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    1. Pair of Hearts 10 yrs ago
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9 yrs ago
Current I sometimes crave people, but then they visit me with their families and pets and kids and grandparents and suddenly I just want to be alone so I can sleep in peace. /sleepy
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9 yrs ago
You probably find this peanut, but this is the FIRST post ever on RPG for me made on a computer. The keyboard is making me shed tears of happiness. I LOVE YOU ALL. /blows kisses liberally
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9 yrs ago
It's been half a year since my odyssey to find the one true community for me. There is no escaping it, I realise: RoleplayerGuild owns the throne in my heart. Thank you all for making this place great
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10 yrs ago
The "Introduce Yourself" sub-board is heartwarming.
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10 yrs ago
Upside, inside out, it's livin' la vida loca! That's what she's about, livin' la vida loca, livin' la vida locaaa! 🎵
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@NuttsnBolts
I just can't. Maybe it's my age catching up on me or something, or I just got used to the city nightlife after two years of trying to "make it", and now that I'm home to be close to Ma and Pa, find myself still adjusting to quiet hobbies such as roleplay.

Not to go off topic; I used to date a guy who saw me as a cashcow by forcing me to write short essays and selling them for quite some money. When we broke up and he told me "writing is all you're ever good for besides laundry", I grew to resent writing, much less roleplaying. (I stopped writing entirely for two years. Well, one and a half.)

You can say I'm desperately trying to ease back into this healthy past time currently. The anxiety isn't helping me build interest or healthy foundations from the getgo of how often I post.
@oKageo
The next word should've continued from fawn since I withdrew from double posting.

But let's just keep rolling because no one wants to be a spoilsport.

WIN >>> WINE

Update: WINE >>> WIDE
@NuttsnBolts
I think it's because Cynder is a student, and sometimes teachers have an odd superpower of dumping homework and assignments on students at the same time other teachers did. Top that off with life and its jokes, usually we'd end up MIA from posting roleplay IC for a few days.

Then one of them starts to imply you're slow and things go downhill from there.

For me, I feel pressured because usually 3 posts in, I just don't feel the zing for the roleplay but can't Spit It Out. Other times it's because they rushed me. I don't know why but when they rib me about posting in Spam/OOC Rant threads instead of replying them, I instantly feeL off. Like, turned off. Like finding out your crush isn't a Greek god(dess) after all kinda' off.

UPDATE: Forgot to mention I started in RPG by posting everyday, and then my parents started asking to hangout more about two weeks ago. I think I spoiled some of them into thinking I sit there all day just roleplaying when I'm really chilling here in between conversations and chores.
@Cynder
Me too, when it's a private roleplay. I feel bad for people waiting on me.
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@Witch Cat
suuure and those CANS of worms he got me
@Witch Cat
it paled in comparison to our anniversary trip to MARS
@Witch Cat
he's never once paid for our taxi FARES
@Witch Cat
wouldn't touch him with a ten-foot pole even if he sends me diamonds in CARTS
MATES >>> MARES
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