him wear her clothes. He'd always thought he was pretty when he crossdressed and it was kind of thrilling when other people thought he was too. He was a closet crossdresser as he had never told anyone before. Even those he met dressed as a girl had not figured out he was actually a guy yet.

When he thought about it, he and James/Jess made a weird pair. Maybe it was fate that they both had met and decided to be best friends. If so, life has a sick sense of humor. "Well, I'd rather be friends with her and be sick than to be normal and not know her." he decided in his head.

Ouran High School Host Club: New Beginnings

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Ouran High School Host Club: New Beginnings

Yuusuke Asahi

First Name:
Yuusuke
Last Name:
Asahi
Age:
17
Gender:
Male
Club:
Host
Type:
Artistic Type
Special Skills:
Can play most instruments, sing, and write/compose music
Has above-average skills at any form of art.
Odd Habits:
Fingers are often restless and because of this he tends to phantom-play instruments.
Daydreams constantly.
Likes:
Music, Drawing/Painting, Photography, Coffee-flavored anything, Nature
Dislikes:
Feeling rushed, Homework, Violence/Conflicts, Guys who treat girls badly.
Theme Song:
None at the moment
Other:
His mother was a talented violinist from Italy and his father was a conductor turned bigwig in the music industry.
He is almost like two different people when he is making music and when he is not. When he is playing, he is very serious, sensitive, and mature. When he is not, he is playful, flirty, and even childish.

Ouran High School Host Club: New Beginnings

Kind of interested in this; probably will make a male host.

Secrets: Nathan and James/Jess' Story

Secrets out! Now you all know why I was so amused when I found out James/Jess' secret.

Secrets: Nathan and James/Jess' Story

Nathan would be lying if he said that he was not caught off guard by his friend's confession. But he could understand where he... or rather she was coming from. Their town was not exactly a LBGT community and letting people know had their consequences. However, it did explain a lot of "James" weird behavior at times. It was probably why he went so long without getting a hair cut.

He saw the tears welling up in her eyes and pulled her in for a tighter hug. "Hey, it's okay. I'm still here. Nothing's changed," he whispered while stroking her hair. "I've always knew you were a princess," he could not help but tease.

He held her tightly until she had calmed down. Once her tears had dried up, he pulled back and gave her a gentle smile. "Thank you for telling me...Um... What should I call you then?" he asked, curious of his friend's new name. "Oh and I have something that might cheer you up... If you promise not to judge me for this either..." he added, deciding to reveal a secret of his own.

He led James/Jess to his room. He took a deep breath and got out a key to his closet door. "So uh... again... please don't think I'm weird..." he said awkwardly. He had never shared his secret with anyone, but this was kind of different. He slowly opened the door to reveal a room filled with girls clothing, accessories, and wigs. "...I'm... kind of a crossdresser." he admitted finally.

Secrets: Nathan and James/Jess' Story

Nathan was caught off guard by James' sudden decision to tell him the truth. Of course, that was only if Nathan had promised to still be there for him. Did he even need to ask? Nathan couldn't imagine a single scenario when he would not be friends with James. "I promise. We'll always be best friends. Nothing could ever change that," he reassured his friend. He had noticed that James had curled himself up and was looking very vulnerable. Girlish even. Especially now that his hair had grown so long.

He waited patiently for him to get the courage to tell him whatever he was hiding from him. For extra moral support, he placed one of his arms around him and rubbed his shoulders. "Please tell me..." he added, trying to look into James' eyes.

Secrets: Nathan and James/Jess' Story

"Oh... it's okay," Nathan said dejectedly. He understood that even though they were best friends, they didn't have to share everything with each other. Nathan, himself, had his own share of secrets. But it still kind of hurt. Did he not trust him? Or did he not think that Nathan would help him out? Had Nathan not been a very good friend to him? There was that short time when they had drifted apart... were they not the same after that?

Before the conversation could continue any longer, he had pressed the play button on his remote and the movie was un-paused. Every once in a while he would take a handful of popcorn and take a sip of his drink, but his mind was everywhere except for on the movie. He really wanted to know what James was hiding from him. Millions of thoughts went through his head as he tried to think of all the possibilities that it could be. Maybe he was in danger and didn't want to endanger Nathan as well. Or maybe he had a secret life and was already married with kids. Or maybe he was a drug addict who was too afraid to admit that he had a problem.

Before he knew it, the movie had ended and he had not paid attention to a single minute of it. To be fair, he had watched the movie like twenty times already, but still. At least the couple hours that the movie lasted was enough time for him to regain some composure. "What do you want to do now?" he asked as the credits rolled by. "We could play some video games or continue binge-watching stuff like Avengers 2."

A Prized bride (The return)

Kalani Solle

Bride of Cuwarr Naxremis and sister-bride of Amalia Solair

Summary

Short post about Kalani's jealousy again.

Kalani listened politely to the girl's reply and was surprised. She was aware that some Gem families had purposely trained their daughters to become the perfect brides for the Drakken, but it was uncommon where she was from. Surely, her training had failed her while she may be kind, she was not silent as she had mentioned. But in addition to that, she was definitely not modest. She was playing the hurt victim and held such pride for her ability to "love". Then again, if she had been modest, she would not be here in the first place. She would have kept her mouth shut and not offend the guards. She would have known her place and she still does not.

Kalani did not have to say anything as Cuwarr finally began to speak. While his words were somewhat cold, his actions were sweet. He wrapped the shivering girl with a warm blanket and kissed her gently on the forehead. "You are not unwanted," he had told her. Kalani coughed, trying to not get jealous by this display. "Calm down, calm down. You knew your fate," she chanted in her head. Why did she have to feel something as petty as jealousy? And because of a beautiful sister-bride? They were both in the same boat yet Kalani could not help but feel something ugly. She had not felt that way with Sorici, so why was she so bothered by this girl?

She was only to calm down when Cuwarr returned to his seat and wrapped his arms around her. He was rubbing her shoulders and arm, indicating that he was probably doing his best to keep her warm. She was not actually cold as she did not get cold easily, but she did not tell him that. Instead, she cuddled closer towards him and looked up towards him with loving eyes. But his attention was not on her. It was on Amalia.

Secrets: Nathan and James/Jess' Story

It's okay. I'm a very patient person so feel free to take your time. I really appreciate you giving me a head's up though.