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@pyroman
Bwah I'm still sorry I feel like one of those people who makes a big deal out of everything but it's a subject that touches the lives of myself and those around me so ;_______; sorry

Evenkite not giving a crap about any of this justification and feeling so incredibly betrayed, and uttering the three words she rarely dares utter. But in past tense.
"I trusted you."
Those words are going to hit eveyone like a stone, I'm telling you now.

I honestly don't think Eve could stand much of a chance against Sodalite if the really were in a serious fight. Remember that Eve's fighting style relies heavily on keeping distance, and with Sodalite, who's much more up close, it's going to be incredibly hard to do so. A pike is not a weapon you want to be using in close quarters, and I doubt she'd still have access to the sword (to her, more like a dagger to others) that Sodalite said she could use way back in the beginning of the RP.

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@Akayaofthemoon As someone who is ridiculously over emotional, I can list a gazillion ways as to why it's bad and how it can turn out bad. It's literally the one trait I hate most about myself, the one thing about myself I can't stand. And I'm not a person who hates easily.

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@pyroman It's just...It wasn't the right word, and it sort of makes me feel a little gross on the inside when people use disorders as adjectives. It's just because my friends, family (and I myself) have some and it seems to sort of trivialize it in a way. In fact dementia runs on my mother's side so there's a good chance I'm going to end up with it when I'm older as well Orz Afndkfdksgds I hope I'm not making you feel bad, I just felt I needed to correct it. ;_______; I'm sorry please ignore me I have no idea what I'm saying anymore.

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@pyroman

Eve losing her shit when Sodalite is found with Bloodstone because she accused Reggie's reasons as shallow of simply not joining Bloodstone over a hurt ego and doubts his loyalty, and yet she goes to join Bloodstone over simply wanted to know more about the past? Remember that Eve doesn't give a crap about what happened before her so this reasoning is one of the most shallow she can think of because to her the details of the past are trivial.

Oh god if this crap happens what if they eventually are going to be at each other's gems. And I'm sorry to say this, Eve, but you're fragile. You could probably strike Sodalite directly in the gem a good few times before it even cracks, but one hit to your gem and you're going to shatter, sweetie. Sucks to be you.

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@pyroman Also, I hate to be that person, but I don't think dementia is the correct term for this...Dementia refers to a group of disorders that impair memory and thinking process. Alzheimer's disease is one form of dementia, for example.

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@pyroman

Oh no.

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@pyroman The reason why Original Eve and Current Eve are so drastically different in many aspects is simply just that Original Eve is much older has gone through many more experiences much different from that of Current Eve, which has shaped her into a different person. Current Eve's experiences are pretty limited and she hasn't developed fully yet, and I like to think that prior to the events that have made Original Eve who she is, they'd be pretty identical in nature. However, there are always some key traits that simply aren't going to change no matter what.

Also, why do I have the horrible, horrible feeling that Sodalite's quest for the truth is going to end up really hurting a lot of people in the future?

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@Akayaofthemoon I know Eve's going to have more than one negative for her, but I don't know what her defining one will be yet. Again, no idea how she'll develop.

And I want to see Aquamarine's dark side now... >:D

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@pyroman

Original Eve's dark side was that she put what she wants to do over everything else. Beyond reason, beyond expectations, beyond anything. And it often ended in disaster, and often it hurt others. But to her that didn't matter. This made her quite possibly the most unreliable gem -or any character for that matter- that I ever made. Nothing could tie her down.
Freedom (n.): To ask nothing. To expect nothing. To depend on nothing."

As for current Eve, I'm not sure which direction she'll be heading in, because though she is showing very mild signs of the above, she's also showing signs of attachment, if not also very mild, to others, which is something previous Eve did not have, or rather, no longer does. This could change a lot because as original Eve did not feel any loyalty or attachment to a group, person, or cause, which is a big part of the reason why she can act so freely without remorse or shame. There's no telling how she's going to develop, but I think self-deprecation might very well end up being a thing.

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@Akayaofthemoon

MAYDAY MAYDAY.

WE HAVE REACHED CRITICAL FEELS.

Dork Squad slowly and painfully falling apart as Eve is pressured to take sides.

Also I have this thing in my head that just exploded and like yes yes I need a way to fit this into the RP at some point.