Colton shifted his weight then, still holding her hand, thumb brushing absently against her knuckles before he realized what he was doing and stilling it, and then dropping her hand all together, too flustered for words for a minute. “If you want,” he said, voice warming, steadier now despite the blush that refused to fade, “I could help you run the rest of the course. Just—help. No pressure. We can take it slow.” His smile returned, shy but bright, dimples cutting in deep as the arena’s warmth curled around them.
Blair’s attention fell to where she noticed the almost rhythmic, self-soothing way his thumb ran along the tops of her knuckles. It seemed the second her gaze settled on his hand, he pulled it away, but she didn’t comment on it, just letting her own hand fall gently to her side. "If you want to, I won't stop you." She lightly tapped the bottom of the water bottle against her palm. "But I am actually terrible at this shit… Like utterly and completely useless. I was born to be smart and pretty… and definitely not a warrior." Her smile was a bit lopsided, living in the space between gratitude and apology for the horrors he was going to witness if he lingered. "I’m not liable for injuries you sustain. I’ll just… You know, be mortified." She laughed awkwardly before making a show of opening the bottle he gave her and taking a long sip, even wiggling her brows slightly so he made note that she was, in fact, remaining hydrated.
Colton’s gaze lingered on her just long enough to catch the faint twitch of her brows, the little dance of self-consciousness she tried to hide behind humor. He felt it like sunlight through leaves, warm, fleeting, and impossibly sweet. There was no judgment in him, not a trace. In fact, the thought that she worried about failing at something, about being “useless” at this, made him want to do the very opposite; buoy her, lift her, be exactly the kind of anchor she didn’t even know she needed, just like his mama had taught him
“Hey,” he began, voice bright, effortless, like a song starting in the quietest corner of a room. “I’m not here to judge any of that. I’m here to… well, just help. Where I can. Maybe not with everything,” he admitted, shrugging with a little sheepish tilt of his shoulders, “But whatever I can do? You got it. Moral support, a steady hand, whatever you need.”
He took a careful step closer, letting the energy of his optimism fill the space between them without crowding it. “Need a boost for those log jumps?” he asked, a mischievous lilt in his voice, as if the thought itself were already half a game. “I can lift you, give you a little extra height. And, uh… I can catch you if you fall. Promise. No mortal peril on my watch.” The grin that followed was infectious, lighting up his features with that easy, unguarded sunshine that seemed to spread even into the shadows of their surroundings.
Colton’s eyes softened when he watched her laugh awkwardly, sip the water, and wiggle her brows at him as though daring him to notice. Oh, he noticed. He noticed everything. And his chest swelled in a quiet, happy way that made him feel like a puppy who had just been told it could finally fetch the stick it had been sitting and staring at for hours. His heart wanted to bounce, leap, and spin with the pure joy of being allowed to help her, even in such small ways, just as it would if this were Sloane, or the oddly handsome man that was now doing one armed pushups.
Blair groaned as she slowly turned her attention back to the log hurdles while screwing the cap back onto the bottle. She had done one… one fucking obstacle and it was the tires. She was over this shit and had barely started, although she had started. She had already run through this bullshit and barfed for her effort, but was forced to do it all again because it wasn’t embarrassing enough the first time. She blew a soft raspberry as she exhaled dramatically before handing him back his water for him to hold. "Might be easier if you just carried me." There was a second where she looked up into his eyes, half serious but ultimately letting out a defeated laugh, turning back toward the logs. "Kidding… partially."
She walked up the first hurdle and stepped over it. One foot, no problem. Same with the next. But then she stopped at the third one, lightly patting the wood with her hands as she tried to recall how she did it the first time. Was this where she fell? Who knows, probably. She fell a lot. Blair decided to tackle it a little differently considering she wasn’t in a rush. She turned her back to the log, bracing her hands against it on either side and jumped up like someone trying to sit on a kitchen counter. One by one she swung her legs over to the other side, then dropped back down to the ground. She stepped up to the next hurdle, resting her hands on her hips. "Maybe I should have done the leap frog thing," she commented more to herself than Colton. She had noticed other people doing it, but there was a part of her that didn’t know if she’d have any better luck jumping the gap than she did climbing each one individually. She could just see her missing the log or slipping and busting a lip… No thanks.
Colton snorted before he could stop himself, the sound warm and surprised, amusement tugging easy at his mouth as he took the bottle from her. The idea of just slinging her over his shoulder like a sack of grain was… well. He suspected that’d cause more problems than it solved. Still, he was glad when her laugh followed, when the seriousness cracked and the moment stayed light. He fell into step beside her as she headed for the log hurdles, eyes tracking the careful way she approached them—no rush, no bravado, just determination stitched together with improvisation.
He watched her clear the first two without trouble, then saw the pause at the third. The way she patted the wood, like it might answer her if she asked nicely. He didn’t interrupt, didn’t crowd, he just observed as she turned and mounted it backward, all stubborn practicality, swinging her legs over like she was conquering a kitchen counter instead of an obstacle. When she dropped down the other side, he felt a flicker of admiration bloom—quiet, sincere. There was grit there, even if she didn’t see it herself.
At the next hurdle, taller and more demanding, she stopped again, hands on her hips, weighing her options. Colton stepped up beside her then, close enough to be useful but not so close as to steal her space. He glanced at the log, then back at her, considering. The offer came easy, casual as a barn door left open on a warm day. “If you want,” he said lightly, nodding toward the beam, “I can give you a boost. Just—up an’ over. Ain’t no shame in borrowin’ a little lift.” There was no pressure in it, no expectation, just an open-handed kind of help, steady and patient, waiting for her answer.
Blair heard him approach before she saw him. She only looked up and over at Colton once he spoke, eyes squinting and a hand perched along her brow to try and defuse the bright sun that shined in the sky behind him. Her eyes bounced back and forth between him and the log a couple times as she tried to decide if she wanted to ask for help so soon. She did it once before on her own, by that logic she could do it again but there was also the temptation to let John Wayne make her life immensely easier. The purpose of this all was to grow and get stronger, so doing it herself was better for that. But she was also acutely aware that her role in life was to be a damsel and little more… And why the fuck did the Gods put these types of moral dilemmas on her shoulders? Did she look like a fucking warrior to them!?
While she said nothing, her internal tug-of-war was plain as day across her face. Her brows pulled together, deep wrinkles creased along her forehead, nose scrunched like she could smell her own B.O., jaw clenched, and lips pursed tightly. "I suppose the correct—" she made air quotes to emphasize her words, "—Answer would be to do it myself." Blair looked back up at Colton as if asking him to be her moral compass because she was never the best at making the right decision.
She shook her head, brushing it off before she put that burden on him along with needing his help. Blair turned around and braced her hands back on the log like she did with the last hurdle. She jumped higher, having to wiggle and squirm to get her butt up over the hump, but eventually managed, although she nearly slipped off. Not so bad. She swung her legs over to the other side and dropped back down. Now five feet… that log came up to her jaw, so naturally she just rested her chin on it with a defeated sigh. "Ok. Maybe like a tiny boost."
Colton stood a few paces back and let her have her moment with it. He could see the argument playing out on her face, pride squaring its shoulders against exhaustion, stubbornness tapping its foot while doubt whispered from somewhere low and tired. It reminded him of himself, of standing in muddy fields with a fence half-fallen and hands already shaking, telling himself he could muscle through one more post without asking Pa for help. Wanting to prove something, even when no one else was asking for proof.
He watched her clear the next beam on her own, awkward but determined, shoes scuffing, hands catching, breath breaking hard in her chest. Something warm stirred behind his ribs at the sight of it, not pity, not even concern, but a quiet respect. She wasn’t graceful about it. She wasn’t trying to be. She was just trying. When she finally admitted, softly, like it cost her something, that she might need a small boost for the last one, Colton’s answer was already in the curve of his mouth. He smiled, easy and unshowy, like the sun slipping out from behind a cloud.
He stepped forward and lowered himself without ceremony, one knee sinking into the churned dirt, broad hands coming together to form a steady cradle. “Ain’t nothing wrong with that,” he said gently, looking up at her from where he knelt, voice warm with that familiar country cadence. “River told us we’re allowed to help each other. Long as you’re still tryin’, that’s what counts.”
His palms were rough, scarred faintly from years of work and heat and iron, but he held them steady, solid as fence posts driven deep into good earth. “No shame in takin’ a hand when one’s offered,” he added, softer now. “World’s heavy enough as it is.” And he waited there, patient and sure, lifting her for a boost when she stepped into his palm, not to take the victory of completing the obstacle from her, but to make sure she reached it.
Blair watched him lower himself to his knee without hesitation. There was a reverence in it that simple gesture that caught her offguard. Sure, Cotlon said he’d help her but he could have done that a million ways. There was just something about a man willing to humble himself before a woman that could make anyone’s heart flutter, or at least hers anyway. She looked down at him, meeting his gaze, all charm and warmth without a single untoward thought behind those eyes. A lesser woman would blush. Blair felt it tingling beneath the surface of her cheeks but hidden beneath the soft tan of her olive skin. No, that delicate part of her had been lost for years, replaced with something more brazen and unapologetic.
"You look good on your knees." The words just sort of… slipped out... kind of. Two days ago she would have owned those words with pride, but now it was another time her thoughts escaped without a filter. Blair never realized how bad it was until she was actively trying not to do it. Her filter must have died with her delicacy. Now her cheeks reddened, just a hint, but her smile didn’t falter, only shifted. "Old habits," she muttered under her breath with a soft laugh and shake of her head. It seemed turning a new leaf was going to be considerably more difficult than she originally thought. It was the effort that mattered… Right?
Colton didn’t have a ready-made response for that one. Her words hit him sideways, soft as a feather and twice as dangerous. His brain stalled. His mouth opened. Nothing useful came out. Color rushed up his neck like a sunrise he hadn’t asked for, ears burning bright red as he sputtered something that might have been a syllable once upon a time.
“I—uh—”
That was as far as he got before she muttered about old habits, and the tension snapped like a twine string pulled too tight. A surprised laugh burst out of him, half-choked, half helpless, the sound warm and unguarded as he ducked his head. “Well… reckon we all got those,” he managed, still pink to the tips of his ears.
A smirk, unbidden and guilty curled at the corners of her mouth as she noticed the vibrant flush, red like fresh strawberries that clung to his pale, sunkissed skin. "Sorry," Blair muttered quietly. She meant it, to some extent, but there was a certain level of great satisfaction at being able to make a man blush and fluster so easily. Usually men met her tenfold, laying on their own unabashed charm. It was rare that she could catch someone offguard… She kind of liked it… But she was trying to be good. Good. Yeah… She definitely wasn’t doing a very good job. Focus.
Blair turned to face him, slowly raising her right foot and resting it gently into his waiting palms. Then she paused. His words about the heaviness of the world circled in her head until her thoughts came out, unfiltered and untethered before she could catch them. "Well… Just be sure not to try and shoulder everyone else’s problems along with your own." Her words weren’t flirty or laced with innuendos, just gentle wisdom offered freely from a friend, a gift she rarely bestowed… or maybe people liked to conveniently forget she was a slut and smart. "There are too many people who’ll take advantage of kindness. Especially when it’s wrapped in a sexy cowboy package." She placed one hand on his shoulder—muscular, sturdy, broad—jesus christ, get a grip. Her other hand braced against the log and then she leaned forward. She shifted all of her weight into his hands and pushed off.
Her weight shifted into his palms, real and trusting, and instinct took over where fluster failed him. He braced, muscles locking steady as fence posts sunk deep into good earth, lifting her smoothly, carefully, like this was exactly what he’d been built for. When she spoke again, quiet, sincere, offering that gentle warning wrapped in warmth, he looked up at her with something softer in his eyes, something thoughtful.
When she made it onto the log, he straightened and tipped his head back just enough to meet her gaze. “Yes, ma’am,” he said, voice all sunlight and southern sincerity. “I’ll be sure to be careful ’bout that.”
Then, for her benefit alone, he lifted two fingers to the air and tipped an imaginary cowboy hat, solemn as a knight swearing an oath and just foolish enough to make it charming. He circled the obstacle quickly, shoes crunching in the sand, and came up on the other side with his hand raised, ready in case she needed it—steady, patient, offering help without taking the moment from her.
Blair’s hands steadied herself against the splintering log and the tensing muscles of his shoulders. As he lifted her, she turned and pushed herself backwards until she sat on the hurdle like she had with the two before. She shifted, preparing to swing her leg to the other side when his voice caught her attention, drawing her gaze down to where he stood before her. Luckily he was the one talking which kept her from making another untoward comment. But there he went again with that damn ma’am that did weird things to her that she couldn’t quite put a finger on. Then… just before she turned away, he dipped his head like he was tipping an intangible cowboy hat.
She snorted… like actually snorted, loud, involuntary and completely unattractive. The abrupt sound grew into a soft laugh, unguarded and genuine in a way that almost felt freeing after her terrible morning. And, if only for a moment, it made her forget about the grueling course behind her. There was even a faint warmth that bloomed along her cheeks, but it was obviously from the height, or the physical exertion, or maybe she stopped breathing for a second because of the snort. Tons of viable reasons rather than the obvious.
She shook her head and threw her legs to the other side of the log, only to be met by his frustratingly handsome face and a hand held out in offering. Blair’s gaze shifted back and forth between his calloused palm and warm eyes a handful of times before she finally conceded, and placed her hand in his. She slipped off the top of the hurdle, landing with a soft thud that stirred the sand into a small cloud of dust around their feet. She looked up at him with a knowing smirk as she slowly pulled her fingers free from his grasp. "Flirt," she accused him quietly, with a gentle poke to the chest before turning and making her way to the next obstacle.
Blair approached the low crawl with a sigh while she tucked loose hairs behind her ears that already fell from her messy ponytail into her face. Her hands brushed along her thighs before she lowered herself to her knees in the dirt. There were already grains of sand and grit that lingered beneath her clothes and in all of her crevices from the last time. She didn’t really want to add to it, but didn’t really have a choice. She slowly lowered herself onto her stomach then started crawling, weak arms more guiding her course while her feet kicked and pushed off the earth. It was not graceful by any means, but she moved, one foot at a time.
Colton blinked at the word like it had been lightly tossed and somehow landed square between his ribs. Flirt? He stood there a second too long, hand still half-raised in the shape she’d left it, ears warming again as he replayed the last few moments in his head like a crooked fence he couldn’t quite tell was leaning. He hadn’t meant to be. He was just… being himself. Saying ma’am. Smiling. Joking. Helping her down. That was normal. That was polite. That was—
Had he been flirting?
His mouth opened, then closed again, a soft huff of a laugh escaping as he shook his head at his own thoughts. Lord help him, if that counted as flirting, he was in deeper trouble than he realized.
But Blair was already moving on, lowering herself into the dirt with a resigned sort of bravery, hair slipping loose, shoulders set stubbornly as she began the crawl. The sight tugged his attention away from his confusion, grounding him again. She wasn’t fast. She wasn’t graceful. But she was trying, inch by inch, grit clinging to her, breath working hard in her chest. Something quiet and steady settled in him at the sight. He didn’t follow her down into the sand, he figured she wouldn’t begrudge him that, so he took the longer route around the obstacle. He rolled the water bottle between his palms, watching her progress through the ropes and dirt, waiting near the next area. When she finally neared the end of the crawl, he stepped into view again, offering the bottle out in both hands like it was something fragile.
“Hey, good job.” he said gently, voice low and easy. “Before you tackle the next one… could you take another sip?” He tipped the bottle slightly toward her, earnest as sunrise. “Just a small one. Don’t gotta chug it.” A soft smile curved his mouth, dimples faint but present. “You’re probably already half way to dehydrated, sips will help.”
Blair dragged herself out on the other side with a final huff and push of her feet in the sand. She took a second to catch to draw in a breath or two before forcing herself to her feet with a quiet grunt, followed by quiet pants that heaved in her chest. Her gaze found the persistent cowboy waiting patiently like a frustratingly hot sentinel, like his only purpose at that moment was cheering her on and making sure she drank water. While her smile returned, a little tired but still genuine, she couldn’t ignore the weight that had started tugging at her chest.
She honestly had no clue why he was doing this. Ok, so he was kind and doing kind things, that much she could puzzle out. And sure, she might have finished last, but no one expected an athlete or warrior from her. But there were other demigods who were more deserving, more capable. Yet there he was. For someone who was usually so collected and confident—the training, the barfing, and the way his eyes followed without judgement—It all made her feel exposed and vulnerable, and not in the good way.
Her hands absently brushed the sand and dirt from her stomach while her eyes bounced from his persistent smile down to the bottle and back up. Blair had tried to find one of her sassy quips, but came up short. Perhaps it was just the exhaustion catching up to her. That’s what she told herself at least, as she slowly reached out and took the bottle. While she was used to being a handful, a burden had a new weight to it… heavy like lead in her bones. She appreciated his help, especially when Colton didn’t owe her anything. Hell, he didn’t even know her. But she also resented her uselessness, a byproduct of camp no doubt, because she never cared about shit like that before… right?
Her face scrunched slightly betraying the spiral of emotions that churned out of sight. Blair shook her head like she could push away the thoughts, opened the bottle, and took a drink. Then another. Then another. It was more than a sip, but she didn’t chug it. Not really. While she was thirsty, it was more to wash away her thoughts and ground her more than anything… and because he asked in that unrelenting, charming way he just… existed. She handed back the bottle with a weak smile, then made her way to the next obstacle with a resolute sigh.
The rope climb. The god damn mother fucking rope climb.
Blair wasn’t even able to make it up the damn thing the first time. How was a second attempt going to be any better? She stood before the traitorous rope, watching it sway slightly in front of her with her hands on her hips. "Fuck me," she grumbled, kicking the knot at the bottom lazily, like maybe threatening the obstacle would… beat it into submission or something. "I was able to hold on for maybe two seconds… there’s no way." Her words were loud enough for Colton to hear, but were more spoken to the aether rather than him specifically.
Colton’s whole face lit up the moment she took the bottle. It was immediate and unguarded, like someone had struck a match behind his eyes, relief and quiet pride blooming there all at once. His smile spread wide, dimples cutting deep, shoulders loosening as if a knot he hadn’t realized he was holding finally gave way. By the time she handed the bottle back, his grin had softened into something warm and steady, the kind that stayed.
He followed after her without crowding, shoes crunching softly in the sand, listening to the rasp of her breathing, the grit under her hands, the stubborn resolve in the way she carried herself forward even when everything in her posture said I’m tired. It was admirable, she could have done push ups like the other girls he’d spotted, but instead she put her all into running the course a second time. Maybe that was part of the reason why he’d stayed to help. When she stopped at the rope, he did too, tilting his head back to look up at the swaying line of it, the knots disappearing into height and shadow.
Then he looked back at her. She stood there squared off with it, hands on her hips, muttering curses like the rope might take offense and apologize. Something tender stirred behind his ribs at the sight, not pity, not frustration. Just the simple, stubborn courage of someone who kept showing up to the fight even when they were already bruised. He shifted his weight, thinking. He didn’t have a perfect answer. Didn’t have a magic trick to turn rope into stairs. But he had himself, his strength.
“Well,” he said gently, stepping closer, voice low and warm with that familiar country cadence, “We can start small.” He glanced up at the rope again, then back to her, offering a soft, hopeful smile. “I can give you a boost. Get you steady on the first knot.” One shoulder lifted in a mild shrug. “An’ if you slip… I got you. Promise.”
There was no bravado in it. Just certainty. “Long as you try, I don’t reckon River’s gonna begrudge you a thing.” His eyes stayed kind, unwavering. “Everyone’s gotta start somewhere. This can just be yours.” And he held his hands out again, rough, steady, open, offering her not the top of the rope, not the finish line, not a miracle…just a place to begin.
Blair laughed, resigned in her failure before she ever even considered attempting it. She looked up at Colton as he stepped closer, drawing in a sharp breath because of his… Well, everything. It really should be illegal to be that attractive and nice. Like truly unfair, especially when she’s trying to be good. She pulled her eyes from him, regretfully, and focused on the knotted braid of rope before her. "You make it sound so easy," she grumbled as she forced herself to reach out and take it in her hands. Step one, done. That was good enough right?
She drew in another sharp breath and looked back over at him, finding him ready and waiting with that damn smile. Fuck me. Blair studied him for a second: blond hair, white teeth, earnest smile, and muscles for days… And he was just standing there, like there was nowhere else in the world he’d rather be, wanting to help… her. No strings attached, just fingers laced together to give her a boost. He made it really fucking hard for her to puss out and say fuck it. Like really hard. Especially when he got excited like a puppy over her sipping fucking water. Fuck me, she cursed herself again and smacked her forehead against the rope.
"Alright. Fine… fine," she conceded because she’d be damned if she was the reason he lost the light that seemed to radiate from him. Blair raised her foot and placed it in his waiting palms like she had before and pushed off. He lifted her high, higher than she felt comfortable going. She did her best to wrap her legs around the rope and get a strong hold. And she was fine… until she lost his support. She dangled there for a second, trying to figure out what the hell to do next. Her grip was already waning, so before she looked like a complete failure, she released one hand and reached up and then—
She was falling.
All she heard was the quiet squeak that escaped her lips as she sucked in a sharp breath. Her hands frantically gripped at the rope like somehow she could make her muscles cooperate and support her weight, but all it did was make her hands burn and her palms raw. All she could do was shut her eyes tight and brace for the pain of her body colliding with the unforgiving earth.
Colton’s smile came easy when she finally relented, crooked and bright and a little proud in that quiet way, like he’d just been trusted with something fragile and precious and didn’t intend to drop it. He didn’t miss the way she muttered to herself, or the way her shoulders drew in tight, like she was bracing for impact long before anything went wrong. He tilted his head, watching her with open curiosity, fond and gentle and maybe a little confused.
She looked exhausted. Not just tired in the muscles, though that too, but bone-deep, the kind of worn thin that came from pushing yourself past sensible limits. He figured it was the workout. Or the puking earlier. Or both. Probably both. Poor thing. Grounding himself, setting his stance like he’d done a thousand times before with heavier burdens and higher stakes. His palms were warm and steady, careful with her in a way that came instinctively, like she was something that might bruise if handled wrong. He boosted her high, high enough that her fingers could find the rope properly, high enough that she had a real chance, but not so high that he thought it might steal the breath from her lungs or turn fear sharp in her eyes. He could have gone higher. Easily. But he didn’t.
And then he stepped back. Respectful. Intentional. Eyes politely fixed somewhere around her shoulder blades and the line of the rope above her head, like gravity itself had personally instructed him where not to look.
For a second, she just… hung there.
Dangling. Suspended between earth and resolve. His eyebrows furrowed.
He watched her grip tighten, knuckles paling, arms trembling like young branches in the wind. She looked stunned by her own bravery, like she couldn’t quite believe she’d actually done the thing she’d been so ready to fail at. Then she let go with one hand. Colton’s heart gave a small, startled lurch. Her form was, well… abysmal.
All her weight shifted onto one arm, shoulder dipping, body twisting in a way that made his own muscles tense in reflexive sympathy. He had the distant, absurd thought that maybe she’d skipped gym class. Or slept through it. Or set the building on fire and never been allowed back in.
She slipped. The world narrowed. He didn’t think. His body moved before his mind could catch up, shoes digging into sand, arms shooting forward, breath locking hard in his chest.
She fell.
And he caught her. It was nothing. Not really.
Not compared to hauling four warped beams out of the back of his truck, splinters biting into his palms while sweat soaked his collar. Not compared to the unbearable, sacred weight of his younger brothers in his arms, smoke in his lungs, the house still screaming behind him in flame and ruin.
Blair was light.
She came down onto him like something out of a dream, all soft impact and startled warmth, hair and limbs and heartbeat crashing gently into his chest. His arms wrapped around her without hesitation, locking her in place as his feet skidded back half a step. They wobbled, but they stayed standing. For a breathless second, the world didn’t exist at all, only the sound of blood in his ears, the sudden burn in his arms, the fragile reality of her weight anchored safely against him.
Then he laughed, not loud, not teasing, just a soft, shaky sound pulled loose by relief. His forehead dipped forward a fraction, breath still uneven, smile slow and real as sunrise. “Well,” he said gently, voice still catching on the edges of adrenaline, “I did tell you I’d catch you.” His grin lingered, warm and earnest and a little dazzled, like he was just as surprised as anyone else that they hadn’t both just eaten dirt for lunch.
Blair had accepted her fate… the bruises, the pain, the embarrassment… all of it. But her body didn’t slam into the hard earth. It landed in Colton’s arms like she was a sack of grain tossed to him that he handled a bit clumsily, like he was caught off guard and had to focus on keeping them both from tipping over. Instinctually, she curled into him, hiding her face against his chest like she was only seconds away from falling the final couple feet. It wasn’t until the world stopped moving and she felt his laughter rumble from behind his ribs and reverberate through his arms that she took a breath and opened her eyes.
… He caught her.
He caught her... like it was nothing, like she wasn’t a stranger or a burden, but a choice to protect. Then there were all of his muscles enveloping her and that damn smile. It really was like some romance novel idealized version of a man stepped out of a book and was like ‘Hey Blair, want some help?’ Like that was a totally normal thing. It wasn’t. She knew that. Men weren’t charming and handsome and selfless like that… Especially not around her. It all made her very confused and the more it happened, the more it stirred something in her chest that she was equally confused about.
She took a second to catch her breath and attempted to calm her heart that hammered against her ribs. Blair couldn’t bring herself to look up at him, like that grin and face were going to confuse her further. But her smile betrayed her, anxious and uneasy, but pulled to life from his easy laugh that vibrated against her shoulder that was still pressed to his chest. This was a problem. He was a problem… She was in trouble.
"I’ll have to learn to stop doubting you." Blair let her hand rest against his chest, just for a second, just long enough to give it a gentle pat of reassurance and silent guidance for him to set her down. Because if she didn’t get out of his arms sooner rather than later, then she’d be in a world of entirely different problems. Course first, flirting with a hot cowboy later—or never, because she was being good. She nodded her head resolutely, more to herself than anything, as she tried to force herself to focus and turn toward the next obstacle.
She approached the net bridge, but rather than delay—or huff and puff and whine, or whatever else she wanted to do—Blair reached out and gripped the ropes at either side. She inhaled sharply as the coarse fibers dug into her raw palms. Carefully, she lifted her right foot and braced it against the net, letting her arch rest over a cross section. Then she paused, glancing back over her shoulder toward Colton, who lingered behind her like a sexy sentinel. "Thank you… for catching me." The words came out quiet but no less sincere. He deserved gratitude like a million times over for lasting that long without giving up or thinking she was a lost cause… Because she was.
Blair continued forward before she could think better of it. One step and then another, with her gaze intently locked on her feet, making certain she was sure footed before continuing further. It was slow, like her low crawl, but she made it across one foot at a time. A small glimmer of pride shined through her exhausted smile when she reached the platform. One obstacle that wasn’t a disaster. That had to be an accomplishment… until she saw the rope swing before her, and her smile faded as quickly as it had grown. "Not another rope..." She sounded dejected, almost like she was on the cusp of heart break, not about to face down another feat of upper body strength she didn’t possess.
Colton stood there a second longer than he meant to, arms still curved in the memory of her weight, her breath, the way she’d folded into him like the world had finally decided to be gentle for half a heartbeat. He hadn’t expected her surprise to cut the way it did. Had no one ever caught her before?
The thought landed heavy and unwelcome in his chest. Not in anger, never that, but in something quieter and sadder. Like realizing a fence had been broken for a long time and nobody had bothered to mend it. Folks deserved to be caught when they fell. It seemed plain as daylight to him. The idea that it might not be plain to her left his brows drawn together as he watched her walk away, head tipped slightly, confusion knitting softly across his face.
When she looked back and thanked him, though, that expression loosened. His smile returned like sunrise. Not flashy. Not practiced. Just warm and real, eyes bright in a way that made the whole arena feel a little less harsh.
“You’re welcome,” he murmured, mostly to himself.
He followed at a distance as she crossed the net bridge, heart climbing into his throat every time her foot slipped a fraction or the ropes swayed too sharply. He noticed the way her jaw tightened, the way one hand flinched when the fibers bit too deep. And then he saw it clearly, the red skin, raw and angry across her palm when she lifted it, wincing.
Colton slowed. He pressed his lips together, thinking. Then, after a moment of silence, of him following her across—
rrrip.
The sound was sharp in the warm air, sudden as a snapped twig. Blair would see him standing there with two clean strips torn from the hem of his white shirt, fabric curled slightly at the edges where it had been pulled apart by sheer strength. The shirt now ended just high enough to show the faint lines of muscle beneath his ribs, the beginning etch of his abdomen, but if he noticed, he didn’t show it. His attention was already on her.
Blair turned around at the sound, like there was a magnet somewhere beneath his exposed muscles that drew her attention first. Sun tanned, rigidly contoured, with the starting hint of that telltale V just above his waist band. She swallowed and had to drag her attention away, to the course, to the purple of her clothes that stood out bright against the dull sepias of the arena, to the realization of why she saw his abs in the first place. Her face contorted, forehead creasing and nose scrunching as she looked between his navel, the torn edge of his now very 80’s styled crop top, and the white fabric he ripped in two.
"No. Colton, wait—" She actually called him by his name, like the severity of what he was doing hit too fast for her to respond with quips or teasing nicknames. She tried to stop him, but it was already far too late. The damage was done before she even turned around and now there was nothing to do but accept the help, because otherwise he ruined his shirt for nothing… Well, not nothing. It was a fantastic view that she was struggling to not look at, but that wasn’t the point.
He stepped closer without hurry, gentle as ever, and reached for her hand. “Here,” he said quietly. He turned her palm up with care, like it was something breakable, and wrapped the fabric around it in slow, practiced motions. Once. Twice. Then he did the same with the other hand, fingers warm, steady, tying the ends in soft knots that wouldn’t bite into her skin.
He nodded to himself when he was done, satisfied in the simple, practical way of a man fixing a problem the only way he knew how. Then he looked back up at her. A small smile tugged at one corner of his mouth. “Reckon the rope might be a little kinder to you now,” he said, voice easy, hopeful. He glanced toward the swing, then back to her. “If you want, I can go first. Be waitin’ on the other side.”
Blair didn’t fight or pull away when he took her hand. She just watched silently, keeping her gaze intently focused on the way his hands, warm and calloused, worked the torn fabric around her palms like she was made of glass. His kindness was alarming, not in a loud or startling way, but soft and quiet, creeping on her when she least expected like it was the most natural thing in the world for him… And the most unnatural thing for her. It threw off her normal confident demeanor and left her on uneasy footing, not entirely sure how to react, with a rising flush she could feel burning in her chest.
When he finished, she heard the words, they might have even registered for a second before being swiftly replaced with her own aching thought. "You’re single?" It came out more like an accusation than a question, slipping free without a filter or thought. To be fair, Colton didn’t tell her one way or the other, but there were tells that led Blair to believe he was, the primary being a man this chivalrous and charming would not waste this energy on a woman that wasn’t his if he was already taken. But still, the bluntness of her words actually startled herself for once.
"I don’t mean it like that," she quickly corrected. "Or maybe I do?" Blair’s head cocked to the side, studying his face as she humored the fantasy for about two seconds—tall, strong arms, a killer smile… all for her?—Damn it, Blair. Stop. She shook her head trying to fight off the thoughts and images. Jesus christ, was she always this horny?
"I just mean…" she started a second time, slower, intentionally choosing her words one at a time as she looked at the railing… So she could focus. "You are way too nice and far too attractive to be single. It doesn’t make sense." Blair rested her hands on her hips like she was giving him a stern talking to. Like, how dare he be single? That’s a crime. Against the rules. Straight to jail. "Make it make sense," she added with a chuckle, finally looking up into his eyes with a smile of pure disbelief painted across her face.
Colton stilled at her question, fingers pausing where they’d just finished smoothing the last edge of torn fabric against her palm. For half a heartbeat, he looked like a boy caught in the act of stealing cookies from a jar, wide-eyed, startled, utterly unprepared for the direction her words had taken. Then a laugh slipped out of him, soft and crooked and a little breathless, like it had startled him too.
He glanced away, toward the water beneath the rope swing. It lay perfectly still, dark and glassy, not a single ripple disturbing its surface. Quiet in a way that felt deliberate. Honest. Like the world was holding its breath with him.
His shoulders rose and fell once.
“To be honest…” he murmured. The words came slowly after that, careful and unpolished, like stones set one by one across a river. “I only just really started to… live, I guess. Or try to.”
He rubbed a thumb along the side of his hand, eyes still fixed on the water as if it were easier to speak to something that didn’t look back at him. “For a long time, most of my life, really, I was…scared. Of a lot of things. Scared to get close to people. Scared to want things. Scared to build something I might lose.”
A breath. Quiet. Measured. “And then…”
He faltered there, just slightly, the word catching like a thread snagging on rough wood. His jaw tightened. He shook his head once, a small motion, like he could physically dislodge the memory if he tried hard enough.
“I lost my brothers,” he said softly. “House fire.”
The words were simple. Too simple for what they carried. Too simple for the weight of what had really happened, how he had failed to save them in time. If he had been better, if he had been faster, then maybe…
He swallowed, eyes shining faintly in the reflected light off the water. “After that, I don’t know… something shifted. I think I realized there was too much worth living for to spend the rest of my life hidin’ from it.”
Finally, he looked back at her. The smile he gave Blair was gentle and a little helpless, worn thin around the edges by honesty, but real all the same. “So no, I never really dated anyone,” he admitted with a small shrug. “It just… never bothered me much. Guess I was busy surviving.”
His shoulders lifted again, lighter this time. “Now I’m trying this whole ‘live life to the fullest’ thing. Kinda feels like learning how to walk in a new body.” There was no bitterness in him. No resentment. Only quiet wonder, and the fragile hope of someone who had finally decided to stay in the world instead of watching it from a distance.
Blair didn’t interrupt or fill the silence that stretched between his thoughts. She just listened patiently for every word while holding his gaze even when he could not meet her own. Each confession weighed a little heavier, stripping away her flirtatious confidence for something softer and more grounded that lived behind her bravado that she brandished as both a window and a shield. Her smile that finally blossomed wasn’t charming or suggestive, just warm with sympathy and understanding.
"Well… Now I feel like an ass," she confessed with a weak, deprecating laugh. Her fingers idly toyed with a loose thread dangling from the makeshift bandages wrapped around her palms. Her lips pursed, lost deep in thought as she took the time to form her words rather than letting herself stumble through something more… fragile.
"I’m sure you’re tired of empty sympathies from people who can’t relate to what you’re going through. But—" Blair’s head tilted to the side slightly while she shrugged her shoulders. "—I do have a brother. And I know he’d want me to have a full life… I’m sure yours would too."
She looked up at him with a smile that was a little more tentative while also trying to find levity in their conversation. The last thing Blair wanted was to make the cute cowboy sad. "You picked an interesting time to start living. Camp might break your spirit… Unless you’re looking to collect scars and trauma." Her gaze scanned the arena as she drew in a heavy breath. "But I’m jaded." She threw up her hands and shrugged before lightly slapping her palms against her thighs. "Since coming here I’ve nearly died, got an ugly ass scar, and started realizing my self worth… It’s really inconvenient." The tailend of her words got a more playful lilt, finding comfort and ease in directing her sarcasm at herself.
Blair stepped up to the edge of the platform, looking down at the dark water that waited below more like an empty abyss rather than a cool promise of safety. She rested her hands on the ends of the railings on either side of her, lightly tapping her thumbs against the wood. "There’s nothing wrong with it, by the way," she continued with a little more apprehension, like she knew her words might feel far less convincing coming from someone like her. "Your… inexperience I mean," she clarified. "I know that’s kind of cheap coming from the slut, but... It’s true."
"Just, you know… Look out for yourself," Blair continued, taking the small moment of vulnerability to maybe instill some wisdom she learned the hard way. "You’re like… so sweet that I can feel myself getting cavities being around you," she laughed softly and rolled her eyes at her own dumb joke. "Don’t let someone take advantage of that. I’d hate for your first experiences to be ruined by assholes."
She was about to move past the conversation and focus on the obstacle that kept staring at her, but one thought continued to nag at the back of her mind. Blair sighed. "I’m also sorry for the uh…" Her brows furrowed as she tried to find the right word. "flirting. I didn’t realize… I will endeavor to be on my best behavior here on out." She crossed her heart, even if the thought of not commenting on how hot he was felt like a sin. He wanted a friend and friends didn’t bombard each other with compliments and whatever else… Or so she thought anyway.
With that, Blair slapped her hands against the railing, then lowered herself down so that she sat on the edge of the platform rather than taking the rope. "I know I’m going to fall. So rather than embarrass myself further or ruin your handiwork, I’m just gonna take one for the team." Before she could delay any further, she pushed off the ledge and dropped the handful of feet down into the water with a splash.
Collab pt. 2/3