Stabby

Myriad Reality

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Shinji:
Because I am a MASSSIVE piece of shit who has murdered COUNTLESS people in the name of a self righteous government, I hurt anyone who cares about me and EVERYONE I LOVE EVENTUALLY DIES! Sometimes in my arms, even. Did I tell you my daughter was chopped up lazer wall style? That was nice to see.

*burps*

@souleaterfan320

Then wake up and realize that you're still here.
I'm not going to say that your life hasn't been a living hell, but you're also not a worthless bastered who's lost himself. You still have your heart, and your life is still yours to hold.
You haven't stuck around through all that to just kick the bucket, and it shows because there are still those that want to support you, however fucking flawed you may be.

....

I'm sorry about that...
You should probably take some time to rest.

Myriad Reality

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Shinji: at this point, I just want to stop feeling pain. Permanently. Can I just coma for the rest of my life? Sounds good.

@souleaterfan320

I don't blame you, but... why can't you forgive yourself?

Myriad Reality

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Shinji:
PPPFT HA! I already hate myself more than you know.

*summons up a gun, puts it to my head, and pulls the trigger but it doesnt fire*

If I wanted to, Id kill myself right now.

@souleaterfan320

*Looks you dead in the eyes.*
And what would that prove?
You still have someone... no, many people that care about you.
And I'm sure you don't want to cause them harm.

Myriad Reality

@souleaterfan320

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Myriad Reality

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Kirina: as shinji just said, nothings making sense, and I'm being yelled at... I'm very confused and feel like a target.

@souleaterfan320

I don't blame you.
I think we all need some time to unwind and figure things out.

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Shinji:
*looks pissed*

OR WHAT?

@souleaterfan320

...

Myriad Reality

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Shinji:
...no. she remains at my side.

@souleaterfan320

Even at the risk of becoming something you hate?

Myriad Reality

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Kirina: .....

*comes over*

...

@souleaterfan320

I'm sure this must be pretty confusing, so do you want a hug?

Myriad Reality

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*Shakes my head*
He was never a vegetable. But he needs support now more than ever, and I can't ethically leave right now unless he asks me to.

@Techspert

Then lets ask him. *Turns to Shinji*
@souleaterfan320
In the case that we manage to find a plan that both ensures your safety while also dealing with the problem, would you be willing to take that chance without Fairy Blue to support you during that time, with the stipulation that should you ask to see her you will be able to?

Myriad Reality

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Hawk:
*leaves*

Kirina: *stays, but starts crying from shinji's insults*

@souleaterfan320

*Motions for you to come over with a soft intent.*

Myriad Reality

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That's like asking a patient with broken legs to walk on his own. As his therapist, my duty is to be completely involved in his life until he's ready for me to not be there. He's not yet at that point.

@Techspert

If that was as you claim, he would not be able to speak, decide, or even function without your support. But as it stands he is still himself and can still make some choices on his own. So although you are indeed supposed to be a support and safety net for him, it does not mean that he should have to rely on you completely.
After all, I am not asking you to leave him or stop caring for him. I'm asking you to take a chance that might help him make another step forward without losing what he cares for.