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Name: Taylor
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Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
Gender preference: Male. You'll be hard pressed to convince me to play a female that isn't a background character. It's just not my forte
Romantic Relationships: MxF or MxM (currently prefer MxM)
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OOC chat: Yes please! I'm a total extrovert who loves to get to know the amazing minds behind my partners' characters

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I was going to edit Crow's first CS and add everything in on the bottom
I'm also going to add my new characters in pretty soon too ^^ I'm working on some simple CSs for them now
Crow blushed when Penelope said he lit up when he spoke of his home, both out of embarrassment at her words and the feeling of her warm breath on his ear. “I can’t help it,” he shrugged, eyeing her lips desirously as she got closer to him. “The outer villages are a great place to live. The only thing missing was you.” He winked at her as she moved in to kiss him and then met her lips with equal passion. Even though he knew they couldn’t let themselves get distracted for too long, he found it difficult not to chase after her when she pulled back again.

He contented himself by shifting to lean against her chest more comfortably as they rode on, his eyes roving absently over the side streets that they passed by. As she spoke up again, he nodded and followed her gaze to look up at the darkening sky, “We probably should, since it’s getting so late.” Lowering his gaze again to look at the town they were in, he vaguely recalled that this road was close to the marketplace where he they had first met Hartley. It wouldn’t be much longer now until they returned to Brerra.

Crow felt a mixture of emotions stir in his chest at the thought. He was excited to be so close to his homeland, but he was also sad to be leaving Penelope behind at the border. He wished there was some way that they could both leave together at the same time, but he knew she cared deeply about finishing the mission. He couldn’t ask her to go with him when she hadn’t achieved her goal yet.

“You know,” Penelope’s soft voice drew his attention. “I think this has simultaneously been the best and worst mission I’ve ever had to do.”

“The same goes for me,” Crow said with a yawn. “Although, this has technically been the only mission I’ve ever been on.” He smiled up at her tiredly as his weariness began to set in from the long day of traveling. “I can say with absolute certainty that this mission would have been much worse for me if you weren’t here, love.” The thought of going through everything with a third, strict guard rather than Penelope made him shudder. He was glad she was the one the king had chosen over any of his other knights.

“There’s an inn up ahead,” William called back to them suddenly. The older knight turned around in his saddle to look back at the others. He paused for a moment at the sight of them being so close, but then went on: “We’ll stop here for the night and continue to the border tomorrow.”
I just want to get to the time skip already xD
We have so many good ideas~

Cool! We can go with that then

Crow doesn't fully understand why Penelope is sad, but he tried his best to cheer her up anyway x3
Crow continued to lean against Penelope, making himself comfortable as she began to tell him about her life in the inner kingdom. It was interesting to him how some aspects of noble life were similar to that of peasants in the outer villages, such as the large, communal housing many of them shared. However, as she went on, it sounded to him like nobles cared more about having impressive family clans than they did about living together simply to be close. Of course, he couldn’t say for sure without seeing how they interacted, and he knew he was biased, so he didn’t say anything on the matter.

He was interested to hear the history of her family specifically, since it seemed like they were powerful even when compared with other nobles. He was surprised to learn that her own father had been first in line to be the next head of the family and wondered if that would have any influence on the Vermillions’ interest in keeping Penelope from leaving to be with a thief. If their wealth brought them as much power as he imagined, it was going to be difficult to get away from their influence for a while.

As she went on to describe how nobles had to act in certain ways to keep their statuses, he frowned slightly. This was one subject he knew at least a little bit about. It was one of the least appealing parts of nobility, in his opinion. Generally, peasants could do and say as they pleased without too much fear of rejection. Even as a thief, he had met plenty of people who didn’t look down on him because of his life choices. Everyone in the outer villages knew that life was too short to outcast someone just because they disagreed with them. It was a very live-and-let-live type of culture, and it was the type of culture he preferred.

Crow smirked at Penelope when she said she took after her father. “I’m glad you did,” he said, planting a swift kiss on her cheek. Aside from the fact that the journey had been much more enjoyable to him with her for company, he was excited to have found an unlikely companion in the knight. It was curious to think how much his life and plans had changed after meeting and falling in love with her. For one thing, he never expected to ever want to settle down, but now the desire felt almost natural. He also never thought in a million years that he would end up with a noblewoman. He had always thought of them as arrogant and snobby, but Penelope was neither of those things. She was different in the best of ways, and he was overjoyed that she had fallen for him too.

He listened again as she continued to tell him about the parts of noble life that she found to be fun. She was right that he didn’t understand a lot of it—formal celebrations and fighting for fun didn’t sound very appealing in his mind—but he tried his best to empathize with her excitement for it all.

After listening to her go on about noble life with such enthusiasm, he felt a little guilty for taking it all away from her. Even though he didn’t get why she liked it so much, it was clear to him that she did. He just hoped she would enjoy being with him in the outer villages even if it wasn’t nearly as extravagant as the place in which she had grown up.

“It sounds like you had a lot of fun there,” Crow said once she had finished speaking. “I’m happy to hear that you enjoyed it so much.” He took note of the way her smile had faded a bit and rested his hand on her leg, offering her a comforting smile. “I know I can’t appreciate it the same way that you do, but I do appreciate that you shared your experiences with me. Truly. I love you, darling, and I like to learn about what makes you happy.”
I'm stoked to hear it! Crow's turned out a lot more interesting than I was expecting, since I initially planned for him to just go back to his old life, but then realized that wouldn't be realistic for his character after the influences Penelope had on him ^^

I actually had a different plan for the way Albin reaches out for him, but I think we could fit John into it pretty easily. Basically, during part of his travels, Crow ends up back with Evelyn and Hazel for a while. While he's there, Evelyn tells him that a royal messenger stopped by with a letter for him from the king, who he also learns is his father at this moment. Since he stays under the knights' radar so well, the messenger just left the letter with a tavern keeper in Silverpool (the knights did know he traveled through there occasionally, even if they didn't know when) in the hopes that she would run into him at some point and give it to him.

Still wanting nothing to do with Albin, Crow doesn't bother having her read it to him (I mentioned very subtly earlier in the story, but Evelyn is one of the few, self-taught literate peasants in the outer villages). Instead, he just holds onto it for months because he also can't bring himself to destroy it out of his own morbid curiosity. So, he actually doesn't respond to Albin's invitation for a really long time.

This is where I could see John coming in:
After going for so long with no response, Albin starts to consider options about what to do with Crow, because he can't leave him causing trouble on the streets just because he didn't answer the letter. I could see him thinking about assigning some of the knights on the battlefront to just "take care" of him, though he would be hesitant for two reasons. One: because he doesn't want word to get out about his relationship to Crow to anyone; and two: because he needs a new ambassador after Abraxas died, and he hadn't been able to find anyone else with the skill set to fill the position. He would end up confiding in John, since he already knows about the scandal, and end up realizing he could just send John to the outer villages to deal with his son. Albin would end up sending John to find out why Crow wasn't responding to his invitation in the first place and gives him last resort instructions to kill him if he continues to refuse.

Also, I'll get a post up as soon as I get back from my run this morning ^^
No worries~ I got done with all of my homework except for one project that I need to do ^^
That's nice then lol
Perfect! I'm glad that worked out so well

Okay! I'll leave mine as is then.
I'm just making some basic CSs for the characters I'm going to be introducing or reintroducing later on in the story :)
Crow’s heart fluttered with excitement as Penelope said she was looking forward to seeing the outer villages. A small wave of relief washed over him, and in that moment, he realized that he had been nervous to speak to her about his plans because he hadn’t been sure if she would be find his description of the outer villages appealing. After all, she had grown up around wealth and prestige. He found his home charming in its own humble way, but it was hard to compete with the golden manors of the inner kingdom. He was glad she was looking forward to going to Farhill with him in spite of the luxurious environment she had grown up around.

“You’re going to love it,” he promised, turning a bit more in the saddle to return her kiss and grinning eagerly. “I’ll show you my favorite places by the lake. I found a few especially beautiful ones that I don’t think anyone else in Farhill knows about.” He could feel his excitement bubbling up at the thought of sharing his world with her, and he forced himself to reign back the sudden burst of emotions. With William riding only a short distance away from them, he didn’t want to give away their plans and give the older knight a reason to keep a close eye on them again. So, even though he was more than happy to talk about the outer villages with Penelope, he went on to change the subject.

“I think I’ve spoken enough about myself,” Crow leaned back against Penelope and rested his head against her collarbone, smiling up at her playfully. “Why don’t you tell me more about life in the inner kingdom? I don’t know much aside from the few things that have been told to me, and some of the details I’ve overheard from knights.”

While he wasn’t overly fascinated by noble life in general—from what he knew already, it seemed dull—he did want to learn more about the background Penelope was coming from. He wanted to know what her childhood had been like, what interested her, what she did for fun, and other such things. In learning more about her, he hoped to be able to better meet her needs when she came to join him in the outer villages.
That sucks, but hey, at least our schedules line up a little, huh? xD
I've got a friend's baby shower and a movie night on Saturday, so I probably won't be free from like 1 to 10
Sunday, I just have my 6-9 meeting though, so I won't be as busy

I love them so much TuT

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EDIT: Btw, I just realized we never specified exactly when the war is going to start. I was thinking it would start almost a year after the start of the time skip, but I want to make sure we're on the same page. If you had another plan, I'll see if I can work it into the timeline I wrote ^^
Okay! I'll try to get a bunch of homework done today then, so my weekend will be more free ^^
I have a couple plans for Saturday and Sunday, but nothing on Friday as of right now!

Crow is really happy about being able to talk to someone about his life for once. It's so cute x3
“What are you talking about?” Crow rolled his eyes. “I stayed awake. Barely, but it still counts.” As Penelope’s tone turned serious, he nodded and looked forward again, performing another quick sweep of his surroundings. She was right. After what had happened yesterday, they needed to keep a closer watch for mercenaries. He absently brought a hand to his chest where he had gotten stabbed by the dagger. The last attack had been bad enough. If they got caught by surprise again, he wasn’t sure they could survive, let alone fight the ambushers off without adding to their injuries. They needed to be prepared to run if anyone came at them today.

After a while of riding in silence, Crow heard Penelope murmur his name from behind. “Hm?” he glanced back over his shoulder again to see that she seemed to be having trouble staying awake. Her eyes weren’t as wide as before, and she appeared to be forcing herself to sit up straight. He bit back a smile. Even though he knew it was risky for any of them to be so tired, he couldn’t help noticing how cute she looked when she was drowsy.

As she went on to ask him about the outer villages, he drummed his fingers on his leg, taking a moment to think about how to answer her question. “There’s a lot I could tell you about,” he said, peering back at her again after casting a quick look towards William to make sure the knight was too far away to eavesdrop on their conversation. “Let’s see… The outer villages as a whole make up a large portion of the kingdom, based on the maps I’ve seen. I’m most familiar with the villages in the north though, since that’s where I lived most of my life.

“Growing up there was quite the experience. Every village has a unique culture and type of people that live there. Because resources are scarce, most of the people travel a lot between neighboring villages to trade goods, but even in the midst of all of the trading, everyone retains a sense of pride in their own home village and carries on its traditions.

“Honestly, most people take so much pride in their homes that they never move from the houses they were born in. It isn’t uncommon to see three generations of a family living in the same place, assuming the oldest generation lives long enough to see their grandchildren. This is partly because it takes too much time and money to build new houses, but it’s mostly due to the fact that family is held highly by the villagers. With no money or material possessions, family is the most important thing in most of their lives.” He shrugged. “Of course, my experience was very different.

“Since my mother had been shunned from her home village because of the rumors my father had started about her, she was forced to uproot her life and move to Myrefall, where no one knew her name. As you can probably guess, doing something like this is no easy task in the outer villages. She left behind everything she knew—her friends, her culture, and even what remained of her family—to find a fresh start somewhere else.

“Long story short, she managed to find a family that took her in until she had me. She was accepted by them for a while, but eventually, they found out she had been stealing from the knights in the village—she had been a thief ever since she left her home village—and they kicked her out for fear of drawing attention to themselves. That’s why I didn’t grow up with any other family besides her. We were on our own as far back as I can remember.

“I don’t feel like I missed out on anything though,” Crow smiled to himself as he thought about his childhood experiences. “I may not have had a large, close family, but I had more adventures than most peasant children could boast of. Since I had to take care of my mother in her illness, I traveled around quite a bit to steal and barter for the things we needed to get by. I also had a lot more time to use however I pleased, since I had no familial responsibilities aside from bringing my mother basic necessities. I met many travelers from other kingdoms, which was how I learned their languages, and I got to know a lot of the people who lived in Myrefall while I was out exploring on my own.” He chuckled softly. “You know, looking back on it, I think a lot of them were trying to help take care of me in their own way, since they all knew I was the son of a sick, single mother.

“Anyway, I didn’t really start moving around to different villages until after my mother passed. With no one left in Myrefall to tie me down, I went on to live in a lot of different places throughout the rest of my youth. Although, I think a couple of my favorite villages outside of my home town would have to be Farhill and Silverpool.

“Silverpool was the place we stayed near the border, where Evelyn runs her tavern. That village was a great place for me to live, because the people there are the most accepting of thieves that I’ve come across. Incidentally, that was also where I met Eligius, because we were being harbored by the same family. Whenever I was on the run and needed somewhere to hide, that was my go-to village.” He glanced back at Penelope and smirked devilishly. “The knights in the outer villages never found out I was hiding right under their noses the whole time!”

He turned back around in the saddle and leaned a little closer to Penelope as he went on, enjoying the fact that he was able to share his past with her so freely. “Aside from that, Silverpool is a fun place to live because of the local culture. The taverns are always lively, and the villagers host dances every season. It’s nothing like the ballroom dances that nobles put on, from what I’ve heard about those. In Silverpool, there’s a lot more drinking and a lot less formality. Everyone just shows up to have fun and forget about their responsibilities for a day.

“Farhill is one of my favorite villages for completely different reasons. The people there are just as friendly, but they’re more reserved than the villagers of Silverpool. They’ve taken me in on a number of occasions, but only under the condition that I keep my head down while I stay with them. Like the family my mother stayed with all those years ago, they don’t want to risk drawing attention to themselves and having issues with the local knights. It makes sense, because they aren’t far from the town I told you about that got ravaged by the tax collectors.

“Anyway, the reason why I love Farhill is because it’s located in the middle of the woods, next to a lake. It’s absolutely gorgeous during every season. I used to stop there whenever I wanted some peace and quiet in between large heists. I also enjoyed the culture, even though the people aren’t nearly as rowdy as they are in Silverpool. They’re a more down-to-earth bunch who can enjoy a good dance and drink, but prefer to put on community dinners, where everyone contributes the few ingredients they have in order to feed the whole village. They also serve some of the best fish I’ve ever had.”

He looked back at Penelope once more with a bashful grin. “I was thinking… When you come to the outer villages, we should stay there for a while. I think you’d really like it. Farhill is beautiful, and I’m sure the villagers would love you.” He shifted slightly, feeling a bit sheepish about sharing the plans he had been making out loud, though he wasn’t quite sure why. “What do you think?”
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