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Name: Taylor
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
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When Crow awoke on the stable rooftop, the sun had sunk quite far down the horizon. He yawned widely and sat up, stretching his limbs as he slowly came back to himself. He was slightly sore from sleeping on the uneven surface, but he felt more refreshed than anything else after the pleasant nap. It was nice to finally get some much needed rest after going almost two days without getting any at all, and he was glad he had found the time to do so between his other preparations for the raid.

He climbed down from the roof of the stable and headed back into the town near the market he had found earlier. It was about time to meet with the queen’s attendant, so he needed to figure out where the Running Bear tavern was. Looking around at all of the signs, he realized the task was easier said than done. There were a number of different taverns in the area, each one filled with lounging serfs, but, being illiterate, he couldn’t tell which one he was supposed to meet her in.

He stopped walking and rested a hand on his hip, looking between the various taverns on either side of the street. It would be risky to ask for directions, because it wasn’t unlikely for him to be standing right near the place he was looking for. He didn’t want to give away his inability to read and draw more attention to himself than was necessary. He exhaled, watching the passing servants in the hope that one of them would give him a clue as to where the Running Bear tavern was. Unfortunately, none of them mentioned the name he was looking for.

Come on, he thought in frustration. Am I really going to lose this opportunity over something as superficial as reading? He was about to keep searching again when he felt a pair of slender hands cover his eyes.

“Guess who?” Lily’s voice cooed from behind him.

“Hey there,” he turned around to face her and then froze. The girl had changed into a new, much more provocative dress with a low cut that showed off her chest. He flushed slightly and averted his gaze, trying to calm his heart that had begun to race in spite of himself. She’s a lot more brazen than I thought she would be, he thought nervously, wondering where the timid girl from the marketplace had gone.

“Thanks for waiting for me, Dante” Lily went on with a pleased smirk upon noticing his expression. “I hope you think this was worth it.” She smoothed down the front of her dress.

Crow swallowed. He hadn’t thought that his harmless flirting would cause any trouble, but now he was starting to regret doing it in the first place. Calm down, he forced himself to look at her, so as not to give away his discomfort. This is all for the sake of the mission. I’m not being unfaithful to Penelope… I won’t let it get that far. Pushing away his unease, he smiled at the girl and offered her his arm, “You look even more beautiful than the fabric you chose for the queen’s dress.”

“Why thank you,” Lily slipped her arm through his.

They walked to the Running Bear tavern—he subtly paid attention to where she was looking in order to find out which one it was—and sat down across from each other at a table. A wench stopped by briefly to take their orders, and then they were left alone. Lily rested her elbows on the table, lacing her fingers together and propping her chin on them. She smiled coyly, gazing at him with dark eyes hooded beneath long lashes, “So, at which estate do you work?”

Great, he thought with an inward groan. One question in, and I’m already not sure how to answer her. I hope our drinks come quickly. He returned her coy smile with an alluring smirk of his own, “The head of the manor is just a vassal you’ve probably never heard of. He doesn’t seem to have much to do with the royal family.”

“Try me,” Lily challenged. “I serve the queen, and she makes a point to learn the names of all the nobles in the citadel.”

Of course she does, he let out a soft sigh. There was no way he would be able to lie his way out of this subject, so he would just have to divert her attention somehow. “Well, if you insist. I work for—oh look,” he gestured past Lily’s shoulder. “Our food is here.” Luckily for him, the wench was walking back at that moment with their plates and mugs. She set everything down on their table and moved on to take the orders of another group of patrons.

“This looks great,” he smiled at Lily. “Seems like you have good taste in fabrics and food alike. I’m impressed.”

“I’m flattered that you think so,” she giggled, taking a small sip from her drink.

Crow mirrored her motion, drinking from his own mug as well. He tapped his foot impatiently underneath the table. If she continued to drink so slowly, there was no way she would get drunk. He needed to convince her to do more than just sip at her ale if he was going to get any information out of her.

“You’re a dainty drinker, aren’t you, love?” he teased, hoping to strike a competitive nerve in her.

“Of course,” Lily shrugged nonchalantly, unfazed by his taunting. “I have to be prepared to assist the queen at all times.”

“Well, you aren’t with her now, are you?” Crow pointed out, winking at her wryly. “You’re with me.”

“I suppose so,” Lily smiled back at him, biting her lip. “It could be fun to get a little… wild.”

Beneath the table he felt her slide her foot up his leg, and he fought the urge to cringe. Gods, this woman is forward, he forced a grin and raised his mug in a toast, “To having a good time.”

“And to having an even better night tonight,” Lily added with a wink of her own. She clinked her glass against his and they both drank. This time, she downed a sizeable portion of her ale.

Perfect, he fought to avoid giving away his feeling of triumph. If she keeps up like this, I’ll have the information I need in no time…

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They both finished their dinners and their drinks, though Crow was careful to make sure he didn’t drink fast enough to become inebriated. He needed to stay sober so he could focus on his goal and combat Lily’s attempts to get physical with him. The more she drank, the more flirtatious she became until he was practically throwing herself at him. It was becoming a nuisance to keep her at a distance.

“So,” Crow began, guessing she was drunk enough to speak openly with him about the palace. “Tell me about your job serving the queen. What is the security like in the castle?”

“Thatsa boring question,” Lily tilted her head and then grinned at him drunkenly. “Let’s talk about you an’ me tonight.” She leaned in close to him, lowering her voice. “Don’ tell anyone, but I’ve always wan’ed to do it in the king an’ queen’s bed. Wanna try with me?”

Crow sighed in frustration. It was going to be hard to keep her on track while she only cared about sleeping with him. This is okay. I can work with this. He met her gaze with a coquettish smile, “Not unless you tell me where their bed is.”

“Tha’s easy,” Lily waved a hand dismissively. “They stay on tha fifth floor in tha west wing. So, you wanna do it in their bed?”

Fifth floor, west wing, he silently repeated to himself, trying to memorize the information as she gave it to him. “We’ll never make it to their room if we can’t get past the guards,” he tried a different approach.

“Don’ worry about them,” Lily scooted closer to rest a hand on his arm. “Tha guards only go through each wing a few times a day. ‘S not likely we’ll run into any.” She leaned in even closer to him. “They trust Aeklora to watch tha palace, so most o’ the guards are stationed outside. But we won’ be hurtin’ anyone, so she’ll pro’ly leave us alone…” Her eyes drifted down to his lips and she moved in to kiss him.

“Ah ah,” Crow leaned away from her, tilting his chin up so she couldn’t reach his mouth. “Not until tonight.” He decided to ask her just one more question, not wanting to linger around the persistent woman any longer than he needed to. “How would we get up to the fifth floor?”

“Tha stairs,” Lily frowned, seeming disappointed in his aversion to kissing her. “They’re in tha center of the palace.” She leaned in one more time in a clumsy attempt to meet his lips before he could move away.

“Great,” Crow stood up quickly, dodging her once more. “Thanks, love. That’s all I needed to know.”

“Huh?” she knitted her brow in confusion.

“Don’t worry about it,” he said dismissively. “Anyway, I should take off. Thanks for getting dinner with me. It’s been a lovely evening.”

“But what about tonight?” Lily frowned.

Crow clicked his tongue, “You know, I just remembered that I can’t.”

“Why not?”

“Because I don’t think the woman I love would approve,” he winked at her slyly and turned to walk out of the tavern, leaving the drunken girl behind.

Stepping out into the street, he looked up at the sky once again. It had gotten quite a bit darker as the sun had nearly vanished over the western horizon. He felt his heartbeat pick up. It was almost time.

I hope Penelope slipped the henbane into the staff’s food, he thought, making his way back to the garden to retrieve his bow. This will all be a lot easier if she did.
Sabotage~ xD

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EDIT: Just realized Crow's plan could backfire if Penelope steals a sword from one of the guards, because she wouldn't know he had broken them all lol

Also, I've got a 2 hour meeting coming up in like an hour or so, so I'll reply when I get back!
Crow returned to the area of the citadel behind the keep. Glancing up at the sky, he saw that it was about high noon. Since he had arranged to meet with Lily in the evening, he didn’t have much time to rest in between. He looked at the buildings around him in search of somewhere to eat lunch, eventually settling on a tavern near the curtain wall. It didn’t look too crowded despite the hour, so he headed inside.

When he passed through the doors, he paused to take another look around. It seemed that this tavern was popular among Younisian knights, because there were multiple tables filled with them. They all had empty ale mugs and flushed faces. They’re getting drunk on the job, he mused, smirking to himself. Maybe they’ll have loose tongues as well. Keeping a neutral expression, he made his way over to an empty chair near the intoxicated knights and sat down. However, before he had a chance to listen in on their conversation, a wench came over to take his request.

“I’ll just have whatever you think is best along with a mug of mead,” Crow offered her a friendly smile, though his eyes flicked back to the knights. While he was hungry, he was too distracted by the prospect of learning more about the castle to think about food at the moment. He liked to eat, but he liked surviving palace raids much more, so he wanted to focus on their conversation rather than think about what he was in the mood to have for lunch.

As the wench left to take his order, he eavesdropped on the drunken guards. For the most part, they only spoke about unhelpful things, such as upcoming jousting tournaments, who would beat who in a fight, noblewomen they found attractive, and other such pointless banter. He sighed. It was beginning to seem like they wouldn’t say anything useful after all.

After listening to them chatter for a while longer, he downed the rest of his mead and prepared to leave the tavern. Just as he was about to stand up though, one of the knights finally said something that caught his attention.

“Did you men hear about the new swords the palace guards are getting tonight?”

New swords? Interest piqued, Crow glanced at them out of the corner of his eye.

“Yeah,” another knight scoffed. “Apparently the king had them specially made by a skilled blacksmith. He wants the entire royal guard to exchange their current swords for the new ones when they come in.”

“Lucky bastards,” another knight shook his head. “What I wouldn’t give for a new blade. Mine is balanced terribly.”

“Mine too,” one of the knights rested a hand on the hilt of the sword at his side. “Maybe we should just ‘borrow’ some of the new ones. The king paid for so many that I doubt he’d notice if a few went missing.”

“Good luck getting past his watchdog,” the first knight snorted. “Even if you could get inside the weapons vault, there’s no way Aeklora would let you escape.”

“Lighten up,” the other knight threw up his hands. “I was only kidding. I’m not stupid enough to try to steal from the king.”

But I am, Crow smirked to himself. Having heard everything he needed to know, he got up from his table and exited the tavern, heading for the castle gates one more time.

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Crow crouched behind a stable, his gaze fixed on the main road as he waited for the wagon that would be delivering the swords that the knights had been talking about. He glanced up at the sky every once in a while, hoping it wouldn’t be too much longer before the cart arrived. He didn’t want to shortchange himself on sleep to the point where he wouldn’t be able to function at his best during the heist. Stifling a yawn, he shook his head, trying to ignore his exhaustion and stay focused on the task at hand.

After a while of waiting, a horse drawn wagon finally came into view, headed by two Younisian knights. The thief watched them from his hiding place, tensing to run as soon as he saw an opportunity to sneak inside of the cart. He didn’t have to wait long. As soon as the knights passed by the stable he was crouching behind, he shot out and hopped into the wagon bed, wincing as it lurched slightly from his added weight. Fortunately, the knights didn’t seem to notice the motion. He looked down to find bundles of sheathed swords at his feet. There were dozens of them, so he would have to work fast.

Opening up the closest bundle, he drew the first sword. It really was a beautifully crafted piece of weaponry—probably expensive too. He almost felt sorry for what he was about to do to it.

He laid the sword down flat on the bed of the wagon, then stood on top of it with his right foot, gripped the hilt firmly, and pulled up until the blade snapped beneath his weight. Picking up the two pieces of the now-broken weapon, he replaced it in its scabbard and repeated the process until he had successfully destroyed every single sword in the shipment. He looked over the bundles of seemingly untouched sheaths and grinned, I almost hope one of the royal guards finds me, just so I can see the look on his face when he only draws half of a sword.

Having finished sabotaging the knights’ weapons, Crow snuck out of the cart and headed back to the other side of the citadel. He stretched lazily as he started to feel the toll of missing a full night of sleep. There was still enough time for him to take a nap before his meeting with Lily, so he began to search for someplace safe to stop and rest.

After a while, he spotted a stable with a pile of crates beside it. Changing direction, he stepped up to the crates and used them to climb onto the roof of the stable. He looked around and smiled to himself. No one would see him up here. It was a perfect place to take a nap. Letting out his breath contentedly, he laid down on the rooftop and closed his eyes, propping his head up on his arms as he drifted off to sleep.
Crow found his own source outside the castle x3

I'm probably be pretty busy for a lot of today, but I'll still be on. I just have a couple meetings and some homework
Still unnerved from his encounter with the goddess statue, Crow stayed put in the alley for a while longer before he finally climbed to his feet again. Having chosen not to run from his responsibility, he couldn’t waste any more time panicking about the possibility of divine intervention. It wasn’t like he could do anything about it anyway. If Aeklora was going to try and stop him from stealing the staff, there was no way that he, a mortal man, could do anything to prevent her from doing so. It was out of his hands.

Feeling a bit more resigned to his fate, whatever it may be, he walked back to the market to finish what he had gone there to do. He lingered by the edge of the swarms of servants, circling predatorily in search of someone wearing the blue and white colors of Younis or a royal crest or anything else that would signify a high position in the castle.

After a while of waiting and searching, he spotted a potential target, a young woman wearing a blue and white band around her left arm. She was browsing a row of merchants selling what looked like expensive fabrics for clothing. By that he guessed she was the personal attendant of one of the members of the royal family, although whether she served the queen or a woman of lesser status was difficult to say. Either way, she would have valuable information that would help him locate the king’s chambers more quickly if he could only get her to share it with him.

He watched her from across the street, trying to decide the best approach to get her to tell him what he wanted to know about the palace. He didn’t want to use force, since there were so many local guards around, yet he also doubted she would voluntarily tell a stranger risky information about the castle. He had to find a way to make her lower her guard enough to share with him the details he needed.

Having decided on a plan, Crow slipped into the crowd and made his way across the street towards the royal servant. When he reached her side, he pretended to look over the merchant’s wares, as if they were what had caught his attention. He glanced at her from the corner of his eye, but it seemed like she was too busy examining a red silk cloth to have noticed him approach. Well, that was fine. He would just have to get her attention a little more directly.

“That’s a beautiful color,” he said, causing the girl to jump slightly at the sound of this voice.

She turned to look at him, seeming ready to chide him for startling her, but then paused. Her dark eyes swept over him and her cheeks turned rosy. She dropped her gaze and fiddled with the cloth square in her hands, “I-I’m trying to choose a fabric to make the queen’s new ball gown.”

“The queen?” Crow echoed, raising a brow. What luck! This attendant did work for the queen after all. He bit his tongue to stop the victorious grin that threatened to take over his lips. He didn’t want to give away his excitement that he had found the servant he had been looking for. Instead he allowed a friendly smile to soften his features as he went on, “I’m sure she would love the fabric you’ve chosen for her. You have great taste, love.”

“T-thank you,” the attendant blinked in surprise at his compliment, the blush on her cheeks deepening. She turned to the merchant and purchased a large roll of the red silk. However, when the man handed it to her across the table, Crow intervened and picked it up instead.

She looked up at him with a questioning expression, and he smiled at her again, “Allow me. I have some free time, so there’s no reason for you to carry this all the way to the castle when I can do it for you.”

“Oh, a-are you sure?” the girl asked politely, although he could see a hint of a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.

“Of course,” he said with a laugh. “It’s not every day I find myself in the company of a woman as beautiful as you. I’d like to make this time last.”

The attendant’s cheeks burned scarlet and she averted her gaze, nodding silently at his words.

He took the lead as they walked towards the palace so she wouldn’t see the pleased look on his face. She was buying everything he was saying to her. It was almost too easy. He slowed his pace slightly to walk next to the girl, “So, what’s your name?”

“Lily,” she answered with a small smile and looked up at him again. “What’s yours?”

“Dante,” Crow supplied the name he remembered Hartley had used while they stayed with Malcolm. He turned the conversation back to her once again, intending to keep her flustered, “You have a lovely name. It’s quite fitting.”

“Thank you,” Lily bit her lip and looked away again.

They continued talking idly, with Crow throwing in compliments every once in a while, until they reached the castle gates. Unable to go farther, he handed off the roll of fabric to her, subtly allowing his hand to brush against hers during the exchange. He offered her one more charming smile before she moved to part ways with him, and then called after her, “Lily, wait.”

“Yes?” she turned back to him.

“Would you like to get dinner with me at a tavern this evening?” he scratched the back of his neck with mock bashfulness.

The girl hesitated for a moment, seeming caught off guard by his proposal, before she broke out in a grin, “I’d love to.”

“Really?” Crow beamed back at her, as if he was pleasantly surprised by her answer. “Where would you like to go?”

“How about the Running Bear tavern?” Lily suggested. “They have good food, and it’s not far from the market.”

“Great,” Crow smiled. “I’ll see you there, love.”

“See you, Dante,” she waved at him and then turned to walk through the gate with a slight skip in her step.

Once she had gone, Crow headed back toward the other side of the citadel, feeling pleased with himself. He had fully convinced the queen’s attendant that he was interested in her, and he had even persuaded her to meet with him again. All he had to do now was get her drunk at the tavern so she would tell him about the castle. It wouldn’t be long before he learned everything he needed to conduct the heist. The game was in motion.
I love how Dotty is inadvertently giving Penelope everything she could want to know about the castle xD

My sister-in-law and her husband are coming over to visit at some point tonight, so I'll be up late, but I might not reply until tomorrow
I'm not sure not sure why they're taking so long to get here though >>
Crow had a little bit of a breakdown when he realized the weight of what he's about to do xc
Crow watched from a distance as Penelope approached the two guards at the gate, holding his breath tensely. It was unlikely for anything to go wrong at this phase of the plan, since she wasn’t doing anything particularly threatening to the Younisians, but he was still prepared to run to her aid if she needed him.

He crouched down and leaned a little closer to the edge of the wall, straining to hear her conversation with the knights. He was far enough away that he couldn’t catch all of it, but from what he was able to understand, it sounded like the guards believed her story about seeking refuge from an abusive husband. He felt a small bubble of pride rise up in his chest. She had become quite skilled at lying. If he didn’t know better, he probably would have bought her tall tale too.

After a while, he saw two women appear from within the gates, one old and one young. They spoke to Penelope in soft voices that he couldn’t hear from his position behind the noble’s manor. However, the conversation must have gone well, because after they finished speaking, they disappeared behind the gates with Penelope.

Crow stepped away from the edge and turned around to press his back against the wall, letting out his breath in relief. So far, so good. As long as none of the castle staff figured out she was lying, Penelope would be safe in their care. All that was left was for him to sneak in after her once the sun went down that night. Until then, he would continue to prepare and learn as much as he could about the Younisian palace.

Performing a quick sweep of his surroundings to make sure no one had spotted him trespassing on the noble’s estate, the thief moved away from the wall and started to circle around the curtain wall of the castle, moving stealthily through the buildings in the surrounding citadel. It was early enough that none of the locals seemed to have woken up, but he was still careful to avoid being seen by any passing patrols. After all, he didn’t want to have to explain to anyone why he was prowling around the edge of the fortress of their beloved king while armed with poisoned weaponry.

He kept going until he reached the far side of the wall, the part that was built into the back of the keep, before he finally stopped. This area was closest to the window he had been eyeing earlier that night, so he didn’t want to wander too far off. He needed to save as much energy as he could to make the climb to the third floor, so running all the way from another part of the citadel right before would be counterproductive.

With only one day left to get ready for the mission, Crow didn’t want to waste any time. He scouted the area for a secure place to hide his bow and quiver before the sun rose and there would be more set of eyes around that might see him. After a bit of looking, he came across a garden on another noble estate. There were a few trees and large bushes to provide shade over a small seating area. It wasn’t much, but it was safer than hiding the weapon close to any stables or living quarters, where it was more likely to be found by a lucky servant.

He did one more search of the area, double checking that he was still alone, before he made his way over to the garden. When he reached it, he pulled the bow and quiver off of his shoulders and crouched down, sliding both far beneath a particularly wide bush. He climbed back to his feet and dusted himself off. There, he thought smugly to himself. No one is going to find that.

Suddenly, he heard a sound coming from the entrance of the manor as someone began to open the door. He hurriedly ducked behind the bushes just as a servant girl walked out, yawning tiredly as she carried an empty bucket to a well. Fortunately, it didn’t seem like she had noticed him, so he crept along the far side of the garden, staying just beyond her line of sight. He waited until she had gone back inside of the building before he finally stood up straight again.

“That was close,” he muttered under his breath. If the girl had come outside a few seconds sooner, she would have caught him stowing away his bow in the garden. He turned around to leave the estate, and then jumped back, inhaling sharply. Directly in front of him was a life-sized, bronze statue of a woman. He clutched his chest with one hand, letting out his breath as he regained his composure. Gods, that startled me. He shot the statue a glare, as if it was its fault for catching him off guard. However, as he eyed at the figure’s face, he realized it looked familiar.

Not you again, Crow wrinkled his nose with distaste as he recognized Aeklora’s four piercing eyes. He glanced back over his shoulder, following the statue’s gaze, only to groan inwardly when he saw that it was looking directly into the garden where he had just hidden his weapon. He turned back to the bronze figure and narrowed his eyes, “I’m only doing this to save Younis from a war. So unless you want your precious kingdom to burn, you’d better not tell anyone I was here. Got it?”

The statue, of course, said nothing.

The thief sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose, “Nice going, Crow. You’re talking to a hunk of metal. Maybe you should see if that tree has anything to add to this weird conversation.” He shook his head, stepping around the Aeklora figure to leave the premises. With all the rumors and legends about the goddess, he was much more on edge than he normally would be before a run. He glanced back one more time to look at the statue, trying to reassure himself that there was nothing unusual about it, but instead, he felt his blood run cold. Was it just his imagination, or did one of its eyes look back at him for a second? He spun around and walked briskly away from the creepy figure.

Heart racing, he kept going until he could no longer see the bronze Aeklora. He eventually found himself weaving through shops in a luxurious-looking market that was just beginning to open. In an attempt to blend in, he mingled with the serfs in the streets who were running errands for their masters. He wandered along the edge of one road, pretending to examine various products as if he was looking for something specific. All the while, his mind reeled.

As impossible as it seemed, he could have sworn he saw the statue’s upper left eye flick in his direction for a brief moment. He didn’t know what that meant, but he was more sure than ever before that the goddess was watching him. He was also less sure about what would happen when he tried to steal the staff. He swallowed the anxious lump that had formed in his throat as his eyes wandered to the open end of the road that led away from the castle. A devilish voice began to whisper in the back of his mind: It would be so easy to turn back. No one is around to stop me. I could just forget about this cursed mission and go home…

He closed his eyes, raking his fingers through his hair. But I can’t. I can’t do that to Penelope. I gave her my word that I wouldn’t run. His feelings of confliction weighed down heavily on his chest, and he suddenly felt the need to get away from the crowd. He turned and ran out of the market, heading blindly down a nearby alley until the commotion died away behind him.

Once he had gotten far enough from the crowd, he leaned back against a wall, breathing heavily, and slid down to the ground. He dropped his head into his hands. He had never felt so trapped in his life. Ever since he had heard about the legend of the staff, he had gone back and forth trying to convince himself that he would be fine, but now he doubted he could take it without getting himself killed. How was he supposed to steal something that couldn’t be stolen?

As much as he wanted to save his own skin and abandon the suicidal mission, he couldn’t break his promise to Penelope either. She was relying on him to stop the war, and he couldn’t let her down just because he was afraid.

Afraid. The word rang in his head. Yes, that was what he was feeling. He was afraid of dying. He didn’t want to touch the staff if it meant his heart might stop. Every instinct he had was screaming at him to run away—to run as far from the danger as possible, but he couldn’t because of his loyalty to Penelope.

He felt a pang of longing, wishing she was by his side again. Her presence gave him resolve, and that was something he desperately needed at that moment. As the morning sun climbed higher in the sky, so did his temptation to bolt. He closed his eyes again, taking a deep breath to try and calm down. He focused on Penelope, the one he was doing this for. He thought about her kind smile, her warm embrace, her gentle voice, her soft lips, and everything else he loved about her. Slowly, he felt his pulse decrease and the pressure in his chest dissipate.

I can do this, he thought with restored confidence. It’s not my fate to die tonight. It can’t be—not while I still have so much to live for. He looked up at the blue sky above, hoping Penelope was faring better on her end than he was.
Sameeee
It'll be easy to reference if either of us needs to reread it later on ^^

I'll get my reply done tomorrow!
3 years later, and they finally made it xD
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