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There's a panhandler who hangs out on the street corner by our dispensary every afternoon with a sign that just says "Green 4 Green?" and tbh, I respect my boy's confidence.
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Name: Taylor
Pronouns: They/them
Age: Mid 20s
Relationship: Married (happily, I might add)
Time Zone: Arizona (we hate daylight savings, so it's MST year-round)
Writing History: I've been on a number of different roleplaying websites for over a decade and a half
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Format: 1x1s only. Maybe I'll try a group RP again someday, but I've never had one last longer than a few months
Posting Speed: Depending on my schedule, I can usually post at least once per week
Favorite Genres: Modern, Historical, Romance, Action/Adventure, Horror/Dark, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Dystopian, can be convinced to write some Sci-Fi
Hard 'no's: Fandoms. Sorry, but I can't maintain interest in characters/worlds I didn't build with my partner
Template: Public threads or PMs. I prefer to keep all my RPs in one place, so no emails or G-docs or the like
Rating: Comfortable with 18+ content, but it's not a necessity and I prefer not to center a plot around explicit scenes
Level: Advanced. Will consistently provide around 400-700 words per post, but can occasionally leap to 2000+
Character preference: One main character, but large side casts are greatly enjoyed. Because I write long posts, I prefer not to double
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Crow spent the following week living with Evelyn. While he missed Penelope, he enjoyed being back home so much that the pangs of longing for her were few and far between. He spent most of his time catching up with the villagers and telling stories about his trip to Younis—although he embellished and twisted it quite a bit, leaving out the part where he had been forced to go by the king of Brerra in the first place. Their company was something he had missed, so to have it back was refreshing, and he loved every minute of it.

However, as the days passed and the time grew closer for him to meet up with Penelope, his excitement grew even more. He couldn’t wait to see her again and introduce her to the world he lived in. He was sure she was going to love it. The people were friendly, the culture was lax, and the environment was fulfilling to be a part of. His eagerness to see her again often spilled over into his conversations with Evelyn, who always listened patiently whenever he talked about his love for the knight.

Seven days passed, and as planned, Crow went to the Black Dagger tavern at sunset to meet up with Penelope. He sat at an empty table near the entrance, his gaze transfixed on the door as he waited excitedly to see her again after so long. This was it. Once she walked into the room, they would be free to run off to Farhill to be together. No mission, no chaperones, no status differences looming over their heads. For the first time, they were going to be free to be with each other without any worries.

We’ll get to be together as long as we live, his heart fluttered in his chest with a mixture of nervousness and excitement as he mentally ran through his plan to ask her to marry him. He was going to bring her to his favorite spot by the lake in Farhill—a little clearing on a ledge overlooking the south side of the water—and ask her there. He knew it was soon by noble standards to bring up marriage—peasants got married in less than a week all the time—but she was already giving up her old life to be with him, and he knew he wanted to stay with her, so what was the point in waiting? He swallowed anxiously, hoping she would accept his proposal.

Time passed by slowly and darkness fell as the sun disappeared over the western horizon. Crow drummed his fingers on the table. He hadn’t moved since he got there, wanting to meet Penelope the instant she arrived. However, as it got later and there was still no sign of her, he began to worry that something had happened. He frowned as doubts began to creep into his mind.

What if she changed her mind about being with him after visiting her family? What if she had just gotten caught up in the whirlwind emotions of the mission and didn’t really love him as much as he did her? What if the mercenaries attacked again and something happened to her? His stomach churned as his thoughts began to spiral out of control, and he forced himself to take a calming breath.

It’s probably nothing, he thought, trying to be rational. She probably just underestimated how long it would take to get back, or maybe she just wanted an extra day with her family. Everything is fine. Still, he sat at the table well into the night, hoping she would appear and look at him again with her kind smile, apologizing unnecessarily for making him wait for so long…

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“Crow.”

The thief lifted his head, blinking dazedly as he looked around. He felt a gentle hand on his back and looked up to see Evelyn gazing down at him with a sympathetic frown. “I need to close up for the night,” she said softly. “I’m sorry, dear, but I need to ask you to go home.”

He nodded and sat up straight, aching his back in a weary stretch. “How long was I asleep?” he asked, rubbing his eyes.

“Not too long,” the tavern keeper assured him. She reached a broom underneath his table to sweep as he stood up. “It’s still the middle of the night.”

“I see…” Crow murmured. His gaze drifted back to the entrance to the tavern and he frowned, wondering what was stalling Penelope.

Evelyn caught his longing stare and offered him a small smile. “Go home and rest, Crow. I’m sure she’s coming as fast as she can.”

He turned back to her and returned her smile, “Thanks. I’ll see you back at the house.” With that, he left the tavern to get some sleep, doing his best to ignore the fears that were trying to bubble up inside of him.

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Crow continued to return to the Black Dagger tavern every night at sundown for the following week, hoping against hopes that Penelope would show up. However, as the days went by and there continued to be no sight of her, his optimism began to fade. It was starting to look like she had changed her mind about being with him after all.

On the seventh night, Crow sat glumly at his usual table, swirling the remains of a mug of ale that he had been sipping at since sunset. He glanced up at the door occasionally, but of course, there was no sign of Penelope. He sighed and set down his glass, propping his chin in his palm as he stared down at the table. After waiting for so long, he was starting to feel hollow. He wondered if there was even any point to waiting for her anymore.

Who am I kidding? He thought despondently. She’s not coming.

He stood up from the table and walked out of the tavern, leaving his unfinished drink behind.

The sun hadn’t quite disappeared over the horizon as Crow walked down the road towards Evelyn’s house. He looked around in a halfhearted search for Penelope, but there was still no sign of the knight. After a bit, he gave up and lowered his gaze, absently kicking a small rock down the road. Part of him was still clinging to the hope that she was still coming, but it was getting harder and harder to hold onto the belief. He wished he had some way to know what had happened and why she hadn’t come to join him yet. It was painful to keep waiting when he was so clueless about it all.

“Did you hear about that assignment the king sent those palace guards on?” a voice caught Crow’s attention and he looked up to see a pair of knights walking towards him from the other side of the street. He hurriedly ducked behind a nearby house to hide, holding his breath as he strained to hear more of their conversation.

“I heard he sent some knights to guard that thief,” the other knight replied. “But I haven’t heard anything since then. Why?”

“Well, I just spoke to Peter from the inner kingdom. He was traveling through on a messaging errand and told me that the king never got the staff he wanted.”

He never got the staff? Crow’s blood ran cold. But that was impossible! How could Penelope and William have lost it when they were so close to the castle? He leaned a little closer to keep listening as the knights went on.

“Really?” the second knight said. “Did the thief fail to get it?”

“Not from what I heard,” the first knight answered. “Peter said the knights were attacked and never made it back to the king. Mercenaries, from the sound of it.”

Oh no, Crow paled. He leaned against the side of the house, suddenly feeling faint. No, no, no. His mind reeled as he began to piece everything together. William and Penelope had been attacked by the mercenaries again, and Penelope had never come back to him. She must have… He closed his eyes, trying to block out the morbid image in his head. It couldn’t be true. He didn’t want to believe it, but why else would she have not traveled back to Silverpool to meet up with him?

He waited for the knights to leave before he came out from his hiding place. Stepping back onto the road, he stared blankly ahead. Every part of him felt numb with shock. She was gone. She was really gone this time. He blinked and brought a hand to his face as he realized that his cheeks were moist with fresh tears. Not wanting to be seen by anyone in his current state, he turned and ran into the woods just outside of the village, heading blindly for a place where he could be alone.

Once he was just far enough away that he couldn’t see the village anymore, he slowed to a stop and sat down on a fallen tree. He finally allowed his emotions to boil over and dropped his head into his hands, crying silently by himself. He wasn’t sure how long he stayed there, but he didn’t move until the pain had faded to a dull ache in his chest. Taking a calming breath, he lifted his hand to his face, wiping away the tears he had let fall freely down his cheeks.

Feeling like he had reigned in his emotions enough to go back to the village, he turned and walked through the forest towards Silverpool again. He had stopped crying, but he still felt raw inside. He didn’t like how his chest felt both tight and empty all at once. He grimaced, bringing a hand up to his chest. He wanted to get rid of the feeling.

As he stepped back into the village, his eyes wandered back to the tavern as he was struck with an unfamiliar temptation. He shifted his weight, but after a moment of hesitation, he walked to the Black Dagger and sat down at the table.

Evelyn was quick to notice him return and moved to his side, knitting her brow concernedly, “You don’t look good. Is everything alright?”

Crow shook his head and looked up at her with a mirthless smile, “Let’s just say I just learned something I’d rather forget tonight. Being me a mug of ale… the strongest you have.”

Evelyn stared at him for a moment, having known him long enough to find his request out of character. However, she didn’t question him and left to bring him the drink he asked for. After a bit, she returned and set the mug down on the table, “Here you go, dear.” She paused for a moment and then added: “Try not to lose sight of yourself… even if it hurts.” With that, she walked away, leaving him alone.

Crow watched the tavern keeper as she walked away. He knew she was right, but at that moment, he was in too much pain to care. Picking up the mug she had brought him, he sighed to himself. Sorry, Evelyn, but I need to let go tonight. He lifted the mug to his lips and tilted his head back as he downed the whole thing, letting the alcohol numb his senses until he lost himself to its inebriating effects.
So sad T~T
Crow's side is going to be pretty depressing too

Yeah, that's why I figured it would be important to add that part ^^;
I mentioned before that Crow was going to be colder after the two years passed, and this was why
It makes sense though, since he witnessed the worst of the worst in knights (particularly in the form of them killing innocent peasants who happened to get swept up in battles along the frontline). He still doesn't go out of his way to kill them, but he isn't afraid to do it if they threaten the safety of the villagers.

I got home earlier that I was expecting, so I can get a head start on my post. Hopefully I'll finish it by tonight!
Our readers will not be ready

Sounds good! I'm gonna go to bed now then
I'm already up past my usual bedtime because I'm an old person :'D
Night~

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EDIT: I had a little bit of time this morning, so I updated a few points that I realized I skipped over in Crow's timeline ^^ They're bolded in green so they're easy to see
Makes sense after what Penelope told him xD

Crow had a cute moment with Evelyn

That's my last one for tonight! I'll be able to post again either late night tomorrow or Sunday morning ^^
As Crow ran through the trees, his sadness about leaving Penelope behind started to give way to excitement. His heart pounded as it hit him that he was finally free—free from prison, free from responsibilities, free to go home and live his life as he pleased. He would have no more chains or guards to keep him tied down. He was really, truly free for the first time in over a year.

He raced through the forest, picking up speed as he grew more excited about coming home. In fact, he was so caught up in his elation that he could hardly feel the usual burning in his legs and lungs that came from running long distances. In that moment, all he cared about was reaching Silverpool and solidifying his return to the outer villages. He was already getting close, and he couldn’t wait.

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I’m home.

Crow stared at the quiet village of Silverpool, breathing heavily from sprinting the whole way there. Not a single person could be seen in the streets, since it was late enough that all of the villagers were either sleeping in their homes or drinking in the tavern. However, he preferred it this way. With no one around to question his sudden appearance, he could take a moment to really appreciate the fact that he had made it back as a free man.

After lingering at the edge of the village for a bit, he stepped into its bounds, his eyes wandering over everything that was so familiar, yet had become so distant over the past year. Fields and gardens, run down houses, old chicken coops… everything he looked at brought him a sense of nostalgia. He could hardly believe he was back.

He gazed down one road toward the tavern he knew so well and smiled to himself. Now that he was back, he already knew the first person he wanted to see.

Crow walked down the street that led to Evelyn’s tavern. When he reached the front door, he paused, taking a moment to look up at the building, before he pushed it open and stepped inside. Despite the late hour, there were still villagers in the Black Dagger, enjoying drinks as well as each other’s company. It was exactly the kind of atmosphere the thief had been hoping to find.

He walked over to an empty table and sat down, looking around for the tavern keeper. It wasn’t long before he spotted her taking the orders of a group of rowdy young men at another table nearby. Evelyn wrote down their requests on her pad of paper and turned to approach Crow next. As she got close enough to see him clearly, she quirked a brow in surprise, “Look who’s back.”

“Miss me?” Crow grinned, happy to see the old woman again.

“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” Evelyn chuckled, although the gleam in her eye told him all he needed to know. “What brings you back to this village so soon, Crow?”

“Your charming smile, of course,” the thief teased with a wink. He propped his elbow on the table and rested his chin in his palm, “If you really must know, I’m meeting a woman here in a few days.”

“Is that so?” Evelyn’s mouth twitched upward in a knowing smirk. “If I recall, you came here with a pretty young thing not too long ago, didn’t you? This wouldn’t happen to be the same girl, would it?”

“It is,” Crow answered, his own grin widening.

“Well, good for you,” the tavern keeper nodded. “I must ask though: If you’re so smitten with this girl, then why isn’t she here now?”

“She had some business to take care of with her family,” Crow shifted his weight as he told the half-truth. “But we agreed to meet here in a week once she’s finished.”

“Hm, I have to say, I’ve never seen you so enamored with a woman before,” Evelyn chuckled again. “She must be something special to have caught your eye.”

“She is,” Crow sighed a bit dreamily. He blushed and shuffled his feet beneath the table as he went on, “When she comes back, I’m going to ask her to marry me.”

“Well, well, well,” Evelyn raised her brows in amusement. “I never thought I’d hear those words come out of your mouth, you rascal.”

“Well, I never thought I’d meet a woman like her,” Crow replied with a shrug, though the flush in his cheeks refused to fade.

The old woman’s features softened as she gazed down at him, “In all seriousness, I’m glad you found someone, Crow. I was always hoping you would.” She rested a hand on his shoulder. “I’ll bring you a honey mead on the house.”

“Thanks,” the thief smiled back at her as she turned to get him his drink.

Now sitting alone at the table, he sat back and watched the other peasants in the tavern chatting and laughing with each other. He still missed having Penelope by his side, but it also felt nice to be around other villagers again with no weight or responsibilities hanging over his head. For the first time in so long, he could finally relax and be with his own people.

It was good to be home.
Sounds good!
Probably separate?
I decided to start working on my next post now, so hopefully I can get one more in before Sunday!
I think I'm going to write one of Crow's perspective when he gets back to the village before I introduce the short time skip for his perspective
I'm cry x'(

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EDIT: That might be my last one tonight. I want to keep writing, but I'm super tired, so we'll see ^^;
I probably won't be on much if at all tomorrow, but you can bet I'll be around on Sunday lol
So friggin excite
“I’ll try my best,” Crow smiled halfheartedly when Penelope told him not to cause too much trouble. As she leaned up to kiss him one more time, he pressed in to meet her halfway, closing his eyes as their lips met. He focused on the sensation of her lips moving against his, her arms around his back, and his around hers. Knowing it would be a week before they saw each other again, he wanted to remember the feeling as vividly as he could.

When she pulled back, it felt too soon to the thief. He squeezed her hand as she placed it in his, nodding solemnly at her words. “No promises there,” he laughed a bit emptily. Even though it wasn’t really a long time, he knew he was going to miss her quite a bit. He had gotten so used to spending his every waking hour with her that to separate for even a week felt like an eternity. He hoped the time would pass by quickly so they could be together again.

“I will,” he promised as she told him to be safe. She stepped back from him and the space between them felt tangible. Not wanting to focus on it, he moved quietly over to the horses and retrieved his bow and quiver from where he had hidden them on the stallion’s body. The weapon had served him well in the short time he had used it, so he wanted to keep it.

Slinging the bow and quiver over his shoulder, Crow turned back to meet Penelope’s eyes again, offering her a weak smile. “I guess this is goodbye for now,” he said, forcing himself not to avert his gaze as he spoke. He hesitated for a moment and then moved in to kiss her one last time, lingering before they finally parted. “I love you, and I’ll see you again soon.”

With that, he turned and ran quietly into the forest towards the outer villages, leaving Penelope behind.
It worked this time lol

Dude, I'm not even ready TuT
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