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...oh?
But that's just me. I'm sure most people don't have that kind of thing looming over their head.
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...oh?
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Like?
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I thought you wanted to find out firsthand.
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Yeah, but at that level, it's not the same as a regular jolt.
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I don't get any joy from causing pain.
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That's the thing... I tried that route. The catch to that is;theres always someone bigger out there. As you get stronger, that bigger person will notice. And they will challenge you. Should you lose, that puts you back at square one.
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Yeah, don't worry.
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The literal kind of dead. But it's usually someone I wanted dead anyway.
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Eh. Just wish that I could be happy at this point. Not much left to be happy about...
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Of garbage or dead?
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Yup. Someone I devoted 5 years of my life to. And then found out they were just using me as a cover and for power. Messed me up REAL good. But... I cant hold onto that forever.
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Yes. I feel like garbage afterward and they feel like dead.